9.009 Have a good time
The light was dim, Xue Muqing had his back to the light, Su Yu couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only hear that his breathing was a little short, Su Yu didn't dare to look at him anymore, he reached out and grabbed the clothes he took off and was about to put them back on, no matter what, she could never be so unclothed in front of people.
Xue Muqing didn't allow it, snatched the things in her hand and threw them under the bed, attached Su Yu's body, and said in a low voice: "If it's hot, don't wear so much." â
Su Yu felt a sense of oppression for no reason, and said in a dumb voice: "I'm cold." It was really cold, goosebumps were coming out of her arms, not only cold, but also scared.
Xue Muqing seemed to have become very different, she was afraid of the Xue Muqing in front of her.
Xue Muqing's voice was still low: "I'll fall asleep with you in my arms, so it won't be cold." As he spoke, he took her into his arms, put his hands on her shoulders, and turned her body upside down, and pressed her smooth back against his chest, without missing a gap.
Su Yu's heart has always been carried, and she can still feel the heat on his body after several layers of clothes before, but at this moment, her back and his chest are only separated by a layer of clothes on his body, and the heat comes unhindered, ironing her back, making her body also hot, Xue Muqing smiled low behind her ear: "This is better." The warm breath tickled her.
Not good, of course not! Su Yu put his hand behind him and wanted to push him away, but he heard him snort,
Su Yu was slightly stunned, but Xue Muqing's hand reached behind her waist, Su Yu had no time to care, she just met Xue Muqing's gaze and asked the question she had always cared about: "You ...... You must hate me for marrying you, right? â
Xue Muqing's voice seemed to be a little nostalgic: "At that time, you were also like now, cowardly, and pitiful. â
Su Yu was sad and indignant: "But later. â
"Later-" Xue Muqing was silent for a while, but the movements of his hands did not stop: "Later...... A lot of things have happened, and there is more and more tension between you and me - Su Yu, believe it or not, I really want to live a good life with you. â
His voice was low: "Su Yu, don't make any more trouble, okay?" â
Su Yu noticed that he didn't know when he was calling his name, no matter what, it was better to listen to him call his name than to listen to him call himself "lady" hypocritically, but Su Yu was still a little unhappy: "It turns out that in your eyes, it's just me making trouble." â
Xue Muqing sighed and looked at her carefully: "I heard that you have forgotten the past things, those old things, forget about it, just take it as God gives us a chance to let us live a good life again, Su Yu, since you are married to me, I will take care of your future, I don't want to be angry with you anymore, I was indeed wrong in the past, we will expose those things and ignore them again...... Is it good to start over? â
"Su Yu, I really want to live a good life with you," he repeated his previous words, and there seemed to be a little more pleading in his voice: "Su Yu, let's live a good life, okay?" â
Su Yu's heart softened, and she wanted to say yes, but she suddenly felt a chill under her, and she didn't know when he had taken off her dirty pants, and her fingers were cold, so she couldn't help but shrink.
"Xue Muqing, you-" Feeling an extra pair of hands on his legs, Su Yu snorted, gasped, his body tensed, and there was a little more moisture in his eyes: "Xue Muqing, don't mess around, my body is ...... Not really. â
"You said you wouldn't touch me tonight," Su Yu was annoyed and angry: "You broke your promise." â
"Don't worry, it's not what you think," Xue Muqing's voice was low, stopping Su Yu from moving: "I just want to see how your body will be raised, if it's always bad, should you change doctors." â
He said it in a serious and high-sounding manner, Su Yu had no way to refute, he wanted to resist but was powerless, so he had to let him probe him, his fingertips were cold, and it was impossible to ignore it, Su Yu's hand was clenched tightly, biting his lip so that he didn't let himself moan in shame.
The lips were bitten, and the smell like rust permeated between the lips and teeth, stabbing Su Heng awake, pushing Xue Muqing away and shrinking into the corner.
Her current body ...... It's really not suitable to see people, let alone make love.
Xue Muqing took the handkerchief and cleaned his hands, kissed Su Yu's lower lip with a thin lip, rescued the lower lip ravaged by the teeth, and gently licked the tooth marks, Xue Muqing's voice was still low: "There is no need to feel ashamed, you and I are husband and wife, this kind of thing between husband and wife is natural, there is nothing to be ashamed of." â
As he spoke, he wiped the thin sweat off her forehead and said with a low smile: "But you still feel cold?" â
A layer of flush appeared on Su Yu's face, and he glared at him angrily, seeing that he was still looking at him, he avoided his gaze uncomfortably.
Xue Muqing didn't force her, smiled and helped her clean her body, helped her get dressed again, took a thin quilt to cover her body, and pressed her into her arms.
His chest was still pressed against her back, and the two of them seemed to have evacuated a lot from before, and they both seemed to be breathing at the same rate.
Su Yu was still not used to being so close to people, and wanted to escape, Xue Muqing's voice was muffled: "Don't move, your body is not good yet...... If I do it again, I can't guarantee that I'll still be thinking about you. â
Su Yu blushed, he really didn't dare to move anymore, and he felt ashamed when he thought about it: "You...... You are a scribe, how can you ...... How can such a thing be said? â
"If you don't like it, then don't talk about it in the future," Xue Muqing bit her earlobe, felt her body stiffen, and comforted softly: "Don't worry, I know you can't bear it, I have a sense of proportion...... I can wait. â
"Hmm." Feeling that Xue Muqing's body was always tense, and his enthusiasm had never diminished, Su Yu was afraid of provoking him, so he didn't dare to move anymore.
"Sleep." Xue Muqing hugged her tightly and probed the temperature on her body with his hand, as if he was relieved.
Hearing the sound of breathing behind him gradually became steady, and the heat subsided a little, Su Yu relieved himself and found a comfortable position in Xue Muqing's arms to lie down, although he didn't like to sleep with people, but ...... After all, you have to get used to it, right?
They are husband and wife...... Yes, between husband and wife, there are some things that cannot be explained.
Su Heng sighed lightly.
Actually, she also wants to have a good time with Xue Muqing.
She reflexively faced Xue Muqing, drawing his eyebrows, eyes, nose, and lips, and still had some mind in her heart: "How many people have you said those frivolous words?" I don't know if I can really trust you. â
When she awoke, she found that the life she was facing was completely different from what she had imagined, she was panicked, and whenever she panicked, she would not choose to say anything - her temperament has always been like this, because only in this way can she hide the panic in her heart.
"Don't think about it," Xue Muqing suddenly opened her eyes, held her restless hand, and rubbed it carefully on her chest, his fingers were not as slender and weak as hers, holding a pen and an arrow, it was inevitable that there would be some rough calluses, but she was reassured by those somewhat hard calluses, and listened to him: "In any case, you are my wife-my wife, the one who will be buried with me in a cave after a hundred years." â
Is it just a wife? Su Yu didn't say a word, didn't dare to look at him again, buried his head in the socket of his neck, and the corners of his eyes were slightly wet - just his wife.
Feeling that his body began to heat up again, Su Yu wanted to retreat a little but was tightly imprisoned in his arms by him, there was no way to avoid it, Su Yu couldn't help but still wanted to ask him: "Why do you believe that I really forgot about it, maybe...... In case of...... Am I lying to you? â
"No, I believe you," Xue Muqing clinged to her body on all fours to prevent her from moving: "Even if you lie to me again this time, I still want to...... Give each other a chance. â
Su Yu wanted to say that she was too, but when the words came to her mouth, she choked up and couldn't say it after all.
"If your memory stays on the day we got married," Xue Muqing said in a low voice: "Then do you remember that we got married...... Believe it or not, since we are married, since we are married, I want to live well with you. â
Of course, Su Heng remembered that those oaths were still in his ears, but when he woke up, it seemed that everything had changed.
They all want to live well, but Su Yu doesn't know if they can really live well, the future is too unpredictable, just like she didn't expect that she would be like this five years later, she can't predict how far she and him can go in the future.
She was scared, she couldn't trust anyone, Xue Muqing, or even herself.
Apprehensive.
As if facing the abyss, walking on thin ice.
Su Heng turned to face him, the person in front of him closed his eyes, his breath shallow on her forehead, five years have passed, her memory still stays in the spring in the fresh clothes and angry horses, and now that champion Lang is still handsome, but it has changed a lot, after all, five years of time, it is impossible to have no mark on people.
"I also want to have a good time with you-" Su Heng said in a low voice, he used to be the man who made her feel girlish at a glance, and to this day, she still remembers the original throbbing, but-
"But I don't know if I'll be able to get along with you."
She can't tolerate a grain of sand, because the ancestors of the Su family don't accept concubines, she has always thought that husband and wife should be like her parents, even if they are not affectionate, but they are also respectful and will not have anyone else involved, of course, she also knows that the situation like the Su family is only a few, and it is common for those people outside to put a few concubines around the man - but if Xue Muqing has not promised her grandfather anything, she doesn't care, since he promised her grandfather that she will not take a concubine...... And this summer's early Qing and Si Qi's storage zĂ i made her feel like a fish in her throat.
In five years, it's really changed a lot.
Even though she is still interested in him-even if they can still raise their eyebrows, respect each other like guests, and grow old with white heads in the future--
But what has happened can't be treated as if it hasn't happened - she still can't help but mind.
She was uneasy after all.