Chapter 472: Remorseful Heart

"Xiaoxue," at the dinner table, Li's mother sandwiched a piece of scrambled eggs and put them in Li Xiaoxue's bowl, and said the words that had been held in her heart for a long time, "Do you still have something to hide from your mother?" For the past two days, your mood has not been good. ”

Li Xiaoxue kept her head down to eat, and when she heard Li's mother ask, she only whispered, "It's nothing." ”

Li Mu sighed uncomfortably again: "When you come back this time, I will find that you are more and more reluctant to talk to me." It can't be that it's still for the past, and what are you angry with your mother, right? ”

"Mom, look at what you said, it's all in the past." Li Xiaoxue hurriedly said, but her eyes were a little astringent.

- What happened in the past? What can truly be a thing of the past?

"For a while, Xiaoxue, you and your mother are honest, they really haven't looked for you again, right?" Li Mu asked cautiously again.

Li Xiaoxue gently raised her eyes and looked at Li Mu and said, "No." No one. ”

"Isn't the money enough?" Li Mu continued to ask, as if she must dig something out of Li Xiaoxue's mouth.

"It's not." Li Xiaoxue was a little impatient.

Li Mu sighed again, smiled, and asked easily: "You went out for a day, where did you go?" ”

"What for?" Li Xiaoxue was unhappy to ask, and asked rhetorically.

"What for! I care about you and just ask. Li Mu didn't say happily, lowered her head, and ate in a big gulp.

Listening to the sound of Li's mother's heavy chopsticks hitting the edge of the bowl, Li Xiaoxue's heart was beaten, and it was not a taste for a while, she finished eating the rice in the bowl in a few bites, and said to Li's mother's ward, only saying that she was a little tired, so she put down the dishes and chopsticks, got up and went back to her house.

Seeing that Li Xiaoxue really had some tired back, Li Mu felt a little strange, and she couldn't tell where the difference was.

……

When Li Xiaoxue returned to her bedroom, Taotao was rolling delicately on the bed.

Looking at the "little master" who was not very familiar with him, Taotao turned over, jumped out of bed, ran out of all four hooves.

Li Xiaoxue wanted to catch Taotao and hug her for a while, but she just caught it.

"What a shrewd fellow!" Li Xiaoxue shook her head with a smile, and after going with Taotao, she sighed again, "Sometimes, this cat and dog are better than people." There is always someone who makes special arrangements for everything, and you can be pampered for a lifetime. ”

After Li Xiaoxue sighed because of Taotao, she looked at herself as an incomparably warm little world, but there was no color at all, and then she thought of the unpleasant conversation with Zhong Youcheng about the art exhibition, and her heart sank.

No matter what the effect of the auction of Zhong Youcheng's works is, Li Xiaoxue still has to stick to the attitude expressed by herself and Zhong Youcheng.

Don't say anything about all the proceeds, as long as she can repay the money she borrowed, as long as Zhong Youcheng agrees to auction the works, she will be satisfied.

But it was Lu Xiao'e that Zhong Youcheng said in his mouth, which was real, and made her deeply confused.

Zhong Youcheng kept saying that he was thinking about her, as if Lu Xiao'e was a big threat to her.

- Actually, she doesn't even know what kind of person Lu Xiao'e is, and what is going on between Zhong Youcheng and Lu Xiao'e.

"People on the underworld?" She slowly walked to the side of the bed, sat down against the head of the bed, and thought so secretly, her brows furrowed slightly, "Now, will there be any people on the underworld?" If so, how did he have any contact with the people on the underworld? Portrait? It's just a portrait, how could people find him again? Either way, he's still unknown after all. Even if you look for his portrait, what's the matter, and you have a relationship with me? He said he was all for me, and that he had given almost everything for me......"

Zhong Youcheng's strange behavior, especially that late at night, the luxury car she saw Zhong Youcheng sitting in appeared in her mind again, and she felt that many things were not simple.

Not only Zhong Youcheng's side, but also Cao Yingying's various actions, made her break out in a cold sweat when she thought about it at this time.

She felt as if she was completely covered by a large net, and she hugged her body hard, and shivered.

……

Zhong Youcheng called Yueyue several times, but he never got through.

Since Yueyue left his rental house, it was as if the world had evaporated, and she had never had any contact with him.

He righteously told Li Xiaoxue that he would give up all the proceeds of the exhibition, and when he left the door of the barbecue restaurant, he regretted it a little.

He didn't regret that he didn't take anything, but regretted that he had an impulse and agreed to the auction proposed by Li Xiaoxue.

Speaking of auctions, when he was going to hold this exhibition, he didn't think about it. He even had some plans after he made money, and talked to Li Xiaoxue again with great interest. However, when he really framed his own works, and thought that these things that he had painstakingly created could probably become the decorations hanging in other people's halls, his heart ached for a while.

He has always felt that everything he writes is alive. It is not possible to buy his works as well as commodities, or he may not feel much about the connection between these lives and him.

These beings are actually linked to his life.

Giving up these "lives" is not the same as giving up your own life, at least, it is similar to cutting off a piece of flesh from your own body.

Whoever cuts the flesh from his body will have a deep understanding.

Such a feeling is only for him Zhong Youcheng, and Li Xiaoxue, who is the closest to him, will not have it.

Yes, there won't be. Li Xiaoxue not only won't have such a personal experience, but even his mood can't feel it at all.

No matter what your own grass is, it is also a treasure, and no matter what other people's treasure is, it is also grass. Any line that flows from the end of his pen is a burst of his life.

How could he sell his "life"?

Even if it's the flesh on his body, he's already skinny.

He regretted it. Deeply regretted it. Repentance.

He wanted to turn around and find Li Xiaoxue again and write off what he said.

He had already turned around a little, and after a little hesitation, he gave up.

He couldn't tolerate his backsliding, and he didn't want to lose his last "dignity" in front of Li Xiaoxue.

And Li Xiaoxue's dedication to the exhibition really surprised him.

He once sold a painting for 5,000 yuan for his paintings, and he also worked hard for dozens of yuan, and embroidered cross-stitch for people, money in his mind can be described by the words "milk is mother", Li Xiaoxue's mouth said more than one million art exhibition funds, so it is better than astronomical figures.

He really didn't understand how Li Xiaoxue could spend so much money to hold such a meaningless art exhibition without hesitation.

How many single digits are in a million, he can't even figure it out right away.

"Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng shook his head and said bitterly in his heart, "Why do you want to do this?" Are you crazy? With such a large sum of money, why do you want to discuss it with me? Are you so good at making claims, aren't you afraid of being deceived by others? You are really like I said you are, too naΓ―ve, too kind. You think that everyone in the world is a righteous man and a gentleman, and you think that there is positive energy everywhere! In this world, it cannot be said that there are no good people, but there are not many good people, and in this world, it cannot be said that there is no beauty, but there are only a handful of beautiful people. If there are so many good people and so many beautiful things in this world, good people and good deeds will not seem so valuable. Xiaoxue, you still lack experience, and when you make it, it turns out to be such a big mistake. Your mistake is true, and the money from the sale of my paintings will definitely make up for it, but have you ever wondered what it means to me? It's like digging out my heart! Xiaoxue, do you want my living art to become hard money? Why, everything has to be tied to money? Don't you really know that everything that can be called art has a soul? Xiaoxue, you make me sad and disappointed me too much. ”

He didn't want to sell his works like this, and he didn't want to eat Li Xiaoxue's words. After thinking about it, he finally came up with a compromise solution, he was going to find Lu Xiao'e through Yueyue and get some money from Lu Xiao'e.

As long as you can get some, no matter how much, just let Li Xiaoxue repay some of the borrowed money, and at least she can sell a few fewer paintings.

"Yes, that's the best way, the best way." He was so sure in his heart, so he called Yueyue.

Yueyue's mobile phone rang, but no one answered.

He hit it several times in a row, and it was the same, and he couldn't help but be a little crazy.

He really wanted to go to Lu Xiao'e by himself, and he was blindfolded every time, where did he know the path to find Lu Xiao'e?

……

Yueyue, who did not pick up Zhong Youcheng's phone, was carrying out a special "mission" of Lu Xiao'e, exercising the beauty strategy in the arms of a billionaire.

The billionaire is over the age of old, and although Lu Xiao'e is rich, she still has her eyes on the pockets of the rich.

The billionaire just married a wife in her twenties, helplessly, not more than a month, still tired, a friend's dinner, to the pre-arranged Yueyue grasped, as long as the rich man's little wife replaced.

The billionaire himself doesn't know how many beauties he has experienced, but when he sees Yueyue, it seems that he hasn't eaten a mouse for a long time.

Yueyue wanted to indulge in the past, and in the end drove the billionaire crazy, so she sent her piece of meat to the rich man's mouth.

In the gentle township of Yueyue, the billionaire is so fascinated that he almost forgets his surname. In Yueyue's various means, in her mind, she often regarded the bad old man on her body as Zhong Youcheng who she was still thinking about.

Lu Xiao'e has strictly forbidden Yue Yue and Zhong Youcheng to have any more contact, but Yue Yue's heart has always been on Zhong Youcheng's side.

The billionaire has tasted Yueyue's "deliciousness", and he is already satisfied. Yueyue's mobile phone vibrated in the bag, and when she took it out, she saw that it was Zhong Youcheng calling, and she couldn't help it, and she burst into tears.

She couldn't answer Zhong Youcheng's phone anymore, not because Lu Xiao'e specifically told her, she couldn't answer either.

She is simply a woman who should not touch her feelings, she hates her own situation and hates her intentions towards Zhong Youcheng.

Maybe Lu Xiao'e was worried that she would not be able to handle the task of dismantling Zhong Youcheng and Li Xiaoxue, and she did say that she could follow Zhong Youcheng forever, but in the end, she still changed her hexagram.

Changing hexagrams is Lu Xiao'e's best way of doing things.

Lu Xiao'e often says that nothing in this world is set in stone. Following such a law, I feel that my fickleness is beyond reproach.

Yueyue also knew Lu Xiao'e's fickle temper, and naturally didn't believe in Lu Xiao'e's previous "kindness", but what she didn't expect was that she gave her body to Zhong Youcheng at the same time, and gave her heart to Zhong Youcheng.

The body was given to Zhong Youcheng, and he could retreat at any time, and his heart was given to Zhong Youcheng, but he couldn't extricate himself.