The dim light of the bedside lamp softened the face of the person opposite.

Taking Gu Nan's sluggish appearance into his eyes, Meng Xi smiled in a low voice, reached out to the bedside shelf behind Gu Nan, and in a moment, Gu Nan had one more object in his hand.

It's a diary.

Gu Nan looked down at the slightly yellowed cover, and after a long time, he reached out and opened it.

[On the third day of October 2011, fine. ]

I went to a place where there was a very beautiful tree, and under the tree I saw a boy holding a book, with a very warm temperament.

Would love to be close to him.

[On the seventh day of October, it is sunny.] ]

I don't know why, I went to that place uncontrollably these days, but I haven't met that boy again, and I'm a little disappointed.

[October 15, cloudy.] ]

You still haven't met him, where are you?

[October 21, fine.] ]

He probably wasn't here, and I decided to look around the city and hopefully bump into you, my boy.

[On the second day of November, it was sunny.] ]

No, nowhere is it.

[The third day of December, sunny.] ]

After two months, I finally saw him again, and he was standing there smiling warmly.

I think I like him.

[December 18, light snow.] ]

I've been with the boy for half a month, and I found that he likes gentle laughter, ceramic wind chimes, and all kinds of small desserts, what a beautiful person, and I like him even more.

[December 29, snow.] ]

I was very happy to find out that the boy's home lived near here, and I really liked him very much, so I ...... I want to be closer to him.

It's time for something to change.

The last line of words was accentuated, and Gu Nan could see Meng Xi's determination from the strokes, he was stunned, and looked up at Meng Xi, who looked at him with a gentle smile, and his eyes were full of affection that could not be concealed.

The diary is not over yet, turning a page and it is a new chapter.

[2012, 3rd day of January, fine. ]

Tidying himself up, he opened a dessert shop in a place he would pass by every day, and it took a long time to decide on the name of the shop - [Dawn], which means dawn, and I think he will love it.

[On the fifth day of January, it was sunny.] ]

I hung up his favorite ceramic wind chimes in the store and made a lot of beautiful snacks, hoping that he would notice my shop soon and take a closer look.

[On the eighth day of January, it was sunny.] ]

Today I was very happy, he finally saw my shop, stood opposite and looked at it for a long time, but he didn't come in.

[January 13, cloudy.] ]

I made a cake for the boy and named it [Aurora], and I put him in a separate position, and if he came in one day, I had to put the cake in the palm of his hand, and then look at him with the smile he liked, and say to him, 'You know what? Your Dawn of Me. ’。

[February 1st, fine.] ]

I finally knew the boy's name, Gu Nan.

Gu Nan Gu Nan Gu Nan.

[February 19, rain.] ]

He still didn't come in.

The diary turned over page by page, it was all a warm daily life, and he had him every day.

Gu Nan wore a beige coat today, which looked very good.

Gu Nan has a book in his hand today, and he will go to the bookstore tomorrow to take a look.

Gu Nan seems to be in a good mood today, but why hasn't he come in yet?

Gu Nan......

……

A man writes down his time in a diary with the most cherished mood.

His heart became sour, the corners of Gu Nan's eyes were slightly red, his fingers trembled slightly, and the sound of the paper turning became clearer in the silence, and the font that was carefully written down came into his eyes, and every stroke was the best time.

[2015, the ninth day of January, fine.] ]

The girls who often come to the store say that Gu Nan seems to like me a little, whether it is true or not, she is very happy.

[January 14, fine.] ]

I dreamed of taking a nap, and I dreamed that Gu Nan was with a girl, and she smiled beautifully...... Over the years, I've finally understood what it's like to be jealous. I thought a lot about it in the afternoon, and if I continued to be passive like this, my boy would one day hold someone else's hand.

Can't wait any longer.

[January 29, cloudy.] ]

Gu Nan is a very beautiful person, so I want to give him the warmest confession.

This must be well prepared.

[March 17, fine.] ]

I want to hold hands with him for the rest of my life.

[March 21, rain.] ]

The day of confession was set, the third day of October, I met him three years ago, and I will make him mine in three years.

It's too abrupt to confess rashly, I want to find a suitable time to go out and get to know him first.

[On the sixth day of April, it was sunny.] ]

Gu Nan, wait for me.

……

[The second day of the fifth month.] ]

He lost his breath in my arms, and I couldn't do anything.

My light is gone.

The doctor told me to mourn and change, but for a moment, I felt so distressed that I couldn't live.

My boy, my Gu Nan.

I haven't had time to confess to him, I haven't seen him say his name to me with a gentle smile, I haven't given him [Dawn], I haven't been able to hold his hand.

Why is it gone?

[The seventh day of the fifth month.] ]

After five days of confusion, I came across a very strange thing and told me that he could help Gu Nan resurrect, as long as I did something.

It's ridiculous, but anyway, I'm going to try.

[The eighth day of the fifth month.] ]

A qiē is ready.

My boy, I'm coming.

The diary came to an abrupt end here, but Gu Nan knew better than anyone what was going on.

His eyes were already blurred by the water, Gu Nan didn't look up, stepped forward and hugged Meng Xi, his head resting on his shoulder, and the fabric he touched under his eyes was quickly soaked.

Meng Xi stretched out his hand and patted his back gently, silently comforting, but this made Gu Nan's mood a little more sour, and he couldn't hold back his tears while holding Meng Xi.

The warm yellow light shone slowly, and there was silence all around, and when Gu Nan's feelings calmed down a little, Meng Xi gently raised Gu Nan's head, wiped away his tears with a tissue, and kissed his red eyes: "Don't be sad, I'm here." ”

Gu Nan didn't speak.

Meng Xi's expression became softer, he stretched out his hand to pin the scattered hair on his forehead, and then a pair of peach blossom eyes looked at him gently, for a long time, he smiled lightly, and a familiar little tune sounded in Gu Nan's ears.

Gentle and calm, with the taste of years of precipitation, through the wind and frost through the cold and warm, in the end is the most joyful appearance.

The minor tone gradually faded away, and it was Meng Xi's gentle voice.

"In the original dragon minor, there is actually another song that I haven't heard for you, and this is it." Meng Xi held Gu Nan's hand, and the depths of his eyes were full of gentle points of light: "This tune is called reunion." ”

"My boy, welcome home." ――

After the two-way crush became clear, Gu Nan and Meng Xi got along more and more warmly, and when they looked back, they could see the undisguised affection in each other's eyes.

Three days later, the long-missing husky also ran back, and it was raining outside on the day he came back, Gu Nan pushed the door and saw a dirty thing squatting by the door, and after looking at it for a long time, he knew that it was yo ha.

This can't be blamed on Gu Nan, it's really Yo Ha who came back this time, and he really became too slim.

"What stimulated you to lose weight so desperately?" Gu Nan took a brush to brush the husky's bristles, reached out and poked it and frowned: "It's all bones, what about meat?" ”

Yo Ha shook his ears: "This time I went outside to wave too much, I was trapped in the desert, and I was lucky to come out alive." ”

After speaking, the husky suddenly wrinkled his nose: "You used to always say that I was stupid and fat, isn't it good to lose weight now?" ”

Gu Nan looked at him critically, very vicious: "But you look more indescribable than before when you lose weight, I don't believe you see it yourself." ”

In the mirror in front of him, the husky was squatting in the bathtub, his hair was wet with water and sticking to his skinny body, so ugly that he was not ordinary spicy eyes.

The husky was devastated and looked at it in disbelief for a long time, and finally fell down and covered his eyes.

He mocked very unceremoniously, but looking at the skinny husky, Gu Nan was actually more distressed than anyone else, and asked Meng Xi to change the method to make Yo Ha delicious every day, but it didn't seem to have much effect.

This trip seems to have consumed too much energy, huskies don't like to go out as much as before, they lie lazily on the balcony all day long, and Gu Nan can't drag them out.

This day was like this again, Gu Nan had no choice but to sit down beside Yo Ha: "Are you really not going out for a walk?" Actually, you're not ugly, really. ”

Yo Ha wagged his tail, didn't answer Gu Nan's question, and opened his mouth softly: "You already know about Meng Xi's affairs, now it's clear, congratulations, Gu Nannan." ”

Gu Nan smiled and touched his ear, and laughed softly: "It's not easy to get to this point, but fortunately, we still have a chance to be together." ”

"It's not easy." The husky stood up and squatted down beside him, was silent for a while, and said: "Gu Nannan, you may not know that Meng Xi attacked the world until the end of each world before remembering his real identity, and then began to close it again in the next world, superimposing it little by little...... Cycle. ”

Gu Nan was stunned.

"That is to say, in every world, he has to experience the pain of watching you die in front of him."

“……”

"At the end of the first world of the male supporting world, you got [Memory Seal], which was actually not there originally." The husky whispered: "It was Meng Xi who was reluctant to let you suffer, so he took your pain in exchange for your peace." ”

"There is also the last world, He Xiaoge left very early, because he has to bear the next qiē by himself, and when he comes to this world, he will first pass the hardships you will go through, and only leave the warmth to you."

"So, it's really not easy, Gu Nannan."

These were things that Meng Xi had never mentioned to Gu Nan.

How much it hurts.

He sat in a daze, and soon, Meng Xi came to him and laughed when he saw him and the husky sitting side by side in a daze: "What's wrong?" ”

Gu Nan glanced at him, stepped forward to hug him, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?" ”

Meng Xi was stunned, looked down at Yo Ha, the husky shrank in the corner and shook his ears, looking very weak. Looking at his appearance, Meng Xi also guessed probably, his eyes were soft, and he reached out to rub Gu Nan's hair: "It hurt at the beginning, but compared to the joy of losing and regaining, those pains are nothing at all, aren't they?" ”

Gu Nan didn't speak.

Meng Xi laughed and stretched out his hand towards Gu Nan: "The sad is the past, happiness has just begun, I think today is a time of joy, this little minister who is like a flower and jade, would you like to swim with me and enjoy the scenery together?" ”

In one sentence, three points of joke and seven points of gentleness, Gu Nan was amused, raised his hand and put his hand in Meng Xi's palm.

The next second, his hand was held tightly, and the corners of Meng Xi's lips took Gu Nan out of the door with a warm arc.

Outside, the breeze is gentle and the shadows of the trees are gentle.

It's a good time on earth.