The showers stopped at the beginning, and the begonias were delicate.

When Gu Nan woke up, it happened to be early in the morning, the window was slightly open, a little breeze blew through the curtain in the hall, and when the layers were stacked, the incense curled in the corner, and the bright morning light outside the window, fresh and elegant.

But the heart turned into ashes.

Gu Nan tugged at the corners of his mouth, lowered his eyes and looked at the emperor lying on the side of the bed, his eyes were stained with variegated colors, his pale hand trembled and raised, and he poked towards Xiao Congyu's neck.

The cold fingertips touched the warm skin, and the person with his eyes closed raised his head in shock, and the brilliance in his dark eyes suddenly rose when he saw Gu Nan, but it instantly darkened after seeing his movements clearly.

Xiao Congyu pulled the corners of his mouth with difficulty: "...... When you wake up, do you still hurt? ”

Gu Nan put down his hand and stopped looking at him, leaned on the back of the bed and closed his eyes, seeing him like this, Xiao Congyu's face was a little sad, and he quickly suppressed it, and forced a smile on his face: "You have been in a coma for many days and are already hungry, so I will call someone to make some food for you...... You have a good rest first, don't ...... Don't overthink it. ”

The person on the couch was silent, Xiao Congyu glanced at him bitterly, turned around and walked out.

The vermilion wooden door carved with cloud patterns was closed, and the whiskers were opened again, and the husky probe came in and walked to Gu Nan's couch, squatted down, and looked at Gu Nan silently.

Hearing the voice, Gu Nan slowly opened his eyes, looked at Yo Ha for a long time, and opened his mouth in a hoarse voice: "He Xiaoge, is it ......?"

Yo Ha didn't speak.

Gu Nan looked at him, his throat moved, and he opened the personal panel with trembling hands, and saw that He Xiaoge's name had turned gray.

Pupils shrank suddenly.

The husky lowered his eyes and spoke softly: "When I went, there were still seven or eight people left in the thirteenth general of the White Tiger Battalion, and I took them to a safe place...... He Xiaoge, the archery shooter's passbook asked him to die, and he also quenched the hook and kiss poison, and he still stopped breathing at that time, I, I can't help it. ”

"It's gone...... Gu Nan's eyes were blank, he reached out to hold the jade jue hanging around his neck, and muttered: "The person who said he was going to take me back to Qinghe Town is gone." ”

Yo Ha looked at him silently, for a long time, he raised his body and climbed onto the couch and stretched out his paws to hug Gu Nan, comforting him silently.

Gu Nan held the warm jade, and suddenly felt that he wanted to cry very much, his eyes stiffly rolled a few times, only dry.

How it hurts.

How it hurts.

Gu Nan reached out and grabbed the clothes on his chest, bent down sadly, and kept making a low ho sound in his throat.

What it was like to be so painful that he couldn't cry, and now, he finally really realized it.

Hearing Gu Nan's painful voice in his ears, Yo Ha's eyes were hot, his tail, which he usually liked to wobble, was no longer moving at this time, and he stretched out his claws on Gu Nan's hand, wanting to say a lot of comforting words but didn't know how to say it, in the end, he could only pat him awkwardly, and couldn't stop talking: "Don't be sad, don't be sad, don't be sad......"

Gu Nan kept letting out a hoarse whining sound, his lips squirmed a few times, and he couldn't say anything. The husky looked at his pale face, gritted his teeth and ripped off the hand that tore his chest, and looked at him with red eyes: "Gu Nan, He Xiaoge is still waiting for you to go back to Qinghe Town with him, have you forgotten?" ”

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, I will go back to Qinghe Town with you.

At that time, I am willing to wash your hands and make soup for you, and I am willing to hold the crown and green silk for you, as long as you stand lazily by the window and smile at me, it will be fine.

Swindler.

He Xiaoge, you liar.

Gu Nan fell weakly on the couch, his eyes staring blankly at the carved bedpost above, Yo Ha approached him and said softly: "His body is cremated...... Lu Rong took him back to the desert, host, he was waiting for you to take him home in the desert...... You've got to be good, you know? ”

Gu Nan didn't move.

Yo Ha lowered his eyes and lay down beside him, stretched out his claws and gently placed them on Gu Nan's hand.

There are some things that can only be endured no matter how difficult they are.

No one can bear anything for anyone.

Zhuang and Qingming four years, September 3, sunny.

The morning light outside the window is slightly drunk, and the wind is smooth.

Gu Nan leaned on the couch and lowered his eyes to look at the warm jade in his hand, his eyes were pale. The palace people who came to serve took a look at the door, came in silently and took the cold food away to let the imperial dining room re-cook, and one person came and went, but the people on the couch did not lift their heads as if they didn't see it.

Xiao Congyu stood outside the window and looked at him quietly, his eyes were dark and bitter, he was very worried, he looked at it for a long time but didn't go in, turned around and left.

Night.

The food that was delivered was delivered as it was.

Hearing that the palace people came to report, Xiao Congyu's eyes flashed, and he got up and went to the palace. The lights in the hall had long been extinguished, Xiao Congyu went into the inner hall to light the lights, turned his head, and the person on the couch turned his back to him and was silent.

Xiao Congyu walked over, only listening to his breathing, he knew that Gu Nan was not asleep, and sat down on the edge of the bed gently: "You hate me, don't get along with yourself." ”

Gu Nan remained motionless, his eyes wide open and looking at the wall in front of him, silent.

The palace man brought a warm meal, put it on the table, lowered his eyes, and quickly retreated.

Xiao Congyu stared at Gu Nan's back for a long time, and his voice was difficult: "You get up and eat something, okay?" ”

The emperor breathed in such a low voice, and there was a faint pleading in his eyes, and after the pleading, it turned into a deep sadness and despair.

There was silence all around, and the only faint light left in Xiao Congyu's eyes finally disappeared, he lowered his hand in despair, and just wanted to speak again, when he suddenly saw the back in front of him move, and then the quilt slipped off, and the person with clear eyebrows and eyes sat up, got out of bed and walked to the table.

Xiao Congyu watched him pick up the chopsticks, and for a moment, his eyes suddenly became a little hot.

It's just that this heat, in an instant, disappeared when he saw Gu Nan bending over and vomiting.

Xiao Congyu was startled, stepped forward to help him up, the person who was being supported raised his head, stopped vomiting and coughed violently, one by one like a terminally ill person, after resting, he looked up at Xiao Congyu, his face was pale, his eyes were dark, only the blood at the corners of his lips was scorching.

The young emperor's eyes were shocked, his trembling hand wanted to touch the blood on his lips, but before his hand could touch it, he was raised and opened, Gu Nan looked at Xiao Congyu, and the corners of his mouth were full of sarcastic arcs: "Are you satisfied?" ”

Are you satisfied?

How can I be satisfied?

Xiao Congyu took a step back and looked at him with a sad expression.

I want to see you smile at me with the same clear eyebrows as you did when you first saw me, why not?

Looking at his appearance, Gu Nan suddenly laughed, his voice was hoarse and low, he had laughed enough, raised his head to Xiao Congyu's eyes, and opened his mouth word by word: "Xiao Congyu, you will force me to death." ”

Eight words, stroke by stroke, are all knives that fall into the bottom of my heart.

Xiao Congyu picked up his fingers, his heart was distressed to the extreme, his mouth was full of blood, and the heat rose from the bottom of his eyes for no reason, turning into a fragile red when his eyes were exposed.

"You always make me sad." Xiao Congyu looked at him, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and the blood snaked down his palm, falling on the bright yellow robe. Ten fingers connected to the heart, it was originally extremely painful, but he just looked at Gu Nan angrily and numbly, for a long time, and lowered his eyes: "I know you think I'm an eyesore, I'll leave here, you ......"

He gritted his teeth and his throat moved: "You must take care of yourself. ”

At the end of the words, his voice trembled, but the person he was watching was still smiling hoarsely, his eyes became more and more black and deep, and the mockery and resentment in it overflowed uncontrollably, thick and deep.

The little doctor with clear eyebrows and eyes always likes to bend his eyes and smile, and when he looks back, he is warm in color.

Xiao Congyu was attracted by this warmth at the beginning, and how many days and nights gradually turned into delusion, but step by step to the present, it was he who wiped out that gentleness on a rainy night.

The emperor, who had been on the throne for four years, suddenly felt at a loss under such a gaze, and he retreated step by step towards the entrance of the dormitory, and when he reached the door, he could no longer bear it, and turned his head and left the dim dormitory.

Behind him, a man dressed in white stood quietly watching him leave, his expression was indifferent and his eyes were calm, and the previous madness was long gone.

The Imperial Study.

A light like a bean.

Xiao Congyu was holding the wine jug, and his eyes were hazy and reddish. Xiao Congjing stood in front of him, looked at his reddened eyes, and gritted his teeth: "Look at what you look like." ”

"I'm uncomfortable......" Xiao Congyu opened her eyes wide, smiled bitterly, lowered her head and buried her eyes in her sleeves: "You don't know how much pain I have now." ”

Xiao Congjing stretched out his hand and poured tea and handed it to him: "Drink a cup of tea and sober up first, you ...... Never mind. ”

The person lying on the table did not move, and it took a long time to straighten up and look blankly ahead. Xiao Congjing sighed, and re-stuffed the tea into his hand: "Drink it." ”

Xiao Congyu held the teacup, lowered his eyes to look at the brown tea inside, and muttered in a low voice: "This color is very similar to his eyes......"

"But you hurt." Xiao Congjing Road.

"Yes, I ...... hurt" Xiao Congyu whispered, his fingers held the teacup, felt the burning heat of his palm, and lowered his eyes: "It's like this hot tea, I want it, so I hold it tightly, but the tighter I hold it, the more it hurts, and if it hurts, I still hold it, slowly, slowly......"

As he spoke, his fingers tightened until the teacup cracked into pieces with a click, stabbing into his palm, red sliding swiftly down his wrist.

It hurts.

Xiao Congyu smiled: "Slowly, until he turns into pieces and stabs into his palm, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts......"

The blood had dyed his cuffs red, Xiao Congjing's pupils shrank, watching Xiao Congyu gradually clench the fragments in his hand, he was frightened but didn't dare to move, and asked in a trembling voice: "Since it hurts, why don't you let it go?" ”

"Let go?" Xiao Congyu repeated in a low voice, his voice hoarse: "Can't put it...... If I don't let it go, it will prick in my palm, although it hurts but I can bear it, but if I let it go, it will pierce my heart, and then it will ......"

Xiao Congjing was stunned.

Xiao Congyu raised his head and smiled at him: "...... I'm going to die. ”