Si Qin returned at night, Su Qin pretended to have something in his heart, so he kept waiting, I wanted Si Qin to rest first and let others decoct the medicine, Si Qin was not at ease, so he had to guard it by himself, and asked his mother in the middle, Si Qin took this medicine that Su Zhen used to replenish his body.

The Su family has never had a concubine, and there is no such thing as child soup, whether it is Xiang Mother or others, and no one is suspicious.

The medicine was a little cooler, not so hot, Su Yu sniffed it, and complained casually: "This smell smells weird." "I don't know if it's because of the weirdness in my heart, or the weird taste of the soup itself.

It's just that in any case, this avoidance soup has to be drunk.

"It's even more ...... to drink" Su Yu frowned, but he still forcibly drank the medicine, wanting to vomit, but he endured it and didn't allow himself to spit it out.

Si Qin took the candied fruit and gave it to Su Yu: "The slave and maid specially asked the doctor to prescribe the gentlest prescription...... But it still made the young lady suffer...... I knew that the slave should have found a few more doctors. ”

"I know, you are in a hurry to come back, maybe it's not the medicine problem, it's my sake," Su Yu put down the medicine bowl and sighed softly: "Although I know that this child can't have ...... I don't want ...... either. Children related to Xue Muqing...... But when I thought of seeing him off in person, I still felt ...... I felt a little lost. ”

Suddenly, she remembered Miao Miao again.

When she adopted Miao Miao, in fact, she didn't have much affection for the child, to put it bluntly, at that time, she was still a little ignorant about the existence of "children", so even if she knew that she had lost two children, and even if she couldn't have any more children, she didn't have much feeling.

The reason why Miao Miao was adopted was actually just to love the house and Wu, and to miss Siqin through Miao Miao's storage.

Si Qin followed Su Yu at the age of five, although she was a maid, she should be more of a playmate at first, and then the maid next to her changed again and again.

Si Qin has been following her - it can be said that when she heard the news that her child was gone, she didn't hear the news that Si Qin was dead.

After all, the emotions in this world cannot be born for no reason - but at this moment, she felt the so-called wonderful feeling of blood connection, but it was at the moment when she personally killed the possibility of this child coming to this world.

It's as if she hadn't insisted on taking Miao Miao and leaving with her, would Miao Miao still have a chance to live? At first, she adopted Miao Miao because of Siqin, but later, she gradually accepted Miao Miao and regarded Miao Miao as her own child...... At this moment, Su Yu had a feeling that Miao Miao had left him again.

"Miss, don't be sad," Si Qin persuaded softly: "Miss is still young, and there will always be children in the future." ”

Su Yu shook his head and refused to accept this.

When he got up the next day, Su Yu felt a little better, but he faintly heard some sounds outside, so he asked someone to ask what was wrong.

"Today, my uncle came back for a while, and after a few words, he left again," Si Qin looked at Su Yu worriedly: "There are two courtyards over there...... Now someone has been sent to clean up. ”

Su Yu took a cursory look, one was the courtyard where Mrs. Xue lived "later", and next to it was the Zhilan courtyard where Xia Chuqing lived, and thought about it for a while

Suo, Su Yu knew that what should come will come after all, she just didn't expect that Xue Muqing didn't even inform her, probably there were still a lot of complaints about her at the moment, or she didn't have the face to see her.

looked at each other like this, but dragged it and refused to reconcile, Su Yu really didn't understand Xue Muqing and his person.

But no matter what he wanted to do, it had nothing to do with Su Xin, Su Zhen thought about it and instructed Si Qin: "Go back and sort out the Xue family's account books with me." ”

Because it is a filial piety period, even if the yard is tidied up over there, there is no major construction, Su Yu watched coldly, the yard was tidied up, Mrs. Xue and Xia Chuqing have not moved in yet, Xue Muqing has returned.

I haven't seen this person for several days, but Su Yu's resentment towards him has not dissipated, and when she heard Xue Muqing and someone telling her to go to the front yard, Su Yu responded neatly: "Don't go, I have nothing to say to him." ”

The little maid reluctantly withdrew, and when she came over again after a while, she took a note to Su Yu, and Xue Muqing made it clear that she wanted to talk about peace and separation with her.

Su Yu pinched the tissue paper and pondered, she knew that there was fraud in it-if he really wanted to discuss things, he could have gone to the backyard to say, and he had to force her to go to the front yard...... I'm afraid that he's not the only one ahead.

Of course, even if there is fraud, Su Yu is not afraid.

She didn't bring anyone else, she only let Si Qin follow her.

The place where Xue Muqing asked her to go was the place where they went to see Tang Yun together "last time", Su Yu was stunned for a moment, and turned around and told Si Qin: "After you go back, you take my handwritten letter to Wei Jiulang." ”

From the capital to Changzhou, the trip is about two months, Su Qian was put by Song Qian, it has been delayed for a lot of time, I think Song Qian can not help her send the letter again, Su Zhen can only find someone to send the letter again, but I don't know if it is too late.

At this time, the letter passed, and the time was too tight, in case something went wrong on the way, and then he and Tang Yun missed it...... However, in the manuscript that Tang Yun gave her, she only read the initial part, and she really couldn't bear to read it later, if she missed it this time, Su Yun would have to wait for Tang Yun to come back by himself a few years later.

Just as he was thinking about it, he suddenly heard a Buddha horn ringing in his ears, Su Yu raised his eyes and looked, but it was an old man.

Ignoring Xue Muqing, who was standing on the side, Su Yu folded his hands and saluted the man: "Zen Master Mingxin." ”

"Didn't the Zen master stay in Chengzhou all the time?" Zen Master Mingxin is an outsider, and for him, Su Yu sat down on the side informally: "How did you think of coming to the troubled place of the capital?" ”

Mingxinkou announced the Buddha's name: "Recently, I happened to be preaching at Yunhua Temple in the capital. ”

"It's a pity that there have been a lot of things at home recently," Su Yu sighed with some emotion: "Otherwise, I should really listen to it, but others are blessed." ”

Zen Master Mingxin has always been kind to her: "Tan Yue is also a blessed person. ”

Su Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, and did not refute the other party's words, but said: "I haven't been to Chengzhou for a few years, I don't know if the next person has deducted the sesame oil money from Dajue Temple?" At first glance, I saw the Zen master in the capital, and I also said that the subordinates took advantage of my absence in Chengzhou to cut off the worship privately, but I wondered when the Zen master became so worldly, and the debt collection was chased to the capital. ”

Su Shen does not believe in Buddhism, so he will not claim to be a believer in front of Mingxin Zen Master, and send things to Dajue Temple every year, but it is just because of Xu's instructions, of course, what she said about debt collection is just a joke, Mingxin Zen Master is a Taoist monk, and he will not care about these with her - when Su Yu was born, Su Yuanlang was serving in Chengzhou, Su Yu was born in the Dajue Temple where Mingxin Zen Master is located, I heard that this Mingxin Zen Master gave Su Yu an order, saying that she could not leave Chengzhou before the age of 14 and could not enter Beijing, the Zhuangzi where Su Yu lived, It was also seen with the help of Zen Master Mingxin.

At the beginning, because of his few words, he was separated from his parents, Su Yu was extremely dissatisfied with this person, but after a few years of willful nonsense, Mingxin Zen Master was not angry because of her rudeness, and gradually became reasonable, so he did not target him again.

After a few words of tact with Zen Master Mingxin, Su Yu saw that Xue Muqing did not move, so he got up and said goodbye.

After waiting for a long time, and finally waiting for Xue Muqing to send away the Mingxin Zen Master, Su Yu stopped Xue Muqing from going: "What?" Looking for someone to test me? Or are you actually looking for someone to subdue the demon and subdue me? What, disappointed? ”

Xue Muqing looked at her and softened: "Since you are fine, why should you curse yourself?" ”

"When did I curse myself, I'm telling the truth, the person you know, the wife you married has long been angry with you, and the old man in Mingxin fooled you a few words, and you believed it?" Su Yu sneered: "Don't believe him, he's either bought by me, or he doesn't cultivate enough, and he can't see anything at all." ”

"Mingxin Zen Master is highly respected, you speak carefully," Xue Muqing pursed his lips: "What's more, yes or no, I have my own judgment." ”

"Do you have your own judgment?" Su Yu couldn't help but laugh: "Then tell me, who am I?" Don't be mistaken, what is this called? Confess a thief as a father? Oh no, Ling Zun has passed away, but whether you are biological or not, I really wonder, after all...... Biological words...... You're not as good as a beast. ”

When he mentioned this, Xue Muqing's face turned pale, Su Yu looked at him for a long time, waiting for him to get angry, but Xue Muqing suppressed it: "Why do you deny yourself, why are you aggressive." ”

"Am I aggressive? Am I being aggressive or are you yourself weak? Su Yu sneered: "Do you think I don't know why you doubt me?" ”

"Because you doubt me, you can put all the blame on me, so that you can be at peace with yourself." Su Yu ignored his appearance of wanting to defend himself, and continued: "Why did you find Mingxin Zen Master today, do you think I don't know the reason? ”

"You don't even recognize your wife, and you dare to pretend to be infatuated in front of me?" Su Yu looked at him with a mocking face: "You are looking for Mingxin Zen Master today, and he has confirmed my identity, but what if you are looking for someone else today?" If others say that I am a lonely ghost who occupies this body, and they want to give me excess, and I will die again, do you feel liberated? Or is that actually what you're for? ”

"Since you are suspicious, why don't you just suspect it thoroughly, such a change of order really makes me look down on you," Su Yu approached him: "Actually, I really don't know where to fight a lonely ghost, do you believe it or not?" ”

"Huihui," Xue Muqing was forced by her to take a step back: "Don't curse yourself like this, I-"

"One last word of caution to you, don't let me hear my own little words from your mouth again," Su Yu glared at him: "You really don't deserve to call me like that, let alone ...... Your Hui Hui has long been angry with you. ”

"And now you still want to be angry with me again, but it's a pity that I, a lonely ghost, can be angry with you as lightly as your Hui Hui," Su Yu pointed in the direction of Zhilan Courtyard: "I remember that someone promised that Xia Chuqing would never enter this mansion?" ”

"It's just talk, whoever believes in it is a fool, fortunately, the stupid one is dead," Su Yu sneered: "Actually, it's good to have a concubine...... After all, you are a madman...... Maybe only someone like Xia Chuqing is willing to accompany you...... After all, during the filial piety period, you must also know how to be modest, and remember to prepare more soup to avoid children, otherwise something will happen...... That's ugly. ”

"I'm not-" Xue Muqing hurriedly defended: "Mother, she can't bear to live in the old mansion to see things and think about people, so she moved here, Chu Qing is just to accompany her, since I promised you, it is impossible-"

"You don't need to explain it to me," Su Yu shook his head: "After all, you didn't plan to discuss it with me in advance, and you don't need to explain it to me now, I don't bother to pay attention to it, no matter what you say, I won't believe it anyway." ”

"By the way, by the way, I told you, I also used the avoidance soup, as for Si Qi...... I sent her away too...... Of course, if you want to call her back, it doesn't matter," Su Yu turned around and left: "I'm not doing this for you, it's just that I can't lose this person." I only hope that from today onwards, unless you agree and leave, don't let me see you again, as for you and Xia Chuqing, it's up to you, I don't care, don't come to me to be an eyesore. ”

Xue Muqing was a little stunned: "Avoiding child soup? ”

"That's right, Shunzi Tang," Su Yu scoffed softly, "Otherwise, do you think I will want to give birth to a child related to you?" Or is it this kind of time? ”

Xue Muqing stretched out his hand to grab Su Yu: "Will it hurt your body?" I-"

"Don't do this infatuation, it's too hypocritical, it's too ugly," Su Yu avoided him: "From now on, you and I don't interfere with the river water, don't let me see you again, it's too disgusting, I'm afraid I'll vomit." ”