122 The fourth
Tao Zhimo's tears fell, but she couldn't hold it back anymore, hugged him tightly, and sobbed, "I'm sorry! I don't know why that day...... Why did I rush out and say those things to you, but、But I really didn't mean to. I—I don't remember exactly, and I can't remember why I did that. I only remember that at that time, my mother said that she could help you, and I begged her to give you ten gold, purple lamps, purple lamps, and purple lamps that she could testify...... I don't really know why this was the case at the time. But I really didn't mean to! For thousands of days and nights after you left, I dreamed of saying sorry to you, and I wanted to tell you that no matter what happened, I would always be with you...... Even if you lose the whole world, you still have me! Tao Zhimo couldn't cry, "Ah Ci, you don't know, I don't know how much I love you, you don't know at all!" I was deeply in love with you before you fell in love with me...... But I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that you'll not want me, I'm afraid that you won't love me one day......" She choked up and couldn't speak anymore, just lowered her head and covered her face and cried.
Nangong Ci looked at her, and he tried his best to see her face clearly. It was as if she had woven a great and beautiful and dreamy web in front of her, and this net completely suppressed him, and he remained motionless, allowing it to hold himself firmly.
After a long time, he finally spoke a little hoarsely, "I'm disfigured, I'm lame, and you love me too?" ”
"Love." She tilted her face, wiped away her tears, and nodded firmly.
"I broke my leg and maybe I won't be able to stand up again." He reminded softly, with an imperceptible inferiority, "You said you don't like cripples. ”
Tao Zhimo lowered his eyes, "Even if you are disfigured, you are still more beautiful than me." If you mind, I can ruin my own face, but that's ...... I can't deserve you even more. Momo is very selfish, Momo is even thinking, it's good if you are disfigured, it's okay to break your leg...... At least that way, I'll be worthy of you. You can't walk, I'll be your legs from now on, and I'll take you wherever you go. You can no longer rely on others, you will rely on me from now on, okay? However, even if you are disfigured and your leg is broken, there will still be many people around you who are willing to take care of you like me, and I am afraid that it will not be my turn......" Tao Zhimo cried loudly and hugged her tightly, "I still don't deserve you!" I'm so scared, I'm still scared. ”
Nangong Ci was silent, his face was calm, but his heart was like a stormy wave. There was a confusion in his eyes that he had never felt before. What she said today has completely overturned his previous perception and overturned his world. If in her previous life, she was willing to shed a tear in front of her and call a resignation, he would definitely kiss her tenderly and ask for her.
But at this moment she said so much, he felt as unreal as walking on the clouds, he felt like a dream, and he was flattered. He was also scared, afraid to wake up from this dream.
"You say you love me?" He muttered.
"Well, I love you." She looked at him, and her eyes couldn't have been more sincere.
"Love me all the time?" He asked cautiously, as if he was afraid of breaking something.
"Hmm." She still nodded.
"What about you...... Have you ever loved someone else? "Does she really love him, or, Jimo Nan is more important, in her previous life, she was martyred for Jimo Nan, a person who loved so much, can she forget it in this life?
Tao Zhimo was stunned, and suddenly remembered Mo Wunan, who she had forgotten. For a while, she was so guilty that she wanted to get up and flee, she thought of everything that happened to her and Mo Wangnan, Mo Wangnan had seen her body, and she had kissed him so passionately, she was immediately ashamed. yes, how can she be worthy of him with this body.
He was silent, looking at her quietly, and her dodge with her head down said it all. She loves him, but she can't forget it......
"Ah Ci," Tao Zhimo took his hand and rubbed his palm cherishedly, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I'm not sure." However, I love you the most, and I never want to be separated from you in this life and this life. I admit that I don't deserve you, but I still don't want to leave you, I just want to stay with you and take care of you. I swear, I will never talk back to you again, if you let me go east, I will never go west, don't you drive me away, okay? When she had finished speaking, she looked up at him pitifully.
His lips opened a few times, but he didn't speak, but suddenly reached out and clasped the back of her head, sealing her lips fiercely. He just wanted to kiss her, he wanted to kiss her like crazy, but it involved the wound on his face, and he could only kiss her tenderly, to savor her sweetness, and to rob her of her fragrance. Finally, I can kiss her openly as Nangong Ci. He looked forward to this day, how many years he had hoped for it, his past life and this life.
His shallow taste made her more and more shy, and she could only prop her hands on his chest, gently pressing against his heartbeat, and did not dare to continue kissing after he stopped, and lowered her head.
"Ah Ci ......" Tao Zhimo murmured, his voice was full of affection, and he hugged him tightly, all of this will be fine. She will let time tell how much she loves him. "Ah Ci ......" Tao Zhimo murmured, his voice was full of affection, and he hugged him tightly, all of this will be fine. She will let time tell how much she loves him. "Ah Ci ......" Tao Zhimo murmured, his voice was full of affection, and he hugged him tightly, all of this will be fine. She will let time tell how much she loves him.
Suddenly, Nangong Ci's head dropped slightly, against her shoulder, Tao Zhimo sensed that something was wrong, and gently pushed him, and his whole body fell.
"Ah Ci!" Tao Zhimo was startled, and hurriedly hugged him, seeing that he fainted.
"Ahh Suddenly there was a strange old man's scream behind him, Tao Zhimo was startled again, and hurriedly got up from Nangong Ci.
"Xiaoyao, you, why are you hugging him!" The strange old man cried and cried.
"I, I didn't, I just ......"
"You lied to me, I saw you hugging him!"
"No, I may have recognized the wrong person just now!"
"It must be too dark in the cave, I need to order a few more permanent lights." The strange old man cried to light the lamp.
Tao Zhimo hurriedly grabbed him, "No! Hurry up and help me take a look, Ah Ci fainted! ”
"Yes, yes, it's time for you to drink the medicine." The strange old man said and suddenly brought a bowl of medicine to her.
Tao Zhimo was suddenly retched by the smell of medicine, "What's the matter!" It stinks! ”
"Medicine! Xiaoyao, eat quickly! "Jin, Jiang Du, home, please do not transfer, carry
"I'm not sick!"
"You're sick! Take medicine! ”
"You have ......" Tao Zhimo hurriedly stopped, "Okay, I'm sick and I'll take medicine, what about Ah Ci?" Come and take a look at him. ”
"He's here!" The strange old man took out another bowl, and after a while he became suspicious, "No, it seems that this bowl is yours!" ”
The strange old man grabbed a bowl of medicine in each hand, sniffed them separately, and suddenly realized, "This bowl is Xiao Yao's, and this bowl is Xiao Yao's brother's." But then, the two bowls of medicine were moved back and forth, and all of a sudden Tao Weaving Mo's eyes were glazed.
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"Stop! Which bowl is mine! Tao Zhimo grabbed him.
"This bowl!" The strange old man picked up a bowl and gave it to her. Tao Zhimo just took it, and he said again, "...... It's his. ”
Tao Zhimo suddenly felt angry, and hurriedly comforted himself: calm down...... Calm down.
"Are you sure this bowl is his?"
The strange old man suddenly nodded violently like pounding garlic, "It's the little brother's!" ”
Tao Zhimo came to the side of the bed in a few steps, and wanted to help Nangong Ci who was lying down to feed him medicine, but found that Nangong Ci was in a cold sweat all over his body at this time, his eyes were closed, and his face was terrifyingly blue.
Tao Zhimo hurriedly put the bowl aside and helped him up, but his whole body was cold and wet, Tao Zhimo suddenly became anxious, and shouted at the strange old man: "Come and see him!" It was fine just now, why is it like this? ”
The strange old man jumped over and looked at it, and said with a smile: "It's okay, he's dying!" ”
"What nonsense are you talking about!" Tao Zhimo burst into tears all of a sudden.
"Ahh Don't cry, Xiaoyao! The strange old man was in a hurry, and hurriedly touched around on his body, but he couldn't touch anything everywhere, and suddenly the whole person jumped up and looked around, Tao Zhimo thought he was looking for some panacea, who knew that in the end he actually handed over a dirty handkerchief.
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"Save him!" Tao Zhimo cried, "I'll tell you! If he dies, I'll kill myself immediately!" ”
"What is suicide?" The strange old man asked curiously.
"Die! If he dies, I won't live! ”
"Oooh!" The strange old man patted his head and waved his hand again and again, "Don't, don't!" Xiao Yao can't die! Xiao Xiao's death once costs me half my life! Little Brother only has half a life left now! ”
"Then save him!"
"Save him, save him!" The strange old man spun straight in place, "Yes! I'm drugged! Take your pills! I finally got the little monkey to pick this medicine, but I ate a lot of bananas, grapes, apples and pears......
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The strange old man has been talking non-stop in Balala, and Tao Zhimo has already held Nangong Ci in his arms and fed him with the medicine on the side. But Nangong Ci closed his teeth tightly, and all the medicine was secreted along his lips, and he couldn't feed it at all.
Tao Zhimo was in a hurry, drank a full mouthful of medicine in his mouth, broke his teeth with one hand, forcibly put the medicine into his mouth, and he finally swallowed it in his stomach.
Tao Zhimo didn't feed him a few bites, and he heard the strange old man crying again, scratching the wall and stomping on the ground, Tao Zhimo didn't have time to take care of him, and continued to feed. After feeding, Tao Zhimo found that the strange old man had lost his voice, and when he looked back, he saw the strange old man hiding at the entrance of the cave, looking at her with an aggrieved face.