Chapter 32 I like Qin Xu

When she was lying down, she received a call from Zhou Ziyao, and as soon as she connected, she heard Zhou Ziyao's ghost crying wolf roar: "Have you seen Qin Zhen?" ”

Thinking that Qin Zhen called Zhou Ziyao after going to his room and asked him not to come back, Yun He calmly sighed: "Tell me what's going on?" ”

I only heard Zhou Ziyao sigh helplessly, this matter has to be traced back to the day when he graduated from high school and filled in the volunteers.

Yun He didn't tell anyone what school he had applied for, and Qin Zhen couldn't find her when he looked for her, so Qin Zhen stuck to Zhou Ziyao like a maltose, and Qin Xu's explanation was that even if Yun He wanted to escape him again, he would never forget Zhou Ziyao, and she would always contact Zhou Ziyao.

So Qin Zhen waited for the rabbit and enrolled in a school with Zhou Ziyao.

So when Zhou Ziyao knew that she was there, Qin Zhen also knew that she was there, including her mobile phone number, and he also secretly went to Yun He alone.

Later, Zhou Ziyao asked him if he had seen her? He said that he saw it, had a good life, had a lot of friends, and his friends were very good to her.

Yun He's heart sank, and her breathing suddenly became heavy, when they were in two cities, she had never been so uncomfortable, and now they were only separated by a wall, but it made her even more uncomfortable, it turned out that he had done so much when she didn't know.

"Then why do you two live together? said that Bai Shulu didn't want to break up with you because of the relationship between the two of you. ”

It's okay not to say this, but as soon as he said it, Zhou Ziyao cried again: "I doubt that my daughter-in-law was attracted by Qin Chen's ice cube, so she ignored me like this." ”

"Then why do you want to live with him?" Yun He said disapprovingly.

"This house is rented by Qin Xu, he often works outside, sometimes there is no way to go back to the dormitory, so he rented this house, I was greedy and cheap and paid some money to share a house with him, and I will not worry about having nowhere to go after renting a house and seeing my daughter-in-law again." He smiled smugly at this.

Yun He rolled his eyes at the air: "I will plan to dish." ”

"He doesn't come a lot, so I'm staying in this house most of the time."

Her mind suddenly jumped, and she said to Zhou Ziyao: "Zhou Ziyao, I met a bad guy today, I was afraid to call you, but you didn't answer." Yun He said a little aggrieved.

Zhou Ziyao sighed helplessly when he heard this: "Qin Zhen told me, Ah He is sorry, I should have sent you over here." ”

"Zhou Ziyao, if something happens to me, will you be sad?" I don't know if it's the coming of night, or if it's because she heard Zhou Ziyao tell her about Qin Xu, she was a little sad for a while.

Zhou Ziyao said: "If something happens to you, even if you die together, I will kill that person." ”

"Zhou Ziyao, after so many years, you are still good to me."

"I don't want to be nice to you, but I can't help it, I've gotten used to it for so many years, and I really don't know if I can live well if you're not there one day."

Yun He smiled when he heard this: "I feel so important!" ”

"Yes, yes, you are important, except for your parents, Qin Zhen and I are the best for you."

Yun He's eyes darkened when he heard this: "Qin Xu......"

Zhou Ziyao knew that every time she mentioned Qin Chen, she looked like she was going to die: "Yun He, you owe Qin Zhen a chance to explain, he has a letter in his hand, I think you should read it." ”

"Got it."

Yun He hung up the phone, heard the sound of pouring water outside, and then closed the door, and the world was quiet.

Qin Zhen likes Yun He, there is no doubt about it, Yun He likes Qin Xu, it is inevitable, but why can't two people who like each other be together?

Yun He also asked himself many times, why can't he accept Qin Xu?

No matter what she thought, she couldn't cross that hurdle, lingering around her like a curse, how could she rob Yun Xiao of the person she liked, but she chose to stand on Yun Xiao's position, but she ignored Qin Chen.

Qin Zhen is also innocent, it seems that all of a sudden, he was judged by Yun He to have become Yun Xiao's thing, she didn't grab things from Yun Xiao, so she chose to give up on him.

If Qin Zhen knew that the result was like this, he would definitely wipe out the last trace of kindness in his heart and would not agree to Yun Xiao.

She owes Qin Chen, so Qin Zhen can't help her if she wants her to pay it back, the most difficult thing in the world is to repay the love debt, how much is enough, it has made a big hole in people's hearts, how can it be filled, even if it is filled, it will leave a deep, deep scar.

Zhou Ziyao didn't come back the next day, Qin Zhen didn't go out, she answered a phone call, it was Fang Jingtang's.

Three days after leaving the school, he reacted to call her, Yun He was sneering in his heart, in fact, Yun He left, he was very happy!

Lin Qian'an should also stand by Fang Jingtang's side with a victorious attitude, and secretly turned Yun He into the dust in his heart.

Fang Jingtang asked her where she had been for so many days.

Yun He truthfully told him that she was here with Zhou Ziyao.

"Yun He, you're angry with me, aren't you? Asagishi told me, I ...... I chose you. When Fang Jingtang said this, Yun He was not happy because he was chosen, nor was he proud of defeating Lin Qian'an.

"Why?" She asked.

Fang Jingtang's voice suddenly became low: "I've been thinking about it for a long time here, I like Lin Qian'an, I can't deny it, but I have given up on her once, and I will definitely be able to give up her a second time, and you and I have never given up, I think I will never give up." ”

Yun He's love didn't have many waves, it was calm and rational, which made Fang Jingtang feel a little distance: "Fang Jingtang, you only said one thing right, you like Lin Qian'an, and the rest is all wrong." ”

"You gave up her once and got it again, you will definitely cherish it very hard, because you know how sad you were when you lost her, and you didn't give up on me, then you will never know how sad Cheng DΓΉ was when you left me, so you can't judge that your feelings for me are more painful than Lin Qian'an's, so if you stay with me without thinking, you will find a lot of bad things about me in the future, and you will regret it, if you chose another woman." She said calmly, as if she were talking about a fact that had already happened.

Fang Jingtang was silent on the phone for a long time: "So you want me to give up and go to Lin Qian'an, right?" ”

"Fang Jingtang, as a man, you have to be responsible for your own choices, if you choose me, you can't have regrets, as long as you have a trace of regret, I can detect it."

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and it took a long time before he said, "Yun He, you let me think about it." ”

"Good!"

After hanging up the phone, Yun He saw Qin Zhen sitting on the sofa looking at her with deep eyes, she turned her head sideways and didn't dare to look at his eyes, as long as she looked at it, it was as if she was pinched by something, and even her breathing became short.

"Is that your boyfriend?" He asked.

Yun He nodded: "Sort of!" ”

Qin Zhen was silent for a moment and asked, "Is he good to you?" ”

"Good, good."

"Are you happy?"

Yun He was silent, was she happy when she was with Fang Jingtang? was happy, but it was not the kind of happiness that Qin Zhen said, her happiness was based on the jokes he said, based on the ridicule when he had friends with him, and the rest was not at all.

"Have fun!" Yun He's voice was very soft, a little weak.

Sometimes, when she looked at Fang Jingtang, she always involuntarily appeared in her mind the appearance of another person, the most reluctant memories in her memory.

Qin Zhen stood up and walked towards her, he took a step forward, and she took a step back: "Yun He, if you are not happy, look for me." ”

Yun He lowered her head, but her eyes couldn't help but moisten, she hadn't heard Qin Zhen call her name so gently for a long time, talking to her so gently, she often dreamed of them at that time in her dreams, she would laugh with her mouth open, cover her face and cry loudly.

But she won't be able to do it now, laughing reluctantly and crying aggrieved.

She said: "Qin Chen, why are you still willing to forgive me after so long, I am obviously so bad, I rejected you and deceived you." ”

Qin Zhen looked at her with a sour nose, but resisted the urge to moisten her eyes, and said, "Because I like you!" I said that there is no one in this world who likes you more than you, and no one will make me like it so much, so I will forgive you for a mistake and I will wait for you to understand. ”

Yun He didn't hold back after all, and cried: "Qin Zhen is sorry. ”

"It's okay." He said: "Yun He, in fact, I really want to hold back, ignore you, and act as if I can't see you, but when you appear in front of me, I can't help it at all." ”

Yun He squatted down, crying uncontrollably, and his small body shrunk into a ball: "Thank you for forgiving me again and again." ”

"Yun He, don't cry, my heart will hurt very much when you cry, as if I was twisted by a knife." Qin Zhen half-knelt on the ground and hugged her in his arms: "I only allow you to cry one last time, and you will never cry in the future, okay?" ”

Yun He lay in his arms and nodded slightly: "Thank you for being so good to me." ”

"I'm not good, I'm not gentle or kind, but as long as you like it and you want it, I will do it for you."

She took seven days off, but after only four days she left.

After going back, she lay in the dormitory for three days.

Fang Jingtang called her to come out, and she went out obediently.

He asked Yun He why he said that on the phone, his angry appearance was not at all the same as Qin Xu, he would roar, and he would use loud shouts to vent his feelings, but Qin He would only be silent, he would ignore her with a cold face, but in the end he would still forgive her and continue to be good to her.

Yun He smiled bitterly, they were different, she couldn't deceive herself anymore, and she couldn't hurt another person because of selfishness: "Fang Jingtang, let's break up!" She said.

Fang Jingtang, who was still angry, was stunned for a moment, stopped and looked at Yun He incredulously: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"Yes." Yun He nodded: "Fang Jingtang, I think Lin Qian'an is more suitable for you than me, and I like you more than me." ”

Fang Jingtang didn't speak, turned around and left.

Yun He knew that he was very angry and angry now, and he was so angry that he didn't want to talk to him, but Yun He didn't regret it at all, she didn't like Fang Jingtang, so don't delay him.

She thought about it for a long time before, whether to say goodbye to Fang Jingtang, she had been hesitating and tangled, she was afraid that her refusal would hurt him, but after she saw Qin Chen, she found that she really didn't care about anyone except Qin Chen, he had always regarded Fang Jingtang as Qin Chen, but no matter how similar it was, it was not the same person.

What she likes is Qin Xu, not a person who is very similar to Qin Xu.