CHAPTER XXIX
In a European-style restaurant with a strong sense of design in the center of the city, he sat in a window position in a leisurely manner, stirring the coffee in the cup with a silver spoon, while casually appreciating the unique design of this restaurant.
Wen Yan didn't know why Wen asked her out, since her mother died five years ago, her life has changed dramatically, and the two have never crossed paths since then, and they have never met again. The last time I saw her at the L-City TV Festival, it was already obvious tension, and the two of them had come to this point, and she really didn't know what else she had to say to her.
"I'm glad you're willing to go to my appointment." Wen Shi elegantly held the coffee cup, with a faint smile in his eyes, and his tone was a relaxed sigh of relief, as if he was afraid that Wen Yan would not be able to abandon his previous suspicions and refuse to see her.
This woman is so elegant and beautiful, but every word is scheming.
Wen Yan sat down opposite Wen Jiu, and the waiter in the restaurant politely came to ask, Wen Yan pulled the corners of his lips and refused with a smile: "I'm sorry, I won't stay too long, so I don't need to." ”
Wen Yu had just taken a sip of coffee, and was carefully thinking about what he was going to say in his heart, when he heard Wen Yan say this, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his eyes, and looked surprised: "Don't you sit down for a while?" I have a lot to say to you! ”
"I don't have anything to say to you." Gentle words are not salty or light.
He smiled with disdain and sarcasm in the face of what he hated: "Then why did you come? ”
Wen Yan relaxed his body and leaned lightly on the chair, as if he was a little distressed: "Shen Silence came to me last night, nagging and saying a lot of things, although I was so tired that I listened to it seriously, so you see, I really don't know how to refuse, even if I have nothing to say, but I respect the right of others to speak, whether this person is silent or you reminisce." ”
The smile on Wen Gu's face froze in an instant, her clear black eyes became as clear and sharp as knives, and with a faint anger, but she didn't have a seizure, just looked at Wen Yan thoughtfully for a long time, and then her condensed expression suddenly loosened, she slowly, slowly brought her face closer to Wen Yan, stubbornly stared at her eyes, and said firmly: "Shen Silent was in my house last night, where did he get the kung fu to nag you?" ”
Wen Yan's thin lips pursed a subtle arc, casually avoiding Wen Yu's aggressive gaze, and pulled away from her, and then raised her chin slightly, but her eyes drooped slightly, it was an expression with a little playfulness and contempt, and then she looked at Wen Yu's slightly angry face with an appreciative eye, and suddenly couldn't help laughing: "It's just a joke, why should you be serious?" ”
Wen looked at her for a long time, then her eyes curved slightly, and then smiled: "It's really interesting, I'm also joking, you see, our sisters really have a heart, don't you say, sister?!" ”
The old sister dragged a long tail note, and she couldn't tell whether it was a question or a sigh, but when she called out so casually, Wen Yan had been tightening a string somewhere in her heart, and it was still irrepressibly quietly loosened.
"Dare to ask Miss Wen, who are you calling?" Wen Yan tried hard to suppress the churning in his heart, staring at Wen Gu's eyes, revealing an incomprehensible expression, "You can't call me sister just because you and I are both surnamed Wen, Miss Wen knows, this casual sounding sentence will affect how many responsibilities I shouldn't have taken in the first place?" Now I am just a newcomer who has just entered the industry, the road is so difficult, and I can't be responsible for myself, how can I treat you? ”
Wen Gu smiled slightly, noncommittal, but suddenly changed the topic: "Come out and walk for a while, I'm really a little tired, oh yes, you know what?" I have children. Her beautiful eyes were bent and she said with a contented and sweet smile, "It's silent." ”
There was a strange silence in the air, Wen Yan closed his eyes abruptly, suppressing a faint disappointment that slowly surged up from the bottom of his heart, this is not because Shen Silent and Wen Gu have children, but since he can have children with Wen Gu, why can he still confidently say that he loves her, saying that he can't let her go no matter what? Men's promises are sometimes so hypocritical and insignificant, even the beggars on the side of the road are not as sincere as when they stretch out their hands to beg for money.
Slowly, she opened her eyes, and her tone was resolute and cold: "If that's the case, congratulations, you got your wish!" ”
Wen Su didn't seem to expect to get such an answer, she was silent for a while, and then shook her head and sneered: "Shen Jing is right, you are really a ruthless person, I have always tried to be like you, but unfortunately I failed." ”
"The beauty of this world is that you are not me; What's even more beautiful is that you can't be me no matter what. Wen Yan's cold face had a good smile on her face, and she said unhurriedly and unhurriedly.
This sentence is too cruel, even for Wen Shu, her hand holding the coffee cup trembled uncontrollably slightly, her originally clear and smiling eyes became cold a little, and her beautiful face was distorted.
"It's a pity, I originally wanted to reconcile, you see, I put down my posture, didn't I? But it doesn't look like you're going to accept me as I am. After a long time, she raised her slightly dim eyes and said indifferently and self-deprecatingly.
"Between us, there is no one who is right or wrong, and there is no one who does not accept anyone. In retrospect, I used to think that it was each other's destiny to bear the same surname as you in this life, but now it seems that fate wants us to be inseparable from each other. Wen Yan stood up after speaking, ready to end this conversation.
Wen Gu still sat there, as if she couldn't calm down, her hand holding the coffee cup trembled more and more, the hand that was originally holding the silver spoon had turned to cover her lower abdomen, and gently pressed back and forth, and felt as if it was difficult to relieve, so she slowly moved to the corner of the table, a little harder, until the joints were white, and the strength was so great that it seemed to crush the wooden corner of the table.
Wen Yan frowned slightly, as if sensing something, and tentatively called her name: "Review? ”
She didn't respond, just buried her face deeply, as if she didn't want her to see her too pale face and uncontrollable trembling, and then laughed mercilessly.
"Reminiscence." Wen Yan called her again, and then walked quickly to her side.
Wen Gu's appearance was so abnormal that she couldn't allow her to think too much, and she reached out to lift Wen Gu's face, and finally saw her painful expression twisted by pain, and the bright red blood gushing from between her snow-white legs, slowly sliding over her inner thighs and calves, and about to stain the red marble floor of the restaurant.
Wen Yan was stunned for a moment, she looked at this sudden scene in horror, even if she didn't experience it herself, she knew what was probably going on.
Wen Gu was also stunned, she moved, as if she wanted to stand up, but she couldn't exert any strength, her white teeth bit her delicate lips tightly, and the blood in her lower body became more and more.
Wen Yan hurriedly grabbed the phone: "I'll call Shen Si." ”
Wen Su almost used all his strength to stop: "Don't." ”
"Why?" Wen Yan's hand holding the phone trembled, "Why don't you call him?" He is the father of the child! ”
"I can't let him know that something is wrong with the child, no, no." Wen subconsciously whispered, "Don't let him know, he'll blame me." ”
"Then, I'll take you to the hospital." Wen Yan said that he was going to help her.
Wen shook his head: "I can't move." ”
Wen Yan broke out in a cold sweat, and hurriedly dialed 120: "I'll call an ambulance, Wen Gu, you hold on." “
When the ambulance arrived, Wen Su almost lost all consciousness, she unconsciously opened her eyes, looked at the white lights above her head, and repeated over and over again weakly but stubbornly: "Save the child, you must save the child, save my child, I can't lose him, sister, you have to save my child." ”
Wen Yan had been waiting outside the operating room, leaning against the cold wall, smelling the pungent smell of soda unique to the hospital, and her heart rose to her throat.
She didn't know why Wen Su was like this suddenly, what she didn't eat, or if she was too tired for days, or if it was just that conversation just now that made her really angry, no matter what kind of entanglement there was between them, no matter who was right or wrong, it was an innocent life after all, and it was the life of a loved one who was full of joy and was preparing to come to this world, Wen Yan buried his face deep in the palm of his hand, not daring to continue thinking about it.
Not long after the operation, Wen Yu woke up, Wen Yan lingered at the door for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to push open the door and walked in.
The independent ward was filled with a faint smell of soda, and she was lying on the hospital bed too calmly, with white sheets, white pillows, and white quilts, and even the curtains in front of the window were cold white, which made her already bloodless face even more white as paper. She lay quietly like that, with her hands on her flat lower abdomen, her eyes wide open, staring blankly at the white ceiling, like a person who had just died.
Wen Yan quietly walked to her bedside, looking at her lost soul, not knowing what to say.
After a long time, she seemed to regain her loose consciousness, and slowly spoke: "The doctor said, my health is not good, it is difficult to get pregnant, this pregnancy is not easy, it is a 1 in 10,000 possibility, so I have been very careful, this child is really important to me, but why ......" She turned her head and stared at Wen Yan fiercely, her tone finally had an irrepressible sadness and trembling, like her heart was torn apart, and the whole person was hollowed out, "I just love Shen Lonely, I just want to have a child with him, I just want to be able to be calm and straightforward every time I see him, as long as I can save this child even if I sacrifice my life, I only have such a simple wish, why won't God allow me? ”
If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes and heard it with his own ears, Wen Yan would never have been able to imagine that shrewd and beautiful, scheming everywhere, always able to maintain an elegant posture for anyone, and able to smile calmly, the Wen Gu who has always looked at people coldly from above, and can torture fate so violently and patheticly.
She felt something slowly welling up in her heart, blocking her throat and making it impossible for her to say a word of comfort.
The room was surprisingly quiet, only the slight breathing of the two people could be heard, Wen Su slowly turned her head, withdrew her hideous and desperate gaze because of extreme pain, and let out a self-deprecating wry smile: "Heh, what am I telling you to do here, you don't understand." ”
"I am finally able to understand my mother today, what she once did for me, at that time, she learned that the Wen family's property was going to divide half of you, and went to your mother in a fit of anger, I understand my mother's temper, and I can guess what she probably said, those words may be heavier, but your mother jumped off the building because she couldn't stand this grievance, it's too child's play, after that incident, my mother felt guilty, went to the United States alone, and never came back, in the past few years, Dad's health is not good, and the Wen family has to rely on me to support alone, Wen YanDon't think that you are the only victim, you are the most wronged, if it weren't for your save, things wouldn't have turned out like this. ”
"So, don't think that if you help me this time, I will be grateful to you, this is nothing at all, you still owe me a lot, you can pay it back slowly, and it will take your life to pay it back."
Her voice was very weak, probably only her lips moved slightly, but she seemed to believe that the person next to her must be able to hear. Then she slowly closed her eyes, as if she didn't have the strength to say anything more, and she didn't have the strength to question anyone again, and for a moment, the whole world slowly faded in her eyes.
When night fell, the silent and empty room was covered with a black veil, shining on the pale cheeks like a misty and unrecognizable painting.
Wen Yan walked out of the hospital, it was already late at night, and she walked aimlessly on the street, constantly circling the words of Wen in her ears. It seems that everyone feels that she owes them a lot, Shen Silent loves her, so she owes him a lot, Wen hates her, she owes her a lot, Gu Heng and Yan Ran, hurt her to the core, she also owes them a lot. She just wanted to live simply, it was they who forcibly broke into her life, used all their strength to crush her, and then as if she was hurt, she said hoarsely and justifiably, Wen Yan, you owe me a lot.
Unconsciously walked home, opened the door and entered the house, let go of all the strength and fell down in the sofa, and then slowly closed his eyes. She doesn't know how to face the reality when the sun rises tomorrow and wake up from the hospital bed, nor does she know how to bear this qiē when she doesn't know about it, that's their story, and she's just an outsider, going her own way, acting out her own play, and living her own bleak life.
That night, she woke up in the darkness countless times, and each time she looked out the window, it was not dawn, and there were few stars and cold moonlight outside the window.
Nights, she thought, are long!