I am the crown prince, and I am Xiao Yan.

I am the only son of my father, and there is a good chance that I will become the future emperor.

Everyone who saw my appearance said that I was born extremely beautiful, and the praise kept coming.

At first, listening to these compliments, even if you don't show them on your face, you can't help but be happy for a while.

My beauty is due to the fact that I inherited my mother, Concubine Liu Shufei, who is an extremely calm person, calm and proud.

Maybe the pride in my bones also comes from my mother.

is calm on the surface, but pride is in the bones, but only in front of a man, no matter how proud the mother is, she is a hairy peacock.

This man is my father, Xiao Cheng'an.

This year, I turned eight years old.

In the past, my father and the emperor came to my mother's Changren Palace to celebrate my birthday, and I was proud of it for a while.

Because my father would never go to celebrate the birthday of the girl who was born four years later than me, and is said to be a palace girl.

I heard from the palace people that when the girl was held to her father, her father didn't connect, but just glanced at it, and gave a title at random - Changping.

The implication is that it was born for the peace of the world, and then explore the deep meaning inside, that is, if Dayan is weak in the future.

was bullied by other countries, and if he couldn't beat him for the time being, he could marry Princess Changping to that country and relatives to ensure the stability of the country.

Look, the emperor's feelings are so weak.

That high position has completely swallowed up people's hearts, and only the "ambition" that overlooks the world remains.

In the end, it was my mother who saw that the girl was pitiful, and named her Ruyi, the herb of alfalfa.

In folklore, the flower language of alfalfa grass is beautiful.

A leaf represents a prayer,

A leaf represents hope,

A leaf represents love,

The last leaf represents happiness.

As long as you can find a four-leaf clover, you will be happy.

Ruyu is my mother's blessing to this poor girl, even though I always fought with this girl when I was a child.

See, I think my mother is also a gentle and kind person.

But it's ...... Xiao Cheng'an loves another gentle and kind woman in his heart.

Perhaps, in front of that woman, my beloved father, Xiao Chengan, is a complete person.

That woman was none other than my aunt, General Bai's wife, Liu Mi.

I broke it on my eighth birthday.

On this day, my beloved father did not come to Changren Palace to celebrate my birthday.

I was a little puzzled and a little sad, and after a hasty meal with my mother, I lay down on the bed to rest.

But I always think about why my father didn't come, and thinking like this, it is difficult to sleep.

In the end, I decided to be willful once, turn over and get out of bed to ask my beloved father.

At that time, I thought I was a treasure in my father's hands.

But when I heard the words in the Qilong Palace, I didn't think so anymore.

It was a conversation between my aunt Liu Mi and my beloved father.

He's been courting him.

But Liu Mi didn't want to be good with him at all.

Instead, try to stay away from him.

"Ye Li is dead, what are you still thinking about that dead man!?"

"Ye Li is not dead, I still have weak water, I see weak water as I see him, I am very happy."

"It's also thanks to Bai Qingyun who is willing to help you raise a cheap daughter, and I also admire him very much!"

Even though I was outside the palace, I knew that my beloved father was angry.

Even, there was murderous intent.

Then there was a cry of supplication and a roar of rage.

After that, my aunt came out and walked out of the Qilong Palace with a sad smile.

It was already dark at night, and I couldn't see what kind of look she had in her eyes, but I could guess that it was helpless and painful.

It's the same look my mother had at some point.

I heard a big secret, but no one knew I heard it.

It's just that since then, I have never been able to get close to my father and emperor again.

Originally, I had a mother who loved me and a father who loved me like a treasure.

But at the moment when I broke the secret, I suddenly had a feeling that my perfect world had collapsed.

But that's not the most terrifying secret I've seen in my twenty-one years of life.

Now, there is only one, I never thought that my aunt would have anything to do with my father.

I thought there was nothing going on between them, but now I heard it from my cousin and was taken aback.

What is going on right now is too serious and tricky.

When I was young, I had a playmate, and that was my cousin Xiao Yu.

He's only an hour younger than me.

During this period, there was also an occasional cameo, which was my aunt's child, my cousin, a stubborn female baby called Bai Qiaoshui.

"Three thousand weak water, only take one scoop to drink" of weak water.

Probably because her parents hope that she can meet a lover in her life, a couple for the rest of her life.

I also have a stubborn little follower, Princess Xiao Rurong of Changping.

Xiao Yu's cousin is a very good person, but he is also ambitious, just like his soldiers are now outside the palace gate.

It was to make my father abdicate and then let me sit on that supreme throne.

But it's not that simple to over, it's just the beginning.

If I do inherit the throne, I don't know when, my cousin will ask me to abdicate on the grounds of political corruption.

He'd make me all sorts of big and fatal mistakes, and then shut the courtiers.

As long as I have no children during my reign, he will inherit the throne alone.

After all, Changping is a stupid girl with no background, and my father shouldn't have any illegitimate children outside.

It's really calculating.

In this way, the princelings who had insisted on opposing him would have nothing to say.

Compared to him directly pulling Xiao Chengan off the throne, it is really much stronger.

To convince all the courtiers, even the subjects of Yang Dayan, he has such capital and ability.

Now he has gradually plumped his wings, but the reputation of me, the prince, is declining day by day.

It is clear who will be in charge of the country in the future.

And I, anyway, my prince is not necessarily orthodox, as for this matter, it is another secret.

And this secret was heard from my mother.

Everyone who lives within the walls of this palace has their own secrets, including me.

And the person who hears these secrets needs to do only one thing, that is, to know without saying it.

If not, I don't know when I will be killed.

When I went to see my mother, my mother was drinking alone.

The summer noon sun is particularly dazzling, and the palace maids and eunuchs on duty are standing in their respective positions, drowsy.

Even if the master of this Changren Palace was drunk and lying on the table, no one paid attention.

I wanted to wake up the palace people and let them help the concubine lie down on the bed and rest for a while.

But before he took the first step towards a certain palace man who was dozing off and about to hit his head on the ground, he heard her say something.

Yu'er, the mother concubine can't stand you, the mother concubine shouldn't agree to Bai Ningyu's Jian ......

As I said, my mother is also a gentle, kind and quiet person.

But when it comes to confronting a woman who is a serious threat to her, she becomes different.

Perhaps, it is really this palace wall that makes people change too much, hide too much, and have to do too much.

I was too young to think much about it, and at most I thought my cousin was my half-brother.

I've been happy for a while.

But as the age increases year by year, I see more and more conspiracy and intrigue.

The thoughts in my mind have changed a little.

This book comes from reading books