Chapter 275: I love you, but I don't force you

This morning, Huang Meihong deliberately dressed up carefully in front of the mirror, dressed herself up beautifully, and then walked out of the door with a happy mood. She flagged down a taxi on the side of the road, got into the car and asked the driver to drive in the direction of Feng Tianyu's construction site. She was going to invite Tianyu to lunch and take the opportunity to have a good chat with him. When she came to the construction site, she met Feng Tianyu, who was about to get off work for lunch.

After Feng Tianyu heard Huang Meihong call her name, she turned her head, her eyes lit up when she was dressed fashionably, and then said with a smile: "You are really here!" I thought you were joking. It turned out that Huang Meihong called him before she came.

Huang Meihong also showed a sunny smile, she walked to Feng Tianyu's side with light steps and said, "I haven't seen you for nearly a month, I want to come and see you." ”

Feng Tianyu said self-deprecatingly: "What's so good-looking, I'm not a handsome guy." ”

Huang Meihong said with some dissatisfaction: "Do you think I am the kind of immature woman? ”

Feng Tianyu hurriedly explained: "I'm joking with you, don't mind!" ”

"Let's go, let's go eat!" Huang Meihong said, "I'm in for a treat." ”

Someone treated, Feng Tianyu was naturally happy: "Okay." Then he turned to the construction workers and said, "Let's all go to dinner, come back early in the afternoon and work, and strive to finish it by the end of this month!" ”

The ground workers said, "Okay. ”

Huang Meihong and Feng Tianyu went to a relatively deserted Sichuan restaurant nearby.

After choosing a window seat and sitting down, Huang Meihong picked up the recipe and ordered three home-cooked dishes and a bowl of egg drop soup.

Feng Tianyu asked with a smile: "You specially invited me to dinner, it won't be because you have something to ask me for, right?" ”

Huang Meihong poured the tea into two disposable plastic cups before saying, "No, I invited you to dinner because I was happy." ”

"Oh, thank you." Feng Tianyu took a sip of tea and said: "I have carefully read what you wrote, the writing is skillful, the idea is ingenious, the hero Chen Dong has a strong heart and a sense of justice, it is indeed worth reading, however, you said that the prototype of this is me, I am not as good as Chen Dong, Chen Dong can speak well, left and right, and in reality I am a not very sociable person, in addition, the relationship between Chen Dong and Ji Yan developed smoothly, and finally there is affection = people eventually become dependents, but I am ...... You know my emotional experience, and now there are only regrets left. ”

Huang Meihong smiled again and said: "Literature and art are not simply taking pictures of life, but require the author to supplement, refine and process the original material, and finally form a story, so the method of fiction must be used in writing." Shaping the male protagonist like that expresses the author's beautiful desire for real life. ”

Feng Tianyu listened carefully to her narration and said: "I understand what you said, it's just that the character you have portrayed is so flesh and blood, I am dwarfed by him." ”

Huang Meihong said seriously: "Actually, you are also very good in reality!" ”

Feng Tianyu said a little embarrassed: "How can you be as good as you say, I feel that I am just a very ordinary person, no different from others." ”

Huang Meihong said: "Of course you are an ordinary person, I didn't say that you are a saint, but there are some things in you that many people do not have, such as your spirit of righteousness and courage, such as your wisdom, optimism, calmness and calmness when you are in adversity, these are the shining points of your humanity!" ”

Hearing her praise like this, Feng Tianyu couldn't help but be a little restrained, and said, "According to what you say, I really have something different. ”

Huang Meihong said loudly: "Otherwise, Bao Xiaodie wouldn't like you so much!" ”

Feng Tianyu said solemnly, "To be honest, Fluttershy is a good girl, strong and brave, kind and sensible, hardworking and frugal, but I ...... Alas, the relationship is really strange, no matter how good she is, if she doesn't feel it, she doesn't feel it. ”

Huang Meihong agreed, and then said: "But seriously, I hope that you, like Chen Dong in me, can find your own emotional home as soon as possible." ”

Feng Tianyu shook his head slightly, didn't speak, didn't know what he was thinking.

Huang Meihong's eyes stared at his slightly melancholy eyes and said, "I know you still have a crush on Lin Ruoxi, but I heard Fluttershy say that she has reconciled with her husband and decided to live with her husband for the rest of her life, no matter how much you love her, I advise you to throw away your illusions and face reality!" ”

Feng Tianyu said casually: "You're right, I'll consider personal issues." ”

Huang Meihong suddenly asked: "You have read me, what do you think of the heroine Ji Yan?" ”

Feng Tianyu said while thinking: "I think Ji Yan is an intellectual woman, she is kind, wise, hardworking, idealistic, pursuing, and gentle and considerate to the hero, never abandoned. ”

Huang Meihong smiled and said, "You're right! Have you noticed that Ji Yan's personality and life experience are similar to mine? ”

Feng Tianyu raised his eyebrows and said, "Yes, I have already seen this, you are the author, the heroine is your favorite character, and she must have more or less your shadow on her body, it is not surprising - this is probably what happens to everyone who writes." ”

Huang Meihong nodded, and after thinking for a while, she plucked up her courage and said: "Actually, when I was writing this book, I imagined that you would fall in love with me, just like Chen Dong fell in love with Ji Yan, so I integrated my emotions into the text. But now it seems that it is only a fantasy. ”

In the past, Feng Tianyu vaguely felt that she loved herself, but at this time, when he heard her say it in person, he was still a little surprised, and stammered: "You...... You say you like me? ”

Huang Meihong's face flushed slightly, and she lowered her head lightly and said, "Yes!" I guess I, like Bao Xiaodie, were attracted by your unique temperament. Of course, although I love you, I will not force you. ”

"Thank you very much for your recognition of my character, but...... Actually, it's good for us to be ordinary friends, isn't it? Feng Tianyu's heart was a little flustered, worried that she would hurt her self-esteem if she couldn't speak.

Huang Meihong raised her head and smiled, her smile was a little stiff, and she said mechanically: "Yes, it's actually good to be friends." ”

Having said that, she still felt a sense of loss in her heart, like a heavy piece of lead, sinking to the bottom of the water. In fact, since she learned from Fluttershy that Lin Ruoxi had returned to her husband's side, she felt that this was an opportunity to show her love to Feng Tianyu, although she didn't think she was sure to move his heart, but at least she was more sure than Lin Ruoxi before she reconciled with her husband, and it was because of this wishful thinking that she came over to invite him to dinner.

She was not surprised to be rejected by Feng Tianyu, although she loved him, but seeing that he didn't mean anything about herself, she didn't want to say anything anymore because she was relatively thin-skinned, so she secretly said let it be.

At this time, the waiter brought the dish to the table. Feng Tianyu and Huang Meihong picked up chopsticks and began to eat.

Because Feng Tianyu politely rejected Huang Meihong's feelings, they both felt a little embarrassed, so they didn't say a word during the banquet, just ate the food silently.

......

The road renovation project contracted by Fan Zhishan has been completed, and he has not undertaken other projects for the time being, so Feng Tianyu is temporarily idle at home and has nothing to do.

That afternoon, Feng Tianyu saw that there was no rice at home, so he went to a large supermarket about three kilometers away from his home to buy a bag of rice. He settled the bill, and just as he was pushing the rice out of the shopping cart, he suddenly saw Lin Ruoxi coming over.

The entrance of the supermarket was crowded and quite crowded, and Lin Ruoxi walked in the crowd, giving people a feeling of standing out from the crowd.

When Feng Tianyu saw his sweetheart, there were immediately ripples of love in his heart, accompanied by a hint of throbbing. He had told himself many times that he had forgotten her, that she did not belong to you, and that not forgetting her would only increase your sorrow and trouble, but when she came out in front of him, he couldn't help it!

Lin Ruoxi also saw him quickly, she seemed to hesitate for a moment, but still walked towards him.

"Buy rice." Lin Ruoxi greeted Feng Tianyu first.

Feng Tianyu stopped, glanced at her beautiful Danfeng eyes, and said, "You also came to the supermarket to buy things?" ”

Lin Ruoxi explained: "In the morning, one of my beauty customers forgot a silk scarf in the beauty salon, and she asked me to send it to her, and she just came back to pass by here, anyway, I don't have anything important to do now, so I just come in and see if there is anything to buy." ”

Feng Tianyu bowed slightly and said, "Oh." ”

Lin Ruoxi said "um".

At this time, a shopping mall customer pushing a shopping cart behind Feng Tianyu shouted to him to get out of the way, so he had to push the shopping cart in his hand to the side, leaving enough space for the shopping cart behind him to pass by.

Lin Ruoxi also moved her steps and let the shopping cart pass by.

At this time, Feng Tianyu and Lin Ruoxi both fell into a short silence.

Lin Ruoxi picked her fingers, her lips moved, and she wanted to say something to him, but she didn't know what the reason was, she didn't say it, she just looked at the bustling crowd, trying to hide the tension in her heart.

Feng Tianyu didn't know what to say for a while, but after a while, he coughed dryly and said, "She told me everything you asked Fluttershy to convey." ”

Lin Ruoxi's heart became even more nervous, and said, "Tianyu, I'm really sorry!" I know you...... You have always loved me, but I can't agree to be with you, I hope you will find your emotional home as soon as possible. ”

Feng Tianyu smiled bitterly and said, "I understand. Then asked: "Do you think you and Lu Xiaobai will be happy?" ”

Lin Ruoxi said truthfully: "It's not a matter of happiness or unhappiness, but he ransomed me back from the kidnappers with a huge amount of money, so I should be grateful to him and should repay my kindness, shouldn't I?" ”

"Yes." Feng Tianyu's expression was even more melancholy.

After saying that, Lin Ruoxi seemed to be much calmer, and said, "Tianyu, you are not young, Fluttershy is a very good girl, and she likes you so much, I really hope you can accept her feelings!" If you miss it, I'm afraid you won't find a girl who loves you that much. ”

Feng Tianyu nodded and said, "Thank you, I'll think about it." ”

Lin Ruoxi had nothing to say to him, so she said goodbye to him.

Feng Tianyu didn't move his steps, but silently watched Lin Ruoxi follow the crowd into the supermarket, and he didn't move away until her figure disappeared completely.