60. Nanxi, I love you!
Lu Zaiyuan prides himself on being smart, and when he was in college, he was also the captain of the school's debate team. But in front of her, he suddenly lost his superb ability to justify, he didn't know how to explain his behavior, and he couldn't help but become irritable.
He patted the edge of the bed and asked Nanxi loudly: "What do you mean by this?" Are you suspecting that I have an affair with Pei Jiaoqian? You're degrading my personality too much! Even if I want to find a woman, I should find a good woman! Can I look like her? ”
He suddenly roared loudly, Nanxi frowned, lifted the quilt and covered his head.
He realized that he had lost his temper and immediately shut down.
Nanxi covered herself in the quilt, didn't say a word, and didn't come out.
He waited for a while, and felt that she was about to cover herself to death, so he reached out and lifted the quilt: "I was wrong, I shouldn't yell at you, you come out and take a breath." ”
Nan Xi showed his face, his eyes closed, his nose fluttering slightly, and his lips trembling slightly. She said: "It's not your fault, it's my fault, I'm not qualified to inquire about your whereabouts, there is a clause in our separation agreement that we don't interfere with each other's private lives, and I forgot about it." ”
She suddenly showed a detached attitude, and Lu Zaiyuan felt that her heart was pricked.
He went to shake her hand and said, "That's not what I meant, we're husband and wife, it's okay for you to ask anything, I can explain tonight's events"
"We're not husband and wife!" Nan Xi shook off his hand and turned his face to look out the window, "The road is far away, the marriage between the two of us may be a big mistake I made." I admit that at the most frustrating time in my life, you fell from the sky and broke into my life, bringing a lot of fresh content to my life and diluting the pain of my broken love. At this point, I am truly grateful to you. ”
"But the fake can't be true after all, I once fantasized that I would be wrong and be wrong, and I would live with you like this, in fact, it was a very happy day. But now I find that the higher I expect from you, the more you confuse me."
"Xiaoxi" listened to Nanxi's tone, as if she was going to have a showdown, Lu Zaiyuan was very busy, and she went up to cover her mouth, "When I was confused, everyone had it, but we will go out together"
Nanxi took his hand, looked into his eyes, and asked word by word: "I believe that I will always get out of the confusion." But I'm worried now, if one day, I really get out of the confusion, what will I see? Will it be a beautiful sight in front of you? ”
Lu was speechless when he was far away, not knowing how to answer her.
Will it be a beautiful sight? Apparently not. He deceived her, and for a Leo woman like her, who had a mental cleanliness fetish, such a deception was almost unforgivable.
Seeing that he was stunned, Nanxi felt cold in his heart, and said with a wry smile: "I don't know you, and you don't plan to let me know you, a man who closes the door of his heart to me and refuses to let me enter his inner world, how can I trust him?" ”
Lu Zaiyuan couldn't explain his situation to her, but he couldn't bear her cold attitude towards him. It was as if he had returned to that dream, surrounded by a roaring sea of fire, and he was in a hurry in the fire, but he could not escape.
If he wasn't in danger of losing, he didn't know he cared so much.
He was already living in a cold world, with only this small flame burning vigorously, and he could not let this fire go out, otherwise he would fall into a dark abyss completely.
He didn't know how to explain and express in words, he was in a hurry.
So as soon as he turned around, he sat on the hospital bed, and with his legs parted, he straddled Nanxi's body.
His movements were exaggerated, and they weren't graceful. Nanxi saw something sharp flashing in his eyes, and she was startled, thinking that she had annoyed him.
Right now, she is injured, her head shook slightly, and it hurt from her brain to her brain, if she fought, she would definitely not be able to beat him.
She was a little scared, and reached out to push him in horror: "The road is far away, don't come nonsense, I'm going to call a doctor!" ”
Lu Zaiyuan grabbed her two wrists, pressed them to the sides of her shoulders, leaned over, grabbed her lips, and kissed her hard.
Nanxi didn't expect that a very strict topic would suddenly go to this point. Her eyes widened in surprise as she looked at his suddenly close face, completely unsure of how to react.
Lu Zaiyuan didn't give her time to react, and his tongue drove straight in, invading her mouth, entangled with her tongue with unspeakable enthusiasm.
His lips pressed against hers, a little cold at first, but after some grinding, the temperature on his lips gradually warmed.
It's not just his lips that are hot, it's his whole body that is hot.
There seemed to be infinite affection in his eyes, and he expressed it with a long, thin, fiery kiss.
After a few months of marriage, there are many times when two people are intimate. But Nan Xi could feel that his sudden kiss tonight had a very different meaning.
He is like a little boy who is in love for the first time, and he is at a loss in the face of the person he likes. His heart was beating like a drum, and his face was as if he was drunk. He seemed to have a lot to say to her, but he was so flustered that he didn't know where to start, so he made such a reckless move.
She didn't resist him, and although she was startled by the sudden move, and her head hurt a little, she endured it.
The affection between two people, if there is nothing, if it is bright and dark, always needs a breakthrough, just like the magma underground, it needs an eruption vent to be able to swell up to the ground.
For this, it was worth it for her to pay a little headache.
She slowly closed her eyes and gave herself to him completely. Let him toss and turn on her lips, and she tried to respond to him.
It wasn't until her head became more and more dizzy and her breathing became heavier and heavier that he finally realized that if she continued to be entangled like this, she was afraid that she was going to faint.
So he withdrew from her mouth, leaving her room to breathe, and as she breathed, he pecked and kissed her on the lips, as if he couldn't bear to end the kiss.
Nanxi came to his senses and opened his eyes to look at him: "Curly hair, what do you mean by this?" ”
Lu Zaiyuan was asked for a moment, and then blushed. As soon as he turned over, he squeezed around her and lay down, buried his face in the quilt, and said a few words, and suddenly shouted as if he was going to die for righteousness: "Nanxi!" I love you! ”
Nanxi's heart suddenly stopped beating, her ears buzzed, and her whole body became hot.
Lately, whenever she was entangled with him, she always expected him to say it. This afternoon, she was still inducing him, prompting him, and testing him, hoping that he would say these three words.
But at that moment, he was obviously so hesitant, which disappointed her, and she felt that she was self-inflicted.
Sister Fen once warned her: Men and women are two completely different creatures, and once a woman sacrifices her body to a man, often even her heart will be put into it. When men and women go to bed, it is purely a physiological reaction, and their lower and upper bodies are separated.
Throughout the afternoon and all night, when Nanxi looked at Lu Zaiyuan with full of grievances, she would remind herself in Sister Fen's words: Don't be stupid, this man doesn't love you, you have to be sober and don't let yourself fall into it.
Especially just now, when Deng Jiaxiang sent her a photo like that, she almost despaired of Lu Zaiyuan.
She didn't want to fall into Deng Jiaxiang's trap, because she believed that it was impossible for Lu Zaiyuan to have anything to do with Pei Jiaoqian, because Lu Zaiyuan's rejection of Pei Jiaoqian was so obvious, she could clearly feel it by his side every day.
She just didn't understand, since he didn't like that young lady, why did he have to entangle with him? For money? Not like! Why is that?
The more she thought about it, the more she realized that she didn't know Lu Zhiyuan. And she didn't understand him, not because she was stupid, but because Lu Zaiyuan deliberately kept a distance from her, and he was unwilling to open his heart and welcome her to live in.
When he did, she could only think that he was treating her as a passerby in life. With a passerby, of course, there is no need to be open-minded.
The more she thought about it, the more lost and desperate she became.
At the moment when Lu Zaiyuan returned to the ward with a cool air, she looked at him and reminded herself: Nanxi, quickly retract your steps, don't rush forward stupidly, be careful that one day your feet are deep in mud, and it will not be easy to get out.
Unexpectedly, her heart was cold, but he suddenly became warm.
"I love you!" These three words reverberated in Nanxi's ears with endless echoes.
She didn't know how to react, her heart was so happy, but she didn't know why, the joy was not bright, she could see a shadow on it.
But he said it after all! As long as he gets those three words out of his mouth, that's a good start, isn't it? No matter what kind of obstacles lie between him and her, but he loves her, and she is not afraid of anything.
She slowly turned her head and looked up to touch his curly hair, the soft touch warming her heart.
She said softly, "Curly, I love you too"
Lu Zaiyuan's body shook, stretched out his arm, and hugged her shoulder, but he didn't raise his head, still buried in the quilt.
Nanxi stroked his hair, and gradually felt his body tremble. She asked suspiciously, "Are you crying curly?" ”
Lu Zaiyuan pulled the corners of the quilt, wiped it his face a few times, and looked up at her: "I didn't cry, I'm just a little cold." ”
Nanxi saw that his eyes were a little red, but she didn't say anything. She lifted the quilt and said, "Come into my quilt." ”
Lu Zaiyuan Yiyan, got into the quilt, squeezed beside her, hugged her waist, and looked at her face: "Have you had a headache from me?" ”
"Yes." Nanxi admitted with a smile.
"I'm sorry" Lu Zaiyuan touched her face distressedly.
"You're supposed to say I'm sorry, it shouldn't be this, right?" Nanxi still looked at him with a smile.
He froze, and after a few seconds, sighed, "Xiaoxi, can you give me some time?" I don't want to hide anything from you, but there are some things that are not a good time to tell you now, and one day in the future, I will tell you everything. ”
"How long?" Nan Xi asked.
"I don't know, it shouldn't be too long." Lu Zaiyuan hesitated.
Nanxi sighed, moved into his arms, put his arms around his neck, and said, "Curly, I want to believe you"
In an instant, Lu Zaiyuan's eyes were wet again.
Nanxi saw it and laughed at him: "You really didn't expect that a man who usually looks like a man would cry at such a time." ”
Lu Zaiyuan was embarrassed, glared at her and threatened her: "Don't talk nonsense! I didn't cry my nose! ”
"Who was pulling the horns and covering their faces and crying quietly? It's like a shy girl. Nanxi couldn't help but laugh when she remembered what he looked like just now.
Lu Zaiyuan's face turned red, and he suddenly reached into her arms, and squeezed it indiscriminately: "If you talk nonsense, I'll let you see who is the shy girl between the two of us!" ”
"Don't! Don't mess with me! I'm so dizzy," Nanxi begged for mercy.
Lu Zaiyuan stopped his hand, put it on her waist, rubbed it gently, and said, "Don't say that I'm crying, I'm just a little excited, how lucky I am to be able to fall in love with someone like me for a girl like you." ”
"Hey" Nan Xi always got his affection a little low, so he couldn't help but tease him, "Why do I think you are against your will?" I heard you say in your heart: Why am I so unlucky, entangled with such a fierce and ugly girl, and the happiness of this life has been ruined in her hands!"
"I don't know what happiness looks like until I met you" Lu Zaiyuan approached her cheek, smelling a faint smell of medicine, but he still felt that his heart was full of emotion and happiness.
The two men huddled together on a small bed, hugged each other, and fell asleep when the day was almost dawn.
On the first morning, Nanxi woke up with warm sunlight on her face. She was lazy and didn't want to open her eyes.
But there was a strong and seductive smell, which fluttered on the tip of her nose in wisps, awakening the countless little gluttonous worms in her body.
Stinky tofu?
This early in the morning, where did the smell of stinky tofu come from, is it that she hasn't woken up yet, and is still in her dreams?
She swallowed her saliva, raised her hand and waved it in front of her eyes, and asked lazily: "Why does the curly hair smell of stinky tofu, did I wake up?" ”
A hand reached over and pinched her nose. It hurts a little, and it looks like I'm awake.
So she opened her eyes and saw that there was no one on this side, but she turned over and looked at the other side. I didn't see where the stinky tofu was, but I saw a strange person first!
I saw Lu Zaiyuan stacking two medical masks on top of each other, covering most of his face, and his two eyes emerged from the masks, winking at her: "You finally woke up?" If you don't wake up, I'll suffocate. ”
"What are you doing here?" As soon as Nanxi opened his eyes, he saw such a joyful picture, and couldn't help but feel good and laughed.
Lu Zaiyuan opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out a takeaway box from it, and handed it to her eyes: "I ran out early in the morning to buy stinky tofu for you, and you are still not awake when you come back." I thought if I put this thing in a drawer and the smell wouldn't come out. I didn't expect the smell of this thing to be so tenacious, it ran out of the crack in the drawer, making the room smell of stinky tofu. You didn't wake up, and I didn't dare to open the window."
Although Nanxi loves to eat stinky tofu, she has never felt that the taste of stinky tofu smells so happy. She sniffed, looked at him and said, "You're so stupid, you don't like the smell of stinky tofu, so don't run to buy it, I don't have to eat it today." ”
"I want you to wake up in the morning and feel good about it, as if you're happiest when you're eating stinky tofu." Lu Zaiyuan offered treasures, and delivered the takeaway box to Nanxi's hands.
Then he ran to the end of the bed, shook the hospital bed, and stuffed two pillows behind Nan Xi for her to lean on: "Eat, I wear a two-layer mask, and I can tolerate this smell." ”
Nanxi couldn't cry or laugh: "I haven't washed my face and brushed my teeth yet." ”
"Wash it after eating, the stinky tofu is stinky anyway, and you stink, just matching." Lu Zaiyuan winked at her.
Nanxi poked him with chopsticks: "And said it made me happy!" Can I be happy if I just say that? ”