I don't know why I'm so afraid of pain why I do these things, I just know that some impulses are inevitable.

It's like I think I'm going to die, and I'm going to do it without hesitation. At the moment of death, it seems that everyone will think about the first half of their lives, I feel that I am lucky, I have had a brilliant life, I have had a lover who lives and dies, I have a close friend who can give my life for me, I have a family that loves me, as if all my luck has been exhausted.

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. You don't cry at the moment of death, I don't know until now.

In the past, I was stupid and still thinking about how loud I should cry if it hurt so much when I died, human beings are so pitiful and sad, to experience such pain, and to be separated from the beloved.

I couldn't open my eyes, and tears fell on my cheeks. Someone once told me that the last thing I lost before I died was my hearing, and I could still hear the cry of the nine foxes, howling, without any image. The moon hadn't risen yet, so why was he crying like this?

You don't like me at all, do you?

The big liar, no matter what world he is in, he is a liar!

But I feel a little sorry for this liar, Mingming...... Don't be so sad.

My consciousness was gradually foggy, and I couldn't make out the sound.

I wanted to open my mouth, but there was a strong smell of blood in my throat, as if if if I opened my mouth, the liquid would block my lips and tongue, and I couldn't even confide in the hot parting emotions, and death was really cruel.

I was a little relieved.

Suddenly it darkened around me, and I could see the Nine Foxes holding me in their arms, rubbing the backs of my hands. His eyes were attached and confused, with tears in his eyes, and the slightest mistake would wet my placket.

I want to laugh at him, why do you cry when you're so adult, so squeamish, like a girl.

How can my housekeeper cry?

How can my all-powerful housekeeper cry?

Now, don't cry, even if I'm going to fade away...... It's inevitable, right?

You are a god, destined to be lonely in the future generations.

This is the price of the gods, the price of advancing and retreating with the eternal ages.

I suddenly felt pity for him, you idiot.

When I laughed like that, I didn't know what I was laughing at.

My mind was even more foggy, as if it had been mixed with a ball of water, making a swaying sound.

"The bell is tied around the neck, right?" There was a young girl's voice.

"You see?"

The girl laughed, and her voice was crisp and pleasant: "It's obviously tied around the neck, why are you tied it on your feet?" ”

"It's a shackle." The man's voice was familiar, with a sleep-inducing effect, as if it were right in front of him.

His face was blurred, with a certain old man's breath that gave me a sense of attachment.

He stood in the midst of the bright lights, in the temple fair, as if he were standing in front of me.

He said, "When I break free from the shackles, will I take you to the temple fair?" ”

I opened my mouth, blood spilled out and spilled on my chest, and I looked at him with tears in my eyes: "Okay." ”

He laughed, his voice very masculine, with a certain demagogy and familiarity: "Please wait for me, eldest lady. You can sleep peacefully, and I will be by your side sooner or later, all the time...... Be there for you. ”

His face gradually became clearer, and his soothing eyebrows were as elegant and handsome as mountains and flowing water. When he hooks the corners of his mouth, he often smiles with himself, soft and glutinous, with three points of doting.

It's the Nine Foxes.

It turns out that he has been by my side for so long.

Those who accompany me through spring, summer, autumn and winter are all nine foxes.

That kind of familiar taste, it's all nine foxes.

But why don't I remember?

Why did he never tell me?

Sure enough...... What about the big liars.

I didn't know until now that it wasn't too late, but it was a bit of a pity.

Obviously, you can love it even more, the kind of love that you do your best.

I love you, I love you, I ...... Love you.

"I love you, I love you, I love you." I reached out to Nine Fox and put my arms around his neck.

He hugged me with his backhand, put his choked lips against my shoulder, opened slightly, let out a slight trembling, tears fell, tickled, and made a water mark that fell on my clothes and stained my body.

It's good that we are still in love at the moment of death.

I spat out the blood that filled my mouth and said in a hoarse voice, "I remember...... You said you were going to take me to the temple fair, but the bell has already been picked, right? It's good that we've been there, and you're still ...... Kiss me, right? ”

Jiuhu's body shook, as if he was pulled by some emotion, he hugged me tighter, and whispered: "I love you, Miss, I love you." Please don't leave me, I love you, I've loved you since a long, long time ago, please don't run away from me. ”

Call me Miss?

I didn't have the strength to open my eyes, so I could only laugh, trying to pull the corners of my mouth open, revealing that sweet green smile, and I said, "Do you remember?" His Royal Highness the Nine Foxes, ha, it's so fun...... I want to sleep, like last time, I'll wait for you to wake me up, okay? ”

"Miss." He suddenly laid me flat on the ground, as if he remembered something, and said to me in an unusually serious emotion: "Miss, you have no heart, I will give you my heart, I am a god, I will not die, we share one heart." ”

"One heart?"

I laughed, and before I could speak, a mouthful of blood spurted out of my mouth, choking on my whole body.

He stabbed the dagger into his chest as well, and with a slash, some light slanted from it and slowly fell on me.

Jiuhu seemed to be in great pain, and he couldn't say a word, he could only sweat the size of a bean, and when he moved, he landed on my cheek.

I seemed to have regained a little strength to stop him from continuing to cut out his heart: "You dug out your heart and gave it to me, what should you do?" ”

"Don't be afraid, as long as you can live." He stroked my hair tenderly, smiling in his eyes, and forgetting all the pain.

"It's useless!" Suddenly, someone broke in from outside the house, and it was the Night Wolf.

He rushed over, snatched the dagger from the hand of the nine foxes, and said, "It's useless, it's a nightmare, even if you cut your heart." Now that you have your divine consciousness covering the eldest lady, she will not die. Your fierce god body has returned, only by breaking the foreign soldiers, you can return to that world with the eldest lady, otherwise all this is in vain, maybe you have to die here, you die nothing, don't let the eldest lady bury you! ”

Jiuhu pursed his lips and didn't speak, he looked at me greedily and said, "Okay, I'll go and kill them." ”

"Wait, bring the eldest lady with you. She can't be too far away from you, or she won't be able to receive the rays of divine consciousness. The night wolf picked me up and said, "Go, I'll follow you." ”

The Nine Foxes looked at the night wolf in a daze, but did not speak.

Instead, the night wolf frowned and said, "Don't worry, the eldest lady is not just the person you love deeply. ”

The implication is self-evident.

"Okay, I'm in trouble." The nine foxes were not too pretentious, he casually drew a long sword on the ground, jumped out in the air, and the night wolf picked me up and followed me.

Outside the city, fire and yellow sand had already been raised, and the voices of the alien army were shouting loudly, and soldiers were coming on dragons.

A hundred meters away, someone in a black robe rolled with the wind, hunting sound.

He came on a dragon, and his black hair was wild and scattered, covering his eyelashes.

The man was far and near, and laughed to himself, and the laughter was enchanting and eerie.

It's actually Yamazuki?!

He's not dead?!

Shanyue's eyebrows are still as usual, both bewitching and charming, and there is a trace of unspeakable anger and resentment.

He laughed loudly, "Long time no see, my dear brother. I said, sooner or later, you will come to my dreams. Why don't I be king in this world, and you can accompany me? I will not kill you, I will trap you in the dormitory and torment you every day. ”

"Huh." The nine foxes laughed rarely, he raised the nine fox tails, rushed towards the sky, covering the sun and the moon, as if coming from the heavenly palace and slowly falling into the world.

Jiuhu also responded: "Brother, it's been a long time, aren't you satisfied when you're dead?" Want me to kill you again? Like you killed me in your previous life? ”

I listened to their words, and suddenly felt a little stunned, and my heart was full of emotion, and I didn't know what emotions were rising, and suddenly remembered, it seems that a long, long time ago, the nine foxes also disappeared, is it ...... Was it killed?

Is the current Nine Fox reborn?

For me, did you come back from your slumber and find me all the way?

Shanyue sighed: "Why are you so persistent, they are all dead people, just like me, isn't it good to live in this other world with me?" You don't ...... Are you greedy for blood relatives? I remember that you used to admire your brother and father, isn't it good to have me with you? ”

"I have someone I love, so I want to live, as for your brother, you can sleep well." The Nine Fox didn't say much, he rushed up, raised the fox's tail and pointed it at his throat, wanting to stab it into the throat with a blow.

Shan Yue turned sideways to avoid it, and the yellow light flashed in his arms, and it turned out to be a bell rolling out of it. He just wanted to reach out to pick it up, but was stabbed in the back by a blow from the Nine Fox, and blood sprayed all over his body.

"Heh......" Shan Yue suddenly laughed like this when he fell, he reached out and pinched the bell, and whispered: "It's okay to fall into a long sleep, when I wake up, I will definitely come to kill you again...... That's it, too. ”

He didn't know what he was thinking, and white smoke suddenly came out of his body, shrouded in brilliance, and his body was shattered into powder.

Jiuhu looked at the position of the bell, was stunned for a moment, and did not say a word.

I looked at the night wolf, and he began to smile.

His body was slowly blurring, as if it was about to burst.

It dawned on me that he was probably going to die.

I felt very sad, but I didn't know where the sorrow came from, and I wanted to cry for him, but there were no tears.

He stared at me and just smiled, "Don't cry, Miss." I'm glad that I'll get eternal life and will ...... Live with the eldest lady in your memory. ”

His body was gone, only his face still had a little illusion, and he whispered, "I love you, this is the last time, I love you." ”

"Thank you." That's what I just say.

The nine foxes retracted the fox's tail and fell from the sky, he took me in his arms, and slowly stepped out of the snowy ruins.

Everything in the original was like a big dream, and there was no trace after the dream.

I asked Nine Foxes, "Why is that bell ......?"

Jiuhu pursed his lips, not knowing how to speak: "That was, he gave it to me." ”

So what kind of person Yamazuki is, no one can know anymore.

Jiuhu took me back home, the home is still familiar, there is no dust, probably we haven't been out for a long time.

My heart was still aching, and it seemed to be cracking again.

Nine Fox put me on the blanket, he unbuttoned his shirt, and there was a scar on his chest, which was an unfinished act of cutting out his heart.

He pressed his naked chest against my body, and a warm current gradually flowed from his chest, with a moist tide, and quickly enveloped me and the nine foxes.

From such a close distance, I could see his slightly curled eyelashes, and a little red curled in the pupils of his eyes.

I whispered to him, "Does it still hurt?" ”

He shook his head: "It doesn't hurt. ”

I don't know how long it took for him to get up.

The Nine Foxes put their arms around me and stroked my hair over and over again, as carefully as if they had been lost and regained.

He said: "From now on, the heart of the eldest lady will be my heart, and we will never be separated again for eternity." ”

"Okay." I looked up and kissed him on the chin, and said, "Well, I'll treat you well, Lord Butler." 166 Reading Network