47 Have you ever experienced despair?

Gu Sanqi felt Zhu Yeqing's disgusted eyes, sharp as a knife, fortunately, there was no killing intent.

"Or ...... I slept on the couch. Gu Sanqi said, tiptoeing forward and picking up his pillow.

There is no air conditioning in the living room, only a fan, and on this hot day, sleeping in the living room is actually quite sinful.

Zhu Yeqing looked outside the house and frowned, and said, "I'll sleep outside." ”

When Gu Sanqi heard this, he was happy, and hurriedly threw the pillow back on the bed, put his hands behind his back for two seconds, as if he remembered something, and reached out to push the pillow in.

This move caused Zhu Yeqing to glare at her again, the kind of disgust that was inadvertently revealed, Gu Sanqi had long been used to it, and being stared at like this at this time, she didn't have any psychological pressure at all, but was happy.

"That's all you have to offer?"

"That's all I have to offer." Gu Sanqi smiled and rubbed his face.

She's just so unproductive, what's the income? Can I eat, drink, and have fun?

Gu Sanqi shook his hand, looked at the bed, and said, "I'll find you a pillow." ”

Zhu Yeqing didn't say a word, but silently sorted out the wardrobe in front of him.

Gu Sanqi walked to her side, opened the other half of the wardrobe, turned out a pillow, and placed it on the outside of the bed.

Then, she first staggered and ate a popsicle, took a shower, and then staggered into the bedroom, threw herself on the bed, wrapped herself in a towel blanket, and rolled it in two circles, and the whole person was in a state of excitement.

Zhu Yeqing saw her appearance in her eyes, feeling a little disgusted and carrying a trace of warmth.

On weekdays, in the game, Gu Sanqi always looks lazy, lazy in setting up stalls, lazy in farming, lazy in farming, lazy in farming, just looking for a place to sit everywhere, as if his bones are scattered, he can be crooked and never straight, how comfortable he is, how to do it if he is unruly.

I don't know if it's an illusion, Gu Sanqi, who is outside the game, seems to be a little more energetic, full of energy all afternoon, and at night, he even uses a flutter to go to bed.

However, is Gu Sanqi going to sleep now?

Zhu Yeqing glanced at his watch, it was less than nine o'clock.

Looking at Gu Sanqi again, at this time, he was already holding his mobile phone and turning over several times on the bed, and the whole person was lying on his back, without any image, fortunately, he was wearing pajama pants, if it was a nightdress, Zhu Yeqing would be almost out of sight.

"You're not playing tonight?" Zhu Yeqing asked and sat down.

"I don't know what to do when I play the game." Gu Sanqi said, looking at Zhu Yeqing, who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

Just a back, she also feels extremely happy.

The person who once felt far away from her was now sitting beside her, close at hand, where did she have the heart to play the holographic version of the happy farm in the game again?

She thought for a while, and then said, "What do you want to do online, I'll accompany you to do it." ”

"I don't have much to do." Zhu Yeqing said, took off his shoes and lay down on the bed.

I don't know if she is insecure, she leaned against the edge of the bed and kept a certain distance from Gu Sanqi.

Gu Sanqi stared at it for a while, for fear that she would fall.

"You don't have to sleep so far aside, my floor area is not very large, I love to roll casually before going to bed, and I am quite honest after sleeping......" Gu Sanqi said, a little weak-hearted, and added: "It should be ......."

She still loves to toss when she sleeps, she is used to sleeping in small and large beds, on the far left when she sleeps, on the far right when she wakes up, at the head of the bed when she sleeps, and in the bed when she wakes up, as long as she dares to sleep, there is no one who does not come out of the posture and changes.

The sentence "I'm honest after sleeping" came out of her mouth, and she couldn't be more empty-hearted.

"I'm not used to sleeping in the back." Zhu Yeqing said.

"I'm not used to sleeping in the back, or I'm not used to having someone together......" Gu Sanqi asked.

"It's all there." Zhu Yeqing said, looking at the top light.

The light passes through the off-white lampshade, and the color becomes pale and not dazzling.

Gu Sanqi followed her gaze and asked, "The switch of the light is right next to you." ”

"Well, open a little longer, do you mind?"

"You also like the feeling of brightness, we are the same." Gu Sanqi grinned, and suddenly remembered something.

She said: "My mother said that I was lost with a wild dog once when I was a child, and I didn't find it all night, and I was about to drive her and my father crazy, and then she found me, hugged me and cried for a long time, and when I came home, I was beaten again." In fact, I have a vague memory of that incident, but I know that it seems that since then, I have been afraid of the dark and quiet, and I can't sleep when I turn off the lights or no sound, so my mother will always wait for me to fall asleep before turning off the lights and TV. ”

"Later, I gradually became bolder, and I dared to turn off the light and go to sleep." Gu Sanqi said, quite proud: "Don't say it, this is a good skill, a place, no matter how bright or noisy, I can say that I can sleep and sleep, which provides me with a lot of convenience for living in the school, every time someone in the dormitory loses his temper because his roommate is too noisy, I don't feel anything." ”

Zhu Yeqing listened, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise a smile.

Actually, she doesn't like very bright places, and she just tries to fit in.

I've been in the dark for a long time, I'm always afraid that I'm different from ordinary people, and now that I've decided to completely throw away the past, those things that haven't been too much contact in the past will always have to be accepted slowly in the future.

"What about you, if I toss when I sleep at night, will it affect you very much?"

"It's okay, if you dare to toss, I'll tie you up." Zhu Yeqing said, Gu Sanqi subconsciously leaned against the wall to hide.

"Teacher Zhu, let me tell you, this is three-dimensional, I don't have a blood bar, and I don't have any attributes such as arm strength and endurance that can resist your attack, you are gentle with me, and the attack gender is too strong...... Well, even if you can afford the medical bills, I can't afford it. ”

Zhu Yeqing couldn't help but smile: "I'm measured." ”

Gu Sanqi immediately applauded: "Hey, then I'll rest assured, I've been really worried for a long time today, I'm afraid that you will beat me if you don't like it." I'm not very athletic, people are in the flower season, I cry when I pinch it, I'm a lazy bone, and I will fall apart when I shoot it. ”

As she spoke, she shamelessly arched towards Zhu Yeqing, and said, "I'm very weak, Teacher Zhu wants to protect me." ”

Zhu Yeqing squinted.

Gu Sanqi immediately stopped approaching her, stretched his arms, and sighed: "Hey! Teacher Zhu, you are under a lot of pressure to take care of your classmates like this. ”

Zhu Yeqing did not respond, and both of them were silent for a while.

Time passed minute by minute, Gu Sanqi picked up his mobile phone and continued to play.

Zhu Yeqing suddenly asked, "Gu Sanqi, what's your name?" ”

"Gu Sanqi...... Yes? Gu Sanqi was stunned for a while before he realized that Zhu Yeqing was asking her real name.

"Suddenly I was asked something, I was in a trance...... It's been a long time since anyone called me by my name, and I almost thought I was called Sanqi. Gu Sanqi said, yawned, and said, "My name is Gu Sangqi, the mulberry of the mulberry tree, Qi is the king and another one." ”

"The fortune teller said that I have a golden sword, the five elements of water and water are lacking in wood, born in summer, and there must be gold to help. That's why my dad gave me such a name, but I don't know how compatible a person's name can be with this mess of five elements. I remember that my mother told me that she planned to call me Gu Qiqi before she was born, and later it seemed that because of the lack of wood, a mulberry was added. ”

Gu Sanqi said, laughing at himself: "If I want to really be called Gu Qiqi, then I will not be three seven twenty-one, but seven seven forty-nine." ”

"Change your name, and maybe your spirit will change." Zhu Yeqing quipped.

Gu Sanqi turned sideways and looked at Zhu Yeqing: "What about you?" ”

"Cheng Jing." After she finished speaking, there was no follow-up.

No one has ever told her the origin of the name, and it is possible that there is no reason in the first place, so if you think about it, you can use it casually.

Anyway, the person who gave her this name is gone, so there is nothing to say.

"I'm always alone at length." Gu Sanqi said, reaching out and hooking Zhu Yeqing's little finger.

Zhu Yeqing did not reject it, she had already been accustomed to the contact from Gu Sanqi in the game, from the game to reality, what changed was only the temperature of a person.

But for some reason, Gu Sanqi, who was always chattering in the game, was a lot quieter today.

The two were silent together for a while, and Zhu Yeqing couldn't help but say, "I may still be different from you." ”

I don't know how to communicate with people, and I don't know how to respond to someone's feelings.

"What's the difference?"

"I know that we are inseparable in the game every day, and we are not really together...... But even when I came to you, I always felt like there was something between us...... I don't know, I don't know......" Zhu Yeqing said, a little more dazed in his tone: "I'm happy to see you, I'm also very happy." But sometimes I feel that you are a little helpless in the face of me...... I don't know what to do. ”

How to do it, we are truly together.

"You don't have to think about it so much, just let it be." Gu Sanqi said, moved a little more beside Zhu Yeqing, and said: "I am a person who has nothing to do, you are a person who has nothing to do, coincidentally, we are both hungry and will not die, so in the future, we will live together together, and it will be a day by day." It's not a long life, and if we live to eighty, we've already mixed up a third of it. This third is one person fooling around, and if you want to become two people, you may be able to mix faster. ”

"How can you do that?"

"How can you reason with a scoundrel?" Gu Sanqi said, his heart moved, and he kissed Zhu Yeqing's cheek.

Zhu Yeqing's reaction speed was far faster than she imagined, and she raised her hand in an instant, sealing Gu Sanqi's dishonest mouth with two fingers.

Gu Sanqi felt a grievance in his heart, and countless barrages seemed to float in front of him: "My girlfriend is too powerful, how can I steal it?" "I can't live this day!" "There is no such thing, where is the hope of the mother!" "There is no love .jpg in life", "Have you experienced despair......"

However, after that momentary instinctive reaction, Zhu Yeqing withdrew his hand with some hesitation.

Gu Sanqi reacted for half a second, realizing that this was a tacit acquiescence, and he was overjoyed for a while.

People always eat a trench and grow wise, this time, Gu Sanqi first gently pressed Zhu Yeqing's wrist, and after confirming that Zhu Yeqing did not have any resistance, he couldn't help but get nervous. 166 Reading Network