Chapter 205: Life is all about acting!
"Hey, hey, what kind of expression are you, do you need to be so disgusted!" Yang Hong thought for a while, and said seriously: "If you think that's too much of a loss, I can also help you wipe your back, and I don't want to squeeze and bully you, even if we are unmarried, fairness is a must." ”
"Yes, yes, I'm really touched, thank you so much, you don't have to be so fair, you better wash it yourself."
Qi Duxue rolled her eyes, complaining, she didn't want to dwell on this kind of issue anymore, and then changed the topic and said: "Yang Hong, I just read your diary out of curiosity, I feel sorry for my behavior, I should peek into your privacy, I hope you can forgive me." ”
As she spoke, she bowed to Yang Hong, feeling a little uneasy in her heart.
If it was before, she really didn't dare to apologize like this, for fear of angering Yang Hong, but now she found that Yang Hong didn't seem to be too angry, so she mustered up her courage, but she didn't know if Yang Hong would forgive herself.
Being so solemnly apologized by Qi Duxue, Yang Hong, who originally planned to take advantage, had a slightly stiff face, his smiling eyes gradually dimmed, his movements were slow, and he seemed to put the diary back in its place as if it was as heavy as a thousand catties. took a T-shirt casually, put it on his body, pulled the corners of his mouth, and showed a reluctant smile: "Forget it, it's been a long time in the past, just look at it, it's actually nothing, hehe!" ”
Listening to the bitter laughter, and the appearance of the forced smile, Qi Duxue's heart tightened, and she felt a little sour when she thought of the diary she had just seen.
At this moment, she finally determined that Yang Hong's usual hippie smile seemed to be heartless, just to hide the pain in her heart.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel a little more tenderness in her eyes when she looked at Yang Hong again, and the mother who was unique to the woman in her heart was awakened.
"Lao Wang, this matter is not good for me, I shouldn't peek at your diary, let you remember those painful experiences again, I have also taken psychology before, if you need to pour out your emotions, although you can confide in me, don't hold it in your heart, that will suffocate yourself." Qi Duxue said guiltily, looking at Yang Hong's eyes full of apology and pity.
Feeling Qi Duxue's sincerity, Yang Hong's heart trembled, and even with his steel-like body, he trembled slightly, as if he was suppressing the intense pain.
"What do you know, I watched the woman I liked, my brother, die in front of me like this, but I can't do anything, do you understand that feeling!"
His eyes were full of pain, the corners of Yang Hong's mouth twitched, and his fists were even more clenched: "Dusk Xue, do you say that I am useless, am I a disaster star, if it weren't for me, maybe Shuyao wouldn't have died in the mountains and forests, and I didn't even find the body, I'm really a waste." ”
At last, he let out a growl of annoyance, and sat down on the bed as if he had lost all strength.
"Yang Hong, don't be like this, in fact, all this is not your fault, it's not your fault, if they are still alive, they must not want you to become what you are now, what they want is for you to live happily." Qi Duxue was greatly touched in her heart, and an inexplicable emotion surged up, her eyes were slightly red, and she reached out to pat Yang Hong's back, trying to use this method to relieve the grief in his heart.
Yang Hong, whose body was trembling and twitching, gradually calmed down, and before Qi Duxue could react, he hugged her in his arms, and whispered in her ear in a hoarse and low voice: "Duxue, thank you, thank you very much, I'm really lonely, so lonely, can you let me hug you for a while." ”
Qi Duxue, who instinctively wanted to push him away, her heart trembled after hearing these words, and that tired and low voice made her unbearable to do so.
After hesitating for a moment, Qi Duxue stretched out a pair of lotus arms, interspersed his armpits, hugged his back, and gently patted the soft voice to comfort: "Yang Hong, if you want to cry, just cry out, sometimes, those depressions are held in your heart for too long, they will suffocate themselves, vent it, maybe it will be better." ”
As she spoke, her heart was sour, but she didn't expect that under Yang Hong's seemingly indecent appearance, there was such a fragile heart as glass.
"Thank you Twilight, you've been so nice to me." Whimpering, Yang Hong seemed to be very excited, and hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to integrate into his body, to soothe the loneliness and loneliness in his heart.
"Eh, is it necessary for this guy to hold so hard, woo, so strong, I'm going to be strangled." Qi Duxue showed a look of pain on her face, her cheeks were red and hot, under Yang Hong's vigorous squeezing, the firm and crisp breasts in her pajamas that were not wearing a hood were tightly pressed against his chest, and they were about to be squeezed, especially the two of them were very thinly dressed, and she could feel the heat and firmness of Yang Hong's chest through her chest.
The oppressive contact made his heart pound, and the mother who was originally inspired was replaced by that shyness and strangeness.
"Oh, Qi Duxue, what are you thinking about, Yang Hong's heart is full of grief, you should do your best to comfort people now, to make up for your mistake of peeking at other people's diaries, instead of having spring here."
Self-criticizing, she tried not to feel this, but what made her depressed was that the more she did, the more acute the sensation in her chest became, and after a while, she felt a little uneasy.
"Twilight, thank you so much, you're a good girl."
Just when Qi Duxue's heart was rippling, Yang Hong's lips were almost close to her earlobe's words, and he let out a burning exhalation: "No one else understands me, they can only see my surface, only you are the only person in the world who understands me, Duxue, I really hope to stay in this moment forever, I feel so warm and happy." As he spoke, he rubbed Qi Duxue's neck with his head, like a naughty child, hugging his mother.
"Yang Hong, it's so itchy, don't be like this!" Qi Duxue gasped in protest, writhing her delicate body a little uncomfortably.
First, the heat blew on the tender earlobe, and then rubbed her neck, the feeling of being like an overelectric Su Su numbness made her delicate body tighten, and her heart couldn't help but stir.
"Yang Hong, I know you are very bitter in your heart, but it has been so long, you should learn to let go, there are still many beautiful lives waiting for you in the future, the past things, you just let him pass, okay." After calming down the rippling emotions, Qi Duxue's beautiful eyes shone with a sparkling spring light, buried the head of the mantis on his shoulder, and continued to gently pat his back.
"Isn't it wonderful!" His head was buried in Qi Duxue's hair, and he muttered without seeing his expression: "For people like me, what is a bright future, in order to forget those past things, I deliberately returned to the city, but even you, my fiancée, don't like me, what's the point of my life." ”
Those desperate words made Qi Duxue's heart tremble, and she secretly felt guilty.
Since marrying Yang Hong, she has always held a rejection mentality, even disgust and disdain, as the two get along, although this rejection is weakening, but still not really take Yang Hong as a fiancé, there is always a gap in her heart that seems to be unbridgeable, and she can't enter the hearts of both parties.
"I'm sorry, Yang Hong, it's not that I don't like you, it's just that I haven't been mentally prepared."
Qi Duxue looked a little guilty, and said recallingly: "Since I was a child, my father has always been very strict with me, refusing to let me fall in love with other boys, saying that I already have a fiancé, which makes my heart full of resistance to you, my fiancé, unconsciously full .......of resistance, and I don't agree with your existence from the bottom of my heart." ”
Muttering to herself, she was completely immersed in the memories of the past, not noticing at all that Yang Hong's palm that was originally on her thin waist was slowly moving downward, and before she knew it, it had landed on her plump buttocks.
"Yang Hong, I hope you can forget the past, live happily and happily, if there is anything you need my help with, just say it." Coming back from the memories, Qi Duxue didn't notice the abnormality of her buttocks, and said with a sincere attitude: "I believe that as long as you work hard, you will definitely be able to get out of the haze and welcome a new life." ”
"Thank you, Twilight." Yang Hong was very moved and gently kissed Qi Duxue's earlobe, and said in a slightly bitter voice: "You can let me hug like this, I am already very satisfied, very grateful, I dare not expect anything, to be a man, I can't be insatiable, for you, I would rather hold back, than force you to do something you don't want to do, even if there is a problem with my body in the end, I don't blame you, I only blame myself for not being good enough, and I can't capture your heart." ”
After listening to Yang Hong's sad words, Qi Duxue felt a strong warmth in her heart, she didn't expect Yang Hong to be able to say such words.
"I, I can't be so selfish, even if I'm not psychologically prepared, but the fact that we are an unmarried couple cannot be changed, if Yang Hong really has something wrong, how will I face my parents in the future, how will I face my future life." Agitated self-soothing, Qi Duxue gritted her teeth, and after some mental struggle, made a final decision, her cheeks flushed.
Compared with using her mouth and chest, she could barely accept it with her hands, and in her mind, this could be regarded as compensation after she peeked into his diary and uncovered his spiritual scars.
With such thoughts, she brewed her emotions for a while, and she was just about to open her mouth to help Yang Hong vent her anger with both hands, but she was stunned to find that something seemed to be wrong under her body.
She had just done a lot of work, and her knowledge in that area had skyrocketed, and after a short hesitation, she immediately reflected it, and at the same time, she also noticed Yang Hong's fiery palm pressed on her buttocks, and even when she found out, the hot and rough palm was still gently groping on it.
In an instant, Qi Duxue's delicate body trembled violently, of course, this was not excited, but angry.
If it is said that the front, it is the instinctive reaction of men after being stimulated, which is uncontrollable, she can completely forgive and understand, but the palm that was originally held around the waist was inexplicably moved to the buttocks, and it was still there pinching and touching, which is enough to explain a lot of problems.
"Dead Yang Hong, this bastard, bastard, he doesn't have anything bad at all, that look of injury and despair is all pretended, he is deliberately eating my tofu, I still feel guilty and blame myself, I want to help him like that, I am really angry."
Secretly gritted her teeth in annoyance, she couldn't wait to bite Yang Hong's shoulder hard at the moment, it was best to bite down on the flesh to compensate for the feelings she had just paid.
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