Chapter 13: Like I've never known
At that time, when she was lying on the hospital bed and told him that she liked her sister, he was very surprised, he couldn't believe it and asked her if it was family affection, but she shook her head and said it was love.
Qin Zhen couldn't believe it, but Yun Xiao smiled bitterly, she didn't know, Yun He couldn't accept this kind of thing, so she chose to continue to be good to her when Yun He didn't know anything.
As Yun He told Qin Zhen at the beginning, Yun Xiao's love for her seemed like a pervert to outsiders.
Qin Zhen used his only kindness to agree to her request, but he didn't know that Yun Xiao fell in love with Qin Zhen at such a moment.
Maybe she had an ambition in the first place, or maybe the initial request was just an excuse to get close to Qin Xu, but she did it.
Maybe even she doesn't know whether she was with Qin Zhen because she loved Yun He, or because she wanted to get Qin Zheng, she got Qin Zhen with the help of her sister's relationship.
But Yun Xiao knew that Qin Zhen liked Yun He, and Yun He liked Qin Chen, and she knew that no matter whether she would survive or not, she would not be able to get any of them.
Yun He looked at Qin Zhen in front of her, at that moment she suddenly hated Qin Zhen so much, why did he appear in his life, why did he still stand here knowing that Yun Xiao was sick, and he didn't even have a look of concern.
"Then do you like Yunxiao?" Yun He asked.
He didn't know what Yun Xiao thought, she didn't blame him, but he should know what he thought.
"Not annoying." Qin Zhen could only answer like this, he didn't like Yun Xiao, but he didn't hate her either.
"Do you like me, then?" Yun He asked suddenly.
Qin Zhen didn't expect her to ask him like this, he was obviously frightened, he opened his mouth but didn't say anything for a long time.
"I see." Yun He walked in front of him, hugged him quietly without crying or making trouble: "It's okay if you don't like me, you just be kind and don't refuse me, let me hug you like this for a while, just for a while." ”
"Yun He!" Qin Xu's hands were raised to hug him, but reason overcame him, and his hands slowly lowered again: "I don't dislike you." ”
But he still didn't say he liked her! She didn't want such a vague answer.
"If her illness can get better, you must treat her well, I can do without chocolate in the future, you can not smile at me, you don't even have to be as good to me as before, I just want you to be happy." Yun He opened his eyes and tried hard to keep his tears from falling, but Qin Zhen's clothes were still missing.
"Yun He!" Qin Xu's voice suddenly softened!
"Qin Chen, I have liked you, but from now on I will not like you anymore, so please let the time go back to the day when you knocked over the glass of water I poured for you, and I used medicine to hit you, the two of us are like mortal enemies, and we will never get along with each other from now on." Yun He left his embrace and wiped his tears.
The clothes on Qin Zhen's chest were wet: "Can you tell me why I want to do this?" ”
Yun He covered her chest, trying to calm herself down, but as soon as she gasped, tears fell disobediently: "Because I will feel guilty, I actually like my sister's boyfriend, I accepted all his kindness shamelessly, I didn't consider my sister's feelings at all, how sad she would be when she saw it." ”
"That's what I willingly did, I don't blame you, and we met first." Qin Zhen wanted to open his mouth to say the four words I like you, but he found it very difficult, every time he opened his mouth, it was as if he had lost his voice, and he couldn't say it.
"But you were together first, Qin Xu, just because we never knew each other!"
"Isn't there room for negotiation?"
"Nope!"
"Good!" Qin Zhen withdrew that touch of sadness, he took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket, slowly opened it and put it on her mouth: "This is the last piece of chocolate I gave you, we start with chocolate and end with chocolate." ”
Yun He looked at her, as if something was broken in her body, flowing down the blood: "Okay! She opened her mouth and took the chocolate in her mouth.
It was the worst chocolate she had ever tasted, and she vowed never to eat it again.
"Goodbye." Qin Zhen left.
She could even feel his heartbeat as he was in his arms, and the warmth of his lips as he fed him chocolate.
"Goodbye!" She whispered in response.
Qin Zhen thought about never seeing her again, so he walked all the way back, but he couldn't help but look back at her after walking two steps, but he couldn't forget it, that thin figure, squatting on the ground, had long been crying but didn't dare to make a sound at all.
Qin Zhen's eyes were red for the first time, he wanted to hug her and tell her how much he liked her, but she had already let go, how could he hold her hand, it turned out that he was so cowardly, and he looked down on himself if he was cowardly.
Yun Xiao's mother stayed by her side all the time in the hospital, only in the evening, when her father took the time to cook dinner for her, but she didn't know how to eat it.
Back in the room, Yun He's eyes couldn't recover from the bottle filled with tin foil for a long time.
She held the bottle in her arms, as if she were holding a treasure, cautiously, for fear that it would be broken if she was not careful.
Early the next morning, Yun He went to school, she didn't eat breakfast, and when she walked downstairs, she found Zhou Ziyao walking towards her.
Zhou Ziyao smiled when he saw her: "Happy birthday." ”
Yun He stretched out his hand: "Gift." ”
"It's too early to get a present." Zhou Ziyao put his hand on her shoulder, and almost the whole person leaned on her: "Please give it to you when I eat Malatang." ”
"Every year I have a birthday, and I'm annoyed."
"Next year, you want to celebrate your birthday with me, you see that I'm not by your side."
As soon as the two of them talked, they forgot about anything, and they just talked all day long, laughing as soon as they talked.
Zhou Ziyao bought her a big meat bun, and the two of them on the road chatted while eating, eating with a mouth full of oil, but they didn't care.
I don't know if it's a coincidence or if he's used to this point, Yun He can always meet Qin Zhen here at the traffic light, Qin Zhen keeps his promise, he really pretends not to know her, and stands there quietly.
As at the beginning, there was no one in his eyes, there was no longer a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he was as cold as ten thousand years of ice, not daring to approach, he didn't even look at her.
He wears a clean white shirt under his school uniform, and the shoes on his feet are always so clean, and he walks with his feet not slanted at all, so the heels don't appear to be in the shape of collapsing and still being fine.
Yun He retracted his gaze and lowered his head and quietly nibbled on the buns, just now he felt that the buns were delicious, but now he felt a little full.
Zhou Ziyao also saw Qin Xu, and when he saw Yun He's appearance, he guessed that something had happened between the two of them.
"Where are you going to take me to eat after school today!" Zhou Ziyao deliberately brought Yun He's gaze to his side.
Yun He looked at the half-eaten buns and said a little dullly: "Before breakfast is finished, you think about the evening." ”
"Aren't you afraid that you will regret it?"
"If I regret it, you can put away the gift and don't give it to me." Yun He said and asked for a big mouthful of steamed buns.
Zhou Ziyao was not happy: "Am I that kind of person?" I didn't give a gift on your birthday, when I was a child, I just knew that there were two pieces of candy in my hand when I was a birthday, and I was stunned that I was not willing to eat all for you, and the good guy also lost his temper with me and said that he didn't like to eat sweet things. ”
Yun He did not deny it: "When did you see that I liked sweets." ”
Zhou Ziyao touched his bare chin: "I haven't seen you eat sweets much." As he spoke, he immediately remembered, "No wonder you were so generous to give me the candy I gave you, and said, who did you give my candy back to?" ”
"Everyone." Yun He said that the light turned green, and the two walked side by side.
"You're so hurtful." Zhou Ziyao held his mouth, looking like he was about to cry.
Yun He looked at him and shook his head helplessly: "I said that I don't like sweets, you have to send them, every time I say that women are duplicitous animals, I don't usually see you treat me as a woman, why do you treat me as a woman when you send things." ”
Zhou Ziyao didn't have anything to say about this, but when he thought that every time he asked her if she liked him, she said no, and he thought she was duplicitous: "It turns out that you said you don't like me and it's true." ”
"It's more real than pearls." Yun He said with great certainty.
"Ah He, you are so ruthless, I misjudged you." Zhou Ziyao said and ran away with his face covered, and before Yun He wanted to stop him, he watched him be hit by a bicycle and lose both.
Yun He covered his forehead helplessly, thinking that I didn't know him, don't call me.
But who would have thought that Zhou Ziyao would come completely against the grain: "Ah He, save me, my leg is broken." He held his leg and pretended to be in pain, as if Yun He had not been hit by a bicycle.
After hearing this, Yun He hurriedly rushed over and kicked him in the ass: "I don't know you." "Then run away so everybody knows they've met!"
Zhou Ziyao was hit by a bicycle but there was nothing wrong, but after being kicked by Yun He, it was not very convenient to walk, one hand covered his buttocks, and he limped into the classroom with Yun He.
Qin Zhen walked behind them, his face expressionless, but his eyes never left Yun He for a moment, but Yun He was afraid of embarrassment and didn't look at him all the time, Qin Zhen had actually been looking forward to this, expecting Yun He to look at him more, or take the initiative to say a word to him, so that he could continue to be good to her as if nothing had happened.
It wasn't until Yun He's figure was about to disappear that he retracted his gaze, it turned out that she could really be so resolute, and if she let go, she really didn't give any room at all.
She cared about Yun Xiao's feelings and was afraid that she would be hurt, but what about him? Why couldn't Yun He think about Qin Xu, wasn't he sad or painful at all?
Could it be that Qin Zhen can be hurt casually? Qin Zhen looked at the chocolate in his hand and threw it into the trash can as if he was angry.