My name is Xie Yizhi, and since I was a child, I grew up under the love and care of my family.

I also grew up in a military school, and every holiday, I would be taken by my father to the military school for exercise.

My father once said that when I graduated from high school, I would enter a military school.

I also thought that in the future, I would follow the military path of my father and grandfather.

I thought I would be a soldier who everyone respects and respects!

That's just what I thought......

Before the age of fifteen, my life was smooth and I never faced any setbacks.

I'm proud and confident, I love to laugh and make trouble!

I have a fifteen-year-old boy who should have, and I, at the beginning of my love, fell in love with a classmate in the same class.

She is a very beautiful girl with a good academic performance, her name is Shu Ya.

To get closer to her, we became friends.

Every day, I would go to her to discuss my studies.

I play basketball and she'll cheer me on the court.

On weekends, we would go to the library to read books and go to the amusement park together.

I like to joke before I finally pluck up the courage to say to her, "I like you." ".

But she didn't hear my confession clearly because of the noise around her: "Huh? Who do you like? ”

I laughed, "I said, I like boys." ”

Looking at Shu Ya's surprised expression, I just wanted to say that it was actually a joke, but my classmate interrupted my explanation.

In this way, Shu Yaxin believed that it was true, and since then she has regarded me as a 'best friend'.

I like Shuya, I like her cleanliness, I like her seriousness, I like her strength.

I never knew that she would be the most important turning point in my life.

At the age of sixteen, I remember that it was a bit very hot that day, and I loved to cycle home in the sunset.

On the way home, I saw a van pulling a girl in a white school uniform onto the bus.

The girl's exclamation was familiar, and it took me a moment before I could react.

The girl who was pulled into the car seems to be Shuya!

At that time, I was panicked and forgot that I should call the police immediately, so I pedaled my bicycle and chased after it.

I followed closely when the van stopped in an abandoned factory.

I put my bike aside and watched as two middle-aged men with short statures stepped out of the van. Then they saw a girl dragged down from the car.

The girl was tied up and her mouth was taped, but I could see it clearly.

The girl who was full of tears and frightened was Shu Ya!

The two middle-aged men carried Shu Ya into the factory, and I raised my foot to follow up, but suddenly remembered that I hadn't called the police yet.

I am confident but not arrogant, I dare not guarantee that I am the opponent of those two middle-aged men, and I dare not guarantee that I can save Shuya by myself.

So I called the police first and told the police where I was and what I was doing.

After hanging up the phone, I was really worried about Shuya's safety, so I sneaked into the factory.

I hid in the shadows, trying to make sure Shuya was safe.

Originally, I wanted to wait until the police came, but when I saw the two men tearing Shu Ya's blouse and skirt, their big hands groping Shu Ya's face and body.

I'm worried that before the police came, Shu Ya had already been violated by those two men!

I looked left and right, grabbed an iron rod in the corner and rushed out.

Because of my sudden attack, the two men were knocked to the ground by me.

I wanted to pull Shuya to escape, but I was entangled by the two men who got up.

Growing up as a military principal, I received a lot of formal training. I thought that even if I was invincible with two fists and four hands, I couldn't beat two ordinary people!?

Maybe I'm still too confident, those two people can see that they have practiced.

It took me about twenty minutes to get my head hit in the back by one of the men with a hammer. The feeling of dizziness and pain made me lose the strength to stand, and I fell to the ground.

In a trance, I saw one of the men leave the factory and soon come back.

When he returned, he seemed to be carrying something in his hand.

I heard Shu Ya's mumping voice, and I seemed to be scared and anxious.

I also heard the smiles of the two men, and they laughed so hard that if I could still speak, I would have said, "Laughing like a pervert!" ”

Then, I heard the sound of the chainsaw starting.

In the next moment, my two calves were severed.

"Ah~~~" The pain of cutting bones was unbearable, and the whole factory was filled with the echo of my screams, and the two men laughed even more happily.

They seemed to want to sawed off the rest of me, and the man with the chainsaw was knocked away by Shuya before it landed on my arm.

Another man kicked Shu Ya in the head, pushing her far away.

Looking at Shu Ya, whose face was covered in blood and seemed to have passed out, I struggled to get up.

The pain in my legs made it impossible for me to get up, and I moaned weakly.

Before losing consciousness, I saw the police rushing to the scene, and my father.

I glanced at Shuya's location and closed my eyes in reassurance.

When I woke up, I thought that everything that happened in the factory was just a nightmare.

Just looking at the fact that I was missing half of my legs, I painfully realized that that qiē was all real.

Looking at the tears of his family, the eyes of heartache and regret. Especially my mother's heart-rending crying and my sister's whimpering, I wanted to escape.

After that, I started hiding in my room.

I've loved painting since I was a child, and that was my second wish besides being a soldier.

I started drawing every day, except for eating and sleeping, I was always drawing, I didn't want to stop myself, I didn't want to think about anything else.

My mother found me a psychiatrist, but I was reluctant to treat me because I didn't even want to see a psychiatrist.

Because I don't want to leave my room, I need to be watched.

It took my mother a long time to convince me to let the caregiver in.

My temper began to grow violent after the accident, and I used violence and anger to hide my vulnerability.

When things don't go my way, I hit people with what I'm doing, no matter what I'm doing.

I don't know how many nurses I ran away for this.

I thought that my life was just spent in my room.

Until, another turning point in my life came along.

It was early in the morning, and there were three knocks on the door as usual.

I ignored it and continued to paint.

It wasn't until the person outside the door opened the door and came in that I heard a different footsteps from my sister-in-law.

I think it's a new nurse hired by my mother.