In October, Wei Jiulang was impeached and had to stay at home, and in November, Qin Wulang was accused of being a foreign officer, and he was going to leave Beijing after the year...... The rest of the people, such as Xu Shiyi, Xu Liu, etc., all had different reprimands or dismissals, and Su Yu watched the prince's arms be cut off one by one, but he was powerless to change anything.

Since September, she has stopped going out, because she is afraid that she will see Song Qian outside and can't help but come forward to question her, for fear that the second room of the Pei family will be wary, so she only focuses on protecting Siqin's fetus at home.

In December, Pei Saburo finally returned with the army, Su Yu received the news and asked Pei Saburo to send a post to ask for a meeting, but Pei Saburo did not even enter Pei's house, and went directly into the palace, during which the rewards in the palace continued to be sent to Pei's house, but Pei Saburo never left the palace, Su Yu's people waited for him outside Pei's house, saying that it was urgent, Pei Saburo and Su Yu's people agreed to meet on the second day.

On December 26, Su Yu woke up and saw Pei Sanlang's reply, and heard that the reply was sent back last night at night, when Su Yu had already fallen asleep, Su Yu hurriedly ordered someone to help him take care of it, and he must be able to see Pei Saburo as much as possible.

When he arrived outside Pei's house, the Pei family said that Pei Saburo was in poor health and did not see guests.

Su Yu took out the post with Pei Sanlang's seal, but the Pei family still refused to let go, and bit it and said that Pei Saburo was in poor health, and no matter what, he didn't let people enter to see Pei Saburo.

The uneasiness in Su Yu's heart became deeper and deeper, and seeing that the door of the Pei family was closed, they couldn't break in, so they turned around and walked in the direction of the palace.

The prince still refused to see anyone, Su Yu asked everyone up and down the East Palace to see her, and if so, the prince was finally willing to see her.

This is the first time Su Yu has seen the prince since he was injured, compared to the appearance of him seen "later", the prince at this moment is more decadent, although he deliberately let his face not show that decline, but Su Yu can see that the prince has lost his previous sharpness, and he is only a man in his twenties, but for some reason he looks a little dull.

"Cousin!" Su Yu remembered that when he left Beijing later, the prince did not let her call him "His Royal Highness" but asked her to call someone "cousin", and as soon as his heart moved, the word "cousin" came out of his mouth, and then he came back to his senses, hurriedly saluted, and changed his words: "Your Highness." ”

"It's Ah Yu," the prince had a little more anger on his face, and he didn't care about Su Yu's previous faux pas: "Is there something wrong?" ”

Su Yu didn't care about catching up with the prince, and hurriedly said, "Minister-"

The prince shook his head: "My own family, don't be polite." ”

"Yes, Ah Yu asked to see his cousin...... Su Yu hurriedly changed his words: "I want my cousin to send some rewards to the Pei family." ”

"Your Majesty and the rewards from my side, they have been sent as usual these days," the prince looked at Su Yu: "Ah, why are you asking for a reward for him?" ”

"Ah Yu knows that he has passed the torch," Su Yu hurriedly apologized, and explained: "It's just that other than that, Ah Yu doesn't know how to see if Pei Saburo is okay......"

"Pei Sanlang and Ah Yu agreed to meet today," Su Yu saw that the prince glanced at him, knowing that the prince was afraid of drinking others and thought that he was looking for Pei Sanlang for Tang Yun's business, but at this moment, it was not easy to explain these trivial matters, so he only picked out the key points: "However, Ah Yu went to look for Pei Sanlang today, but Pei's family closed the door and said that Pei Saburo was sick...... However, with Pei Saburo's temperament, even if he is sick, he will not violate the agreement......"

"Ah Yu was anxious to see Pei Sanlang, because he wanted to tell him to beware of the second room of the Pei family," Su Yu thought about it, and hid Song Qian's matter: "Ah Yu accidentally learned that the second room of the Pei family had the intention of assassinating Pei Sanlang, and wanted him to be careful...... However, now that Ah Yu can't see Pei Saburo, he is really panicked in his heart, worried about whether Pei Saburo is ...... Is it ......" has been poisoned by the second room of the Pei family and Song Qian.

The prince turned his back and coughed heartbreakingly, Su Yu watched the palace people in the East Palace come forward to serve the prince, and couldn't help but be a little at a loss, worried about whether he had stimulated the prince.

The prince finally relented: "Pei Saburo has just come back, and he is in the limelight...... They shouldn't have the guts to do it at this time. It seems that the prince seems to know the mind of the Pei family's second room.

Seeing that Su Yu was still not at ease, the prince thought about it and called the prince Changshi over and asked him to go to Pei's house, in addition to the reward, let him bring a prince doctor to follow, be sure to see Pei Sanlang, and bring people into the palace.

turned back to Su Yu and said, "Ah Yu, don't go by yourself, how about talking to me and waiting for him?" ”

Just over halfway through the chess game, the prince Changshi had already returned, and as soon as the prince's hand was released, the chess pieces fell.

Su Yu didn't care about looking at the chess game, she just stared at the prince Changshi who was kneeling on the ground, but what he said, Su Yu couldn't hear clearly, she only knew that Pei Sanlang was actually dead.

In fact, she came to find the prince, and she still had a bit of luck in her heart, as the prince thought, Pei Saburo was in the limelight, even if the second room of the Pei family had dissatisfaction and dissatisfaction, she would not do it so quickly, Pei Saburo couldn't see her, maybe it was just that the people in the second room of the Pei family were in the middle and refused to pass it on, Su Yu wanted to borrow the prince's momentum, because he was thinking about the prince's people, the second room of the Pei family should be restrained, and the second room of the Pei family could block everyone, but she should not dare to be disrespectful to the imperial power, she wanted to see Pei Sanlang with the power of the prince, but she didn't expect her to borrow the prince's hand, Pei Saburo's death was confirmed.

The prince had already brought someone to ask to see His Majesty, Su Yu turned his head to look at the chess game on the chess table, and the son who the prince fell at random in the end happened to be a dead end.

Su Yu still didn't tell Song Qian's story in the end, the person is dead, let's let him be cleaner after death, and telling Song Qian's story is nothing more than adding a little more desolation to his death or giving people something to talk about.

She stared at the game for a long time, trying to solve the dead game, but she had no clue, and even if she picked out the wrong chess piece, it lost its meaning - as if it were ...... When a person dies, he cannot be resurrected.

The crown prince never returned, and Su Yu said goodbye to the princess and left the palace in a daze.

She abandoned the car and walked back on her legs, the sky was dark, the snow was falling again, and the snow that had been piled up on the side of the road and had not had time to be cleared away was covered with another layer of flocculent, and the eaves, distant mountains, and feet were covered with a layer of white everywhere, as if there was a sense of whitewashing peace, but there would always be people walking by, and the white would always be trampled on - in this world, how could there have been peace!

All the one qiē is false, all the one qiē is like a dream separated by a layer, otherwise how could everything be one step behind, obviously knowing the consequences, obviously taking the lead, but when it comes to the end, it still can't change anything.

Su Yu didn't understand, since she couldn't change anything, why did God let her live this experience again?

She once thought that God favored her, so she was given the opportunity to change the fate she saw "later", but Pei Saburo's death made her understand that she couldn't change anything, all the qiē seemed to be written in the judge's life book, no matter how hard she tried to rewrite her fate, fate seemed to be doomed, becoming its original face, mocking her powerlessness.

This year is destined to be not peaceful.

The prince, who had been silent for more than half a year, reappeared in front of everyone, and the prince, who was reluctant to even move, knelt in front of His Majesty and demanded a thorough investigation of the cause of Pei Saburo's death.

Pei Saburo's father died because of the rescue, Pei Saburo was later selected by His Majesty Xià as the prince's companion, and the prince had a very personal relationship, whether it was out of gratitude to Pei Saburo's father for saving his life, or to pave the way for the prince, Pei Saburo This person is very important, and now Pei Saburo has relied on his own desperate efforts to get credit, His Majesty Xià has the intention to let him attack the lord early, but he died, this matter, whether it is for the prince or His Majesty, is a kind of contempt and violation.

Su Yu fell ill due to the cold after that day, and after he recovered, it was already a year later, Pei Sanlang's matter had been settled, and the entire Pei family's second room and the Song family were buried with Pei Sanlang, and all the people who were good friends with the Pei family's second room were implicated by different Cheng dù, but what about the people who died, Pei Sanlang could not come back to life.

Even the crown prince aggravated his injuries because of this incident, and it is said that he ...... That leg will never be restored again.

Because she fell ill, the people who followed her didn't have a good life for years, and after Su Yu got better, she asked them to reunite with their relatives, and in the entire main courtyard, only Xiang's mother was left - after all, Xiang's mother was in the capital and had no relatives.

Siqin was sent to Zhuangzi by Su Yu as early as a year ago to protect him, and Su Yu asked Xiang to set up a small altar for himself to pay tribute to Pei Saburo and ...... The child I lost.

It was originally a sacrificial wine, but in the end, it all went into Su Yu's belly, and she persuaded her mother to no avail, so she had to go and boil her sobering soup.

It is said that he borrows wine to drown his sorrows, but the more Su Yu drinks, the more sad he becomes, in a daze, there seems to be one more person in front of him, Su Yu looks at it, it seems to be the appearance of Si Qi.

Since Si Qi assassinated her and fled to Mrs. Xue's side, Su Yu has not seen Si Qi again, looking at her look is not very good, Su Yu can't help but be a little ridiculed - she married Zuiyun before, Si Qi is the same age as Su Yu, but she is nested in the courtyard of Mrs. Xue, she can not be reused, and she has not been able to become Xue Muqing's concubine as she wished, Si Qi has a good color, but a person like her, even if Mrs. Xue intends to give Xue Muqing a concubine, it is impossible to give a person like Si Qi who will cause trouble to Xue Muqing, and others know that Si Qi wants to be a concubine, no one in the house dared to provoke her, Si Qi came to this point, but he also suffered by himself.

Of course, Su Yu felt that the chess in front of him might be his hallucination.

She saw Si Qi kneeling down with her and said a lot of words that seemed to be confessions, Su Yu listened in a daze, and said in her heart that even if it was an illusion, it seemed too annoying.

She heard the chess and say: "Miss, let the slave and maid return to Miss, the slave and maid really know that it is wrong, Miss ......"

Su Yu shook his head: "You don't know where you are wrong, maybe you never feel that you are wrong...... Don't lie to me here...... Come back to me? ”

Su Yu smiled: "I have seen this trick of yours a long time ago, it is useless, do you think I will believe you?" Su Yu remembered that "later" Si Qi had also used the same trick, just to be able to see Xue Muqing by her side, and felt extremely ironic - but maybe this Si Qi was really imagined by herself, otherwise how could it be so unoriginal.

"Si Qi," Su Yu looked at the Si Qi that he had "imagined": "Do you want to be a concubine so much?" ”

Si Qi knelt on the ground and kowtowed to Su Yu: "The slave is willing to share the worries of the young lady-"

"Share worries, ho ho," Su Yu wanted to laugh when he heard these two words: "What kind of worry sharing method do you want?" ”

Without waiting for Si Qi to answer, Su Yu said to himself: "I don't care what you think, don't move it to me—don't move it to my head again." ”

"Aren't you very capable?" Su Yu remembered the medicine she gave herself and Xue Muqing at the beginning: "Don't you have medicine, won't you take it yourself if you want anything?" Why bother? Why ask for help? Ask...... It's better to ask for your own ......"

"It's better to ask for others than for yourself-" Su Yu muttered, thinking that he would ask Su to let him and Xue Muqing reconcile, but it was always unattainable, and the depressed breath in his heart rose again, and he poured a sip of wine, and dropped the cup and wine jug: "It's useless to ask for someone...... Seek for yourself, but you will not get it. "Her life is like a joke.

Going around and around, all the tragedies she knew seemed to be confirmed one by one, and the meaning of her life and returning to three years ago seemed to be to verify those tragedies with her own eyes, just to experience all the tragedies once.

Su Yu remembered four words--repeating the mistakes of the past-isn't she repeating the mistakes of the past?

I want to change, but I can't seem to change anything, I want to break free, but I seem to be stuck in the quagmire.

"The slave knows, the slave understands what the young lady means, the slave and the maid will not live up to the young lady-"

Su Yu felt as if he had really heard Si Qi's voice, and when he fixed his eyes, there was no one.

It was too cold, the wind was blowing, and Su Yu's wine also woke up a little, and he came over with the sobering soup to his mother, and his voice was very surprised: "The slave just walked away for a while, why did you drink all the wine, Miss." ”

Su Yu obediently drank the decanting soup brought to his mother, and looked around at his mother: "Has anyone been here?" ”

Su Yu was still a little confused: "Mom, I have a headache, help me go back to rest." ”

Xiang Mother helped Su Yu, looked at the things left in the courtyard again, and shuddered: "That's it, let's clean it up tomorrow." ”