0838 Dignity and love taken away
Bao Tingran continued: "This year, don't talk about the yellow flower girl, even if the rotten goods who keep having abortions are willing to follow you, it will be your blessing." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Although I also have self-esteem, the most worthless thing right now is self-esteem, and I can only succumb to reality. I don't have any other requirements, as long as I don't want to be a young lady, then, even if I am divorced, I am willing to get married.
"I don't mind divorce with children, but divorced with children will mind me, because such a woman also has to consider whether I can afford to raise a child, and even ask me not to have my own children, I must treat her children wholeheartedly, otherwise it will be unfair to her children, and she can't let her children suffer the slightest grievance.
"But I can't do it, I didn't marry to meet my biological needs, otherwise I could have solved it with my own hands. I got married so that I could pass on the family to the old Bao family, this is my mission, and I solemnly promised my father. So, it doesn't matter how many times I have to make up for it, as long as I can give birth to a child who is truly my own, that's fine.
"This world is so cruel. Don't blame me for being vulgar, if you want to blame, blame this despicable society! They have been clothed and fed since birth, they have what they want, they are disease-free all day long**, and they can say a lot of disgusting literary and artistic words when they sneeze, what about us? We're not living, we're not even surviving, we're gasping for breath in the first place! Take a breath in success! ”
This is all Bao Tingran's own psychological activity, so he has no scruples about saying it, but where can Lu Chen stand this? Listening to it was red-faced and embarrassed. Although Zhang Xiaoying used to often hang out with a gang of gangsters and was used to hearing foul language, Yu Guo was in front of her, and she was inevitably a little uncomfortable, so she blushed.
The more Bao Tingran spoke, the more sad and angry she became: "Finally, I found a girlfriend, she is divorced, she used to meet unladylike people, men beat and scolded her all day long, and she couldn't stand it before she divorced." The man is richer, but he has a rough temperament, which makes her fully realize that the most important thing for a man is not to be rich, but how much he loves women! ”
Lu Chen and Zhang Xiaoying couldn't help but think: "That's a good thing to say. Of course, if Yu Guo wasn't in front of them, they wouldn't have thought of this.
Yu Guo saw that Bao Tingran couldn't control his emotions, so he said: "Don't be so excited, you can be quiet and talk well." ”
Bao Tingran lowered his head dejectedly, and said after a while: "This girlfriend thinks that I am honest and responsible, it doesn't matter if I have no money, I am positive and enterprising after all, and the two of us can work together!" Later, I heard Uncle Zheng say that I might be promoted to deputy director, and my salary would rise to at least four thousand five or even more, and there would be dividends at the end of the year, can you imagine how happy I am?
"I called my girlfriend the same day and said I was going to have a meal with her and celebrate, even if I haven't fulfilled my position yet, but it's an unstoppable trend. My girlfriend was also very happy for me when she found out, and we agreed to meet at a high-grade restaurant that day, although it was not a weekend, but there were too many people on the weekend, and there were no discounts, and we couldn't even book a table.
So, I took an afternoon off to enjoy the world with her. Even if it is discounted on weekdays, this meal is more than 400 yuan, which is more than the food cost of my unit canteen for a whole month! But what is this money? My life will get better and better in the future, I am willing to do it!
"What's more, for the sake of my beloved woman, this girl, like my father, is currently my dearest! So, we met as promised, and the restaurant was on the second floor. We ate and laughed, and my heart melted, and I felt that life was not so embarrassing and sad, but also had a happy side.
"I was immersed in happiness and hope, and as soon as I got out of the hallway, my girlfriend accidentally bumped into someone else, but it really didn't mean to. But the other party scolded me, and I kept holding back, but my girlfriend argued with reason, and the other party became more and more angry, and even wanted to do it.
"I was afraid that my girlfriend would suffer, so I pulled her hard, but she looked at me in surprise, she was very aggrieved, and seemed to think that I was particularly cowardly...... Cowardice, you know? For a man, cowardice means another sentence: you are not a man! What a humiliation is this? However, I can't afford to provoke the other party at all, and neither can she afford to provoke her, so I try to let her not cause trouble, is this wrong? ”
Yu Guo asked: "How many people are there in this 'other party' you are talking about?" I mean, why do you think the other person can't be messed with? Or can you see that the other party has revealed a sign of identity, and their status is noble, which you can't offend? ”
Bao Tingran was silent, and after about ten seconds, he said indignantly: "There is only one, and it doesn't look like a rich man...... But this man is tall and big, estimated to be more than 1.95 meters, and he is very strong, just like a bear, maybe 300 pounds......"
Yu Guo can be said to be absolutely invincible in the city of Jiaodong, so he has never considered the physical gap between mortals, and this time he suddenly thought: "Being an ordinary person is really difficult." Especially in today's world, the powerful oppress the rich, the rich oppress the poor, and among the poor, there are also big bullies and thin ......"
Bao Tingran said: "I kept backing down, which caused strong dissatisfaction from my girlfriend, and she finally said to me: 'Bao Tingran, are you still a man?' I don't like men being too violent, but I also don't want men to be wretched. Could you at least protect me like a man, instead of letting me live like a turtle? ’
"I immediately felt very humiliated, but the big man began to sarcastically mock me, and it was extremely ugly. I really couldn't take it anymore and got into a fight with him. But I was very scared of him after all, so he kept insulting me, and I fought with reason, but he suddenly scolded my mother, my mother has been dead for many years, how can I stand it? I reluctantly replied.
But he immediately got angry and slapped me suddenly. His hand was about the size of my face, and now half of my face was swollen, and my nosebleed came out, and I was stunned. My girlfriend not only didn't feel sorry for me, but she was even more disappointed, shouting, 'How can a man stand like this when he is beaten?' ’
"I couldn't bear it anymore, so I fought back, but who am I his opponent? He slapped me a few times in a row, and I was beaten to the point that I was dizzy, and then he punched me three times in a row in the face, chest, and abdomen, and I was smashed and rolled on the ground, not to mention parrying, I couldn't even stand up, the gap between us was too big......
"He couldn't be forgiving, and began to rip off my clothes and pants, and I was beaten to the point that my face was covered in blood, my nose was bruised, my face was swollen, and I was even a little delirious. He stripped me naked, sent me straight out of the window and onto the landing on the second floor, and then plugged the doors and windows upside down.
"I woke up slightly, I wanted to open the window, but I couldn't open it, my face was full of blood, naked, but I couldn't go downstairs at all, more and more people below were watching, giggling and laughing, and even shooting with mobile phones, fortunately, my face was already bloody, and it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, it was very dark, and no one should be able to recognize me.
"And my girlfriend, who thinks it's too embarrassing, has long since run away. I saw that the second floor was not too high, so I forcibly jumped down all at once, but fortunately I didn't break my leg, but my whole body was still numb, and my internal organs were reversed. There was a nice guy who threw me a torn towel to cover the important parts, and I ran fast before the police came......
There was a discussion about this on the Internet that night, and it became more and more powerful, and netizens were very happy to discuss it, and they never paid attention to the feelings of the parties. I used to say something innocuous about irrelevant comments, just like them, but now I understand that it's all cyber violence.
"I don't know how I got through the rest of the day, I don't want to go to work anymore, fortunately, I have five days of annual leave, so I took it early, even with the weekends before and after, a total of nine days, annual leave is not something that can be asked casually, fortunately, Uncle Zheng took care of me and allowed me to cut first and then play, otherwise the application would have to wait a month to be approved. My dad asked me what was wrong, and I didn't answer.
"The only thing I think can be considered a faint hope is my girlfriend, she and my dad are the two pillars that keep me alive. But when I texted her again, she didn't reply. Three text messages in a row, different times, but not a single response.
I panicked and hurriedly called, but I didn't answer the phone, and I was horrified to find that WeChat and QQ friends were unilaterally deleted by her, and even set up an order that I was not allowed to see the space...... I finally understood that she had completely abandoned me because I had disgraced her...... She doesn't want to recognize me anymore......
"She has been looking for a job, and I don't have a unit for the time being, and I can't find her at all! And her hometown is not in Jiaodong City, so I don't know where her home is. All in all, I completely lost all news of her! All I know is her name!
"I thought that it was not easy for us to come together after a lot of hardships, but now it seems that it is just a fragile dream...... I suddenly felt like my whole world was crumbling, my whole universe was dead......! No! No! Why am I so miserable? Is this how it should be?
"Impossible! Is this how an honest and motivated person like me should end up like this? The grievances and anger that I had suppressed for a long time were like nuclear weapons, capable of destroying everything I saw...... I want revenge! The source is all to blame on that Zhang butcher! He ruthlessly took away my life, my dignity, and my love! ”
Lu Chen and Zhang Xiaoying didn't feel anything wrong, but Yu Guo was stunned: "What? Zhang Butcher? You mean, the person who beat you is called Butcher Zhang? Is it a nickname? He immediately remembered the butcher Zhang who had become a night demon in the last days.
Obviously, Butcher Zhang was originally tall enough, according to Bao Tingran's description, at least one meter and ninety-five, but after being infected by the Night Demon virus, he became even taller, more than two meters. It seems that this person is not a good thing in this mainline world, at least, this person should not bully a group like Bao Tingran, this is pure bullying and a moral issue.
Of course, Bao Tingran has never seen the dark version of Butcher Zhang in the last days, otherwise he should really be glad that he was only humiliated by the human version of Butcher Zhang, otherwise, it would not only be a matter of humiliation.