Chapter 64

"What does Admiral Ji mean by this?" Rong Yi's hand holding the doorknob was slightly forced, he tried his best to maintain the calm on his face, but his heart was turbulent.

He knew that Ji Chu had been in a high position for many years, and he had already developed his ability. He also thought early on that maybe he had an independent consciousness, and it was very likely that he would be discovered by the beginning of the season.

But now it seems that Ji Chu may not only have found out, but also seems to have known it for a long time, and even his previous moves, he saw it.

"Literally." Ji Chu rubbed the pen in his hand, and his face was kind.

"This time is also troublesome for Dr. Rong." Ji Chu smiled and raised his hand to make a gesture of love.

Rong Yi's eyes were dark, and he couldn't see what he was thinking, he tugged at the corners of his mouth, closed the door and strode into the corner of the corridor.

In the ward, Lin Yan seemed to be a little relieved, and Wang Manman felt a little uneasy when she watched her go from crying to collapse to now looking at the wall of the hospital bed in a daze.

She still knows a little about Rong Yi's affairs, and since the beginning of the system, she has participated in the planning and operation of the system on Lin Yan's side.

Although Rong Yi doesn't care much about this side of things, he has been aware of his independence since the time he revealed that he has an independent consciousness. Wang Manman himself was vaguely aware that Rong Yi seemed to have some agreement with the military.

As a result, she watched with her own eyes that the love system between two people, which was supposed to be between you and me, suddenly turned into a sadomasochistic plot that could not be spoken.

Their love together is forbearant and sweet, and many times along the way, she is actually a little moved as a bystander.

Probably sometimes love is always like this, not as vigorous as TV and movies. Along the way, there are all kinds of suffering, all kinds of difficulties like that.

The chicken soup says that as long as you love each other enough and are tough enough, there will always be a happy ending.

Wang Manman sighed inaudibly, turned around and walked out of the ward, but bumped into Ji Boyan head-on.

"How is Lin Yan?" Ji Boyan asked in a low voice.

"It's a little unacceptable, it seems that Dr. Rong hit her quite hard." Wang Manman paused: "You want to go in to see her?" ”

"Hmm."

"Pay attention to the patient's emotions." Wang Manman admonished, pushing the cart with the medicine and walked away.

Ji Boyan straightened his military uniform and slowly knocked on the door twice, and Lin Yan in the house raised her teary eyes and glanced at him: "Come in." ”

Her voice was hoarse, and her tone was slightly shaky.

Ji Boyan walked over lightly and reached out to touch the top of her head. Lin Yan was still a little choked, she could see that she had just stopped crying, there was a lot of toilet paper stacked in the trash can under her hospital bed, and her quilt was full of traces of tears wetting.

Ji Boyan looked at her somewhat red and swollen eyes, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

"I'm sorry for what." Lin Yan turned around and asked him.

"I didn't let you see Rong Yi for the last time, and I didn't protect you." Ji Boyan stretched out his hand and rubbed her fingers, Lin Yan subconsciously retracted, Ji Boyan looked at his empty hand and pulled the corners of his mouth.

"I've worked you in the system this time."

"It's supposed to be done, but it's you, shouldn't you go to the action?" Lin Yan raised her head, her small face under the long hair was pointed because of emaciation, but a pair of misty eyes looked extremely moving.

"I'll rush over overnight in a while, so I'm not worried so I'm going to come and see you." Ji Boyan glanced at the somewhat dark sky outside the window, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little far-fetched.

Lin Yan followed his gaze and saw that the sky was dark, and the sunset in the distance sprinkled afterglow, and the sky on the other side showed an orange gradient.

"What's not to worry about, the physical illness has been cured, and you can live for a long time, except for ......" Lin Yan sighed when she said this, she turned her head to look at Ji Boyan, and asked with some hesitation: "...... he"

"I'll see you again when I have a chance, don't cry." Ji Boyan stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears surging in her eyes, and it was rare to speak softly.

"Really?" Lin Yan's voice was a little choked, and she listened carefully with some desolation.

"I kid you not." Ji Boyan rubbed her long hair, and said in a low voice: "Wait for me to come back, Lin Yan." ”

"Gotta come back." Lin Yan stretched out her hand, Ji Boyan hooked the corners of her mouth, and reached out to high-five her.

Then Ji Boyan got up and gave her a military salute, turned around and strode out of the ward. His leather boots clattered on the ground, echoing through the corridor, and Lin Yan could even imagine him striding forward in his crisp military uniform.

The days in the system were like a dream, and she entered the system twice. Ji Boyan met for the first time, and Rong Yi met for the second time. They are all exceptionally good men, and they can hold up the best praise in the world.

Lin Yan leaned on the side of the bedside of the hospital bed, and she could still remember what she looked like when she first met Ji Boyan. Ji Boyan was probably similar to the appearance in the back at that time, the standard configuration of the president and the male protagonist, and all kinds of formal clothes were set off every day.

At first, she always felt that maybe Rong Yi was the setting of the male protagonist, but then she thought about it, maybe Ji Boyan was more suitable. The children of high-ranking cadres can be domineering and gentle, he has to carry dangers, and he can be infinitely beautiful when it is beautiful.

may also be more suitable for the setting of the male partner. The face she saw was always warm and clear. From the moment she saw Rong Yi, she should have thought of it. But the first time she entered the system, she was given too many misunderstandings, and if she could have seen it earlier, maybe they would have spent a little more time together.

Lin Yan looked at the lights outside the window, dotted with starlight in the night sky, like a spark. She didn't know how long she had been asleep, and she felt groggy and breathing.

After so many years of illness, to be honest, she has long lost hope, but people always seem to be so interesting, you tell yourself that it is impossible, but you still imagine again and again what it would be like if you did it all over again or if there was a miracle.

Just like herself, her heart seems to be like dead ashes, but she still wants to pounce when she sees the light.

She has no relatives, no lovers, and few friends. In the past five years, she has seen all kinds of medical devices the most, and the most counted is the number of drops.

Rong is also in the system, like a warm light in this gray world. She wants to get closer, and she is not afraid to burn to ashes.

Lin Yan is lying in the real world now, and she actually can't understand why she knew that she wanted to separate, but she still had to pounce on it without hesitation.

She felt like she had been pricked by a needle in her heart now, and she couldn't speak bitterly, but she didn't regret it at all.

Suppose everything in this world has been done all over again, are you willing to go through the things of the previous life again?

In fact, many times we go to anger and say no, I will live a new self again. But in fact, if you think about it again, you still want to meet those people, those things, those warm memories again. Even if you do it all over again, you still don't want to miss it.

"They forgot to turn on the lights for you?" Rong also pressed the switch on the wall.

The ward was suddenly illuminated by the light, and Lin Yan's eyes ached. Lin Yan saw him come in, and shrank back to face him.

"I'm sorry I'm late for something." Rong Yi walked over and glanced at her red and swollen eyes.

"What's wrong?" He stretched out his hand to rub Lin Yan's somewhat red and swollen eyes, and his tone was gentle.

"Nothing." Lin Yan subconsciously shrank back, Rong Yi's fingers were a little stiff, and he quietly retracted it.

"Isn't Dr. Yung off work?" Lin Yan's tone was a little detached, and her voice was a little hoarse.

Rong Yi sat on the edge of her bed, and the street lamp outside the window was right at the window of the hospital room, reflecting mottled shadows through the dense foliage. He is wearing a dark blue shirt today with a white patch on his chest. His facial features are three-dimensional and handsome, and he looks particularly handsome under the reflection of the lights.

"It's already off work, come and accompany you." Rong Yi said softly: "By the way, I brought you some porridge, let's drink it while it's hot." ”

Lin Yan lowered her eyes and was silent for a while, and whispered, "I'm sorry Doctor Rong, I don't really want to see you now." ”

Rong Yi took the action of porridge for a moment, and his eyes were a little complicated: "Because of the system? ”

"Yes." Lin Yan replied quickly, so that Rong Yi didn't know what to say next.

"Isn't it different?"

"The appearance is the same, the others, probably different......" Lin Yan actually felt the most Rong Yi in the system, in reality, she almost except for some contact with the condition, she didn't know much about Rong in reality.

She didn't know if it was because of her profession, and the appearance in front of her always felt cold and cold.

"I see." Rong Yi nodded: "Then drink the porridge first." ”

"Then you go out first." Lin Yan's voice was already a little crying, she was out of the system on the first day now, and the whole person was in a very panicked state.

On the one hand, she misses Rong Yi in the system very much, and on the other hand, she is a little scared in the face of this real world.

She at least has Rong Yi in the system to rely on, and if there is something to say, she will fall, because she knows that there must be Rong Yi following her behind.

But now, even though her illness has recovered, she feels extremely panicked.

Helpless and somewhat afraid. No friends, no loved ones, no place to stay. She has been in the hospital for treatment all year round, and she doesn't even have money. Although the medical institution did it for her in a charitable nature, how to go after that, it is not like there are hundreds of thousands of dollars for her to spend as soon as the system comes out.

"Okay." Rong Yi put down the porridge and got up and walked out of the ward.

Lin Yan hugged her chest, first sobbing quietly, and then turning into a loud cry.

She was really scared.

Rong Yi leaned against the door of the ward, his eyes were deep and complicated, and Lin Yan's cry was like a sharp knife cutting his heart one by one.

A ord love letter：

Why is there always so much suffering in love, and it is really so difficult to be together?