That day, Fang Jingtang invited Yun He to a dormitory person to dinner, Xiao Weier was drunk like mud, Chen Qi and Ping'an carried her back to the dormitory alone.

When Yun He was about to follow, Fang Jingtang grabbed her, and he asked her, "What do you think of me?" ”

"It's good-looking, good-looking, good grades, good popularity, and even a good voice." Yun He did not compliment or perfunctory, and said very seriously.

"Do you like me, then?" He continued.

Yun He tilted his head and glanced at him, Fang Jingtang was a little nervous: "Maybe I like it!" ”

After hearing this, Fang Jingtang smiled and grabbed her hand: "Then are you willing to be my girlfriend?" ”

Yun He shook his head: "No." ”

In fact, she herself doesn't know whether she likes him or not, she always thinks that others are very good, and he is good everywhere, but unfortunately he is not the person she wants to find.

"Why?" He hesitated.

"I'm not good." She said.

Fang Jingtang continued to ask unwillingly: "I think you are very good." ”

Yun He shook his head: "I have a bad personality, I am not kind enough, I am still indifferent and ruthless, and I am always useless." ”

"Do you mean to reject me by saying that?" Fang Jingtang looked at her, a trace of sadness crossed his eyes, and he looked like a person.

Yun He glanced at him and hurriedly turned his head away, as if she saw the sad face of the drunk young man that afternoon, like thousands of ants crawling into his body, gnawing at her, and the pain that croded her bones.

"Fang Jingtang, how about we make a promise?" Yun He said.

"What a promise."

"I promised you to be your girlfriend today, but one day, you found out what I said about my shortcomings, and you couldn't bear it, and you told me that I was separated peacefully." Yun He said quietly, not interested in feelings.

In fact, Yun He is selfish, she can't forget Qin Zhen on her own now, she knows it herself, so she wants to use Fang Jingtang to make him forget that young man, they are so similar, so she will like Qin Chen, she will definitely like Shang Jingtang, she puts her feelings for Qin Zhen into Fang Jingtang, after a long time, she may really be able to forget it.

Fang Jingtang didn't know what she was thinking, but he smiled: "Okay!" ”

After that night, Xiao Weier and Yun He spent less time together, and although they would talk to her, they would always say something not very good.

It's nothing more than that you won't be better for long, and sooner or later you will be separated.

After listening to it, Ping An would always refute a few words for Yun He.

But what about Yunhe! It's like she can't hear it, she can do whatever she has to do, Fang Jingtang looked for her, she went out with Fang Jingtang, she tried to make herself like Fang Jingtang, but the process seemed a little difficult.

On this day, Fang Jingtang and Yun He were walking on the street after eating, and the feeling between the two of them was that they were a couple, which seemed a little reluctant, and they were not far away from each other and were separated by a fist.

Fang Jingtang bought her an ice cream, and Yun He took a bite, some sweet and some cold.

"I forgot that you don't like to eat sweets." Fang Jingtang woke up like a dream and regretted it a little.

"It's okay, I don't like it, I can't say I hate it, it's okay to eat, I'm sober with ice." She said and took another bite.

She remembered that very hot summer, the bottle of mineral water at room temperature, and remembered that he said that girls should touch less cold things, and he said that he often saw her eat some ice things, so that she could eat less, which was not good for her health.

The more she thought about it, the faster the ice cream ate, as if she was going to eat it all in one bite, as if she was throwing a tantrum with someone.

Fang Jingtang was startled when he saw it: "If you don't like to eat, throw it away, don't sit and force yourself." ”

Yun He ignored him and insisted on eating the ice cream, and his head hurt a little after eating.

"I can't help but force myself to do things I don't like." Yun He said: "You gave me this ice cream, even if I don't like it, I will eat it." ”

Fang Jingtang's eyes flickered after hearing this, and he was moved: "If you really don't like it, sue me, I won't blame you." ”

Yun He just smiled.

She won't express her feelings to anyone, and she may not be able to say the most sincere words and true thoughts in her heart, how cowardly and hypocritical it is for a person like her to write even the day like a running account, and she doesn't dare to write her true thoughts at all.

She doesn't even trust herself in this world, who else can she trust? Who do you want to talk to?

The night breeze blew coolly, and the louder the noise around them, the quieter they became.

Fang Jingtang looked at the silent Yun He and said, "I always feel as if you are shrouded in sadness. ”

"That's right, the more you grow up, the more sad you become, because you will find that you are not the center of the world, the people who should be missed are missed, and the old people go to the new people, isn't this growth!" Yun He said and smiled at him.

Fang Jingtang looked at her, his eyes flashed slightly, as if he remembered something: "Growth!" Sometimes it's sad. ”

Yun He shook his head: "Fortunately, there are new people who will fill the vacancies of the old people." ”

Fang Jingtang looked at him, his dark eyes darkened: "Whose position am I filling?" ”

Yun He glanced at him in surprise, at that moment she felt as if she had been seen through, but after thinking about it, no one had ever stood in Fang Jingtang's position, she shook her head: "In this position, you are the first." ”

"I'd rather be the last one." Fang Jingtang took her hand: "Your hands are so small." ”

"That's because your hands are too big." Yun He shook the hand he was holding tightly, and smiled like a flower.

Fang Jingtang also grinned: "It's good to be together like this, you don't belong to others, and I don't belong to others, the two of us rely on each other to survive." ”

Yun He looked at her eyebrows and smiled without saying a word, as quiet as a dummy.

If that's the case, so good!

Yun He was about to go back to the dormitory to sleep after class that day, but she didn't expect Zhou Ziyao to call her, so she had no choice but to run to the food stall at the school gate to find him.

When Yun He saw him, he was eating happily: "Why did you come to me again, you didn't bring your daughter-in-law, your daughter-in-law won't be angry!" ”

Zhou Ziyao waved his hand: "Don't mention it, I came to you after I quarreled with her." ”

"What's wrong?" Yun He sat across from him, took his bowl, and ate seriously.

"You say my daughter-in-law is beautiful, I also admit it, good guy, a few boys invited her out to dinner at night, she actually went, and she was not afraid of any intentions for her, I said her, he was still angry with me." Zhou Ziyao was like an injured little daughter-in-law, and she was about to cry when she was wronged.

"Did she do anything?" She said as she shoved the wontons from the bowl into her mouth.

"It's okay, fortunately, those people are decent men and gentlemen, otherwise it's useless to cry."

"It's okay, you go back and comfort her, it won't help if you run over and tell me, after all, the little life is the two of you, and it's always bad for me to bother." She picked up the bowl and drank the soup.

Seeing this, Zhou Ziyao shouted: "You should leave me a little!" ”

"How about a bowl of wontons, how about accompanying you for a day."

"Deal."

"Then, the boss will have another bowl of ravioli." Yun He shouted.

Zhou Ziyao's face was black: "What is half a bowl of wontons?" ”

"You've eaten! I came over as soon as I got out of class, and I starved to death without eating, so you can give me a bowl of wontons with kindness. Yun He looked at Zhou Ziyao pitifully.

"Come on, it's not been a day or two since you lied to me."

So the wontons came, Yun He protected them while eating, and Zhou Ziyao took the spoon to act when he saw the opportunity.

Seeing this, the proprietress who was making wontons on the side said: "If you don't eat enough and ask for another bowl, it looks miserable for two people to grab it." ”

Zhou Ziyao said: "She ate half a bowl of my wontons just now, how can I grab this bowl back, boss, you don't understand the fun of the two of us." ”

The proprietress smiled: "It's really a little strange that young people are having fun now." ”

Yun He was very dissatisfied and said: "I don't have this kind of bad taste for him, he has been grabbing things from me since he was a child, and he will cry at every turn, I look down on you." ”

"Hey, eating is eating, not revealing people." Zhou Ziyao said dissatisfiedly, causing the people around him to laugh, but it was a little lively.

didn't eat a few bites of the wonton, and Yun He saw Fang Jingtang walking towards him.

She was stunned for a moment, Zhou Ziyao seized the opportunity to move her bowl in front of her, and hurriedly ate two bites.

It's just that for Yun He, who has no next move, he has encountered it for the first time, and he can't help but lose some interest in grabbing something to eat.

"Eat your wonton, you're still not happy, pay you back." Zhou Ziyao pushed the wonton in front of her, and the force was a little fierce, and the soup spilled on her clothes, which made Yun He scream in fright.

"Rub." Zhou Ziyao dragged two pieces of paper and handed them to her.

Fang Jingtang stood behind Zhou Ziyao and didn't go over, just looked at them quietly, Fang Jingtang's appearance made her think of the silent teenager.

"Why are you here?" Yun He asked softly.

Zhou Ziyao followed Yun He's gaze and turned his head to see Fang Jingtang standing behind him, he was startled, his sword eyebrows condensed slightly, glanced at Yun He, and stood up silently.

"Hello, my name is Zhou Ziyao, and I am Yun He's brother." Zhou Ziyao introduced himself in this capacity for the first time.

Yun He was taken aback, and Fang Jingtang was also stunned.

"I'm Yun He's boyfriend Fang Jingtang." When he said this, Zhou Ziyao was not surprised at all.

It's just that the atmosphere between the two people is a little weird, Yun He lowered his head and silently ate the few remaining wontons in the bowl.

"You brothers and sisters don't have the same surnames?" Fang Jingtang asked.

"Well, for a few reasons." Zhou Ziyao was talking serious nonsense, and Yun He smiled and didn't pierce him: "So today I want to get together with my sister alone." ”

Fang Jingtang did not refuse, nodded and left, and said at the end: "Have fun." ”

After Fang Jingtang left, Yun He couldn't help laughing: "I didn't expect your bragging talent to be so good." ”

Zhou Ziyao was a little dissatisfied after hearing this, and pouted: "In a sense, I am telling the truth. ”

"You've got a point."

Zhou Ziyao looked at Fang Jingtang's back as he walked away, and thoughtfully: "Ah He! ”

"What?"

"He's kind of like a guy."

"Yes." She didn't deny it.

Zhou Ziyao looked at her and shook his head helplessly: "So you'd rather find someone to replace him than accept him?" ”

"There is no substitution for whom, it's just that the time to meet is just right, and we are together." The melancholy in Yun He's eyes rippled again.

Zhou Ziyao said: "I saw him once not long ago, he has changed a lot, he has lost weight and is more energetic, but he talks less and his smile is gone." ”

Yun He's right hand dragged his left arm and kept rubbing, like a gesture of self-protection, and as if he was hesitating: "Is he doing well?" ”

"Looks good, he's just like you, he's found a replacement, I've seen it, it's very similar to you, except she's never been you."

Yun He's head lowered even harder, her eyes were moist unconsciously, and when the tears fell on the back of her hand, she was startled and didn't dare to blink when she opened her eyes, and her tears dried after opening her eyes for a long time, and her eyes were tired.

"If he likes it, it's fine."