The corridors of the hospital are quiet and empty, and the weather in June in the north is not too hot. It rained in the early morning, and the air was mixed with a slight moisture, gently blowing on Rong Yiqingjun's side face.

Lin Yan's ward is located in the quietest backyard of the hospital, the trees outside the window are lush, the golden sunlight shines through the lush foliage on the white checkered floor of the ward, and the shadows can also hear the chirping of unknown birds in the foliage.

Rong Yi had been standing outside the window outside Lin Yan's ward for a long time, looking through the small square window on the door, the person lying in the ward was thin, her long hair covered the white hospital bed, like the princess who couldn't wake up in a fairy tale.

He remembered that when his father first brought the girl into the house, she was five or six years old. A pair of eyes are big, long hair reaches to the waist, and her pointed little face is even more cute. As soon as she entered the house, she sat quietly on the sofa with the doll in her arms, and her father went back upstairs to make a long phone call as soon as he got home because of something, and asked him to take care of her.

He was only a teenager at the time, and his old man traveled all his life from north to south, and after making money, he left the company and devoted himself to volunteering and adventure activities. He rarely saw his father a few times a year, and when he saw him for the second time that year, he brought back a little girl.

He didn't know how to deal with this delicate little girl, and all he saw was an adoption certificate on his father's desk.

Lin Yan, former name: Lin Xiaoxiao. This Yan character is still a word that Rong Yi personally set for his sister when his mother was alive.

However, it was used on this girl.

That day, he stood at the door for a long time and looked at Lin Yan who was motionless on the sofa, the sun was very strong that day, and the curtains in the living room were not drawn. He saw that the little girl was sunburned and her forehead was covered with tiny beads of sweat.

But she held the doll and still didn't move.

At last he went over and took her by the hand, and took her to his little study next door, where he accompanied the girl to paint all afternoon.

He doesn't like to draw, this kind of thing should be done by Chen Weiyan, but he played Lego and sat quietly with her all afternoon. He found that it seemed that the girl in front of him became very relaxed as soon as she painted.

He found a lot of paintings that Chen Weiyan painted at his house in his spare time, and gave them to her to play.

Later, Lin Yan only stayed at his house for a week, and in the second week, an old couple from country H came to take her away.

At that time, he had just found Chen Weiyan and asked him to promise to teach this girl to draw. Later, when she left, Chen Weiyan complained about him for a long time, saying that he let him lose the opportunity to be a little teacher.

Rong Yi was thinking about what was going on with him, Chen Weiyan was really too naïve.

Later, he asked his father why he had sent the girl away. His father replied to him that he had no energy left to take care of him, and that having a stable family with healthy parents might make her mentally more sound.

At that time, Rong Yi wanted to refute his father, but in fact, he could take good care of him if he handed it over.

But it didn't work.

It was the second year after his father's death that he saw Lin Yan again, and the old man's travels in the early years fell into the root of his illness, and in the following years of teaching in the west, he became more and more strict. At that time, he had already returned from M University, and tried his best to keep the old man for a while, but he died soon after.

He was still giving medical presentations to the applicants, but the dean told him that he had a better chance of being directly involved in the United Nations health service.

So he remotely participated in the research of this condition called Lin's syndrome in China, and the patient was Lin Yan. He was a little vague about the name at the time.

But then after the video was opened, he still recognized Lin Yan at a glance who was quietly waiting for the doctor's various examinations in the ward.

It was still that girl, still in such an environment, so they started a five-year study of the disease.

They all joked that Dr. Yung was really a leader in the medical field, and he worked so hard no matter what he did. In fact, where do they know, what they say desperately, but they don't want the people they care about anymore to walk in front of them.

The leaves rustle in the wind outside the window, and Rong Yi stretched out his slender fingers and stayed on the doorknob for a while before opening the door.

The door creaked, and Rong Yi subconsciously looked at Lin Yan on the bed. He lowered his eyes self-deprecatingly, and the person in the bed couldn't wake up.

He walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, brought a stethoscope, and covered the stethoscope head in his hand before he began to listen to Lin Yan's heartbeat.

The heartbeat was weak, and he caught Lin Yan's pulse, which was weak.

Rong Yi took the stethoscope off his ear and reached out to cover Lin Yan's thin cheek. Her face was already small, and after being in a coma for such a long time, she was more than half thinner than when she came, and now her cheeks were not as big as the palms of her hands.

Even though he knew that the instrument could accurately monitor every indicator of her body, he still wanted to feel her pulse and heartbeat for himself.

She had been lying here with her eyes closed, and he was really afraid that one day, he would never wake up again.

Wang Manman pushed the cart past the hospital bed and saw that the door of the ward was slightly opened. She knew that Dr. Rong had come to see Lin Yan again.

I don't know if Dr. Yung is particularly concerned about the world's first case of illness, or because she is particularly concerned about this patient, but she always feels that Dr. Yung is particularly attentive to this patient who has just been transferred back to China.

Wang Manman cautiously pushed the car into the ward, and Rong Yi held Lin Yan's hand to stop Wang Manman from hanging saline.

"Now I'm starting to move to the freezer, and I'm now in charge of this patient's condition." Rong Yi's voice was firm and revealing a hint of coldness.

Wang Manman pursed his lips and said after a moment of silence: "The dean has always disagreed with you as the attending doctor, the world's first case of the disease has no experience, if you succeed, you are the pioneer of medicine." If you fail, your life will be ruined. ”

Strictly speaking, many people want to participate in the world's first case, and if they succeed, they want to get a piece of the achievement. Failure, these participants can also be said to be a condition that has never been involved, and failure is inevitable.

But in the eyes of the attending doctor, a failure is a failure. No matter how high your achievements are in the future, this matter will become your black spot.

After all, people in this world are always holding on to your faults, and your successes will be wiped out.

Rong is still young, but at the age of 30, he has become an expert in the hospital. The dean has always told him to just participate in this matter, and not to take on a big burden to be in charge of this matter. Recently, the reputation of their hospital in the medical field has become higher and higher, and many people are staring at them with fierce eyes, and they dare not slack off at all, lest others catch them for a little mistake.

Rong Yi was silent for a long time, his gaze soft, as if he wanted to melt the person on the hospital bed into his eyes as clear as a glacier. His fingers clenched Lin Yan's thin fingers, and his voice was hoarse:

"Wang Manman, you are the person who has been in contact with her for the longest time in the system, if it were you, would you bear it?"

Wang Manman looked away when she heard this, the birdsong outside the window annoyed her, she raised her eyes, and in front of her was the lifeless Lin Yan. Her first contact with Lin Yan was in the system.

She is a soft, tough person, and sometimes a poisonous mouth. always helps her with everything, even if Lin Yan herself knows that the characters in the system are all fictional.

Such a beautiful person, such a smart person. Wang Manman knew her, but not through the real world.

Doctors have seen more lives and deaths than they eat every day, and they have broken down and suffered until they finally become more and more apathetic and numb.

It is the doctors who save the patients, and it is the doctors who announce their deaths.

If one death is declared and it will collapse, then what are they still doing in this post. It's not that doctors are becoming more and more apathetic, it's that they're used to seeing death, because they know that death means the end.

Not everything has to be emotionally invested to redeem it, and beyond our ability, we must learn to let go.

But all exceptions, and that is when your relatives and friends lie in front of you and can't do anything. She had seen the doctor who performed the most surgeries and had the highest success rate trembling with nervousness when she received his wife's surgery. She had also seen Dr. Rong in front of her face when the United Nations heard that Lin Yan finally gave up if she didn't succeed.

Even if he had done that operation a million times, even if he knew that he would always prepare for the worst.

There was silence between the two men, except for the ticking of instruments between the wards and the laughter of patients walking outside the window.

Wang Manman opened his mouth: "Doctor Rong, who is Lin Yan yours?" ”

Rong Yiyan heard that the corners of his mouth rose into a beautiful arc, and his voice was hoarse and soft: "That was the first girl in my life." ”

"Did you know that your number jù is used in the system?"

"Yes." Rong Yi helped Lin Yan straighten the broken hair in front of her forehead: "I know how close I am to her, I know what her personality is, what she looks like when she laughs, and what tone she speaks." ”

Wang Manman pursed her lips, and sighed in her heart, she cautiously probed: "You tampered with the system? ”

Rong Yiyan rubbed the corners of his forehead when he heard this, and got up to help Lin Yan tuck the corners of the quilt, his back was tall and slender, and the white coat reflected a faint halo in the sun.

"I'm a doctor, how could I tamper with the military system." Rong Yi turned around and smiled, and reattached the stethoscope to his neck.

He turned around and walked past Wang Manman's side, and said in an almost inaudible tone: "Sue Lin Yan to stay away from Ji Boyan, that is not the goal of her strategy." ”

Wang Manman's eyes widened, and he watched straight at Rong Yi's back disappearing into the corner outside the door. She looked at Lin Yan on the hospital bed and cried out in her heart.

Boss, how capable you are. Now things are completely out of her control.

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