78 078 Finale
Su Yu stood in Tallinn with a broom, and Xiang Xiang's mother next to her originally wanted to help her do it, but Su Yu shook her head and didn't allow it, Xiang Ma felt distressed, so she could only hold an umbrella to shield Su Yu from the sun, while still carefully persuading: "Miss, come on, slave and maid, how can you do this work, Miss." β
Su Yu shook his head, and said that he told her the truth when she swept Tallinn away, but she didn't finish it back then, so she missed it, and now give her another chance to clean up Tallinn, and he told her how to still keep all her memories in the next life.
So no matter what, she had to do it herself.
Tallinn, stone stele, all of them seem to be the same in the past, but if you look closely, they are actually different, for example, when she met Xia Chuqing and Li Yushu, she still recognized it.
Now Li Yushu and Xia Chuqing will naturally not be there, however, it is impossible for Xue Muqing to appear behind her again.
Su Yu stood in place, tears flowing down inexplicably.
If what Mingxin said was true, if Xue Muqing knew what the result would be if he married her, then what kind of determination did he have to come to her back then?
She still hates Xue Muqing, she still can't forgive Xue Muqing - she hates that he selfishly intervenes and decides her life, and if she doesn't forgive him, she would rather die than tell her the truth.
If you don't forgive him, let Su Yu forget him.
It's not that they don't leave a trace after the breeze blows, they have been entangled for so long, they have already merged into each other and become each other's flesh and blood, they may be entangled endlessly, but he suddenly withdrew, and Su Yu seemed to have lost half of his body, confused, and depressed.
But if he died, at least she couldn't forget him in this life, at least she couldn't marry someone else in her life.
The autumn weather, with some heat and summer, from morning to afternoon, Su Yu did not eat or drink and finally swept this piece of Tallinn.
Tallinn is followed by a small grove that is not separated from each other, and there is even a path that leads into the forest.
In those years, she went back and forth to Dajue Temple so many times, but she never noticed that there was such a scene behind Dajue Temple.
Xiang's mother saw that she was going to the forest, and she was a little worried: "Miss, the sun is about to set, let's go back." β
Su Yu shook his head and walked straight into the forest.
The path is tortuous, but it is quite smooth, the forest is not big, it will suddenly open up after walking for a while, behind the forest is an open field, a small courtyard is built in the middle, there are four people in the open space of the small courtyard, one lying and three standing.
The three people should be first-class servants, one of them supported the other two to carry the lying man into the house, and then he turned around, as if he wanted to get out of the small courtyard, and then he saw Su Yu.
Su Yu naturally saw his appearance, it was Yanshu.
After following Xue Muqing away, Yanshu never went back, and Su Yu knew from Mrs. Xue that Xue Muqing released Yanshu as a slave before leaving.
I just don't know how he ended up here.
As soon as Yanshu saw Su Yu, he turned around and ran back, this appearance of being a thief naturally made Su Yu suspicious of him, and asked Xiang's mother to stop him, Su Yu pushed open the door of the house with anxiety, she didn't know what she was expecting or what she was afraid of.
The person who was lying down, even though he was thin and pale, Su Yu knew that it was Xue Muqing.
Stretched out his finger and poked it lightly, feeling that this was real and not an illusion, Su Yu couldn't help but scold him: "Liar!" β
Obviously not dead, but he lied to her and caused her to shed so many tears in vain - she knew early on that this person had always been so hateful.
But suddenly she didn't hate it.
He's alive, and that's better than anything else.
Seeing her actions, Yanshu hurriedly knelt aside: "Madam, you better let my young master go!" He is like this...... It won't last a few months, so why should you ...... To disturb his last peace? β
Su Yu was stunned - did he really treat Xue Muqing too harshly before?
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In late autumn, the weather outside is getting cooler, and there is hot spring water in Zhuangzi, so if you don't go out, you can't feel the change of seasons.
Not conscious? Well, then she called a doctor every day and pricked him with one silver needle after another; Can't eat? Okay, she directly ordered someone to force him down.
On that day, he forcibly ordered someone to take Xue Muqing back to Zhuangzi, and Yanshu also came back, for her daily torture of Xue Muqing, Yanshu has become numb from the initial prayer.
Probably because she had seen too much and didn't dare to provoke Su Mu again, she was afraid that she would come up with another way to toss Xue Muqing, or maybe it was because even if she was tortured by Su Su every day, Xue Muqing's body gradually became more and more vibrant, and she was no longer as thin as before.
Of course, the more reason is probably due to Su Yu's bulging lower abdomen.
In addition to "torturing" Xue Muqing, most of the rest of the time, Su Yu asked people to help Xue Muqing knead his legs, and he read him a new book outside, telling him what had happened in the past few months.
Even though he never woke up, even if he never gave her any response, she persevered.
Of course, it is too difficult for her to change into a gentle and virtuous woman overnight, so occasionally, she will gently scold him in his ear, repeat the "wrong things" he has done in his two lives, and softly threaten him that if he dies, he will definitely marry someone else.
On a whim, he put his hand on her lower abdomen and whispered to him: "How hateful do you say you are? said that he would let me go and fulfill me, but he came to this one, saying that he would let me forget you and live the life I wanted, but with your child, how can you let me forget you? β
"You must have done it on purpose, thinking that even if you are reconciled, I can't forget you if I have a child, so I can only take the child to be a widow for you-" Su Yu put his other hand on his face: "Let me tell you, I won't be so stupid, do you think you can trap me like this?" If you die, I will definitely remarry, not only to remarry, but also to remarry with your child, I will never return this child to the Xue family, this child will follow someone else's surname and call someone else 'father', I will never tell him who his biological father is, he will never know that there is such a person as you in his life......" The fetus, who had been quiet, seemed to finally can't stand her chatter, and kicked her gently.
Su Yu was in pain and frightened, and it was a little novel that he had never experienced such a feeling in his life, and he was still in a daze, feeling that the hand covering his abdomen seemed to move slightly.
The fetus seemed to be soothed, and it fell silent.
*
Xue Muqing sat in the outer room, listening to Su Yu's heart-rending voice in the inner room, and the corner of the small few next to him was almost caught by him.
If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't stand up and walk now, and couldn't keep pacing to dispel his worries and tensions, he wouldn't be so powerless.
As soon as he left, he found out that he was pregnant, at first he was afraid that Xue Muqing would know so he hid outside the city, and later he was sad because he knew Xue Muqing's "death", the two months of torture of morning sickness, the sin of the exhausting travel, Xue Muqing was worried because he had to "take care" of him before he woke up, and he still had to worry about his legs and feet after waking up - Su Yu has not been doing well since she was pregnant.
Now, the retribution for "not cherishing" her body seems to be about to strike at the moment of birth, as if she wants to take revenge on her previous negligence.
Su Yu in the room suddenly fell silent.
"Ahh Xue Muqing was very worried: "Ah! β
But there was no one in it to answer him.
Xue Muqing forgot her legs and feet in a hurry, and it was difficult to even stand up yesterday, she got up and pushed open the door and went in, and saw Su Yu's place in the past holding her hand: "Ah? β
Because she knew that his legs and feet were not good, Xiang's mother, who had been guarding against him, saw him come in suddenly, and was startled and hurriedly came over to let him out, but Xue Muqing just held Su Yu's hand and didn't let go, besides, the section of the road just now had exhausted all his strength, and now he really can't move and can't get up.
Xiang's mother was helpless, so she could only let him.
Su Yu just lost her strength, slowly woke up again, and when she saw Xue Muqing beside her, she couldn't think of any taboos or not, she just scolded him: "Xue Muqing, you bastard!" β
"Okay, good bastard," Seeing that she still had the strength to scold, Xue Muqing reached out and stroked a few strands of her sweaty hair: "Ah Yu, you save some effort, and you can scold as much as you want in the future." β
Su Yu didn't have much time to scold him at the moment, just clenched his hand and listened to Wen Po's instructions, Xue Muqing let her hold his hand hard, hoping that he could replace him.
Finally, the child finally came out, and he didn't listen carefully to what Wen Po and Xiang said to his mother, but just whispered Su Yu's name, looking scared.
Su Yu came back to his senses for a long time, but he didn't even have the strength to speak, and when he heard Xue Muqing ask her to scold him or beat him, he could only give him a blank look.
Xue Muqing helped her wipe the sweat off her forehead: "Ah Yu, you are right, I am a bastard, I let you bear this when it is so dangerous to have a child, I really should-"
Su Yu shook his head and didn't let him say that word, Xue Muqing thought about it and said, "No matter whether this child is male or female, we won't have other children in the future, I don't want you to suffer such a crime." β
Su Yu was originally a little moved, but at this moment, he hugged the child to his mother, saying that it was a little young master, and showed it to Xue Muqing first, Xue Muqing looked at the child who had tormented Su Yu for a long time and finally came out, and looked a little disgusted: "It's so ugly." β
Su Yu turned his back and ignored him.
"Ahh I don't know why Su Yu's face suddenly changed again, Xue Muqing was a little uneasy, he was not afraid that Su Yu would scold him, scolding him at least and being willing to ignore him, ignoring him didn't even bother to tell him that the problem must be not small.
"I don't want to marry you anymore," Xue Muqing asked for a long time, Su Yu was a little upset, and finally turned around to look at him: "I don't want to marry you anymore." β
"We've said it before...... Why did you suddenly change your hexagram? Xue Muqing was a little dazed, and when she saw that Su Yu was about to turn her back again, she hurriedly grabbed her body and didn't let her move, and her tone was a little anxious: "Ah Yu, you have to at least tell me what I did wrong, you can't let me be confused, right?" β
"You're murdering me!" Su Yu was at a sensitive moment, and when he heard his tone, he cried, "You really dislike me!" β
"Where do I have?" Xue Muqing didn't know what she had done or what she had said, which made her think too much, and just as she was about to think about it carefully, Su Yu had already instructed her mother to order someone to "invite" Xue Muqing out.
After that, Su Yu sat in a double confinement and ordered people to stay outside, but Xue Muqing didn't see anyone once.
After the confinement was better, I was able to see people, but Su Yu still ignored him, they said before that they would return to Beijing after the child was born, but Su Yu did not have the slightest idea of leaving.
*
Su Yu was in a daze, and seemed to smell the smell of wine.
She used to love alcohol, but she hadn't drunk it for a long time, especially in the months when she was pregnant.
Now I feel like I'm hungry again.
It's a pity that as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw that it was Xue Muqing who was tempting her with good wine, so she snorted lightly, don't open her eyes and don't look at him.
After a while, I looked back at him againβwell, for the sake of the wine, forgive him for a moment.
In the past, when Si Qin was there, he always didn't let Su Yu drink more, but Xue Muqing didn't know, as long as she looked at him, he would pour her wine, no matter how good the amount of wine was, she would always get drunk, not to mention that she didn't have much opportunity to drink in her life, but after a while, her eyes became a little blurry.
But she was still looking at him.
Seeing the blush on her face, and the aggrieved look of wanting to drink it again but not being able to get it, Xue Muqing's throat moved, and she looked at the rest of the wine helplessly, and drank it herself.
Su Yu didn't rob him either, but after seeing that he had drunk it all, he couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved: "You don't give me wine." β
Before the wine came up, Xue Muqing's heart was confused for a moment, and he hurriedly took another big sip, suppressed that charming thought, and poured a glass for her: "Then tell me, why are you unwilling to marry me again?" β
Su Yu couldn't help but feel a little sad when he asked him like this: "You think I don't look as good as you." β
Xue Muqing was helpless: "When have I ever said such a thing?" Ah, you can't just wronged me. β
"It's said that my son Xiao's mother, if you just look at him, you dislike him for being ugly, you must be talking about me," Su Yu bit her lip: "It's strange that your husband is always not allowed to enter when she gives birth...... I must have looked very bad-looking at that time, and my face must have been very hideous, so you must have said that sentence to me. β
She came to her own conclusion: "Anyway, you just dislike me, anyway, I just don't want to marry you." β
Xue Muqing was angry and funny, how did he know that she could think so much with a casual word, so she could only peck her lips helplessly: "The wrinkled appearance of him when he was born, where can I see anything, I just dislike him for tossing you for too long, and I don't mean anything else." β
Seeing that Su Yu was still a little dazed, she knew that she couldn't think so much when she was drunk, so she hurriedly said: "He is now grown, not ugly at all, as good-looking as you are, better than me, no matter when, you are the best looking in my eyes." β
Su Yu pouted again: "Mingxin, that old monk said, in your eyes, the common people are more important, I am not important, if you don't say it, you must be very aggrieved in your heart." β
"How can I trust his nonsense, I'm just a layman, not as high-minded as him," Xue Muqing hurriedly said: "It's not important how people in the world are, you are important." β
Su Yu didn't seem to hear what he said, just stared at him in a daze, and then suddenly came over, licked his lower lip while he was unprepared, seemed to taste the smell of wine, and pried open his lips and teeth, wanting to find more.
Xue Muqing sighed helplessly-That's it, let's wait for her to wake up.
It turns out that a lot of things...... Drinking can solve it, so did he go around in such a big circle before and make her hate him so much?
And then there's ...... You must not get yourself drunk first next time.
The more drunk she became, the more sober he becameβshe messed with him and he couldn't do anything, it was torture.
*
Because he was worried about Su Jue's body and wanted to see what his brother looked like when he was born, Su Jue, who had been on the side, was almost angry when he heard Xue Muqing say not to give birth in the future.
He gave up his life for three years just to give him a life extension so that he could wait for his mother to save him, and that's what he did to himself?
Oh no, he's dead, she's here to watch her parents and keep them from messing around.
It's a disaster to have a pair of parents who don't have peace of mind......
She decided, it doesn't matter if she doesn't remember anything when she is born again, she must remember to hate him!
If he hadn't been able to understand people and lure the wolf into the house, he wouldn't have to do it again and again...... Although the timing was wrong in the previous life, I obviously had a chance to be born, but ...... But it still didn't work, and she had no choice but to possess a dying baby, and finally became their daughter, she still remembered that her mother still gave herself the same nickname, originally thought that even if there was no blood relationship, as long as it was still their daughter, it should be fine...... As a result, he actually agreed to leave and died, and he followed his mother to die.
And now he doesn't plan to give birth to her again? Regardless of it, it's all his fault anyway.