Su Yu didn't know what was going on with Xia Chuqing, she seemed to be determined to throw her son on Su Chuqing's side, and she didn't know what Xue Muqing said before, even Old Madam Xue didn't dare to take matters into her own hands to help Xia Chuqing take the child back.

It's just that Xue Muqing has been so busy recently that she almost can't even see the figure, up and down the entire mansion, except for Su Yu's own people, she can't support any other people, and even Su Yu's own people, what they want to do, there are many constraints.

As for Xia Chuqing's son, he still cries every day, Si Qin was supposed to recuperate, Si Qin's daughter was born with a difficult birth, which was not very good, and he tossed it every day, becoming more and more haggard - not to mention them, even Su Zhen himself, who was pierced by this magic sound every day, was also physically and mentally exhausted.

After crying for several days, Xia Chuqing seemed to finally remember that the child was born to her, ran to take a look, and then went back to find Mrs. Xue.

Old Madam Xue looked angry: "Su Clan, I don't know how vicious you are!" ”

Su Yu's face was inexplicable-this old lady Xue, don't you come to find trouble again, right?

"How do you practice Qing'er on weekdays, you know it in your own heart, although I haven't been used to it, but Qing'er didn't say anything, I can't interfere in the affairs between you, so I have to endure it," Old Madam Xue held back her anger: "It's just that you just grind Qing'er, why don't you even let go of a child?" ”

"What's wrong with me?" Su Yu was inexplicable: "Why didn't I let him go?" "It's because they don't let her go, whether it's Xue Muqing or his son, no one is worry-free.

"Madam-" Xia Chuqing burst into tears on the side: "I know that Madame, you have always been dissatisfied with me, but Rao is so, eldest brother, he is innocent after all, Madam, if you are angry in your heart, come at me...... Please don't hurt my child—"

Su Yu glanced at Xia Chuqing, and suddenly understood that Xia Chuqing was waiting for her here.

Su Yu asked himself with a sense of guilt, and he was inevitably a little angry and funny when he saw this: "You also need evidence to slander people, these days, I haven't even seen him, what happened to me?" I also want to say that you deliberately brought this child here just to toss me - Xia Chuqing, for the so-called competition for favor, you don't even let go of your own child, but I am impressed with you. ”

"Madame!" Xia Chuqing covered her heart: "Madam, if you really don't like this child, I will take it back, why do you slander me so much?" He was a piece of flesh that fell from me, how could I possibly do anything to hurt him. ”

The implication is that it must be Su Yu's fault?

Su Yu just wanted to refute, but Old Madam Xue was angry: "Enough! ”

"The child is raised by your side, and if something happens, it is naturally looking for you, whether you deliberately tossed it or because you deliberately ignored him and made him like this, isn't it all your fault?" Old Madam Xue stared at Su Yu: "Su Shi, I have been looking at you coldly all these years, and now I feel that you are becoming more and more disagreeable, it is time for you to know how to be a wife and a daughter-in-law——"

As soon as her words fell, Su Yu saw a group of sturdy servants coming in, Su Yu remembered what happened last time she was in Mrs. Xue's courtyard, and she still felt cold in her heart when she thought about it, and Xiang Mother and Boiling Snow and Sweeping Red came up to protect Su Yu when she saw this, and Xiang Mother blocked Su Yu: "Old Madam Xue!" What do you want to do! What kind of identity is my young lady, how can you humiliate her? ”

"After marrying into my Xue family for so many years, the people around me will be called 'Miss', in the final analysis, Su family, you still don't realize that you have married a wife," Old Madam Xue was not afraid of her mother: "What is the identity of the Su family?" She doesn't just rely on her good background so she is dustless now, and if she has such a temperament, she will divorce her wife in anyone's house-"

Su Yu sneered: "If you want to divorce your wife, why do you talk so much nonsense!" ”

"She has no fear of relying on the marriage given by the royal gift, and she is sure that our family can't do anything about her, right?" Old Madam Xue was not interrupted by Su Yu's words: "Since you can't divorce your wife, it's time to teach the Su family how to behave." ”

Xiang's mother was still protecting Su Yu's body, and she refused to give up at all to Old Madam Xue: "Old Madam Xue, what qualifications do you have to torture my young lady in private?" ”

"A mother-in-law teaches her daughter-in-law a lesson, what qualifications do you ask me?" Old Madam Xue smiled angrily: "Even if this matter is said, it is my reason, I don't know, who is Su, I can't even touch it." ”

Then she instructed those servants to step forward and pull away Xiang Mother and Boiling Snow Sweeping Red, she brought enough people, Xiang Mother and Boiling Snow Sweeping Red was invincible with two fists and four hands, and after a while, she was restrained, Su Yu was also caught by two servants, Old Madam Xue looked at her: "Su Shi, do you know the mistake?" ”

"What do I know is wrong?" Su Yu sneered: "Old Madam Xue, are you planning to continue to repeat your old tricks?" I killed my grandson last time, but I didn't enjoy it, and you don't plan to let me go this time? ”

"Just your sharp teeth!" Old Madam Xue was a little uncomfortable, but she still suppressed Su Yu tomorrow, and asked someone to beat Su Yu on the board.

Su Yu had suffered such humiliation, and stared at Old Madam Xue angrily: "You dare to beat me? My parents and grandfather never touched half a finger of me, who do you think you are? ”

"Since the Su family didn't teach you well-" Old Madam Xue became angry because of Su Yu's questioning: "Then it's not too late for me to teach you for them!" As for who you ask me, I am your mother-in-law, and I can't teach you a lesson? ”

"Mother-in-law?" Su Yu smiled: "Yes, a mother-in-law who can do something to her grandson, what is it to teach a daughter-in-law a lesson!" Mother-in-law! What a majestic mother-in-law! ”

Old Madam Xue was so excited by Su Yu, and her face was even more ugly: "Let's do it!" ”

Su Yu struggled for a moment to no avail, glaring at Old Madam Xue angrily, eager to eat her flesh and bones.

The expected board didn't seem to hurt so much, of course, it wasn't the mercy of those servants, but the fact that there was one more person on Su Yu's body, Si Qin lay on Su Yu: "Why are you beating my young lady!" ”

Su Yu's hands were restrained, and he could only look back at Siqin: "Siqin, you are still in confinement, don't mess around, go back!" ”

"If you want to hit me, hit me!" Si Qin shook his head and protected Su Yu's body to the death.

The look on Old Madam Xue's face didn't know whether she was relieved or even more angry: "Keep fighting!" ”

Su Zhen listened to the voice behind her, even though Si Qin blocked all the boards for her, but when the board fell, Su Zhen could still feel the force, thinking of what Si Qin had endured for herself now, Su Zhen couldn't help but have sour eyes, Si Qin didn't even make a sound of pain, but Su Zhen could feel Si Qin's pain, Si Qin suppressed, for fear that Su Zhen couldn't bear it by screaming back and forth.

Su Yu's tears couldn't help but flow, she remembered that later they said that Si Qin died for her, could it be because of this incident? She has always wanted to keep Siqin, she has always hoped that Siqin is well, but as a result, will what should have happened still happen?

"Mother-in-law, I was wrong," Su Yu didn't want Si Qin to continue to suffer, so in desperation, she could only choose to compromise: "You let them stop!" Don't fight anymore! ”

Old Madam Xue stared at Su Yu, in the end, she still let people stop, and let her mother cook snow and sweep red, and told Xia Chuqing to take her son away, and then Mrs. Xue looked at Su Yu: "Su, since someone has received it on your behalf, then I won't pursue it, eldest brother, I let Chuqing take it away, and you will still do your duty in the future!" ”

Su Yu didn't answer, the resentment in her heart was unsettled, but at the moment, there was no one around her to use, and she couldn't deal with Old Madam Xue, so she could only hold back for the time being-

Xiang Mother helped Si Qin back, although he only fought for a while, but those people were merciless to Si Qin, Si Qin's body was not good, after this experience, even his breath became weak - Si Qin did not cry out in pain, except for wanting to make Su Qin feel at ease, he was only afraid of ...... She couldn't even call it out.

Doctor Ding had already left the house, Su Yu asked Xiang to go out to find a doctor, but the people left by Xue Muqing outside stopped him in every possible way, Su Yu asked Zhuo Xue to help remove Si Qin's bottoms, and found the wound medicine that had been prepared to apply it to Si Qin, but Si Qin never improved.

Su Zhen has been guarding Siqin at night, and in the middle of the night, Siqin started a fever, and he was full of fever and talked nonsense, Su Zhen wanted to help Siqin reduce his fever by himself, but Siqin's situation never improved.

When the day was about to dawn, Si Qin finally looked better, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Su Yu on the side: "Miss is fine." ”

Su Yu understood that Si Qin was returning to the light, covering his mouth to prevent himself from crying, Si Qin smiled: "Miss, don't be sad...... It's a pity that the slave can't accompany the young lady back to Chengzhou......"

"Miss, she-" Si Qin's eyes dimmed: "The slave knows that this is Miss Trouble...... But the slave maid...... Still is...... I want to entrust her to Miss...... Later she grew up...... Let her take the place of the slave maid...... Serve...... Miss ......"

Su Zhen wanted to say something, but Si Qin had already closed her eyes, Su Zhen was stunned, after all, she couldn't help the sorrow in her heart, and hugged Si Qin and hoped that she would wake up, but Si Qin could never wake up again.

The "past" she had heard from others was once again brutally verified.

Xiang's mother hurriedly wanted to wipe Siqin's body, so that she wanted to persuade Su Zhen to leave, but Su Zhen left in a daze, sitting in the courtyard, at a loss.

The sky was overcast, and it rained after a while, Xiang Mother and Boiling Xue were busy beside Siqin, Su Yu couldn't intervene, and refused to go back to his room, so he simply walked around in the rain.

Xia Chuqing's son was taken away, and the people around him also left, at this time, even if Xue Muqing left the people who watched her, she was afraid and went to sleep, Su Yu walked out of her courtyard gate, walking aimlessly, the rain was cold, and the clothes on her body were soaked after a while, but Su Yu was unaware, she avoided the night vigil, and slowly walked towards the main gate, she really didn't want to stay in the cage of the Xue family, she wanted to leave here, in this mansion, there was no memory that made her worthy of joy, it was all pain.

Su Yu seemed to feel something strange in his lower abdomen, and before he could figure out what was going on, he fainted.

"Awake?" Xue Muqing held the medicine bowl in one hand and the medicine spoon in the other, and said softly: "Drink the medicine when you wake up." ”

Su Yu smelled the familiar smell of medicine, and his heart moved: "What kind of medicine is this?" ”

"Fetal medicine," Xue Muqing put down the medicine bowl and held Su Yu's hand: "Why didn't you sue me...... This kid almost couldn't be saved, if Dr. Ding was there......"

"I can't keep it," Su Yu didn't care: "Anyway, I never planned to give birth to this child-"

Dr. Ding was about to come in, and when he heard this, he was stunned, and then walked out again.

Su Yu felt a little guilty, but she didn't think it was a big deal, she just looked at Xue Muqing and sneered: "These days, I have tried my best to ruin this child, I didn't want you to know, now that you know, why don't we think about it together, how can we make this child not have to come to this world to suffer-"

Xue Muqing squeezed Su Yu's hand: "Su Yu, do you remember our previous agreement-"

"Remember, until I die, I remember how you coaxed me," Su Yu sneered: "In my opinion, this kid is just a joke, a joke that mocks me for believing in your so-called promise—"

"Don't tell me about God's will or anything, I am destined to have no children with you," Su Yu withdrew his hand: "I didn't keep that child last time, and I won't keep this child this time, Xue Muqing, maybe you can witness with your own eyes how I did it." ”

Su Yu got up as he said and went out to find his mother: "Mother Xiang, how is Siqin?" ”

"Uncle has already arranged for Si Qin to be buried," Xiang looked at Su Yu at his mother, and stopped talking: "It's just ......"

"Just what?" Su Yu remembered Siqin's last words: "What about Siqin's daughter? Xiang Mom, go back and go out to find a nurse to come back-"

"Nan Nan she ......" Su Yu finally understood what Xiang Mother's expression was before, and she heard Xiang Mother say: "Nan Nan was brought here by her father...... Taken away. ”

"Li Yushu?" Su Yu narrowed his eyes: "He actually dared to come and rob someone, who gave him the guts?" ”

He looked behind Su Yu to his mother and did not speak.

"Yushu is the father of the child after all, and it is natural for him to take the child away," Xue Muqing said softly: "Don't worry, he will be good to the child, after all, it is his blood and bones." ”

"Will he be good to the child?" Su Yu didn't get angry but laughed: "Xue Muqing, do you know how Si Qin died?" ”

"Si Qin died for me, those boards should have fallen on me, and those boards should have killed me with one corpse," Su Yu looked at Xue Muqing coldly: "But Si Qin helped me block it, Si Qin also lost her life for it, her last wish was not to let the Li family take away the child, and you actually helped Li Yushu snatch Si Qin's child?" ”

"Even though Yushu has done a lot of mistakes before, he will not even ignore his own child," Xue Muqing frowned: "You want to keep that child, but in what name do you keep that child?" She still has her own relatives, and we can't stop them from getting father and daughter together—"

She just slept for a while, and she couldn't even save Siqin's child, Su Yu felt that her life was simply a great irony, no matter how much she wanted to change, she could never change anything.

The prince's business, Pei Saburo's business, Siqin's business, Siqin's daughter's business...... Maybe there will be Su Hui in the future, those unchangeable feelings of powerlessness hit her, and Su Yu only felt that her life seemed to have no meaning.

"Xue Muqing, let me ask you one last thing-" Su Yu stared at Xue Muqing with some despair: "Do you want to leave?" ”

Xue Muqing pursed his lips: "Su Yu, don't always mention this matter-we even have children, why can't-"

"Kid?" Su Yu smiled: "Xue Muqing, I said that we won't have a child, even if we do, this child can't be kept-"

"Since you refuse to reconcile no matter what, then what's the point of my life?" Su Yu remembered that he would have to live with him in the future, and that he would frame Su Hui in the future, and Su Hui would die because of this incident, so he felt that the so-called future was dark.

She had no choice but to die...... Only when she dies can she change the so-called future - what happened in the past that she can't do anything about, what she can stop is only what hasn't happened yet

If she dies and dies in the Xue family, then the Su family will definitely be angry with Xue Muqing, no matter how Su Hui trusted Xue Muqing before, her death will always cause a rift between them, as long as Su Hui no longer trusts Xue Muqing, then Xue Muqing will not have a chance to frame Su Hui...... Su Hui will not die like that again.

Xue Muqing was frightened by Su Yu's eyes: "Su Yu, you must not do stupid things-"

"Silly?" Su Yu shook his head: "I think this may be the only right decision I made...... I should have died a long time ago, in my ...... Coming back...... At that moment, if I had chosen to die on the spot, perhaps there would not have been many things that followed...... I understood too late...... If only I had known earlier...... Many things will not happen......"

Su Yu searched around, but still couldn't find something that could kill herself, after thinking about it, she returned to the wing, found her dresser, and found the golden hairpin she used to deceive Xue Muqing last time from the makeup.

Xue Muqing wanted to pounce: "Su Yu, don't mess around-"

Su Yu met his gaze and stabbed the golden hairpin into his lower abdomen......

Xue Muqing was a step too late after all, Su Yu pulled out the golden hairpin, and when he wanted to move again, he was stopped by Xue Muqing, blood soaked out through his clothes, Xue Muqing covered Su Yu's wounds, and his eyes were red: "Su Yu, don't do this...... Hurry up and call Dr. Ding to Mommy—"

Su Yu used all his strength: "You still let me die......"

"Su Yu, you have to live well...... Xue Muqing thought for a while and said: "As long as you live, I will depend on you no matter what you do in the future...... Do you want to be with ...... I also depend on you......"

Doctor Ding wanted to come over, but Su Yu shook his head: "Xue Muqing, do you think I will still believe you?" ”

Dr. Ding...... I'm sorry, I've been lying to you before......" Su Yu smiled weakly: "It's just that I don't want to live anymore, I can't live anymore...... You don't want to save me, even if you save me, can you still stop me from time to time? A man wants to die...... There's always a way......"

Xue Muqing said eagerly: "I'll write and leave the book immediately, in front of you!" ”

He begged Su Yu in a low voice: "You let Dr. Ding show you-"

"No need," Su Yu shook his head: "It turns out that looking for death and life can make you agree and leave...... So it's that simple...... If I knew...... It's long overdue......"