On the streets of New York, in a coffee house, Bai Shulu sat at a milky white table, a cup of steaming coffee in front of her, blue light flashed on the computer, and her haggard side face was printed on the huge floor-to-ceiling glass window.

The slender fingers on the keyboard kept tapping, and the computer suddenly rang, and her fingers paused, opening a page, which was a special message alert.

A simple text, a terrible photo.

It reads: "It's snowing today, I'm ...... I miss her a little. "There is a snow scene underneath, with a small snowman piled up in the center, and a black scarf is specially tied to it.

Bai Shulu looked at the computer screen, but her eyes became more and more moist.

The black scarf was hand-knitted to him when she was in high school, and it was also the year that Yun Xiao left this world, and the relationship between Yun He and Qin Zhen broke down.

The four of them seemed to have made an appointment, and when one pair was good, the other pair would break down, when she had a sweet relationship with Zhou Ziyao, Yun He pronounced the death sentence between her and Qin Chen, and when Yun He reconciled with Qin Chen, she and Zhou Ziyao went to break.

She will never forget Zhou Ziyao's roar at her, and she will never forget the sentence that completely tore them to a break.

She looked at the computer a little distracted, and after a while she refreshed the page and noticed that there were comments underneath.

Yun He said: "If you want her, go find it!" ”

Zhou Ziyao said: "I don't know where she is! ”

"Ask."

"Scared!"

"Cowardice."

"I know."

Yun He didn't reply to him again.

The relationship between him and Yun He will not be shattered because of a quarrel, but she will run away because of an angry word, in fact, sometimes she feels that she is quite similar to Yun He, she always likes to escape, but she constantly regrets it after escaping.

Alisa is a beautiful girl, blonde hair and blue eyes, typical European appearance, she hurriedly walked to the opposite position of Bai Shulu and sat down, Alisa's personality is very direct, so no matter what she does, she is straight to the point.

"White, Whenisthedelivery?" Alisa bit her lip and asked her when it would be delivered, and she liked to bite her lip when she was in a hurry.

Bai Shulu was most afraid of Alisa's urging draft, she would write novels when she was fine here, and by chance she submitted the manuscript to Alisa's magazine, and then she was lucky to become a so-called writer.

“Ithinkshouldbeinthisweekend！” Bai Shulu said very seriously that this weekend is her fastest speed, because when her inspiration dries up, she really can't write down.

“Ihopeyoudon＇tdragagain。” So Alisa could only nod helplessly, and this weekend was also her biggest limit.

After Alisa left, she reopened the page codeword, and by the way, she put on the headphones on her phone, and the melody inside sounded, and she felt a little sad for a while.

Zhou Ziyao used to like to sing to her, although sometimes not in music, sometimes not in tune, but the children's songs he sang were unexpectedly good, Zhou Ziyao often said that in the future, when they have children, he will sing at night to coax the children to sleep.

Bai Shulu also asked him why the children's songs were so good, and every time he asked him, he would pout and lean on her shoulder with a look of grievance.

At that time, when he was young, there was no mobile phone, no mp3 and Yun He liked to listen to music very much, every time the teacher sang a song she liked, she would ask Zhou Ziyao to find a teacher to teach him, until he could sing the tune and score correctly, and sing it to her over and over again, and over time he could sing a lot of children's songs.

He also often sings in a hoarse voice, and he can't get a word of praise from Yun He, but he is willing not to complain.

Bai Shulu smiled helplessly when she thought of this, his world was full of Yun He, everything had Yun He's participation, she couldn't drive away Yun He, and she couldn't erase their past, she didn't have Qin Xu's big mind and could tolerate a qiē, so she would be jealous and jealous.

A man's love is different from a woman's love, she can't be as willing as Qin Zhen to give, and she can ignore the things she doesn't want to know, so she chooses to hide and recuperate before she suffers the most damage.

When she was with Zhou Ziyao, she was like a traveler standing on the edge of a cliff, for fear that if she was not careful, she would never recover, so she walked carefully to maintain it so that she would not fall, but after a long time, her strength ran out, and she didn't dare to go any further.

Even so many good memories can't resist, I'm afraid that the four words in this world are "things are people", and he is no longer by her side.

The sky gradually darkened, Bai Shulu installed the computer and came out, it was very windy in New York, so she wrapped herself very tightly, revealing only two round eyes.

She and he ended up going both ways.

At the end of her essay she signed - Goodbye, Mydearboy!

Goodbye my dear boy!

Zhou Ziyao sat on a park bench, with his head down and playing with his mobile phone, and there were children running by from time to time, and when he raised his head again, he found that the snowman he had just built had been pushed by those children, and the black scarf was covered by white snow, revealing only a little black.

The children held the snowball and threw it at him as if they were defiant.

Zhou Ziyao didn't dodge, and his face was smashed firmly.

The children burst out laughing.

He was not annoyed, he stood up and dusted off the snow, turned around and walked away, bought a cup of milk tea, and when he came back, he found that the snowman who had been pushed was piled up again, and the black scarf was tied around the snowman's neck.

The children somehow turned out a branch to make an arm for the snowman, and also got eyes and mouths.

Zhou Ziyao didn't make a sound, sat on the bench silently, sucked milk tea, and didn't throw away the cup until he finished the last sip, and then bent down to rub the snowball on the ground.

When the snowball was about the size of a human head, he hugged it and shouted, "Spiral Pill!" I saw a big snowball flying directly towards the freshly piled snowman, smashing a hole directly.

The group of children was stunned all of a sudden, looking at Zhou Ziyao with a blank face, Zhou Ziyao took a long step, took the scarf around the snowman's neck, glanced at the group of children contemptuously, and said arrogantly: "This scarf is mine." ”

After saying that, he left in style.

Before the group of children could react, Zhou Ziyao fled and left.

When he said this, he smiled happily, especially when he thought of the expressions of the group of children when he left, he couldn't help laughing.

Yun He said that he was not big and childish, and he did not refute it.

He knew that he was no longer a child and needed to mature, but apart from Yun He, who would he show in front of him.

People are like this, they always know how to cherish after they are lost, but if they really lose, where do you start to cherish them, and how to redeem them?

Bai Shulu's non-resignation made him really change from a child to a man, he will no longer be like before and giggle all day long and don't know what to do, as long as Yun He is next to him, he has no scruples.

But now that Yun He has Qin Xu, he has lost his lover and Yun He at the same time.

He often looks at Bai Shulu's news, but her news has not been updated since the day she left, as if it was an abandoned account that no one cared about.

Qin Zhen said: "Seeing you now, I can probably recall myself during that time, I understand your pain, but I'm not sure if your mind is similar to mine, I don't know if Bai Shulu is similar to Yun He, so I can't give you the right guidance, I waited for her for three years before she came back, you really don't know what to do when you try to wait, maybe she will come back." ”

I have known Qin Zhen for so long, and it is the first time that Qin Zhen has spoken such a long word to him at one time.

He's right, everyone is different, so there is no way to solve it in the same way, but when you are confused and unwilling to stop, it is better to try the stupidest way.

So he always updates his news every day, and he looks forward to the day when she accidentally logs on to the account she has forgotten for a long time, sees his news, and knows how much he misses her.

Yun He always asked him to take the initiative to find her, and no one was there, so he took the initiative with the mentality of giving it a try.

He also knew that Yun He had brought himself in, Yun He thought of his former self, at that time she must have been looking forward to Qin Zhen coming to her, so she must have thought that Bai Shulu was also waiting for him to find her.

Zhou Ziyao could only smile, because he knew that even if he went to her, she would not forgive him, and even if he forgiven, they would not be able to return to the life they had before.

That night, he opened the message board, put his fingers on the keyboard for a long time, but did not type a word, his eyes became dry, as if thousands of ants were crawling in his eyes, soreness and discomfort, and the tears finally did not hold back and fell.

"I'm sorry." He wrote, deleted, and deleted these three words, and finally sent them out in the early hours of the morning.

He threw away even the last shred of pride.

Bai Shulu looked at the computer, the news from the other side of the ocean, just three words, but she even became short of breath.

Her chest seemed to be blocked by something, with a stinging pain, she covered her mouth and arched her body, the tears in her eyes kept falling, as if she was afraid of something, and she was very careful to cry.

"It's okay." She finally couldn't hold back and cried.

Zhou Ziyao, why did you have to send a message when he was about to forget you, why did you not know regret it after hurting her.

"Don't always compare her with you, because you can never compare to her, and you can't get involved in my past with her, and don't want to erase it." Zhou Ziyao's words were vividly in her ears, and they became a dagger, stabbing heavily into her heart, cutting a blood-red wound.

However, even with such cruel words, after he sent the three words sorry, she still couldn't help but say "It's okay!" ”