Chapter 162: Suicide
Lin Ruoxi walked out of the staircase, it was pitch black outside, there was no moonlight, only the cold wind blowing on her face, which made her feel cold.
However, her heart was darker and colder.
Lin Ruoxi, who licked the calf deeply, was afraid that the woman would be cold, so she quickly unzipped her down jacket and covered the child's body with clothes, trying not to let the child be blown by the cold wind.
If Lu Xiaobai didn't threaten her with her child, she still had a little fantasy of having feelings for him, then since he said that threatening her, she has completely lost her heart to him.
She didn't want to see Lu Xiaobai again, never again!
I want to leave S City alone with my children and go away from home, but the children are still young and cumbersome, and she can't work.
If they can't work, then their mother and daughter will starve to death.
What should she do?
She walked unhurriedly and slowly, she was about to go home, but because of her trance, she actually went in the opposite direction, and after walking about two hundred meters, she realized that she had taken the wrong way, so she came back again.
Because the terrible shadow of the robbery she had suffered still lingers in her heart, she did not dare to take a taxi with her children, even if it was a regular taxi, she was afraid, so she had to choose to take the bus.
She waited fifteen minutes in front of the bus stop sign before the bus slowly approached.
After getting on the bus, she found that the car was crowded, you pushed me, the seat was already full, she grabbed the handrail with one hand, and held the child with the other.
Because the child was heavier, her wrists became more and more sore, but no one gave up her seat, and she was embarrassed to ask others to give up her seat.
At this time, the bus suddenly braked suddenly, and everyone on the bus involuntarily rushed to the front, which immediately caused a commotion, and Lin Ruoxi's child was even more frightened "Wow wow"
Crying, she didn't even coax a few words.
In this case, people are focusing on her, especially some young men, who can't help but glance at her a few more times when they see her beautiful and holding a child.
At this time, a girl sitting at the back of the carriage waved at her and shouted, "Eldest sister, eldest sister holding the child, come and sit here." β
She stood up as she spoke.
When Lin Ruoxi saw that this girl was about fourteen or fifteen years old, with fluffy bangs hanging down her forehead, she looked quite delicate, and she was probably still a student, Lin Ruoxi hurriedly squeezed over, and said "thank you" to the girl after sitting down
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When she got home, she threw herself into the quilt and was in turmoil.
For the next few days, she kept herself at home except for grocery shopping, turned off her mobile phone, and refused to answer anyone's calls.
Sometimes, she really wanted to call Lu Xiaobai to announce that she would sever relations with him forever, and if he wanted to tell him who the child's father was, let him say it, the big deal was sneered at by relatives and friends, and her grandmother didn't recognize her as a granddaughter, but she didn't do it, because she had other worries, worried that Lu Xiaobai would take revenge on her and her daughter, and with his extreme personality, it was very likely that this kind of thing would happen to take revenge on her.
She spends every day in a state of trepidation.
Lu Xiaobai also spent time in sorrow and anxiety.
Lu Xiaobai threatened her with Lin Ruoxi's child, he felt that he had done a bit of an absolute job, but he didn't regret it, because he knew that if he didn't do this, then Lin Ruoxi would not divorce Feng Tianyu, and she would naturally not marry her.
His love for Lin Ruoxi has been in love with the bone marrow; The same hatred for her has been hated to the bone marrow.
The love-hate mix made him crazy and irrational.
Lu Xiaobai is a very cunning person, and the means he took against Lin Ruoxi were "mighty"
, that is, the meaning of threat, he felt that he had grasped Lin Ruoxi's weakness, and she didn't dare to tell Grandma SΓΉ about her threatening; For Lin Ruoxi's grandmother, it is "En"
Yes, he brought her organic honey today, and high-grade ejiao tomorrow, which made the old man happy, and the old man felt that this grandson-in-law was too good at honoring the old man.
Of course, Lu Xiaobai's sending things is not the real purpose, the real purpose is to let the grandmother and him "have one heart"
, and worked together to make Lin Ruoxi and Feng Tianyu divorce the marriage, and then marry him.
He knew that Lin Ruoxi hated himself, so he pushed the old grandmother to the front of the stage and became his pawn.
When it comes to the divorce between her granddaughter and Feng Tianyu, the grandmother is a little powerless, on the one hand, she is afraid that she will urge her granddaughter to run away quietly and hide again, on the other hand, her granddaughter's "stubbornness"
It made her quite helpless.
However, she resolutely supports Lu Xiaobai's decision, so although things are a little tricky, she still has to go all out.
The old grandmother came to Lin Ruoxi's house.
The old grandmother was worried that her tone of voice to her granddaughter would be too strict, and she quietly ran to hide like last time, so this time she decided to persuade her with a gentle and drizzly attitude.
So the old grandmother said bitterly: "Ruoxi, grandma is already old, and the residents of the same village as old as grandma are almost gone, although grandma's body is still quite strong, but who knows when the disease will come to the door." Do you know, grandma's biggest worry now is your marriage, being able to start a family, that is grandma's greatest wish, if you are still unwilling to marry Lu Xiaobai, if grandma suddenly leaves one day, how can the underworld explain to your dead mother? So while grandma is still alive, you should hurry up and divorce Feng Tianyu, and then marry Lu Xiaobai! β
Lin Ruoxi's face was melancholy, and her grandmother said: "When my mother was alive, she objected to me falling in love with Lu Xiaobai, if there was really a soul, then she would definitely not agree to marry Lu Xiaobai." β
Grandma was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Oh, at this time and that time, I knew about your mother's opposition to your relationship with Lu Xiaobai, but at that time he had nothing and was afraid that he would not be able to give you happiness, today he has a car and a house, if your underground mother knows that he still loves you so infatually, it will be too late for her to be happy!" β
Lin Ruoxi was silent, her grandmother had a flexible mind and a jumping mind, she felt that she couldn't talk about grandma.
"Actually, Lu Xiaobai's child is very good, do you know, he recently bought me a lot of nutritional products"
Grandma gushed endlessly, trying to show affection to Lin Ruoxi.
Lin Ruoxi secretly scoffed at Lu Xiaobai's approach, she knew that her grandmother's heart was completely bought by him.
"Hey, you're talking!"
Although the grandmother warned herself not to reprimand her granddaughter and not to be angry with her granddaughter at the beginning, after all, she belonged to a fiery nature, and when she saw that Lin Ruoxi was silent, she couldn't control her temper.
Lin Ruoxi felt a throbbing pain in her heart, and said helplessly: "Okay, I promise grandma, I will go to Feng Tianyu to go through the marriage and divorce procedures in the next two days, and then marry Lu Xiaobai." β
When the old woman heard this, she said happily, "That's right."
The old grandmother didn't say a few words, but Lin Ruoxi interrupted her and said, "Grandma, I'm a little unwell, I want to rest for a while, you can go back first." β
The old grandmother said "yes"
After leaving her seat and walking out, she is now going to Lu Xiaobai's furniture store to sue him, her granddaughter agreed to divorce Feng Tianyu under the persuasion of her own affection and reason, she thought that Lu Xiaobai would be very happy after hearing this good news.
After sending the old grandmother away, Lin Ruoxi's uncontrollable tears finally rolled out of her eyes, and she muttered to herself: "Grandma, you are too naΓ―ve, how can I marry Lu Xiaobai?" I know you're doing it for my good, but you don't understand my hardships, and I wonder if you will be forced to fight after you know that I have hardships? Grandma, this time tomorrow you may have learned that your granddaughter jumped from a very high floor and ended her young life, maybe not until this time tomorrow"
Lin Ruoxi cleaned up and dressed up beautifully, then took out a photo of her and Feng Tianyu, held it in her arms, picked up her daughter Xiaoyu, and walked outside.
Her smiling and ignorant daughter glanced at her, and murmured bitterly while walking slowly: "Daughter, I'm sorry, you haven't been in this world for a long time, but your mother is going to take you out of the world together, don't blame your mother for being ruthless, and your mother is helpless." If I leave and leave you alone in this world, then you will definitely suffer and suffer, because the secret of who your father is will definitely be exposed soon, at that time, you will be Feng Tianyu's daughter of Feng Tianyu's 'strong = rape murderer' in the eyes of people, people will regard you as a shameful monster, will wantonly criticize you, people will think that your mother's death is inextricably linked to you, my grandmother, who is your grandmother, will also dislike you, she will definitely not recognize you as a great granddaughter, so you must 'go' with your mother. In fact, mom does this as a sign of love for you! β
At the beginning, Lin Ruoxi wanted to open a room in a big hotel, and then jumped down from a window more than ten floors high with her daughter, fell into a meat patty, and died, clean and neat, but she felt that doing so would bring unnecessary trouble to the hotel, and the hotel owner would definitely scold herself, she felt that she couldn't let herself be infamy, so she chose an unfinished building as the place to end her life.
The unfinished building was only built to nine floors, and for some unknown reason, the construction had already been stopped, and there was no iron gate to block the building, and there were no security guards, so she easily walked in, and then climbed to the top of the building towards the winding cement staircase, and the process did not attract anyone's attention.
She came to a bare place upstairs, and saw that some of the thin steel bars exposed outside the wall were rusted.
The sky was cloudy, a ray of sunshine, the cold wind was blowing, and the heaven and earth were filled with a breath of death.
Lin Ruoxi saw the traffic on the road from the top of the building, and the pedestrians were bustling, so it was not lively, but at this moment she felt that she was lonely, like a lonely boat in the sea, and this lonely boat was about to destroy itself and sink to the bottom of the sea.
But she didn't jump off the building right away, she thought that if she jumped like this, who would collect the bodies of herself and her daughter?
should tell Zhou Lina the news that she is going to jump off the building, she is her good friend, and she will definitely collect her body.
So, she thought about it and made up a message to send to Zhou Lina.
Her message is written like this: Lina, I am Lin Ruoxi, and I am about to be separated from you by yin and yang, I am sending this message to you, just hoping that after my death, you will help me collect the body, and the place of death is under the unfinished building diagonally opposite the Wal-Mart store in Xicheng District, I trouble you!
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