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Lin Dong asked me to meet at his gaashes club, and I said that you have moved to Shanghai, and you have been running here very hard lately. Lin Dong said that I heard that you were frustrated in love, and there happened to be a business for you to do, so that you could be proud.

"Yo, I've changed my career to become a private detective!"

"I happen to see your little girlfriend sticking a bag next to her, be careful of cuckolding"

"Don't pretend, what's the matter?"

"I'm making an appointment with you for Dazhi, and I want to take care of the advertising of their products."

In business, even if I have a problem with Dazhi, there is no reason to refuse to come to my door. Didn't Wang Zuoyi say that it was obviously unprofessional for both parties to negotiate anything other than money, and she relied on this belief to make a steady profit and not lose money.

Lin Dong said that he should talk about business tonight, and let it go. When I entered the box, I understood what he was hinting at, Dazhi was followed by the female star from last time.

Dazhi said that he trusted me very much in the skills of this gold medal advertising person, and he was relieved to give me to do it. At the end, he said the purpose of the trip, and the heroine of the advertisement he wanted to use, that is, the one he was sitting on.

At the beginning, we performed brotherhood in front of others, and when it came to this, it really made this over-the-top hypocrisy spoil my appetite, I restrained my own anger, and this kid played yin when he knew that I liked Ke Rou, and now he is pleasing other women behind his wife's back.

"Are you right?" , I tried to ask Dazhi as calmly as possible.

"Look at you, you have no brains, this is not a job", Dazhi smiled awkwardly.

"You little girl", I grabbed his neckline, eager to smash his face.

"Damn, that's also my family affair, don't worry about your wife!"

I raised my fist and punched him in the mouth, and the high-decibel scream immediately drew the waiter into a fight.

"Dazhi, did you tell the dog to eat it with your conscience, Ke Rou almost lost her life in order to give birth to your child, she gave up her dream for you, can you kid have a little human taste?"

Dazhi roared with a thick neck like a madman: "You also try to marry a wife who thinks about other men in your heart?" ”

Dazhi and I finally tore our faces, and the business was also in the soup, Lin Dong said Don't take Dazhi's words to heart, you don't know about him, he is arrogant. I don't care what he says, I really don't care, I hate myself for not insisting in the first place.

Lin Dong patted me on the shoulder, "Listen to me, let go of the past, Dazhi's marriage has nothing to do with you, Ke Rou's misfortune has nothing to do with you, people live for a lifetime, you can't do everything as you want, make everyone happy!" Let's open it."

I thought about letting go, and almost when I was about to forget about jì, I found the girl who had always been in my heart, and she lived such a pathetic life.

The next time I heard Ke Rou's voice was in the spring of the next year, and calling me seemed to make her feel very guilty, she kept saying that she was sorry to disturb you, and said that she had thought that she would meet Wang Zuoyi, but she seemed to have gone to a meeting abroad. I said why are you so polite, it seems that we are strangers, Lao Wang is coming back soon, if you stay in Shanghai for a few more days.

Ke Rou took her students to an international ballet competition, and when they met in the café, she was as silent as ever, she was still so thin, and the blue veins on her slender neck were faintly beating. Her face was so white that she crept up to the corners of her eyes, and her quiet beauty was as if I had seen her for the first time, passing by the dance studio, the girl in the white dance dress was tiptoeing on the sun-covered floor, and for a moment I felt my breath stop, and when the girl smiled at me after being slightly stunned.

Later, when I met again on campus, there was a light rain in the sky, and there was a girl holding a lemon umbrella, a white sarong, and a red cotton skirt.

I'm not a person of few words, but I don't know what to say in the face of Ke Rou, Ke Rou said, "Chu Xi, can you take me to the beach?" ”

"Don't be too romantic about the sea here, everyone who has seen it thinks that the Yellow River has arrived"

Ke Rou smiled, she said she just wanted to take a walk.

Walking along the shallows, we laughed at each other for no reason, and felt happiness for no reason. I tried Lakorou's hand, but she didn't dodge it, and let me hold it quietly, and the wind on the beach ruffled our hair and upset our mood. Ke Rou was shivering from the cold, I took her into my arms, hugged her warm body as if I hugged myself, stroked the hair on the side of her face, I thought I couldn't take care of anything, I lowered my head and kissed her cold lips, Ke Rou cried, tears slipped down.

"Can't ...... like this", Ke Rou pushed me away, "can't be like this"

The corners of our tear-drenched mouths were filled with salty taste, and the wind blew away the last of our chaotic moods, and this was probably the end, I smiled bitterly.

12

The monkey called into my office and asked me how the mandarin dream was revisited, and I said thank you for your concern, there is nothing you don't know about on this earth? He said that your contact information was given to Ke Rou by me, of course, when she asked me for Wang Lao's phone number, I also came to tie up yours - "Hey, hey, allow him to pry his brother's wall feet after drinking, you can't steal his wife with warmth?" ”

"What do you mean?"

"Huh? This one...... I've got something, let's talk about it when it's empty."

The monkey hung up the phone and I called back, "Make it clear to me!" "The monkey said that tomorrow will be yellow, and you will not be held accountable when you are old. I can't finish what I said today.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, "When Ke Rou married Dazhi, the child in her belly was two months old, and Wang Lao knew this better."

The secretary said, "Mr. Chu, are you okay, do you want me to inform Director Xing that the meeting is canceled?" ”

"No, I'll rest, call me when the time comes."

Because I cherish it too much, I don't want to get too close, for fear that once I get it, I can't have it for a long time - "I want to treat you as the most important person in my life!" ”

I really don't understand what she said this for, I just know that I want to be close when I like it, and I want to hug when I love it. After all, I don't know women, I'm the most important person, but Dazhi is the father of the child, it's ridiculous. Even if there is no news of Lao Wang's six years of wandering overseas, I do not have the strong hope to see that sarcastic face at this moment.

After Wang Zuoyi came back, he made an appointment with her to ride a bicycle in the suburbs, and Lao Wang wore a T-shirt and jeans, kicked and pulled flip-flops, and stepped on a variable speed car, looking like a reggaeton.

"You're calling Hawaii?"

"It's too late for you to go green, it's late spring and early summer", Wang Zuoyi pushed his sunglasses to his forehead, revealing his confused eyes.

I said, I wanted to ask you out to play, but you didn't see the end of the dragon, so I took the time to call you, you almost didn't turn up at that time, and you were sleeping in a daze. It seems that it is not easy to get a foreigner's salary! Wang Zuoyi said that the messages on my phone are crowded with you, and I guess you won't miss me to this point, say, what are you looking for me?

I did have something to do with Wang Zuoyi, just like I learned that Ke Rou and Wang Zuoyi were in the same dormitory, and when I went to her to understand the situation, she also spoke in this tone, not irritable, but it didn't mean that she cared. At that time, I was anxious to find her at the construction site where Lao Wang worked, and she was wearing a hard hat and bending down to pull cement.

I went up to help push, and when I was off duty, Lao Wang poured saliva, and I confessed my doubts, how can you live in the same room as someone who studies art as soon as you study chemistry. Lao Wang said that she reported late to the university, and her department dormitory was finished, so she had to go to the dormitory with one bed left, so she lived with the beauties who were in the wind and snow. I said, what's the name of that ballet girl? Wang Zuoyi said Tu You, since you have moved your heart, you went up directly and asked, what kind of strength do you twist, the person is called Ke Rou. Lao Wang's straightforwardness lies in the lack of spare effort and patience to sell Guanzi, and ask her where she will not be outrageous.

"Ke Rou has been to Shanghai, we met"

"Don't guess the dream of the covered bridge!"

"You think we didn't work out?"

"Grapes can be made into wine after fermentation for a long time, and this feeling is basically bitter fruit when it is interrupted!"

I said, don't learn from Lin Dong, you don't say it directly. Wang Zuoyi said, how can it be, with your wisdom, it can't be understood directly, so men on the earth don't understand women, and then again, women are used for love, not for understanding. Ke Rou thinks you understand her, you think you understand, but the relationship becomes confusing, there is no way to name it, you say it's love, it seems to be something missing, it's friendship, and it's too ambiguous - since that's the case, don't blame the quick.

"But you know how much I like him", I was a little aggrieved, "you know this"

Ke Rou's hesitation is that she doesn't know what her feelings for you are, she likes you, but she's afraid to go a step closer and find out that this is not the case at all, or that kind of soul intimacy will disappear once it touches reality - so she would rather keep her distance! This is the confusion when transitioning from friends to lovers, it just so happens that you are quite cooperative and really stun her, just a fire is close to you and Ke Rou can cross safely, but you are the writer, but even if you are really together, what about it? ”

I said don't go around me, I just want to know why Ke Rou followed that playboy from Dazhi. Wang Zuoyi said that you have a pair of eyes that find beauty, and others also know that strange goods can be lived, and there are more people who pursue Ke Rou. Although you have known each other for a long time, and you and Dazhi are friends, I can see that he also likes Ke Rou a lot. You see how generous people are and how many girls' little vanity they have satisfied. At that time, he had a girlfriend by his side, so you relaxed your vigilance and introduced him to Ke Rou, he took care of her under the banner of a friend, and invited Ke Rou to see Swan Lake and The Nutcracker from time to time, and did what he liked, what about you, what did you do?

"I-", my poor student can't afford to consume fine arts, "even if he watches a few ballets, Ke Rou won't give him a hug!" ”

"There is always a good impression, and later the index of staying in Beijing was also made by Dazhi!"

Wang Zuoyi threw the car on the grass, put on the fishing toolbox and went straight to the pond. I followed the past, and I had to break the casserole to ask me what I said today, so that my first love would die.

"In order to stay in Beijing, she slept with Dazhi?"

Wang Zuoyi just threw the fish hook into the middle of the pond, he was stunned for a moment, and then said slowly, That's all you want to ask for a long time. I'm right, you and the monkeys, don't hide it from outsiders.

"Dazhi spared no effort for Ke Rou to stay in Beijing, Ke Rou was very grateful to him, and when he invited him to dinner, the two of them drank high......"

Wang Zuoyi glanced at me and continued, That's what happened, I accompanied her to the clinic, and when her name was called, she ran out, in fact, I had a lot of words before you got on the train, but Ke Rou decided to marry Dazhi, she didn't want you to be burdened. She doesn't hate Dazhi, and she likes you - don't say she doesn't care, settling accounts after the fall will make you more miserable.

"Your departure is undoubtedly the best ending"

This is the most time I have heard Wang Zuoyi in my life, and it is also the last time.

After that conversation, I disappeared for a while, hiding in the Jingxi grassland and staying with the horses every day, this person really can't live too thoroughly, the beautiful dreams are all ended at the moment of Daigo's empowerment, I feel very uncomfortable, but the days are long, look at the sunset, the cattle and sheep grass beach frolicking, in the simple life, the mood begins to slowly calm down.