89 Endless Darkness

In the ICU ward, the ECG monitor beeped, the attending doctor quickly came, and the head nurse said anxiously: "Director, the patient's four indicators are urgentβ€”β€”"

"Vital signs", the attending doctor with gray hair and majestic eyes, he interrupted the head nurse to ask the resident doctor directly.

"Blood pressure 89/62, ST segment elevation, T wave inversion, pulmonary embolism symptoms, blood pressure dropped to 80, director-", fine beads of sweat oozing from the resident's forehead, postoperative pulmonary embolism, and sudden death is likely in critical condition.

The attending doctor leaned over and opened the patient's eyelids to observe, her pupils were dilated, and then she suffered cardiac arrest and respiratory failure.

"Perform CPR, adrenaline is administered"

Through the glass of the intensive care unit, Fang Ling saw the doctor pressing and beating her daughter's chest, but the daughter was unconscious, her legs were weak in an instant, her body slid down, and she was vigorously supported by Shu Yuming and brought into her arms.

"Our daughter will be fine, Lao Shu, don't you say?" , Fang Ling stared at Shu Yuming anxiously.

Shu Yuming felt a sharp pain in his heart, nodded, and said firmly: "Yes, our daughter will definitely get through the difficulties, we have to believe her!" ”

Yesterday he received the news, rushed over overnight, his daughter is in the hospital rescue, the day before yesterday and he called and laughed, told him to rest well, pay attention to the body, why lie on the hospital bed silently overnight?

"Lao Shu, I regret it, I regret it, I want to leave her in my hometown to work even if I broke her leg, it doesn't matter if the money is small, at least she is alive, but since she became a reporter, the incident is bigger and bigger, she broke her ribs before, and now she is almost gone, what do you say I should do, this unfilial girl", Fang Ling cried heartbreakingly, suddenly she thought of something, and reached out and slapped her face.

"My Sister"

"Auntie"

Gao Min glanced at Fang Ling, who was broken, and Shu Yuming, who was comforting her shoulders, and silently stepped aside, staring intently at Shu Neem who was lying in the ICU, and the smiling eyes were tightly closed, as if they were suffering a lot.

He put his hands together on his forehead and prayed to heaven that he was willing to give everything as long as she lived, as long as she breathed.

"When Shu Neem was just born, I took care of her while doing farm work in the field, she cried endlessly at night, I was tired and sleepy, I really felt that I couldn't hold on, I couldn't bear to think that if I didn't have this child, I could start again, and it wouldn't become more miserable because of a failed marriage", Fang Ling said with a dull look in her eyes, and smiled miserably, "This is God punishing me and punishing me for being unkind to my mother, so I want to take her away!" ”

"Sister, what nonsense are you talking about", Shu Yuming's tears flowed out, "How can you blame yourself, it was you who pulled Shu Neem up, you educated her well, she was honest and kind-", he choked up and couldn't continue, full of remorse, "Blame me, blame me, I didn't do my father's duty, I ...... It's all my fault! ”

The two old men hugged their heads and cried, and Gao Min's heart was also tormented and torn.

The doctor kept adjusting the rescue method and dosage, and after 1 hour, Shu's heartbeat finally stabilized.

The attending doctor walked out of the ICU, and Gao Min immediately greeted him, "Director Zheng, how is the situation?" ”

Shu's parents also stopped crying and stared at the doctor eagerly.

Director Zheng took off his mask, "The patient has multiple injuries on his body, has lost too much blood, survived the damage to his internal organs, and must also overcome a severe cerebral contusion, and is currently in a drug coma, and can only check whether the nerves are normal after the edema has subsided."

"Doctor, what are the consequences of a brain contusion?" , Fang Ling still had tears in the corners of her eyes, like all worried family members, waiting to hear the verdict of the life of her loved one.

"Head injuries vary and can cause amnesiaβ€”"

"What!?" , Fang Ling was dizzy and couldn't stand, "Doctor, you mean my daughter she, will she not know me when she wakes up?" ”

Gao Min's face turned pale in an instant, "Director Zheng, do you mean it will cause permanent amnesia, or is it temporary?" ”

"When the patient regains consciousness, it is possible to completely regain his memory after a while, or he may not even forget his name, so it is difficult to say"

"Will there be any other after-effects?" , Gao Min asked.

Director Zheng sighed, "The impact injury caused by violence directly acts on the brain, causing intracranial hemorrhage, compressing the optic nerve, which is very likely to cause blindness in both eyes, but you can rest assured, we will consult with ophthalmologists and study the best treatment plan together."

Director Zheng sighed, "The impact injury caused by violence directly acts on the brain, resulting in blood accumulation in the brain, compressing the optic nerve, which is very likely to cause blindness in both eyes, but you can rest assured, we will consult with ophthalmologists and study the best treatment plan together."

"Doctor, please cure my daughter, please!" At this moment, Shu Yuming is no longer an academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences and the Chinese Academy of Sciences with a halo, he is an incompetent father, saying what fathers will say, "Please save my daughter".

"Don't worry, we'll do our best!"

After receiving the assurance of the attending physician, Shu Yuming and Fang Ling held hands and looked at each other, both seeing hope in each other's eyes.

"Professor Shu, you and your aunt go back to Shu Neem's apartment to rest, I can stay at the hospital", the two elders looked tired, and I am afraid that they will not be able to bear it if they stay up all night, "The car is waiting at the gate of the hospital, Shu Neem doesn't have to worry about it, as long as she shows signs of waking up, I will notify the two of you as soon as possible!" ”

"You are ......", Shu Yuming has always been worried about his daughter's safety, and he didn't notice this young man at all, and he didn't know what to call him for a while.

"Professor Shu, I'm a friend of Shu Meli", Gao Min paused and explained, "When you were a visiting professor at Harvard before, I listened to your lectures - my name is Gao Min"

"Oh, you're the Asian student that Professor Gloucester of the Department of Mathematics at Harvard was trying to recruit, and he heard that you started a business in Silicon Valley, and he was very sorry, thinking it was a regret for the mathematics community," Shu Yuming couldn't help but recall the heartbroken appearance of his old friend.

Afraid that Shu Yuming would be endlessly pedantic, Fang Ling hurriedly interjected, "Xiao Gao, it's better for Auntie to stay, you flew back from abroad at night, and you haven't closed your eyes until now, help Shu Yu arrange a hospital, find the attending doctor, and point to you alone in and out, Auntie has no master when she encounters something, and she can't help anything, if it weren't for you, I really don't know what to do, good boy, Auntie thank you!" As he spoke, he began to shed tears again.

"Auntie, don't say that", Gao Min hurriedly comforted her, "Shu Neem is my best friend, I have no other relatives in China, I ......"

Seeing Gao Min's eyes reddened, Fang Ling held his hands and patted them gently, "Auntie understands that it is her blessing that Shu Neem has a friend like you!" ”

"Professor Shu's heart is not very good, I think he looks very bad, you go back tonight and sleep well, and come back tomorrow when you are full of energy, otherwise your body will be exhausted, who will take care of Shu Neem?"

Fang Ling glanced at Shu Yuming, her face was blue and her lips were white, it seemed to be a precursor to heart discomfort, she took out the quick-acting heart-saving pill from her bag and handed it to him, "Hurry up and eat - Xiao Gao is right, let's go back to Shu Neem for a night of rest, I see that your body can't bear it!" He said to Gao Min, "Xiao Gao, Lao Shu and I will go back first, I've worked hard for you here!" ”

Everyone was looking forward to the fact that tomorrow Shu Neem would be able to open her eyes, but two weeks later, she was still unconscious, and at the same time, a trace of fear arose, and from now on, would she be so ignorant and unconscious, lying still, abandoning the people she loved and those who loved her?

"No!" When Fang Ling expressed her concern, Gao Min said firmly, "I have organized the world's top experts to fly over for consultation, and they will definitely restore Shu Neem's health, Shu Neem is very strong, I believe she will not disappoint everyone!" ”

With the permission of the attending doctor, there were more visitors to Neem, including colleagues, friends, and customers, Gao Min found that Neem traveled extensively, far more than one of his "friends", and his heart couldn't help but have mixed feelings, why was his heart only open for her, but she always lingered outside his heart?

It's no wonder that he and Shu Neem have different definitions of "friends".

Shu Neem said that if you get married, you are willing to get along with your partner like a friend.

He wants to be a "friend" who marries her, and he can't just be an "ordinary friend"

Wake up, wake up, please......

The people who visited the patients came and went, no one pondered the relationship between Gao Min and Shu Neem, and some people probably knew that they had worked together for a short time, only Hu Lin saw the clues.

"My little Shu sister Jiren has her own natural appearance, she will be fine!"

In difficult times, everyone likes to listen to optimistic words, and Gao Min is no exception, he smiled and said, "Thank you"

Hu Lin looked at his shy smile and couldn't help but tease him, "I said a long time ago, Xiao Shu is stupid, and he has stupid blessings, won't this wait for you?" ”

Gao Min smiled a little bitterly, "Maybe I'm not obvious enough, Shu Neem only treats me as a friend"

"Onlooker Qing, in fact, when I went to Putuo Mountain to burn incense and met you, I saw a little eyebrows", Hu Lin thought how good it would be if time could stay at that time, neem was healthy and energetic, and Chen Zhailin was still a good father and husband.

The better the past, the more cruel the reality.

Hu Lin was gloomy and smiled reluctantly, "I'll go back first, remember to tell me if I have good news."

"Okay, I'll ask the driver to take you back", Gao Min sent her out of the ward.

Neem lay quietly behind them, the twilight of the setting sun tinting her pale face with a warm touch.

Hu Lin turned around, took a deep look, and walked forward.

Some people don't see each other, but they just look at each other.

Chen Zhailin supported Ding Jiaojiao, who had a slightly bulging belly, and the moment he saw Hu Lin, he immediately let go of his hand, his face was red, and he was hesitant, "I just accompanied her to do prenatal checkups, no, I don't mean anything else", the words were so loud that even he felt shameless, so he was even more panicked.

Hu Lin's hand brushed over her abdomen, where a life was originally conceived, but because of her parents' discord, she never had a chance to come to this world again.

The lover becomes a stranger, but that's it.

Hu Lin's gaze was like a silent charcoal fire, leaving only cold ashes, "Lao Chen, you have taken the time in the past two days, let's get the divorce, my son and me, you have no opinion, right?" ”

Chen Zhailin wanted to say something, but Ding Jiaojiao grabbed his arm, "Brother Chen, my stomach hurts, let's go quickly, otherwise we won't be able to rank as an expert!" ”

Hu Lin smiled, with contempt, and walked out of the hospital lobby without stopping.

Chen Zhailin stood in place stunned, he had secretly looked for Shu Neem and asked her to persuade Hu Lin to forgive herself, Shu Neem said that she would help, but also let him be mentally prepared, "Brother Chen, usually one party to the marriage has an affair, most of them end in a breakup, especially when you and that person opened a room in the hotel, and was caught by Sister Hu, in this case, there is basically no turning back, for women, it is one thing to hear it, and it is one thing to see it with your own eyes, so some mistakes cannot be made!" ”

When Gao Min heard about this, Hu Lin and his son had returned to the northern city where their parents were, looking at Shu Neem, who was lying on the hospital bed like a sweet sleep, he laughed softly, held her hand and said, "Hey, your crow's mouth has been fulfilled again", during the Chinese New Year, when he heard the bad news of Hu Lin's miscarriage, Shu Neem asserted that the former loving couple would break up.

"You said that one day you are about to hang up, let me find an expert to rescue you", Gao Min pulled the corners of his mouth, and his smile was uglier than crying, "I have hired the top doctors on the planet, they can heal your injuries, but they can't make you wake up, and tell me, I can only wait for a miracle now, bull*!" ”

Qiao Hang stood quietly at the door for a while, and then retreated, since the accident of Editor-in-Chief Shu, the boss has hardly left the hospital, in order to take care of Editor-in-Chief Shu, he was admitted to the VIP ward with her, and even official business was handled here.

Gao Min heard the footsteps and knew that Qiao Hang was looking for him.

Gently smoothing Shu Neem's hair, Gao Min smiled as happily as possible, "Wait, I'll be back with you right away"

After signing the backlog of documents one by one, Gao Min raised his head, "You are staring at the company, contact me by mobile phone if necessary, and I will turn on the phone 24 hours a day."

"You need to rest, you can arrange the best nurse to take care of Miss Shu", Gao Min couldn't help but suggest, the boss lost weight a lot, his cheeks were sunken, and the person who has always paid attention to appearance actually had a scruffy beard, I really don't know, compared with Shu on the hospital bed, who is more like a patient.

It wasn't until this moment that he understood that the boss's friendship with Editor-in-Chief Shu was by no means as simple as friendship.

Gao Min waved his hand, Qiao Hang answered "yes" and turned to go out.

The ward was quiet again, and the corners of Shu Neem's mouth were slightly upturned, like her usual smile, very quiet.

Moved the chair to the head of the bed, Gao Min sat down, leaned over and lay on the edge of the bed, "To be honest, I'm a little tired, I'm worried all day, and my nerves are weak, even if you move your fingers, so that I can feel at ease, okay?" If you don't answer, I'll acquiesce to you, let's discuss, I'll sleep for a while, and then wake up together, okay? ”

"Okay, you promise again, don't let you ...... it," Gao Min muttered and closed his eyes.

In his dreams, he was able to release his fears to the fullest, and the thoughts of being suppressed by the fear of losing her came up one after another, and they shouted unbridled in his mind.

Tears snaked down from the corners of his eyes, Gao Min struggled in the nightmare, "Don't go, stay-", grasping Shu Neem's hand tightly, he begged bitterly, "Don't go, don't go"

Gao Min woke up from the fright, pressed his cheek to the pair of skinny hands, felt the temperature, and the cold touch made him panic.

The moment he confirmed the monitor, Neem's fingers moved, and then she frowned, laboriously pulled off the oxygen mask, and raised her hand to touch the face of the person next to her.

Fingers along the sinuous tear trails, slowly from the sideburns fingertips, landed on the chin, the skin of the newly emerging stubble thorns hurt slightly, Shu Neem's voice was hoarse, "I had a dream, the sky was covered with dark clouds, it looked like it was going to rain, I was so anxious, rowing a small wooden boat floating on a lake, the lake was white, the big boundless, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't row the shore, the sky became more and more cloudy, finally, the rain poured down, wet my hair, my face, and the paddling hands......"

"And then?" , Gao Min asked softly.

"Then I woke up", Shu Neem smiled, "It turned out that you were crying, no wonder my hands were wet!" ”

Gao Min rang the bell and called the doctor, "Come on, she's awake", and his voice was irrepressibly happy. Then leaned over and hugged Shu Neem fiercely, burying his face in her neck and whimpering, "Thank you, thank you!" ”

"I also think I should thank myself", Shu Mei gasped and laughed, "The moment I was thrown out of the cabin, I fell all the meat and eight vegetarians, I felt like I was about to hang, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move my limbs, it hurt everywhere, it hurt so much that I wanted to see God or Marx immediately, I was thinking at that time, no matter who it is, as long as I see it at the first glance, I will believe it, haha, I also have times when I don't pay attention to principles - but why is it so dark in the house, and the lights are not turned on?" ”

Gao Min froze, and he heard his own mechanical voice, "Let's wait for the doctor to come, okay?" ”

After one precise examination after another, the doctor's rhetoric changed from "waiting for a miracle" to "it will take time".

The April wind blows by, the May frogs come as scheduled, accompany the sleepless people through the long nights, the June air is full of the smell of the sun, and summer is here.

Shu Neem slowly opened his eyes, no different, just like yesterday, he woke up and saw endless darkness. 166 Reading Network