CHAPTER XLII

Liu Qingge's tears poured out faster than her thoughts.

"Is something wrong?" Liu Qingge barely suppressed her chokes, wiped her tears with her hands as if she were natural, and deceived herself into trying to cover up her gaffe with a seemingly indifferent inquiry.

"Well, something is wrong with Nan Feng, and now he is in the hospital, I want to go back and take a look." Jin Mu didn't see Liu Qingge's tears falling in an instant, but she looked at Liu Qingge's red and moist eyes after being rubbed, and a feeling of guilt grew in her heart, and the longer she watched it, the more uncomfortable she felt.

Liu Qingge nodded, and raised a stiff smile, "Well, I know, you go back, Nan Feng's body is more important." ”

"I'm sorry." Jin Mu tugged at the corners of his mouth, for the first time he felt that his smile was so stiff that he couldn't get it any longer, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, next time I come to you to play with you and buy you something delicious to compensate you." ”

"No, I'm not a kid, we're all busy. And that's about that later. Liu Qingge kept smiling, her tone was very sincere, and she couldn't hear the reluctance at all, "You can get together again in the future, and now it's still Nanfeng's body that is more important~"

Regardless of whether Liu Qingge sincerely or falsely wanted Jin Mu to go back, Jin Mu finally went back.

After Jin Mu left, Liu Qingge renewed the hotel accommodation fee for one day again, and then began to find a house that could be rented for two months, this is not difficult to say, it is not so simple to say, before nightfall, she finally negotiated a family, and moved in tomorrow, thinking that as long as it is not too unsatisfactory, it will be good to live in it directly.

Liu Qingge, who was tired, barely took a shower, and then threw himself on the bed.

She was really tired, but it still didn't stop her from remembering memories.

When she couldn't find an outlet for her discomfort, she decided to start hating Jin Mu.

People who really hate and hate the kind of people who make touching promises but can't do it, might as well never give people hope, so that they don't enjoy the feeling of broken hope.

The promiser will always have her own reasons to explain her breach of the promise, so that she can comfortably ask the other party to accept this fact, and she will never feel how sad the person whose hopes are broken.

You may be able to imagine, but empathy is just a false proposition, and all feelings can only be truly experienced when you feel them.

Maybe she cares so much and seems too stingy and hypocritical? As she said, human life is always more important than many things, and Nan Feng's body is always more important than accompanying her to play.

But Liu Qingge would rather admit that he was hypocritical than feel that his hypocrisy was wrong.

She is very sad, and she hates Jin Mu's choice and departure very much. I want to die sadly, and I said that I would always be with her? Say yes, say yes, why are your words so worthless.

She also hates herself, why is she always so dispensable in everyone's hearts, whether it is family, friends, or Jin Mu, maybe they have feelings for her, but they seem so dispensable, she can be given up casually.

She's a failure.

So sad, so sad, what's the use of this heart?

For a moment, she really wanted to take a knife and try to dig her heart out.

――

Jin Mu returned to City B, came to the hospital, pushed open the door, and saw that Nan Feng was talking to someone, and there was still a trace of paleness on his face, but there were no external injuries.

It was the editorial department who was talking to Nan Feng, and the president and vice president of JJ, Sister Bing and the third uncle, were also there.

Jin Mu came in and listened to everyone's explanation before he knew what was going on.

It turns out that Nan Feng urged the trouble of urging the manuscript, the author number jù is very good, and it is a big pink in jj, but she has a problem, that is, she likes to break the change, and she likes to break the change every middle and late stage, but she applied for the list but turned a blind eye, and Nan Feng angrily wanted to blacklist people.

But after all, she was worried about the impact of the blacklist deduction for three or four issues on an article, especially a hot article, so Nan Feng still didn't do it, but put her on a relatively poor list. One issue, two issues, and three issues, the author came to Xingshi to ask for the guilt, Nan Feng was angry, and treated the author coldly, and he didn't explain so much.

But then, this author spread Nan Feng's targeted behavior in the circle of friends, and then passed it on to many people who didn't know the truth, thinking that Nan Feng was a very bad editor.

At first, Nan Feng didn't know about it, but there was no impermeable wall, and that kind of remark finally reached her ears, and she touched it along the vine, and finally locked on the author.

Just when she was about to have a good chat with the other party, the author gave her a big gift.

Very old but very practical, when Nan Feng received a series of disgusting or frightening packages, her life was affected by Yan zhòng, because this guide zhì her sleep and mental pressure were too much, and finally fainted in the editorial department.

Now everyone is comforting her, and it has been decided to thoroughly investigate the cause of this already bad incident.

Nan Feng probably knew whose handwriting these things were, after all, the time was too coincidental, but the delivery address was different, and there was no information left to prove his identity, and the phone number was just empty when he dialed it, so it was extremely difficult to find evidence that could be indicated.

This kind of thing sounds stunning, but it's not that hard to imagine. What editor hasn't come across some weird author and thing?

It's like the author has also met editors who are also strange in all aspects.

In a pot of soup, even if there is not a single mouse droppings, there will be many flaws, although the probability of causing disease is small, but it is objective.

After everyone comforted them for a while, they all went back to work, and Jin Mu simply stayed to accompany Nan Feng because the holiday had not yet expired.

"Where are you going to play again?" Nan Feng, as Jin Mu's good friend, although he has never heard Jin Mu talk about his family, he is still clear about the fact that Jin Mu can casually ask for leave to play. For this reason, she has made a lot of assumptions about Jin Mu's identity, such as being Sister Bing's daughter or something? But Sister Bing shouldn't be able to give birth to a child as big as Jin Mu.

So what is Jin Mu's identity? Nan Feng didn't ask Jin Mu directly about this question.

"I'm going to see someone." Jin Mu changed the subject and said, "How are you feeling now?" ”

Nan Feng said, "I'm just a little frightened, and I've always felt very stuffy and palpitations recently." ”

"If you receive another package like that in the future, sue me." Jin Mu patted Nan Feng's hand and comforted.

Jin Mu accompanied Nan Feng to talk for a while, a trace of sleepiness appeared on Nan Feng's face, and Jin Mu proposed to leave at the right time.

After returning to his house, Jin Mu dialed Liu Qingge's number.

But I was reminded that I was on the phone.

Jin Mu pursed his lips and looked at the phone for a while, and finally put the phone down.

Shouldn't it be blocked?

But in fact, she was indeed blocked by Liu Qingge, and before being blocked, Liu Qingge copied her mobile phone number and sent it to the trumpet.

She just didn't want to pay attention to Jin Mu now.

――

People are tired when they live, and since they have not chosen to die, they have to look forward regardless of the difficult times.

Liu Qingge felt that the only thing he could do now was to fight hard, and after saving money, he would work together with Ah Zheng after graduation, and as for everything else, don't think about it too much.

Spring Breeze Ten Miles: Let's go to Yuny Academy.

Zheng: How did you figure it out?

Spring Breeze Ten Miles: JJ is the basic salary, but it is also too stable, and it is destined to have no breakthrough, and although Y College is a challenge, if it is successful, it will be a commission more than ten or twenty times higher than the basic salary, isn't it? If it's enough to eat, but what if you want to buy a house and go abroad?

Zheng: Well, but I want to remind you that the competition there is very high, and it is the time to decide life and death after a million words, and if you pounce, then your income is estimated to be the full attendance of each month. Writing the first book is basically a flutter, you have to be mentally prepared and don't get too much hope.

Spring Breeze Shili: I know, but let's try it anyway, I'll use it to write an outline this summer.

Zheng: What about your new article?

Spring Breeze: I originally planned to write a series of essays, but now I have an outline in my head, and I can start saving the manuscript now.

Zheng: En, you have to remember that Y Academy is just an attempt, just a test of the waters, and it is more prudent to take into account JJ.

Chunfeng: I know.

Liu Qingge was so busy that he forgot all the unhappy things for a while, and only seriously updated the old text, and began to save the new article, while carefully reading the classic text, he carefully took notes to improve his writing.

Most of the unsuccessful results are due to your own laziness, if you can do your job like a scientific research, whether it is studying or writing, then your grades will not disappoint you.

But people often can't do this, even if it's a zheng, there is no way to do it.

A lot of things that seem like just a thought and are easy to do are not easy to do.

Liu Qingge really calmed down to do this because of his desperate mentality, and this was done in early September.

Liu Qingge felt that the old text could be finished, because the new article already had enough words to save the manuscript.

At the end of the old article, I glanced at the total number of earnings, which was several times the total income of the previous article, and I didn't know whether I should be happy or should I mourn for my former self for a few seconds.

Even if the number of jùdon in the later period reaches a pole, the total income is still very impressive.

The article on the gold list, no matter how much you pounce, you can't get anywhere.

As a Leo, there is no doubt that she is a fortune boy who is unmistakable.

If you have money, you don't scatter your wealth, you don't open the forest, just like you don't buy gifts for your friends after receiving a manuscript payment.

So, let's do a lottery, the final order is 2,000, then draw a bottle of SK2 fairy water and five YSL No. 12 lipsticks.

Spring Breeze Ten Miles:

The text is over, and the author is ready to hold a lottery, and genuine readers will enter. A bottle of fairy water is drawn for one person, and the lottery will be held at 8 p.m. ten days later. Forward the lottery platform [with photos]

Spring Breeze Ten Miles:

The text is over, and the author is ready to hold a lottery, and genuine readers will enter. Five YSL No. 12 lipsticks were drawn to five people, and the lottery was drawn at 8:20 p.m. ten days later. Forward the lottery platform [with photos]

It feels inexplicably cool to open two lotteries.

Although it's actually a little painful, it's really inexplicable, and I feel like the whole person is cute.

But Liu Qingge really didn't realize how big the charm of the lottery was, she thought that only readers who saw the little green characters would be friends who were close to each other at most, but when she finished the start of school and opened Weibo to see that the number of retweets exceeded 20,000, Liu Qingge was confused.

What is it like to have a sudden increase in fans from 600 to more than 20,000?

Liu Qingge: The baby is so scared and good qaq