After a short silence, Shang Jinyan suddenly got up, and Chen Meng hurriedly pressed his shoulder, "Shang Jinyan? ”

Shang Jinyan broke free of her hand and was about to get out of bed, Chen Meng was anxious and raised his voice, "Shang Jinyan, calm down, what happened?" Shang Jinyan, did you hear that? ”

Shang Jinyan's movements paused, he slowly moved his gaze, and finally looked directly at Chen Meng with dark eyes.

The darkness is bottomless, and Chen Meng sighed in his heart.

She hugged Shang Jinyan's shoulder, not daring to think too much, "What happened?" Can't you tell me? We are husband and wife. ”

Shang Jinyan sat stunned like that, Chen Meng didn't dare to let go, for fear that he would be impulsive.

For a long time, an unknown bird screamed outside the window.

"My mother—" Shang Jinyan's voice was hoarse, low and unspeakable, "It's gone." ”

Chen Meng was stunned for a long time, he didn't know what it meant to be gone, how could a good person be gone?

"Huh?"

Shang Jinyan hugged her tightly, and Chen Meng was afraid that he would be injured and tried to distance himself. Shang Jinyan buried his face in her neck, and let out a suppressed whimper in his throat, and tears rolled into Chen Meng's neck.

Shang Jinyan's old house in City D was bombed, and Su Min and the nanny didn't even find all the bodies. The incident happened last night, Shang Qi called Shang Jinyan and planned to talk about it, but Shang Jinyan didn't receive it from him, so he didn't say it. In the afternoon, it was someone close to Shang Qi who called and informed him not to show up for the time being.

Now that they are in full operation, they will definitely make a final comeback in their dying throes.

Chen Meng has known Shang Jinyan for so long, and it is the first time he has seen him lose control like this.

She grabbed Shang Jinyan's clothes and patted him on the back, "Shang Jinyan." ”

I don't know where to start if I have a lot of words, Chen Meng is now a little afraid that if Shang Jinyan is impulsive, his life will be taken into account. But until the evening, Shang Jinyan just smoked one cigarette after another, and there was no movement.

In the evening, Chen Meng went to cook some noodle porridge, but Han Jing didn't come back, she brought the porridge to the room.

In the past, when the window was opened, the smell of smoke in the room was very strong, and Chen Meng took away the cigarette case full of cigarette butts and threw it into the trash.

"Let's have something to eat."

Shang Jinyan turned his head, and his eyes were bloodshot under the light.

He just looked at Chen Meng, Chen Meng knew what it was like to lose a loved one, she had experienced it.

Pulled over the stool and sat down next to him, took the porridge bowl, "I feed you?" ”

Shang Jinyan extinguished the cigarette butt and pressed his eyebrows, "You eat yours." ”

His voice was hoarse, and this was the first time he had spoken this afternoon except for his mother.

Chen Meng put down the porridge bowl and handed him the water cup, "Then drink water." ”

Shang Jin didn't speak, and looked directly at her.

Chen Meng didn't shy away either, holding the water glass, "It's hot, I've been holding it-"

Shang Jinyan took the cup, Chen Meng rubbed his hands, looked down at his hands, and looked at Shang Jinyan again, "You are dead now, there is no use." You have to live to get justice for your aunt. ”

Everyone understands the truth, but it is not so easy to use on yourself.

There's no way, I know after experiencing it myself, those things can't be passed by saying that you can pass. Those pains are real and unforgettable. Cutting flesh alive, he had to use all his reason to suppress the anger, the mad grief.

Shang Jinyan held the cup, his finger joints were white, Chen Meng didn't know how to comfort him, racking his brains to think of words, "Don't be impulsive, plan slowly, step by step, the days are still long." ”

Shang Jinyan reluctantly drank half a bowl of porridge, and vomited without lying down. People really can't eat in a situation of extreme grief, and he forces himself not to think about it, not to be sad.

There is only Chen Meng who is powerless here, what can he do even if he goes out?

can't do anything, and it will drag Chen Meng down.

But it's really hard.

Chen Meng cleaned up the filth and stopped forcing him to eat.

Shang Jinyan finished smoking a box of cigarettes, so he didn't have to smoke, and began to toss the gun.

Dismantled and put on, put on and disassemble. The arm was broken, but the hand was not broken.

Chen Meng was dazzled, and sat cross-legged on the bed with slippers.

"Shang Jinyan?"

Shang Jinyan didn't look at her, pressed the magazine in, and clicked to open the insurance. "Huh?"

In the dim light, his facial features were particularly deep, and the high bridge of his nose left a shadow on his face.

"Isn't Han Jing coming back?"

"Hmm."

"When will you be back?"

Shang Jinyan finally put down the gun, stuffed it under the pillow, and looked at Chen Meng.

Chen Mengmeng smiled to ease the atmosphere, but she didn't laugh, she lowered her head and held Shang Jinyan's hand, "I'm worried about you." ”

"It's fine." Shang Jinyan's voice was low, "I'm measured, if you want to be sleepy, go to sleep." ”

Chen Meng couldn't sleep, but now Shang Jinyan didn't speak, and she didn't have anything else to pass the time.

Turned off the lights and lay together, very silent.

Chen Meng, who was quiet, was a little flustered.

"Shang Jinyan." She found Shang Jinyan's hand under the quilt and held it, "Are you asleep?" ”

"Nope." Shang Jinyan coughed violently for a while, Chen Meng was startled, and wanted to get up to pour water for him, Shang Jinyan held her hand. "Lie down, don't be busy."

Chen Meng stroked his chest, "Smoke less." ”

Shang Jinyan lay flat and looked at the ceiling above his head,

"Hmm."

Chen Meng turned over and put his arm across his neck and approached him, "I can understand your current mood, I also came here like this at that time, I don't advise you otherwise." Just a little, don't hurt yourself. ”

Shang Jinyan was silent, Chen Meng thought that he didn't listen, and he wanted to continue, Shang Jinyan spoke, "Indeed, you have a history of self-harm." ”

Chen Meng was choked and didn't know what to say for a while.

Shang Jinyan's voice was very deep, "When you insisted on going to prison and hurting yourself, it was all your doing." ”

Chen Meng dug a pit and buried himself.

He opened his mouth and closed it again.

Shang Jinyan said: "I know what I'm doing, let's sleep." ”

Chen Meng didn't comfort Shang Jinyan, and was scolded by him, and immediately closed his eyes and fell asleep honestly.

When I woke up the next day, I heard the sound of talking, and it was difficult to pant when I opened my eyes, so I lifted the quilt when I raised my hand, and the next moment I was pressed back. Chen Meng was about to be suffocated, revealing a slit.

"Shang Jinyan?"

Another man's voice sounded outside, "Then I'll go first, and I'll talk about it in the evening." ”

"Okay."

The sound of steady footsteps faded away until the door clicked shut, and Shang Jinyan let go of his hand. Chen Meng showed his head, saw the light of day again, and glared, "Shang Jinyan? ”

"Get dressed." Shang Jinyan reminded her, "When you sleep outside, you don't have to take off your clothes at night." ”

Chen Meng didn't take it off before going to bed, maybe he took off his clothes in a daze, and hurriedly hid in the quilt to get dressed. Shang Jinyan looked out the window thoughtfully.

"I'll be back tomorrow."

Chen Meng put on his clothes and showed his head, "What's wrong?" Isn't it safe here? ”

"It's not safe, go back to City D."

How to go back, how to go, Chen Meng has no concept at all. It was all arranged by Shang Jinyan, and she came back after eating to help Shang Jinyan go to the bathroom, and the toilets in the countryside were simple.

Chen Meng originally wanted to take the basin in, but was rejected by Shang Jin's righteous words. When he entered the bathroom, Chen Meng helped him take off his pants, and halfway through it, both of them blushed.

"You go out first."

There are nurses in the hospital, and Chen Meng can't do these menial jobs.

Chen Meng looked away, "Y-can you?" ”

"Hmm."

Chen Meng asked Shang Jinyan to stand firm against the wall and hurriedly walked out.

Today's Shang Jinyan is not much different, they all know the current situation and position, and the sky is falling. As long as they're alive, they have to keep going.

"Are you alright?"

Shang Jinyan: "You go farther." ”

Damn it! It's embarrassing.

Chen Meng walked out of the yard, the weather was very good, and the blue sky and white clouds were close at hand.

The people on the mountain live in a sparse place, and it is difficult to meet a person, Chen Meng stood on the side of the road for a while. The valley is lush and green, as if it is already spring here.

There were several cars driving this way on the winding mountain road, Chen Meng stared at it for a few seconds, his face suddenly changed and he turned around and ran back.

Pushing open the bathroom door, the merchant was already getting dressed, and paused, "What's wrong?" ”

Chen Meng pointed outside, anxious, "I saw several cars coming up outside, I couldn't tell what kind of car it was, but I remember that there was no fork in the road when we came up." It's just this way, it won't happen, right? ”

Shang Jinyan also raised his expression and stretched out his hand, "Help me." ”

When they entered the room, Shang Jinyan picked up his coat and put on his gun, held it in his hand, and tilted his head to signal, "Go out." ”

When I went out, I saw the car flashing, and it was already very close.

Shang Jinyan's eyes moved, and he pulled Chen Meng away, "Close the door and walk behind you." ”

Chen Meng was not verbose, and dragged Shang Jinyan and the two of them up the hill along the path behind the house.

After climbing about two hundred meters, three cars stopped at the door of the house, and the people in the cars were wearing camouflage uniforms and got out of the car in a very orderly manner. With a gun in his hand, he kicked the door open.

Shang Jinyan glanced left and right, pointed to another way, and turned his head to signal her to go.

The two of them quietly walked towards the path, the mountain was silent, and the sound of kicking the door was very loud.

Shang Jinyan took out the mobile phone card and put it in his pocket, and the two of them moved to the depths of the mountains and forests.

There are only two reasons why people can find this place.

Han Jing betrayed him, or they followed Han Jing.

After walking for about three hundred meters, there was no road ahead, Chen Meng looked around, and dragged Shang Jinyan into the crack of the stone. There hasn't been much noise at the bottom of the mountain, they are very orderly, and they should be professionally trained.

"Who is that?"

"I don't know." Shang Jinyan reached out and pulled out a dagger from Chen Meng's waist, "Where did this thing come from?" ”

"It was smooth when I just went out." Chen Meng has a problem with smooth things, and it's really not a good habit.

"Don't stab you." The two of them felt the crack in the stone and walked inside, Chen Meng held his hand and smiled, "Not yet." ”

The depth of the stone crack was limited, and there was no way out soon, so Shang Jinyan took a dagger and cut off a tree vine. The vine is old, the thickness of an adult's arm, although it is still soft, but it can hold it a little roughly, Shang Jinyan held it in his hand and let Chen Meng let go of himself.

He nudged Chen Meng, "Go behind me." ”

Chen Meng didn't know it, and when he walked behind him, he still reached out to help him, "Are you okay?" Don't need my help? What are you going to do in the back? There is no way. 166 Reading Network