136 Chapter 136

Lu Zaiyuan glanced up at her, smiled, and took her hand: "You sit down, let's have a good talk." ”

"Who's going to talk to you!" Although Nanxi said this in his mouth, he still sat next to him, twisted his face away, and didn't look at him.

He reached out and pinched her chin, turning her face over to face him. He looked at her eyes solemnly and said, "Xiaoxi, whether we are divorced or not, in my heart, you are my wife!" One of the important reasons why I went with you to get a divorce certificate was because I didn't want to make my mother angry. You don't know her, and once she gets angry, the consequences are very serious. Another reason is that a lot of things have happened to me lately, and now it seems that the dust has basically settled on them, but until then, I have no way of predicting which direction things will go. Once I can't control the situation, I'll pull you into the water, so divorce is a protection for you. ”

"Now, everything is going in my favor, and in this case, exposing you to the public eye won't hurt you too much. As for the media's attention to the paparazzi's follow-up, as a woman with a long way to go, I'm afraid this is the reality you have to face and the price you have to bear, you are very brave, I know you can handle it. ”

"When you talk about it, you're just talking about your own reasoning! Have you asked me about my wishes? I don't want to be your woman! Divorced, our relationship is cut in two, don't be entangled, let me go, okay? Nanxi looked at his blazing eyes reflecting the light, and the defense line in his heart was slowly collapsing.

"Yes, I personally severed the old relationship between us, and now I want to build a new relationship between us. I officially announce: From today onwards, I will pursue Nanxi! I will do my best to protect her and love her until she agrees to accept me as my woman! Lu Zaiyuan raised his right hand and made an oath.

"What if I don't promise you for the rest of my life? Are you going to sleep in a tent in my yard for the rest of your life? Nanxi thought he was so naΓ―ve.

"Don't say yes for the rest of your life? That's impossible! I've heard your heart say right now: This man is so cute, promise him, be his woman......" He laughed, pinching his throat and learning a feminine tone.

"Phew!" Nanxi blushed and took a sip of him, "It's really hard to change your stinky and beautiful problem!" What's on my mind? Can you see through? ”

"Of course you can see through it, aren't you just worried about Xiaohe? She was hostile to me and treated me like a bad person. If you want to be with me, Xiaohe will be unhappy, will object, and even recur because of stimulation. And Xiaohe is your only relative, and you will not ignore her, so as long as she does not accept me, you will not accept me. That's what you think in your heart, right? Lu Zaiyuan looked at her very seriously.

Nanxi was sour by his words, and his eyes were hot. She blinked and sighed, "Yes, you're right. Xiaohe's hostility towards you is deep in her bones, and if I insist on staying with you regardless of her feelings, I will kill her. You know my sister's situation, her love and hate are carved in her heart with a knife, I can't reason with her, I can only obey her. ”

"So I declare that from today onwards, I will work hard to improve my image and win the recognition of my sister-in-law. She can even accept a bastard like Deng Jiaxiang, I am such a good person, she will slowly realize my benefits, you can rest assured. Lu Zaiyuan patted her on the cheek and comforted her.

Nanxi didn't have confidence in this matter, she shook her head and said: "You don't understand the psychology of autistic people, you are too confident." Maybe she won't accept you for the rest of her life, and as long as she hates you for a day, I can't be with you for a day. You don't have to waste all this time on me, throw yourself into your wonderful world, stay away from me, and slowly forget about me. ”

As Nanxi spoke, tears welled up in his eyes. Lu Zaiyuan felt sorry for her and held her in his arms, but she didn't resist.

"Xiaoxi, you don't have to be sad, just believe me. I'm a very hard person, a person who shouldn't have lived, and I'm still alive and well. The god of fate is on my side. Almost everything I want to do, I can get what I want. So I believe that I will definitely be able to win Xiaohe's approval. ”

Nanxi had no way to resist his affection, but she was deeply sober and warned herself not to indulge her feelings. She wept in his arms, and said as she shed tears, "I can tell you, if Xiaohe doesn't accept you for a day, I won't accept you." It can be tough for you, and it's too late for you to give up now. ”

"I resolutely don't give up! I've prepared for the worst, if Xiaohe can accept me, then we can be husband and wife, if she won't accept me...... Then we can also make a pair of wild mandarin ducks, right? Lu Zaiyuan laughed and teased her.

Nanxi hit him in annoyance: "Nonsense! Who wants to be a wild mandarin duck with you! You pack up your tent and go back to sleep as soon as possible, even if you want to pursue me, you don't have to sleep in a tent so hard, right? ”

"That palatial villa is not my home, I am willing to live there for my mother. Now that my mom is gone, there's no need for me to go back there. I slept in a tent very well, and the thought of you being so close to me makes me happy. Lu Zaiyuan raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Nanxi's face, and kissed her secretly.

Nanxi glared at him: "It's too cold, you'll catch a cold!" Don't make a fuss, okay? ”

"You're worried about my cold, so lead me into your room, I'm sorry." Lu Zaiyuan squeezed his eyes at her.

Although Nanxi was soft-hearted, she was not ready to accept him, she shook her head in embarrassment: "No......."

"This will not work, and that will not work! What a hassle for women! Come into the house, wear so little, you have to be careful of catching a cold! I'm going to sleep, I'm so sleepy! Lu Zaiyuan spoke, pushed her out, and he himself got into the tent, closed the door, and got into the sleeping bag.

Nanxi stood next to the tent, so entangled. He slept in a tent, and she still couldn't help but feel distressed. But she hadn't thought about many things yet, and she couldn't rush into the house.

"Good night, come inside, don't let the pestle interfere with my rest!" The sound of Lu Zaiyuan came from the tent, and immediately after, the lights in the tent went out.

Nanxi was helpless, dragged his slow steps, and returned to the house step by step.

After he made such a fuss, she had no sleepiness at all. She sat on the windowsill, looking through the glass at the quiet tent in the courtyard, and her heart was full of thoughts.

Originally, she had already made up her mind not to have anything to do with him again in this life. But he was so sincere and trying so hard to save their feelings, it was hard for her not to be moved.

This proud man like a peacock is willing to be a little low in front of her, and no matter how much resentment she has in her heart, it will dissipate at this moment......

Well, even if none of the above reasons can make up for the catastrophic damage he has caused to her life, she loves him! As soon as she saw him, the irrepressible excitement in her heart was that only she knew what was going on.

What was she going to do? Forgive him?

What about my sister? He said that he would definitely get Xiaohe's approval, can he really do it?

I thought a lot, but I didn't have an answer. She sat at the window until dawn with her eyes open.

At dawn, she watched him emerge from the tent, grabbed his unkempt curls a few times, and put the tent away. Then he threw the tent in the trunk of the car and got into the car.

Before leaving, he glanced into the room. But she hid behind the curtains, and he didn't see her.

"Sister Xiaoxi, he is gone, if you sit down again, you will become a statue." Zhao Chufang didn't know when he appeared behind her and patted her on the shoulder.

"Huh? Are you awake? Nanxi glanced back at Zhao Chufang, and as he spoke, he moved down from the windowsill.

After sitting for too long, her whole body was stiff, her legs were numb, and as soon as her feet touched the ground, her legs went limp, and she almost sat on the floor.

Zhao Chufang held her: "Hey! I really don't understand what you think, he's done it to this extent, why do you have to embarrass him. You love each other, so you should be together! What else are you struggling with? ”

Nanxi beat his leg and smiled bitterly: "If I were at your age, I would definitely throw myself into his arms without caring about anything." But now I can't, I have a poor sister, so I can't be willful, I have to be responsible for her future. ”

"Hey!" Zhao Chufang sighed again, "Providence makes people!" But I think that person is not bad, I try to persuade Xiaohe, although it is difficult to change her overnight, but you can't underestimate the subtle power, nagging in her ear a few times a day, I believe she will accept it slowly. ”

When Nanxi heard the words "imperceptibly", a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in her mind!

yes, how did she forget? Isn't Xiaohe being treated? That kind of treatment is mainly psychological counseling! Since Dr. Zhou can let her speak, maybe she can also come out of the shadow of her sister's love!

Thinking like this, her heart was suddenly filled with hope.

She clenched her fists and struck Zhao Chufang the chest: "You kid! You've helped me a lot! Thank you! ”

Zhao Chufang didn't understand why she was suddenly so excited, rubbed her chest, and laughed stupidly twice: "Sister Xiaoxi is too polite, I just need to move my mouth, I can't guarantee whether it will have an effect." ”

Nanxi didn't say anything, just smiled at him, and then happily went to the kitchen to make breakfast.

After breakfast, she immediately drove straight to Dr. Zhou's clinic.

As a result, she arrived too early and sat in the corridor of the clinic and waited for a while before Dr. Zhou came to work.

When Dr. Zhou saw her, he was stunned: "Xiaoxi? What are you doing here? Is there something wrong? ”

"yes, there's something I'd like to talk to you about." Nanxi stood up and greeted politely.

"Oh...... Come to my office and talk. ”

Dr. Zhou led Nanxi into the office, poured her a glass of water, sat down opposite, and asked, "You came here early in the morning, there must be something important, right?" ”

"There is a very important matter that needs to be consulted with you." Nan Xi nodded, "I've been too busy lately, and I haven't cared about Xiaohe's treatment, I want to know, how is she doing now?" At what stage? ”

Dr. Zhou's eyes flickered a few times, and he smiled: "Just for this?" You should be watching her recovery. In fact, she is very lucky, she has a sister who is willing to give everything for her, and a brother Jiaxiang who can unlock her heart. In fact, it is really rare for autistic patients to have obvious treatment effects in a short period of time like her. She's at a very critical stage right now, either going forward or backward, depending on how we treat her. Dr. Zhou did not explain to Nanxi from a professional point of view, but emphasized the importance of family care.

Her words blew a cold wind on Nanxi's newly ignited hope. But since Nanxi is here, she still wants to consult Dr. Zhou, she said: "Thanks to Dr. Zhou, you not only have excellent medical skills, but also have been very attentive to Xiaohe for so many years." Dr. Zhou, I would like to consult with you, Xiaohe's illness this time is because of something that happened in my family, which gave her a lot of stimulation. She is still haunted by that incident, and it seems to have become a shadow of her psychology. Can you go through counselling...... Or is it hypnotherapy, guiding her out of the psychological shadows? ”

Dr. Zhou didn't answer immediately, she grabbed a pen in her hand, shook it vigorously, released the pen again, and threw it aside. After a few seconds of silent thought, she asked, "Do you mean interfering with the patient's emotions?" ”

"Oh...... Let's just say that. Nanxi nodded.

"How did you come up with the idea?" Dr. Zhou did not answer her questions directly, but asked her questions.

"I don't want to see my sister hate someone deeply because of a misunderstanding, that's not right. But I couldn't convince her, so I thought..... Perhaps Dr. Zhou can do this through professional means. Nanxi explained his purpose.

"Oh." Doctor Zhou nodded, and was silent for a while, "In theory, it should be possible, but it's not good to do this, although she is a patient, she also has the freedom of her own thoughts." As doctors, we can only dispel her negative emotions, untie her knots, and let her face life bravely. But it should be said that the practice of influencing patients to love and hate them through professional means...... In fact...... It is against professional ethics. ”

According to Dr. Zhou's theory, the brain of a patient like Nan He is like a badly written program, and the doctor's job is to find out the errors in the program and modify it so that it can function normally.

If, as Nanxi said, the patient is given some of the patient's previous thoughts and re-instilled some new thoughts through some means, then it is equivalent to erasing the program and rewriting it. In the end, the patient is no longer the same person, but is re-molded into another person according to the wishes of some people.

"Xiaoxi, the reason why people are human beings, not her machines, is because everyone has their own wisdom and personality, which is unique and unchangeable. I'm sure you like the same sister from the original, and despite her many shortcomings, her name is Nanhe. If we take advantage of her weakest moment to erase some of the past memories stored in her brain and rewrite new things that you would like to see, will she still be your sister? Don't you think she's a marionette? ”

Doctor Zhou was full of words and said that Nanxi was speechless.

Nanxi felt so ashamed that she tried to change her sister's personality and emotions for her own selfishness.

Although Xiaohe broke upstairs that day and bumped into such an embarrassing scene, it was indeed deeply stimulating Xiaohe, but before that, Xiaohe didn't like to go far, didn't he?

She can't treat her sister as a puppet or a puppet, all she can do is to try her best to guide her sister to accept that the road is far away under the premise that her sister is willing.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Zhou, I didn't realize the seriousness of this matter, I was too naΓ―ve. Let you laugh, you just don't think I've been here today. Nanxi dispelled the idea of letting Dr. Zhou affect Xiaohe's emotions through some means, and got up to leave.

Nanxi didn't know that as soon as she left the clinic with her front foot, Dr. Zhou made a phone call to Deng Jiaxiang.

She blamed herself deeply, feeling that she was an extremely irresponsible sister who would have such thoughts about her sister. In order to make up for her mistakes, she decided to buy her sister a good set of painting tools.

She went to a painting shop on the street behind the Academy of Fine Arts, which was one of the best in the city, and when Xiaohe first started to learn to paint, she often accompanied her here to buy paint brushes and so on.

At that time, her parents were still there, and the family's financial situation was very good.

Since her family went bankrupt and her parents died, she rarely came here to buy painting tools for her sister because the prices here were too expensive.

Today, she is completely out of a sense of guilt, feeling that she almost became a bad sister, and she should give her sister some compensation.

Who knew that as soon as she entered the store, she saw a familiar figure.

With his back to her, Lu Zaiyuan was asking the clerk about the price of paints and canvases, and the clothes on his body had changed, a silver-white plaid flannel shirt and washed blue jeans. My hair was also washed, and it was not as unkempt as it had been when I left in the morning.

She hesitated, but walked into the store and said behind him, "Mr. Pei is early, haven't you been very busy lately?" Do you still have the leisure to paint? ”

Lu Zaiyuan heard her voice and turned around: "What are you doing here?" Do you want to buy painting tools for Xiaohe? Then you can save some money, I'm here to buy her a gift. ”

"Buy her a gift? Is there any particular reason? Non-annual and non-festive ...... It's not her birthday either......" Nanxi asked suspiciously.

Lu Zaiyuan smiled: "You forgot? Didn't I say that last night? I'm going to try to please my sister-in-law, and my fate is now in her hands, and I'm glad of her, maybe she'll let me in." ”

Nanxi understood his intentions and said with a smile: "So that's the case...... But don't be too happy, even if she lets you in, I won't let you in. ”

Lu Zaiyuan disagreed: "I'll deal with Xiaohe first, and I need to use peaceful means for her." You've passed this pass, pry the door and climb the window, I always have a way to solve it. ”

The young clerk heard their conversation, pursed his lips and smiled, and turned to go off.

Nanxi blushed and glared at him: "Nonsense! I'm not afraid of being listened to as a joke! ”

"Joke what? It's too late for others to envy you. As he spoke, he suddenly turned to the clerk who was pretending to be busy but was actually eavesdropping, "Did you say?" Miss Yang? ”

The young clerk knew that he had been found eavesdropping, and generously turned his head and teased: "Yes! I said, Mrs. Lu, with such a handsome husband as Mr. Lu, how can you bear to lock him out? If I had changed, I would have waited for him to come home with the window open every day! ”

"Listen, how good Miss Yang said...... Speaking of Miss Yang, how many floors do you live on? I can't climb up if it's too high, and I'm not a spider-man. Lu Zaiyuan responded to the clerk's joke.

Seeing that Nanxi's face changed, the clerk didn't take the joke down, and walked away with a smile towards Lu Zaiyuan.

Lu Zaiyuan peeked at Nanxi and saw that she had a tense face, as if she was looking at the paint seriously, but she was actually angry.

He smiled secretly, stayed by her side, and threw into a basket what she had reached out to look at.

In the end, the checkout at the cashier, it was the money that Lu was far away, Nanxi was not polite to him, stood by the door with a straight face, waited for him to pay, and the two of them went out together.

When she went out, Nanxi went straight to her car. Lu Zaiyuan was carrying a bunch of things, and he couldn't spare his hands to pull her, so he rushed in front of her and blocked her way: "Hey! Have a coffee with me, I haven't had breakfast yet. ”

"Somewhere to change clothes and nowhere to have breakfast? Then when you were in the store just now, why didn't you ask that Miss Yang? People also say that they will open the window and wait for you to climb in, don't you respond to such an obvious courtship signal? Nan Xi turned his face awkwardly and snorted.

Lu Zaiyuan's smile widened: "Courtship signal? You might as well just say about the date! Well, since you won't drink coffee with me, how about I go with you to drink vinegar? ”

"Phew!" Nanxi couldn't hold back, and was amused by him, "Don't stink and be beautiful!" Who eats your vinegar? Dating whomever you like? Anyway, you were originally a playboy, and now you have become a single diamond king, and the little beast in your heart has long been roaring to be out of the cage, right? ”

"Wow! Do you hear it growling? Do you hear what it's shouting? It's shouting: Chase my wife back, if I can't catch her again, I'm going to starve to death! After Lu Zaiyuan finished speaking, he laughed insolently.

Nanxi was embarrassed and embarrassed, and quickly turned around: "If you don't eat breakfast, you will be hungry, right?" Find a place to fill your belly! What a shame! 166 Reading Network