CHAPTER XLVI

In Zhuo Meixian's appointment, in her focus on the income of code words, the final exam is coming.

Every final exam is very difficult, but this one is especially special, because this final exam will affect graduation, if you don't cry and beg the teacher to let you go, you should be honest and prepare for the review.

At this time, Liu Qingge felt that his manuscript had been maximized, although he also felt that it was really painful to return to the pre-liberation period.

Liu Qingge's review this time can be regarded as very serious, perhaps because of the ability she has exercised since the beginning of this semester, she can now devote herself to learning as if she was in the code.

She doesn't care much about her grades, because it really has no effect on her, or rather, even if she is studying these subjects now, she feels that it is useless, and there is no practicality, in terms of developing brain power, expanding her horizons, cultivating self-learning ability, etc., it is also unsatisfactory, she can't find the meaning of these subjects. Well, if she's going to be a teacher in the future, maybe she'll be able to use something.

But she didn't want to be a teacher at all now.

However, people are creatures who want face, especially Leo like Liu Qingge, face is more important than many things.

She wants to show those people, she just doesn't learn, if she really gets serious, she won't do worse than others.

The last exam was unprecedentedly strict, and none of those delusional copies were successful, and Liu Qingge felt quite satisfied with this.

Isn't it good to play fair?

Without those cheat sheets, she wanted to see what kind of results those who were used to copying would do.

When Liu Qingge went to the classroom for a class meeting after the last subject of the exam, he found that the classmates did not have a hippie smile, and their expressions were heavier than the other, Liu Qingge felt inexplicably sour.

I'm going to do an internship next semester, so I have to take everything back, so Liu Qingge checked in the luggage with the money and returned to his adoptive parents' house.

Anyway, this home is still where she has lived for more than ten years, and her parents have still spoiled her parents for so many years, and no matter how much estrangement there is, it can't compare to the coldness of her own parents.

The warm sun in winter is the rarest, at noon, after lunch, Lu Zihua sat at the gate, from this point of view, the field of vision was very open, Liu Qingge moved a stool and sat beside him.

Lu Zihua lit a cigarette for himself, "I'm going to do an internship next year, right?" ”

"Hmm." Liu Qingge nodded, smelling the familiar smell of tobacco, and relaxed, "But I don't want to be a teacher anymore, so I don't want to go to an internship." ”

"You can write a novel while you work."

"But I don't want to be a teacher anymore."

As he spoke, Liu Qingge looked at his father with some apprehension.

Lu Zihua has always hoped that she would be a teacher, and it would be best to become a female headmistress in the future, which sounds very powerful.

But if she said such a thing at the last moment of going to the normal school, her father must be very uncomfortable and disappointed, right?

Lu Zihua took two puffs of cigarette in silence.

He rarely ordered Liu Qingge to do things he didn't like when he was a child, and if Liu Qingge grew up, he would use coercive words against Liu Qingge even less, and every decision was carefully considered.

When Lu Zihua finished smoking an authentic cigarette, he finally said his opinion, "I still support you to do this while working, if I say pension, you must think that I am too far, but this job itself is relatively easy, many holidays, winter and summer vacations are also paid vacations." This job is also more respected and liked, and many successful men like to marry a teacher and spend more time taking care of their families. It's better for girls to be stable and relaxed, you are a person who can't endure hardship, I know best. The most important thing is that your brother can take care of you, and you will go faster and smoother than others. After a pause, he sighed and said, "I can survive for a few years, and before I die, Lu Sheng will not dare not listen to me." ”

"Dad" When Lu Zihua said how many years he could live, Liu Qingge's nose was sour.

She couldn't imagine the departure of her father and mother, and the thought that these two human sons who had taken care of her for more than ten years in this world would never appear again, and no one would care about her like them anymore, she couldn't help herself. Really, unimaginable

Obviously past the age of relying on their parents and cherishing their parents, Liu Qingge still felt suffocated at the thought of them leaving.

At home, his father is a strict father, and he will teach Liu Qingge a lot of truths, while Mu Shaolan blindly spoils Liu Qingge, and he is very troubled in terms of food and clothing.

Liu Qingge suddenly felt that some estrangement in his heart was ridiculous.

They, they are the parents who love her the most, even if there are some differences, but this is not the most important thing.

Wiping his sour nose, Liu Qingge said solemnly to Lu Zihua, "Dad, I know that you are for my good, and I agree with what you say." But I really don't want to be a teacher, the life I want to do will never be like this for a lifetime, I want to live a life that is not exciting, but at least a free life, I want a life where I can arrange my time completely independently, I don't want to fully integrate into those people. When I stand on the street, I always feel that I don't fit in with them, because I don't want to fit in, I hope that I can always have my own unique thinking, and maintain a heart that will never be numb to the point of forgetting myself. ”

Lu Zihua touched the cigarette pouch and wanted to roll another one, but Liu Qingge stopped his movements and looked at him stubbornly, "Smoke a few less." ”

If it were a different person, even Mu Shaolan Lu Zihua would not be so obedient, but the person who spoke was Liu Qingge, maybe his father would always love his daughter more, so he always had a unique doting on this daughter, as soon as Liu Qingge said this, his movements stopped.

He not only likes to smoke, but also likes to drink, although his body does not allow him to continue to be so willful, but he always says, used to things for decades, how do you let me quit?

Quitting smoking and drinking is as incredible as quitting life, and no matter how many cases you hear about these deaths, there is absolutely no way to stop your behavior.

Liu Qingge can only stop this when she sees it, and as for what she can't see, she can only acquiesce.

"Although I don't really understand what you young people think, but when you grow up, you still live your own life, if you have to do this, your mother and I can't do anything about you." Lu Zihua shook his head, got up and went back to the room.

Liu Qingge sat on the stool and watched his back as he left, she knew that although her father seemed to agree with her, he was actually unwilling to agree in his heart.

But he won't say it explicitly, he knows what kind of answer will make Liu Qingge feel guilty.

In fact, for disobedient parents, Liu Qingge really felt very unbearable.

――

Liu Qingge is more restrained when she comes home than at school, she no longer stays up late to code words, because she will be broken by her mother who came to cover her quilt in the middle of the night, and then she is worried. She was well fed for all three meals, and she didn't fall a single meal, and she was raised white and tender in a short time.

Maybe because she slept well and ate well, she felt a lot better.

So she was relaxed and finally boarded the buckle that she hadn't had fun for a long time, and mustered up the courage to find the readership she hadn't cared about for a long time.

The readership is the same group she created when she was Lily, and the fact that it's still alive surprises Liu Qingge. And when I saw that the number of people was not decreasing but increasing, she had been gone for a long time, would those readers still miss her?

Clicking into the group, the group members are chatting about some very daily topics, and it can be seen that these people are very familiar with them.

Looking at these familiar IDs, Liu Qingge assured that these people had no friendship before joining the group.

It turns out that in the days of her absence, the readers have already hugged each other and loved each other?

is a little homesick, the name of this group is still the same as before, and she is still the only administrator in the group, but she didn't dare to speak for a while.

Liu Qingge thought about it, but still came up with a way.

Is there any problem that can't be solved by red envelopes? If there is, then please make the red envelope amount larger!

Liu Qingge relied on herself to be a little rich woman, so she cosed a handful of wealth boys and sprinkled a handful of red envelopes in the group, each red envelope had twenty yuan, and she directly smashed ten of them. Then he gave out ten ten-yuan red envelopes.

The readers who grabbed the red envelope in the group are simply full of guilt, this red envelope is simply too conscientious, do you know the feeling of drawing a few dollars at a time, and you can keep drawing? It is a kind of experience that can only grab a penny and a dime each time for a WeChat red envelope, and it cannot be compared at all.

After scattering the money, Liu Qingge greeted everyone happily, but everyone's reaction startled her at first.

After she finished saying hello, there was no reply within ten seconds, and Liu Qingge's heart was simply cool and cool.

But the sadness was only ten seconds, and the readers greeted her return with a passion that flattered Liu Qingge.

Private chat.

Ball: Welcome back.

Ten miles of spring breeze; Uh-huh~

Qiu: Will you continue to write about lilies?

Spring Breeze Ten Miles: No, I won't.

Ball: But everybody misses you. Although you used to complain that your writing didn't have depth, too Mary Sue, but we like you like this Mary Sue.

Spring Breeze Shili: I'll just treat you as if you're praising me~ I like Mary Sue a lot, but I'm really trying to transform into writing some novels that read tastefully.

Qiu: As long as you continue to write about Lily, we will support you.

Most of Lily's readers are only fond of Lily, even if a few will come into contact with other channels' texts, but the favorite is Lily, light yì does not skip frequency.

They still hope that Liu Qingge can have more lily products, and they have no regrets about liking her back then.

Liu Qingge felt that her throat was dry, and some words blurted out like this.

Spring Breeze Shili: I will continue to write some brain-hole works, but I can't write long ones.

Ball: It's okay.

Liu Qingsheng touched the keyboard, although she knew that this promise she made would make her more busy, but she did not feel regret.