"Haoran, hurry up and eat, haven't you eaten two meals?" The old secretary sent away the bean sprouts, the cadres all dispersed, and the old secretary and Haoran were left in the conference room.

Haoran said "um", took out the bowl and dry food from the basket, couldn't wait to take a bite of the cake, picked up a chopstick to fry the bean sprouts, and ate it sweetly.

"Slow down, I haven't eaten two meals, be careful of choking, and drink porridge smoothly. Look at the days you are messing around, you don't even dare to go home, and you let your bean sprouts send you food, cut, you, you, you can really do it! The old secretary muttered, lit a cigarette, and smoked.

"Old secretary, leave me alone, you can also go home for dinner, it's time to eat." Haoran half pulled the cake in a blink of an eye, and said to the old secretary after stabilizing his food.

"I won't reply, what's the matter, you still care about me?" The old secretary glanced at Haoran and said, "Do you think I can eat like you?" Well? You said that it was a smooth sail, why did you make such a fuss at this juncture, ah? Can't you toss enough? It's a big event! We don't know which pillar of incense you didn't burn, but these things are always inseparable behind your ass, and the butt of the kidnapper is evil! The old secretary smoked his cigarette slowly, his eyes looked to the side as if he was muttering to himself.

Haoran ignored him, and ate his own food, two dry foods, a bowl of porridge, and a bowl of fried bean sprouts, and ate them without a bag of cigarettes. Haoran looked at the empty bowl, smacked his mouth a few times, as if he felt a little unfinished, shook his head helplessly, picked up the water steel with the words "grasp the revolution and promote production", "Gudong" drank a sip of water, "gurgling" in his mouth a few times, and then stretched his neck and swallowed.

"Not full?" The old secretary looked at Haoran and asked.

"Don't worry, the bean sprouts will be delivered later, and then I'll eat some." Haoran replied.

"Eat more? I guess you fell asleep before the sprouts brought you food. Look at the drowsiness on your face, who are you bluffing? ”

"Old secretary, I said you don't care, can't I promise not to delay my work?"

"No! You said it lightly, didn't you see the way people looked at you during the meeting? If I hadn't told the big guy not to disturb Haoran, the big guy's foaming star would have drowned you! Why should I? I'm not trying to keep everyone from counting you down, you said that your emotions are brought to work, who feels good about it? Yes? You alone will affect everyone! Everything at work is a big issue related to the collective interest, do you think it's a play house? Nonsense! ”

"Haoran, I know that this time it involves a big problem in marriage, this thing has happened, the problem has come out, but it has to be solved, right? If you have any thoughts, opinions, or knots that you can't solve, you can say them, didn't I tell you? If there is a problem, we will solve it, just like grasping the work, never be sloppy! ”

"Haoran, I know that your life is hard, and it is not easy. Think about it, since you came back from abroad, so much has happened in your family, you have worked hard along the way, we have also paid a lot, so many righteous people are silently and willingly taking you back to your home, settling down, can you have it now you say easy? Well? ”

"Old secretary, don't talk about it, okay? Everyone is kind to me, I will never forget it in my life, I can accept no matter how much I am wronged......"

"That's it? Let's not say anything else, let's just say that your three families in Hutong, Lao Yao, Wanruo, Da Zhuang Dad, Da Zhuang, for you to return to your roots, recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors, which is not all for you to stay, even I almost lost my life for you, we don't ask for gratitude, we just want you to be safe. ”

"This is especially to mention Wanruo, think about it, what kind of family is it? Such a noble person, who gave you the rest of your life desperately for you, and now there is a little accident, why can't you tolerate home? If you say that she did something sorry for you after you two got married, don't say that I don't spare her, no one will spare her! Isn't it the problem with the child? Even if God is unfair to you, we have to treat you specially, right? ”

"Haoran, actually, before this, the dog Yu came, and Lao Yao also came. Actually, the purpose of their coming is to do one thing, but they are all reasoning with me, seeking a solution to the problem with me, no one wants to hurt anyone, there is only one purpose, everyone is safe and well, and live a good life. ”

"On the other hand, you look at yourself again, ask you and don't say anything, three sticks can't knock out a fart, do you think you're in a hurry? Well? Okay, I won't say more, you can talk about it, explain your thoughts to me, send the Buddha to the west, I don't care! ”

At this time, the old secretary suddenly heard a strange sound - snoring! Hey, you poor boy, you haven't listened to me for a long time? And snoring!

Let's sleep, stay up all night and don't talk about it, and I encounter something that blocks my heart, and I am physically and mentally exhausted, can I stand it? Sleep, go home and eat.

Before leaving, the old secretary took off his coat and draped it on Haoran, who was sleeping on the table, and then quietly walked out of the conference room.

Haoran was really tired, he needed a good night's sleep now, and he didn't dare to recall the time he and Wanruo had spent together all these years. If Gou Yu didn't tell him about his life experience, if Gou Yu didn't tell him everything he heard when he saw Lao Yao go to the vegetable garden, maybe he would still be living his own life as before.

The dog is still his own child, Wanruo is still his wife, what should I do, everything is normal. But since Gou Yu brought up this topic, it has completely disrupted the stable rhythm of this family!

Ever since Haoran knew all this, his mind was full of question marks, and this question mark was asked to the end, which made this man who was reluctant to live secretly angry!

Wanruo pulled me to marry me at the beginning, was it sincere? Does this feeling come from the bottom of my heart? The child has grown so big, but it is not mine, what does she want to do? Does she love Lao Yao, or is she loving me? She said that she couldn't continue the heir for Lao Yao, she wanted to be virtuous, and she didn't want to delay Lao Yao Guangzong to show off her ancestors, but what happened to this child?

The old secretary originally wanted to give Cui'e to me, but she blocked it, why did she do this? I've bonded with Cui'e, maybe I'm even happier than I am now? She is simple, there is no right and wrong, I don't talk much, there will be no contradictions, why did I listen to her in the first place?

On the first night after marriage, she was like a log lying on the kang with her eyes closed and calling me, from the beginning to the end she gritted her teeth and didn't say a word, what was she thinking? Why did she try to restrain herself? Why doesn't she save her happiest moments for each other?

The next day, when Zhang Rongfeng came, why did she give the test strip to Zhang Rongfeng with a blank face and without hesitation, she was telling her a fact, I promised you, I did it, so why is all this? So what role do I play in this?

I don't know what life should be like between a man and a woman after marriage, but I only know that every time it brings her only pain, I can't forget the expression on her face after it again and again! Could it be that those things between men and women, only men are excited and can't control themselves? People have feelings, and I'd rather not get married!

I don't know what it's like, I took a premarital science class when I was studying, and I can't imagine what a woman is doing when she closes her eyes, bites her lips, clenches her fists, and closes herself off. I believe that there are other people, could it be that Wanruo is such a person? She didn't dare to show her emotions? Could it be that he can't have children with Lao Yao?

I enlightened her, I once instilled in her the knowledge of married couples very seriously, when I spoke, her eyes widened, but there were tears in her eyes, the more I said thoroughly, the more her tears flowed!

In the end, I compromised, I said to her, Wanruo, you don't want to be like this, the husband and wife are the happiest in this matter, since you are in pain, from now on, I will never provoke you again, I will never!

When I said this, her tears flowed even more urgently! I asked her, why are you doing this?

She shook her head desperately, tears flowing! I said I'm asking you, didn't force you, don't you shed tears, okay?

The more I said that, the more tears flowed from her eyes, and finally I had to stop looking at her. At this time, the whole house can feel the tranquility that has never been felt before, the kind of tranquility that can only be found in the family!

Oh, I see, my home, the only way, is a real home!

That's it, it doesn't matter, I'm finally back, I'm settled, I don't have to be displaced anymore. My father is gone, my home is still there, this is where I was born, this is the place where I was born, and this is the place where I have to be taken care of in life and death. I don't seek prosperity and glory to my ancestors, I only seek the nurturing grace of keeping my hometown safely! As long as I have someone who loves me in my life and comforts my ancestors, as long as I can inherit the heirs and continue to take root in the incense, my responsibility has been accomplished, and it is not a pity to die!

But what I never expected was that the child is not mine, and you do not belong to me, so what embarrassment do you make me feel? I can't even get a word of truth from you, what else do you want me to do to treat me as a person?

Now that I think about it, I shouldn't have come back at all, a foreign country is full of warmth, and human dignity is vividly expressed there! My classmates, my classmates, the old and the young I came into contact with, and my teachers. I was there without hostility, just goodwill and friendliness.

When I returned to the place where I was born and raised, what did I endure? The grace and love of knowing the encounter are fully revealed, the ghosts and wolves all over the field are chilling, the thrilling justice and evil are fighting each other, and truth and absurdity coexist! Which is true and which is false, true and false are confusing to the hearts of the world!

Who can understand such a world? A man who can tell the truth and the false under his nose in a mixture of truth and fraud everywhere and the smell of fish?

When the world is upside down, when I can't understand what I should love and what I hate, what else can I choose?

A person's life is gone, a man doesn't even have a person who loves him, and a huge hole appears in front of Haoran!

This book originated from reading books