Chapter 9: The Transformation of the Heart, Knowing the Heart!
Looking at the little saw crocodile handed over by Tanner, Yun Yan swallowed and spit, trembling and slowly stretched out his hands! Sweat slowly appeared on Yun Yan's forehead, and gradually gathered into a stream of water dripping down his cheeks, and I don't know how long it took, at the moment when Yun Yan's hands were about to touch the little saw crocodile, Yun Yan's face turned white, sighed gloomily, and lowered his hands. Tanner's eyes that had been happy and expectant also became a little gloomy and disappointed.
"Damn!" In an unexpectedly angry roar, Tanner was horrified to find that Yun Yan had actually punched the ground, and there was a tendency to stop.
"What are you doing here?" Tana didn't want Yun Yan to torture himself like this, otherwise the scabbed wound on his hand would inevitably collapse, so he hurriedly reached out to block Yun Yan's falling fist, and persuaded him with good words, "Yun Yan, think about you once, at that time you would be afraid even to see a little elf, and now?!" There is no hurdle in life that cannot be overcome, you have to believe in yourself, not this time, next time you will definitely be able to! ”
Perhaps it was Tanner's words that worked, Yun Yan withdrew his fist and asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you want to know about me?" Why be afraid of elves! ”
Yun Yan didn't wait for Tanner to answer, looked at his outstretched hands, seemed to fall into memory, and said in a sweet tone: "It's these hands, once and like you now, holding my initial elf!" ”
"Your starting pokemon?" Tanner's eyes lit up, and he secretly said in his heart Sure enough, he knew that Yun Yan was not an ordinary person, and hurriedly asked curiously, "What kind of elf?" Is it strong or not? Where are you now? ”
"I ......" Yun Yan's eyes slowly turned red, and his body began to tremble, and he said in fear, "I don't know, I don't know why, I don't have any memory of my initial elf in my mind except that I remember what I once had, I don't remember what it looks like, I don't know if it's strong or not, and I don't know where it is now!" I'm not afraid of touching elves, but I'm afraid of losing them when I do, and I don't even have the slightest memory! ”
"That's why you chose to escape?" Tanner's tone was calm and terrifying, so that Yun Yan, who was immersed in painful memories, couldn't help but raise his eyes to look at him, only to hear Tanner continue to ask, "Just because you can't remember, so you refuse to contact all the elves?" ”
"I ......" Yun Yan wanted to defend himself, but found that he couldn't.
"Stupid!" Tanner burst into tears and said angrily, "Even if you have a brain problem that causes amnesia, with the current level of medicine, it can always be treated, why don't you go to the hospital for treatment?" ”
"It's useless, it's useless, it's not a disease in my head, the hospital can't find out the cause, it can't be cured at all!" Yun Yan shook his head in pain.
"Well, even if you don't remember! Does that have anything to do with your fear of elves? Tanner was still angry, "I think it's the starter pokef you've lost to be scared!" When you meet such an owner, you don't even look for it if you lose it! He must be alone somewhere in this world now, waiting day and night for its master to appear in front of him, but unfortunately, its master is now hiding here, and even the elves are afraid, what a pitiful! ”
"Say no more!" Yun Yan's body was trembling, and he shouted with a roar, "How are you going to let me find it?" I don't know what it looks like, I don't know where it is! I'm not impressed!! ”
"That's not a reason for you to run away!" Tanner looked at Yun Yan's appearance, and yelled even more angrily, "If you don't know what it looks like, then it depends on your feelings; If you don't remember where it is, look everywhere in the world! You're just having a problem with your memory, it's not that you're not looking for it! ”
After roaring, as if his anger had been vented, Tanner sighed, and his tone softened: "Yun Yan, you have to believe in yourself and your original elf, even if you don't remember it, but your heart will definitely be able to convey the true feelings to your mind when you see it!" What you have to do is go on a trip, find it, and tell it that even if you have lost it, you are always thinking about it, and you have enough strength to protect it, to be with it forever, and not to make it feel lonely! ”
"It feels!" Yun Yan muttered to himself, and at this moment, he found that there seemed to be a ripple in his mind's empty memory of his initial elf, and a vague elf figure faintly appeared......
When Yun Yan was about to take a closer look at the figure, his head seemed to be hit hard by a hammer, which was a severe pain that almost penetrated into the bones, and Yun Yan held his head in his hands and let out a miserable scream.
"Yun Yan, Yun Yan ......" Looking at Yun Yan with blue muscles on his forehead and a hideous and painful face, Tana was taken aback, and hurriedly supported Yun Yan's shaking body to fall, calling eagerly.
"Huh, huh~" After a while, the headache improved, Yun Yan hurriedly gasped for a few breaths, regardless of the weakness of his whole body, he showed a big smile to Tanner, who looked worried, hahaha laughed non-stop, "I, I remembered, I finally remembered!" Thank you, Tanner, thank you, thank you! ”
"Ah~" Hearing the sudden good news, Tanner was also pleasantly surprised, "Great, Yun Yan, tell me quickly, do you remember what your original pokemon was?" Remember where you left it? ”
"Nope!" Yun Yan's incomparably simple answer made Tanner's smile completely freeze, and Yun Yan didn't seem to see Tanner's expression at all, and said categorically, "I remembered a vague figure, I believe, this is just the beginning!" Moreover, I had a hunch that I wanted to get my memory back, and I couldn't run away anymore, only then one day I would be able to remember it completely! So, I decided, I'm going to go on a trip to find my missing memories! ”
Looking at Yun Yan in front of him, Tanner couldn't help but open his mouth wide, even if Yun Yan had a broken skin on his forehead and a scab on his lips at this time, but his demeanor was something Tanner had never seen before, he was so high-spirited, as if he was a completely different person.
I pinched my thighs with some uncertainty, and although the pain made Tanner sure that he was not dreaming, he still couldn't believe it, thought about it, and finally came up with an experimental method, and asked tentatively: "Yun Yan, do you dare to hug the little saw crocodile now?" ”
"What don't you dare!" Yun Yan was full of energy, and happily picked up the little saw crocodile that was still sleeping, and carefully hugged it in his arms, with a look of joy and indulgence.
"This ...... Is this really good?! Not only was Tanner shocked, but even the big-for-tat that was not visible in the distance was also shocked, and he couldn't believe that the person in front of him was Yun Yan, who had almost collapsed before he touched the little saw crocodile just now.
"What are you doing?" Yun Yan slapped Tanner awake, "I don't know I'm bored?" Send me home, I'm going to tell my grandma I'm going on a trip! ”
"Oh, good!" Tanner subconsciously responded, put on his travel bag, and didn't react until he had already returned with Yun Yan, "No, why should I listen to your orders!" ”
"Because today is the day of my rebirth!" Yun Yan replied as a matter of course, his eyes were always fixed on the little saw crocodile in his arms and he was reluctant to leave, and he decided to make up for the vacancy that he had not dared to contact the elf in the past two years through the little saw crocodile in his arms.
"Today is the starting point of my life!" Tanner retorted, "And I helped you be reborn!" Otherwise, you're still that coward! ”
"Where do you get so many whining!" Yun Yan's face darkened, this is true, but why does it sound so unpleasant!
Tanner smiled when he heard this, and no longer complained, chatting with Yun Yan without a word, and soon entered the village, at this time it was already noon, and all the families were busy making lunch, so that the whole village was filled with the aroma of a piece of food, and the two people who were already hungry constantly protested.
"Tanner, you little saw crocodile is very good at eating!" Hearing the scream of his stomach, Yun Yan remembered the terrifying amount of food of the little saw crocodile in his arms now.
"It's a blessing to be able to eat, our little saw crocodile will be super strong in the future!" Tanner said with great certainty, and with a brake, the car had stopped in front of Yun Yan's house.
"Thanks, Tanner! Well, it's not too early, come home with me for dinner, grandma must have prepared a hearty lunch! Yun Yan jumped out of the car and extended an invitation to Tyner.
"I called my parents before I got home, and now they must be waiting for me to eat...... Tyner said as he looked at the little saw crocodile being held by Yun Yan, and smiled.
"Okay, I know, I'll pay you back!" Yun Yan reluctantly handed the little saw crocodile back to Tanner, and after Tanner took it, his eyes still refused to leave.
"Hey, hey, come back to your senses!" Tanner waved his hand in front of Yun Yan's eyes, and when he saw Yun Yan looking at him, he smiled and said, "Don't be so obsessed with my little saw crocodile, anyway, it's also my first elf, and I won't give it to you just because you like it!" However, I can take you outside the village in the afternoon, and let my little saw crocodile help you subdue a little elf, just for you to go out on a trip! ”
"Really?" Yun Yan's eyes lit up, and he couldn't seem to believe it.
"Of course, if I don't help you, will the people in the village help you? When the time comes, you'll be out on a trip, and you'll not be as dangerous as an elf! Tanner took it for granted, patting his chest.
Hearing Tanner's words, Yun Yan's facial expression became a little weird, hearing Tanner say this, it seemed that he didn't know that his parents were very powerful trainers.
"Hey, why are you wandering again? Still with such an expression? Tanner waved his hand again and again in front of Yun Yan's eyes, so as to wake Yun Yan who was caught in a memory.
Since Tanner's parents didn't say that there must be their reasons, Yun Yan won't help them leak secrets at will, but if he apologizes himself, it will be too embarrassing, and he can't say the reason why he wanted to hide in the first place, so it's best for Tanner to ventilate first, and immediately said to Tanner: "Tanner, when you go home later, can you help me apologize to my uncle and aunt?" I just said that I didn't mean it this morning, and I wanted to apologize on the spot, but somehow, I didn't succeed by mistake. ”
"What apologies, what mistakes? I don't understand what you're talking about! Tanner scratched the back of his head, but patted his chest and said, "I'll help you bring the words!" And my parents are not so cautious people, even if you do something wrong, it's okay, they won't be angry with you! With that, he stepped on his pedal and rode towards the house next door.