Chapter 523: Comfort is one less exciting
Although she is grateful for his attention and love for her, such a love that makes it difficult for people to even breathe will make her breathless. She hasn't gone out for four years, and she feels like her body is really getting better and better. Although she is very happy at home, she still has to step into this society, after all, she still belongs to a modern person.
The rich and colorful modern life can make the life between the two of them more gorgeous. She couldn't stay in this little villa until she was old.
If this is really the case, she is afraid that sooner or later, she will become boring, and then love will no longer be there, and what will remain is just a habit and a kind of family affection. Although this is the end that most couples will eventually walk on.
But she was greedy, and she didn't want to end her life like this. She knows that her life may be shorter than others, so she hopes that in her lifetime, he and her can always maintain the temperature of love, so that the passion between the two can be maintained for a long, long time.
And this little villa has been trapping them for three years, and she knows that it is time to get out. If they don't let other things embellish their lives, then their future will only become the same.
She didn't want to do this, so she hoped that Mu Haotian could understand that her heart had always been on him. He doesn't want to be so hateful to some people who don't matter.
But in Mu Haotian's heart at this moment, he couldn't see the long time in Fang Shuyao's eyes at all, he only knew that he didn't want to sleep separately from Fang Shuyao, and he didn't want to see any anger on Fang Shuyao's face. He could feel that Fang Shuyao was really serious this time, even if he had said more harsh words before, but it was all a joke, and he could see that those were just joking with him.
And today, Mu Haotian obviously felt different. Fang Shuyao's tough attitude made him a little confused, was she really so angry because of what happened just now?
"Wife, I was really wrong, I won't do it again next time." Mu Haotian once again sincerely apologized, not wanting Fang Shuyao to be unhappy because of him. He just hoped that she could be happy every day, not depressed because of him like now. If he knew that this time, Fang Shuyao would be so angry, he wouldn't do it.
Fang Shuyao raised his head and looked at the seriousness in Mu Haotian's eyes, very distressed and unbearable.
But he still hardened his heart and said, "I don't want you to be so domineering again." ”
Mu Haotian raised his hand and emphasized firmly: "I will change, it will definitely not be like this in the future." "As long as Fang Shuyao is no longer angry, he is willing to let him do anything.
Fang Shuxiao tightened her eyebrows, although Mu Haotian's attitude looked very firm, she just felt his perfunctory. Or should I say that in his heart, he never thought that his domineering was a mistake, but only felt that it was a habit of his, a habit of possession.
She was touched by his cherishment and love, but she also hoped that their love would be long, colorful, and unforgettable. I've been in this villa for too long, and it's probably a bit inadequate to want to stir up more excitement here. Therefore, Fang Shuyao felt that she really had to go out.
"Mu Haotian, I don't want you to change, I just hope that you can let go a little, instead of driving others away when they have more contact with me, let alone you follow less than half an hour after I go out."
Seeing that Mu Haotian was about to speak, Fang Shuyao immediately interrupted. "I know, it's just that you care about me and worry that something will happen to me. However, Mu Haotian is not a porcelain doll, and I am not broken when others touch me. Although you protect me impenetrably, which makes me feel very relieved, I will feel useless like this. Although I don't mind the eyes of others and don't pay attention to their conversations, I also want to live a more exciting life. I wanted to experience a lot of things that I hadn't experienced before. ”
"You are the person I love the most, and this will never change. No matter how long it takes, she will always be in my heart. And I don't want you to be everything in my heart, you can be the most important and indispensable, but I also want to have a more normal life, otherwise I will feel that I am out of touch with this world, I don't belong to this world, I am just a canary imprisoned by you, gorgeous, but without freedom. ”
"Comfortable, but less exciting. I know that when I fly out of this gorgeous villa and leave your protection, I will have a lot of accidents, and there are so many dangers and unimaginable things that will happen in between, but I still want to go through them. Just like at the beginning, although we experienced a painful separation, didn't we bring our hearts closer in the end? ”
Fang Shuyao looked at Mu Haotian, she knew that he could understand what he meant, just like she actually knew that the reason why he was reluctant to lose his hand to her was that he was worried about her body. That life-and-death struggle made him too frightened, so he was extra careful with her. This kind of caution seems to be guarding one's own life, rather than cherishing one's lover.
She also knew, in fact, he felt it. It's just that they all think that as long as the love in their hearts never disappears, they will always have passion.
However, will such passion always be quietly produced in this small villa?
No, even if there were, it wouldn't feel any more. She hopes that Mu Haotian can experience more love, feel a more different life, and also hope to experience more and more with him.
Mu Haotian looked at Fang Shuyao's eyes, which became even darker, and gradually loosened his grip on Fang Shuyao's hand. From Fang Shuyao's eyes, he saw determination and firmness, and in the end he just turned around and said lightly. "Let me think about it."
It's not that he won't let go, it's that he can't; It's not that I don't believe her, but I'm afraid that something unexpected will happen; It's not that he doesn't understand, it's that he doesn't want to take risks.
He thought about everything she said, but if she hadn't experienced that life and death once, he would let go and let her stand in front of more people to show her brilliance, because he knew that his fair man was the smartest and most capable. However, now she really has no way to protect herself, even if he has arranged for people to guard the security guards by her side all the time, it is inevitable that there will still be mistakes.
And those who have been hiding their true feelings to deal with him have not been completely resolved, and he does not dare to take this risk.
Mu Haotian sat in the study, lit the cigarette that he almost forgot the taste, and smoked it with a little irritability. The remark he had made to Jon was in his mind. He asked Jon to let go, let him give Mu Qing freedom, let her choose, let her determine her life, but now, what about him?
Why does he have an urge not to take care of his own reason when he is also faced with such a choice, and only wants to tie her tightly to his side, without being beaten by any wind and rain?
But if he really does this, he is afraid that there will be a crack in his relationship with Fang Shuyao, and no matter how much he tries to make up for it, I am afraid there will be no way to make it all. He knew that he would eventually agree to her, because he had never refused her request to him. And he couldn't hurt her. But how far can he go? And how far does she want him to let go?
The atmosphere of the Mu family has been a little bad these days, and Zhou Wanbi is a little trembling and cautious. Seeing Fang Shuyao coming down alone, he hurriedly stepped forward and asked softly, "Did you quarrel with Haotian?" ”
Fang Shuyao shook his head, "No." Mom, don't think about it, the two of us are fine. Although the two of them are still the same as before, Zhou Wanbi just feels that there is something wrong. Even Mu Qing asked Fang Shuyao to go out to play, but she didn't go out.
Although Fang Shuyao and Mu Haotian are still so close, they always feel that the atmosphere is a little depressing.
Just when Zhou Wanbi wanted to ask more, Mu Qing walked down from upstairs. Smile that undersigned. "Oh, so you two still have a time to quarrel? I was a little unbelievable! ”
Then he turned to Zhou Wanbi and said with a smile: "Aunt, you don't have to worry at all, I have always felt that these two people are not right, and the degree of affection is so good that they have never quarreled." It's completely outside my knowledge. It's good now, the two of them are also awkward, isn't this the love of the two of them? Don't worry, I guess after these two people quarrel, the relationship will definitely be better. ”
Zhou Wanbi listened, glared at Mu Qing, and reprimanded: "Call you nonsense." What's so bad about being in harmony? Why do we have to fight? If you think that you are all like you, and you don't mess with others, then you feel uncomfortable. ”
When Mu Qing heard Zhou Wanbi's reprimand, her face changed greatly. "Auntie, what do you mean by that? It felt like I was a troublemaker who had nothing to do. ”
Zhou Wanbi tilted her chin and chuckled. "Aren't you?"
Mu Qing was speechless for an instant, looked at Mu Tianli on the side, and saw that he was holding a newspaper to cover his face, refusing to answer her inquiring gaze, and her heart was cold. Dare to love in the eyes of these people, is she really so unloved?
Ownerless!
was about to find Fang Shuyao to make a few words, but Fang Shuyao had already walked to the dining room, looking uneven and unstable, and there was not even the slightest expression, which made Zhou Wanbi and Mu Qing a little worried.
"Now, our Young Lady Mu seems to be really sick with her heart." Turning his smart eyes, he hurriedly followed. "Fang Shuyao, why don't I help you cure your heart disease!
"Come, tell my sister, what trouble did you and Mu Haotian have?" Obviously it was fine that day, why didn't it take a while for it to become like this? It looks like nothing, but it doesn't feel right. The melancholy face makes people look particularly uncomfortable.
Fang Shuyao glared at Mu Qing while eating the fruit, seeing her so excited, as if he took her matter as a joke. I was very unhappy. Sullen said: "What else can there be?" Isn't that your thing? ”
"My business?" Mu Qing was curious now. Does the quarrel between the two still have anything to do with her? Since she is the party, she should always have the right to know!
So he pulled Fang Shuyao, asked for nothing, and entangled: "Then tell me quickly, what kind of relationship does it have with me?" If it's really me, then I'll definitely find a way to solve it for you. ”
"I don't want to see the two of you show affection in front of me, I've been used to this for a long time, and it's really a little unaccustomed to it suddenly not being there at this moment."