117 Resolute
"Master, it's time to be in the Zhuangzi." Under Kuang Xixi's solid cold gaze, the servant who opened the sedan door and broke the silence said this tremblingly, and was about to say something, but he shivered coldly, and then immediately retreated, as if he was afraid of causing trouble again, and he couldn't help but laugh.
I tugged at Kwong's sleeve and motioned for her to get out quickly - it was raining and cold, and it was not good if she had a fever, so she had to change out of her wet clothes as soon as possible and take a hot shower.
"Let's go." She glanced at me with disgust, but she couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth, stepped out of the sedan chair first, helped me again, and turned her head to a few handsome young men standing on the side with their heads bowed and ordered, "Prepare hot water and food to the room." ”
"Yes." A few people agreed to retreat, and Kuang Xihui and I were also welcomed into a room that exuded the smell of medicine.
I watched several strong women carry two large bath tubs and a screen, and I had a vague premonition, and was about to refuse, but Kwong Xiyu seemed to guess that I was going to speak, and took the first step to explain: "Put it in one room, so they don't have to run at both ends to deliver hot water...... Besides, I have something to say to you, so it's more convenient. ”
I've taught her everything, what else can I do?
Besides, I am a woman and sister with her, and it is not a big deal to take a bath in the same room, and there is a screen in the middle, so I don't need to have any scruples—if I refuse to continue, it seems that I have a ghost in my heart.
After doing enough psychological construction, I thought I could accept it, but when I looked up and saw Kuang Xixi, who had quickly stripped off her shirt, middle coat and underwear, leaving only a close-fitting coat, I suddenly lost the ability to speak.
"You, you, you, you......" I pointed at her and stammered for a long time before I reacted to her increasingly playful eyes, and quickly turned my back - Fang Cai's self-regulation had long been thrown away to feed the dog, and my mind was full of the snow-white body that I glimpsed at in the sky.
I don't know when I have such a good memory, but it seems to be frozen for a century, as if I had traced that picture countless times, and it was imprinted in my mind as if someone had carved it with a knife; It was as if it had existed somewhere in the depths of his mind, and after that electric glance, he had awakened a deep memory......
My brain "buzzed" with dizziness and throbbing, and my nose itched, I endured the headache and rubbed my nose, but I felt a slippery hand, and when I looked down, it was a little scarlet - it was a nosebleed!
There really couldn't be more embarrassing.
I wiped my nose with my sleeve fiercely, secretly spitting on myself for being unproductive, and at the same time, I couldn't help but slander the other party: What are you doing so eagerly? At least wait until the other side of the screen to take it off......
Hearing her unrestrained ridicule, my brain was hot, and I didn't care about the impact, so I turned my head angrily, and was about to sneer at her, but I couldn't see the man anymore.
As far as the eye can see, there is only a screen with clothes hanging from it, and a delicate silhouette is reflected on the slender screen.
Slowly and methodically shedding the last cover, he gracefully lifted his legs into the tub, submerged in it, and poured hot water on his neck with one hand—I only hated myself for being so good at eyesight that I could clearly catch the droplet of water falling down the curve of my neck, across my collarbone, down the valley, down into the unspeakable...... At this time, I hated myself for not being able to see enough, and it was better to be able to see clearly and clearly without the perspective technique of breaking through the walls than to imagine it here.
There was another chuckle in his ears, softer than Fang Cai, and inexplicably a little confusing.
I heard her joke meaningfully: "What are you still stunned? If you don't wash it, the water will be cold. ”
"Oh, let's wash it." Frustrated, he turned his back and quickly undressed and immersed himself in the bucket, trying not to look at the screen—soaked in hot water, warm, and unconsciously relieved after the rain.
Halfway through the wash, I suddenly found that there was no movement next door.
I opened my eyes suddenly, only to find that the person who was supposed to be bathing next door was standing by the bathtub wearing a robe that was almost transparent after being wet with water, looking at me intently, his eyes were deep, as if he could not say a thousand words.
I was stunned, not knowing whether to scream or to sink down and cover the key parts first.
After looking at each other for a moment, I saw that the corners of her lips were slightly curved, and she casually picked up a bucket of hot water and poured it into my bathtub, and took many unnamed medicinal herbs from the shelf on one side and sprinkled them in the tub in turn; Soon, a tingling sensation mixed with soreness and pain came from the place where it came into contact with the water, and I couldn't help but snort.
"Does it hurt?" While maintaining the action of spreading the medicine evenly, she touched my wet sideburns, and said with a sad face, "This medicine is different from the effect of the last time, it will hurt a little, you can bear with it, it will be fine in a while." ”
“…… Well, it's okay, I can stand it. "I didn't ask her what it was a medicinal bath, but it was good for my body - she wouldn't hurt me.
"Speaking of which, this room hasn't changed at all...... Since the last time we left, I had this room locked, and I had only taught the servants to clean it in a hurry, although there was still some smell, but after all, there was no ash, so don't dislike it, let's make a living. Stopping the movement of sprinkling the herbs in her hand, she half-leaned on the side of the barrel, as if she wanted to talk to me for a long time, but she didn't care at all about our almost frank situation.
"Where are you so squeamish? I think the taste of Chinese medicine is quite good. I smiled, loosening some of my muscles that had tensed abruptly from her approach, and at the same time quietly flicked the herbs floating on the surface of the water into the middle, obscuring the looming scenery underwater.
"I still remember that it was here that I couldn't help but ...... for the first time Kissed you. She stroked my hair and whispered.
I was stunned, and even my expression was fixed on my face.
And as if unconscious, she leaned closer to my earlobe and said softly: "At that time, you were also so surprised, as if someone had cast a spell to immobilize you, ridiculously tight, but also cute and tight. ”
I slowly rolled my gaze into her eyes and swallowed slowly.
Sure enough, the next moment, I heard her ask faintly: "I remember all these things clearly...... I just don't know, do you remember it? It's mine...... Jane. ”
- Heh, it's still coming to this point.
From the moment she called out the name in a determined tone, I knew I couldn't hide it anymore.
I did regain my memory, but I kept hypnotizing myself to forget everything, and I was so deluding myself that I didn't want to admit it.
“…… When was it discovered? Closing my eyes with a wry smile, I asked in a low voice, waiting for her to question angrily.
"I kissed you forcefully that time, but you slapped me." The expected outburst didn't happen, her chin was slightly cold, but she reached out and tapped my cheek, then lifted my chin and rubbed it back and forth.
I opened my eyes helplessly, trying to break away from her fingers, but I didn't dare to make much movement because of the situation, lest I go away—you know, I was trapped in the bathtub by her, and now I'm one, silk, no, hanging, what—the one who knows the times is Junjie, and it's best not to anger her at this time, "Just because I reacted violently to slap you?" That doesn't mean anything...... I never wanted to hit you before. ”
If it's just another flaw, this is too far-fetched to make her recognize the reason why she was recognizable, right?
"Later, when I called you to Jian Xin, but you did not refute it, then I had doubts, but there was no evidence, and I did not confirm it." She smiled, staring at me with clear eyes, teaching me to lower my eyes to avoid it, but her eyes reflected the snow that loomed under the pair of wet thin shirts, and I couldn't help but breathe fast, my heart beat faster, and I relied on my willpower to turn my attention away.
"It's also possible that I was frightened at that time, causing chaos and not reacting...... How can you be sure? Seeing her get closer and closer, almost pressing her chest against my face, I had to sink into the water and take a step back to barely break out of her encirclement.
"Yes, I'm not sure, so I'll have to accompany you to act—I'm waiting, when you're willing to admit it, and you're willing to accept me." She didn't pounce on me relentlessly, but just looked straight at me, and her eyes were so hot that she didn't dare to look back.
"Then, I advise you to die," holding on to the edge of the barrel and carefully stepping out of my body, regardless of the hot gaze behind me, I pulled the robe hanging on the side to cover myself, hastily tied the belt of my coat, calmed down, turned around and looked at her coldly, and said word by word, "I will not forgive you." ”
- Lies, betrayals, blood, identity...... There are too many grievances between me and her, too many to be reconciled, and these rights and wrongs cannot be eliminated by a simple sentence of forgiveness.
I thought we could start all over again, and we could get along as sisters under the guise of amnesia...... Why puncture this layer of window paper and tear off the last trace of connection between us?
I can not care about everything she does to me, but I can't carry Kwong Xiqing's life and be with her with peace of mind.
I have escaped, been confused, and impulsive, but I can't resist the voice in my heart after picking out everything, I reminded me again and again: Jiang Zhuo, kill Kuang Xiqing.
I can't hurt a hair of her, let alone take revenge for a life.
So, I can only punish myself.
Jiang Zhuo...... I hate you. The moment I passed by her side, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, and my throat itched, as if a piece of flesh had been ripped from my heart, "I never want to see you." ”
I saw that the banter and obsession in her eyes faded little by little, and the confidence and brightness in her eyes were also shattered little by little, leaving only empty and godless eyes, reflecting my indifferent face.
I heard my own cold words without the slightest emotion, like a double-edged sword, stabbed into her chest and bloodied my sword-wielding hands.
The door closed behind her, and from inside came the muffled grunt of her falling to her knees, and suppressed screams and whimpering pain.
I tightened my fists, felt the stinging pain of my fingernails on my palms, swallowed hard the fishy sweetness that welled up in my mouth, and forced myself to take a step and walk away.
- You lied to me once, I lied to you once, we both cleared, okay?
From now on...... Heaven is on the other side, never to see each other again. 166 Reading Network