Chapter 25 on Titles
Yu Zilian held Yu Zhile's waist with one hand and her head with the other, touched her hair twice, then lowered his head closer, rubbed his cheek lightly between her hair twice, and the warm snort sprayed on the bare skin behind her ears and on the back of her neck.
Such an intimate gesture made Yu Zhile feel a little uncomfortable, after all, Yu Zihuan is no longer a child, but a man who can hold her whole person in his arms, from his height, body shape to the strength of his arms, which makes her clearly feel a sense of oppression. She saw that Yu Zilian had been hugging him for a long time and still didn't mean to let go, and her hands moved twice behind him, revealing her intention to leave his arms.
Yu Zihuan added a little more strength and was unwilling to let go. He buried his face in Yu Zhile's hair and took a deep breath, his whole body trembled slightly, and then reluctantly reduced the strength of his hands.
"By the way, what day of the year is it? How long have I been gone? After being released, Yu Zhile stood cramped in place, carefully considering his tone and words.
Yu Zihuan lowered his eyes to look at her, but he couldn't see the fragility, excitement and attachment to her and other complex feelings when he hugged her, his eyes were faint, his smile was also faint, and he couldn't see what he was thinking.
In her memory, the last time she met Yu Zihuan was not long ago, she didn't have any knots and obstacles, as long as Yu Zihuan was willing, she could treat him like before, but for the current Yu Zilian, the last time she saw her was many years ago, I don't know what he experienced during the period when she was not by his side, it is difficult to guarantee that his thoughts and feelings towards her have changed, Yu Zhile was confused by his hot and cold attitude, so his words and deeds were unconsciously polite.
Yu Zihuan stared at her without blinking, and didn't speak for a long time, until Yu Zhile couldn't stand the pressure to look away and look at him before he said: "It's June 21, 2015, and it's been eight years since you disappeared in 2007, but the last time I saw you was two days ago. ”
"Two days ago?" Yu Zhile was a little surprised.
Similarly, the events of June 2015 were just a few days for Yu Zilian, but for Yu Zhile, they were two years ago. She thought about it for a moment and suddenly realized, "I see, what you saw two days ago is me who hasn't traveled back to 2005 yet." ”
At that time, she didn't know Yu Zilian, and fell on the stairs in the process of avoiding Yu Zilian, and returned to 2005, and after spending two years with Yu Zihuan as a teenager, she unexpectedly returned to 2015.
"Is the past year equivalent to the present day? If I knew this was the case, I wouldn't have been entangled for so long, just tell you when I will appear. After figuring out the time trajectory she had traversed, Yu Zhile was quite depressed, she had been worried for so long, and asked Yu Zihuan not to go to her, which turned out to be completely overwhelmed.
But how could there be anything in this world that she knew earlier, and there was nothing she could do at that time when she chose that.
Yu Zilian lowered his head and chuckled, his long eyelashes covered the love in his eyes, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or unhappy from his tone, "It's okay, it doesn't matter what I said, just come back." ”
Of course, Yu Zhile remembered what he said, but from his reaction, he really couldn't tell what he meant to her now. She was a little apprehensive in the face of such an angry Yu Zilian, laughed dryly, looked around the furnishings in the house, and said without words: "Do you still live here now?" ”
"I don't come back here very much." When Yu Zihuan answered, he also looked up and swept around the furnishings that were almost indistinguishable from Yu Zhile before he disappeared, recalling the situation when they were cooking and eating in this small kitchen many years ago, and there was a little warmth in his eyes.
Yu Zhile was a little puzzled, "Then have you always maintained the status quo?" Not thinking about renting out? ”
Yu Zilian's gaze fell back on her again, this time it was no longer as light as white water, and the bottom of his eyes were dyed with some deep and difficult colors, but at the same time, he bent his eyebrows and eyes, and looked at Yu Zhile with smiling eyes, the small pear vortex at the corner of his mouth was not as obvious as when he was a teenager, but when he smiled, it was still sweet to Yu Zhile's heart, and his mellow and magnetic voice was very low, with a demagogic taste, "What do you say?" ”
Yu Zhile was so laughed by him that his heart melted, he regained some of the feelings he had when he got along before, his brows relaxed, and he grinned: "I know, you must be too lazy to find a tenant, in fact, you just hand over the house to the intermediary, I rented the house of He Liang's family downstairs and didn't have direct contact with their family." ”
The light in Yu Zilian's eyes flashed, there was some helplessness on his face, he sighed softly, glanced at the kettle on the counter, and asked instead, "Do you want to drink water?" ”
"Okay." Yu Zhile thought that this was the rhythm of a long conversation with her, and it was necessary to drink some water to moisten her throat.
"I've put all the cups away." Yu Zilian, who was boiling water, pointed to the cabinet at a high place, and instructed Yu Zhile to get the cup, "It's been useless for a long time, let's scald it first." ”
Yu Zhile nodded, opened the cabinet door and looked in, and found that the cups she and Yu Zihuan used before were placed very inside, and they might not be able to reach them on tiptoe, she stretched out her arms, her fingers trembled and staggered, and her fingertips were still a little close to the handle of the cup.
A shadow suddenly hung behind her, and Yu Zilian's arm appeared next to her face. He pressed against her back, the back of her head hitting his chest, and he was once again surrounded by his breath.
Yu Zhile smiled embarrassedly, took his arm back, and bowed his head to make way for Yu Zilian by the way, so as not to prevent him from taking the cup. But seeing that Yu Zilian's big white hands easily reached the two cups, he didn't see that he had any intention of stopping, but maintained the posture of wrapping her in his arms.
Yu Zhile turned his neck slightly and looked up at him, just as he also lowered his eyes, looked at her and said, "You are not as tall as I remember." ”
Yu Zhile thought he was going to say something, but it turned out that she was short? But isn't it what he said, Yu Zijuan was less than 1.7 meters when she disappeared, and now she is about 1.85 meters, and her height has not changed, can she look the same?
"Because you've grown up." Yu Zhile looked at him with a smile, his tone was full of smugness, "I just said that you don't have to worry about height, look at how tall you are now!" ”
Yu Zihuan didn't speak, but stared at her again, his eyes were clear, but his eyes were so deep that Yu Zhile couldn't understand them, the two were almost face to face, Yu Zhile wanted to look away, but he couldn't help but be hooked by Yu Zilian's watery drooping eyes.
"Woo~~~~" The sound of boiling water saved Yu Zhile from the gaffe in time, and Yu Zilian calmly took down the cup and put it on the counter, and then went to turn off the fire.
Yu Zhile was almost popping out of his mouth when he saw it just now, she knew that Yu Zihuan was good-looking, but it was the first time that she looked at each other so closely, compared to Yu Zilian's face when she was fourteen or fifteen years old, there was less neutral grace, a little more tough, but it was still as delicate as a gongbi painting, the brushstrokes were gentle and smooth, and the tip of the pen flowed to trace the corners of the eyes, eyebrows, the bridge of the nose and lips, gently and skillfully outlining the thrilling beauty.
Yu Zilian had already scalded the cup when Yu Zhile had calmed down, poured a glass of water for him and Yu Zhile, walked to the living room with the water cup and sat down, found that Yu Zhile did not follow, turned back to the kitchen, and called: "Lele." ”
Yu Zhile, who hadn't heard anyone call herself like this for a long time, still couldn't react, she blinked with a pair of big eyes, and her face was full of the word confused, "Are you calling me?" ”
Yu Zihuan nodded as a matter of course, "Otherwise, who are you calling?" ”
Yu Zhile was not very comfortable with him calling her nickname, and wanted to say if he could change the title, but heard Yu Zihuan say: "When we met for the first time, you said that you could call you Lele." ”
Although Yu Zhile didn't remember it very well, when he saw that he was very careful, he nodded and accepted the name in a daze. One day, she suddenly reacted that when they met for the first time, she said that she could call her Lele, but there was a word "sister" behind it, but it was too late, and Yu Zihuan who grew up refused to call her sister no matter what, so Yu Zhile could only listen to Yu Zihuan call her nickname very naturally every day.
Sitting down on the sofa, Yu Zilian took the lead in asking, "What are your plans next?" ”
"I didn't think about it, I should go ahead and look for a job."
Yu Zilian said "um" and then lowered his head and clasped his hands, his knuckles were a little white due to the exertion, and he groaned for a while, and then raised his head and said seriously: "Don't work, I'll support you." ”
Yu Zhile, who was drinking water from a cup, was frightened by his words, and with a shake of her hand, she poured a big mouthful of hot boiling water into her mouth, so hot that she stuck out her tongue and kept fanning her mouth with her hand.
Yu Zihuan hurriedly took the cup in her hand and put it aside, feeling distressed and speechless to help her fan the air.
Yu Zhile pitifully spit out his tongue that was burned to numbness, and said inarticulately: "I'm a big living person with hands and feet, how can I let you raise you without working?" You don't spend the salary you earn? ”
Yu Zihuan knew that she would not agree, so he hesitated for so long just now, he thought about it for a while, and said, "You can work if you want, but at least move in with me." ”
"How's that going to work?" Yu Zhile refused without thinking, "You don't have to worry about me, I have a place to live, it's downstairs." ”
"Why not? Didn't we live together all the time before? ”
Yu Zhile didn't think about it, but subconsciously felt that he couldn't live with an adult man, "It used to be before, you needed someone to take care of you at that time, and now that you're so old, I'm embarrassed to continue to live with you." If you want to see me, you can come here to find me, or ask me to hang out. ”
Yu Zilian, who had been rejected twice in a row, had a slightly unsightly face, he lowered his eyes to hide the sharp edge in his eyes, afraid that his too strong emotions would scare away Yu Zhile, and suddenly his heart moved, and when he raised his eyes again, his eyes were already wet and red, his eyes were full of sadness and innocence, and his eyelashes trembled gently like butterfly wings, as if he could get a little teardrop in the next second.
"How do you ...... Don't cry. Yu Zhile was panicked by his crying appearance, such Yu Zilian was no different from the young man who depended on her in her memory, which made her heart soften.
"I really miss you." How could Yu Zihuan not see that she had completely unguarded, he stretched out his arms around her while the iron was hot, and said in her ear in a feather-soft and faintly crying voice, "Is it okay to move in with me?" ”
Yu Zhile, whose ears and heart are numb, can still say something to refuse, "Okay, don't cry, I will promise you everything." ”
Yu Zilian, who received an affirmative answer, couldn't hide his smile, buried his face in Yu Zhile's neck, and was careful not to let her see his successful snickering.