53 It's time to wake up
The embarrassment and embarrassment of being surrounded by gossip and being pointed at by people who mistakenly believe in rumors hit my heart again, although the current Yu Zhile thinks that he no longer cares about the past that was maliciously slandered, but he still habitually produces a blank period of panic in his brain for a few seconds.
Yu Zhile's stunned performance was understood by Gao Bingqi as a shock when she heard this, and her mood was also very complicated, on the one hand, she didn't want to uncover Yu Zilian's scars, and on the other hand, if telling Yu Zhile about this matter would make her quit automatically, she felt that it was worth a try.
Gao Bingqi continued while observing Yu Zhile's expression: "Not many people know about this matter, although most of our class know that Zilian has been looking for a woman named Yu Zhile all these years......
She paused for a moment, as if she was kindly reminding Yu Zhile, but it was difficult to hide her superiority in her tone, "Oh, I forgot to tell you how everyone took care of you last time, and they didn't tell you that the reason why Zihuan is with you should be because your name is the same as that woman." ”
Yu Zhile had already recovered from the shadows of the past at this time, putting aside the grievances of being attacked and indefensible back then, she only felt funny when she heard Gao Bingqi's words, just like Yang Xiaozhen distorted Yu Zilian's mother in front of her before, the difference is probably that Yang Xiaozhen knew the facts but deliberately smeared them, and Gao Bingqi probably really believed that Yu Ziqi was "packaged/raised" back then.
"So what?"
Yu Zhile returned to a calm and indifferent attitude, Gao Bingqi didn't believe that she really couldn't care about Yu Zihuan using her as a stand-in, and the fact that she was captive by a woman many years older than him when she was a teenager, thinking that Yu Zhile just didn't want to show her timidity in front of her, but was just being strong.
As a result, Gao Bingqi changed from the initial careful wording of Yu Zilian's face to a state of stimulating Yu Zhile and tearing off her disguise without caring about it, and the angry component in her words increased significantly, "So you still don't understand?" You are just a substitute, if you don't call Yu Zhile, he can't be with you at all, what he likes is the old woman back then. ”
"I already knew that he had been looking for Yu Zhile, but I don't care." In terms of pretending to be stupid, Yu Zhile is definitely a good hand, the corners of her mouth are raised, and her smile is extraordinarily bright, which makes her look particularly underwhelming, "So I'm sorry, you came to tell me this, except that you don't even have the qualifications to be a substitute, it won't play any role." ”
Gao Bingqi was pointed out by her to the point, the blood on her face suddenly faded completely, her tongue seemed to have been taken away by a ghost, and she stared at Yu Zhile with a pale face, unable to spit out a word.
Gao Bingqi was most unwilling to find a girl who had known him for a few days but had the same name as the old woman as his girlfriend, rather than look back at himself who had been by his side for eight years. This is also what she can't figure out the most, even compared to that old woman, she has been with Yu Zilian for more time, why can't he accept himself? She restrained her temper for him, for him and his difficult relatives, in order to stay by his side, she didn't even dare to show any thoughts, but only dared to care about him as a friend. Gao Bingqi thought that even if she couldn't enter Yu Zilian's heart, other women wouldn't be able to, so she was willing to wait, and she believed that one day she would be able to influence Yu Zilian.
But Yu Zhile's appearance shattered the illusions Gao Bingqi had created for herself, and also made her lose her patience all along. She thought that she had finally woken up, it was useless to wait silently, she would only give Yu Zihuan to a third party like Yu Zhile who was enjoying her success, and if she wanted to win back Yu Zihuan, she had to take the initiative to attack.
Gao Bingqi smiled with a pale face, still struggling to die, "Don't be reckless, how can you not care that he treats you as a substitute?" Even if you think that time can help you slowly replace the old woman's place in his heart, can you not care that he has been taken care of? They have been living together for two whole years, and after she disappeared, Zi Lian has been hanging on her until now, won't this become a thorn in your heart? ”
"What about you? Can you? Gao Bingqi kept saying that Yu Zhile couldn't let go, so she couldn't help but sneer at her.
"I can." Gao Bingqi replied categorically, "If I can't accept all of him, I won't be by his side for eight years." So I advise you to stop being reckless, you are with him just because of his looks or money, you don't understand his dark side, you don't understand his persistence over the years, you and him are not suitable. ”
Yu Zhile couldn't help but laugh angrily under Gao Bingqi's unashamed words, and really wanted to tell her directly that she was the old woman she said had taken care of Yu Zilian for two years, but in this scenario, Gao Bingqi categorically wouldn't believe it, and probably thought that Yu Zhile was perfunctory to her.
"I'm not compatible with him? Where do you fit in with him? You also said that you have been with him for eight years, and he has been indifferent to you, can't you explain the problem? What's more, the person who cares most about his black history is you! Yu Zhile unceremoniously pointed out the problems exposed by Gao Bingqi's constant emphasis, and there was some cruelty in Yun Qingfeng's smile, "Because you care, you think I should also care, thinking that telling me these can stimulate me and let me break up with Xiao Lian." But I'm sorry, it's a thorn in your heart, not mine. ”
"You ......" Gao Bingqi didn't want to admit that Yu Zhile said the main thing, so she just opened her mouth, and suddenly looked behind her with round eyes.
Yu Zhile also heard footsteps coming towards them, followed Gao Bingqi's gaze, and saw Yu Zilian, who looked calm, and Yuan Yuan, who was slightly flustered.
Yuan Yuan quickened his steps and walked to Yu Zhile's side, and whispered, "I'm afraid that she will embarrass you, so I called Brother Yu over when I went back." ”
Yu Zhile smiled at Yuan Yuan gratefully, although she could deal with Gao Bingqi herself, but Yuan Yuan's heart for fear that she would suffer a loss still moved her very much.
Before Yu Zhile had time to talk to Yu Zilian, Gao Bingqi took the lead and said, "I just want to talk to Zhile alone, you don't have to be so nervous, right?" ”
The implication is that Yuan Yuan is nosy, and Yu Zilian is nervous and thinks too badly of her.
"It's nothing that you want to talk to me alone, but what you say to me ......"
"What I say doesn't really matter." Gao Bingqi quickly interrupted Yu Zhile, as if she was afraid that she would say the content of their conversation, and at the same time smiled cautiously at Yu Zilian, and asked tentatively, "You...... Do you hear what we're talking about? It's just a little thing, and I want to talk to Zhile. ”
Gao Bingqi finally remembered to ask Yuan Yuan with him, although Yuan Yuan shrank beside Yu Zhile, looking at her very unfriendly, and didn't mean to pay attention to her. However, Gao Bingqi's focus was on Yu Zilian, she needed to know if he had heard what she told Yu Zhile, and she didn't want him to feel that she looked down on his past.
Yu Zihuan looked at Gao Bingqi lightly for a while, without showing any emotion, but it made her feel weak.
Yu Zi smiled suddenly, such a bright and pure smile Gao Bingqi had not seen it for many years, she should be happy that he could show such a smile again, but it actually made her feel creepy.
"If it's not very important, why do you have to say it alone? It's just a little thing, so why don't I join you and communicate? Yu Zilian's tone was also very relaxed, but he was as smart as Gao Bingqi and couldn't hear the irony in his words, although he had always been indifferent to her and kept a distance from friends, but at least they were still friends, and now, Gao Bingqi realized that all her dark scheming city was invisible under his gaze, and her image of working hard for many years was about to be ruined.
"You heard it all." Gao Bingqi smiled bitterly, knowing that she had nothing to justify, and there was no need to justify, she didn't want to worsen her image in Yu Zilian's heart.
Yu Zihuan saw that Gao Bingqi had no intention of quibbling, so he didn't say anything more, and stretched out his hand to beckon Yu Zhile and Yuan Yuan to go back with him.
Gao Bingqi was still standing in place stunned, looking at the backs of the three of them and not knowing what to think, Yu Zilian felt her gaze and glanced back at her. This glance ignited Gao Bingqi's hope a little, she saw Yu Zilian and Yu Zhile say something, the two left first, and Yu Zilian walked over to her again.
Although reason was roaring at Gao Bingqi that it was definitely not a good thing for him to turn back, his emotions were like a poisonous snake spitting letters, using false but sweet language to confuse her into believing that there was a possibility of a miracle.
Yu Zihuan stopped five steps away from Gao Bingqi, she couldn't help but want to step forward and close the distance between the two, but Yu Zilian's two words froze her movements.
"Whether you believe it or not, Lele is the old woman in your mouth."
This was the first sentence, which made Gao Bingqi sure that Yu Zilian had heard the conversation between her and Yu Zhile, but the literal meaning made her mind turn for a while.
Yu Zilian looked at Gao Bingqi with a blank look in his eyes and paused for a few seconds, with concern and persuasion from the position of a friend in his eyes, "I said when I graduated from high school that you are a good opponent and friend, but we can only be friends. ”
Gao Bingqi had heard the second sentence when she confessed to Yu Zilian after the college entrance examination, but at that time, even after so many years, she still thought that things would take a turn for the better.
Yu Zihuan finally smiled politely at Gao Bingqi, "I have found my belonging, I hope you can find it as soon as possible." ”
Gao Bingqi walked from the time he turned back to her until he turned to leave, and he didn't answer the whole time, but he clearly heard the voice of hope in her heart shattering little by little. She looked at Yu Zilian's back and took a deep breath, until there was no more space in her lungs, she trembled and slowly exhaled this turbid breath, and exhaled along with the stubbornness that had been entangled like a cloud for many years.
Gao Bingqi felt a little cold on her face, and reached out to wipe it, it turned out that she didn't know when she cried. She looked at the tears on her fingertips, and suddenly laughed, laughing but tears fell at the same time.
Jiang Manman is right, she has been dreaming for a long time, and it is time to wake up. 166 Reading Network