It's past flowering season

Bees don't have to be heartbroken

Since the love affair is over

Why should I break my bowels in vain?

-- Lobsang Rinchen Changyang Gyatso

Man is not able to deceive his reads; Although Cangyang Gyatso repeatedly advised himself not to be nostalgic for that ruthless and unrighteous person, the true feelings in his heart could not part with this relationship, and even if he drank all day long, he could not numb the heartache of lovesickness and bitterness.

On the morning of the thirty-seventh day, thirty-six days and nights after cutting off the love thread, he finally conceded defeat. When he woke up from a night of hangover, Maggie Ami's face was the first to come to his mind, the shattered atrium tugging at the limbs, throbbing and aching, like a human torture that tortured him without stopping.

He remembered that a month ago he had vowed never to go down the hill again, never to go to Syracuse again, never to walk into that sad alley or into that tavern again, and now, the thought of Maggie Ami made him surrender with both hands. He remembered the hat, and perhaps it was the last excuse to go to her, and although the reason was far-fetched, he was as happy as he had found a life-saving straw.

He came to the vicinity of the tavern, hid behind an old elm tree and looked inside, hoping to meet Maggie Ami and go out alone, as he had done last time, but the reality disappointed him, the courtyard door was closed, lifeless, and the drinkers preferred to take a long detour than knock on the door, and the lively atmosphere of the past was like a world away.

The look of sigh when Cangyang Gyatso saw the aunt next door carrying a basket out to buy groceries, and passed by Maggi Ami's house, always made people feel as if something had happened during this time.

He caught up with his aunt and asked recklessly, "Auntie, why don't you call Maggie Ami to go to the market together?" ”

The aunt stared up at his face, and although she didn't look like a bad person, her lips were still trembling: "Maggie Ami is no longer here." ”

This sentence made Cangyang Gyatso feel at a loss: "What does it mean to be not here?" Isn't she going to marry her brother? ”

The aunt sighed: "It should have been like this, people have raised her for more than ten years, and when it was time for her to repay others, she was recognized by her father and mother, not to mention her adoptive father and adoptive mother, but also her brother...... It's ingratitude. ”

Unexpectedly, the situation changed suddenly, Cangyang Gyatso really couldn't accept it, Maggie Ami didn't have to marry her brother, but left here again, is this good news or bad news? He had a hunch that his fate with Maggie Ami was not over, and if so, it was good news.

Cangyang Gyatso asked tightly: "In other words, Maggie Ami's parents who are far away in the place of Qiongjie came to look for her?" ”

The aunt looked him up and down: "Who are you?" ”

Cangyang Gyatso paused: "It's a friend." ”

The aunt knew that Maggie Ami was selected to be a girl by the Tibetan palace at the age of nine, Maggie Ami had worked in the palace for more than ten years, and she knew more dignitaries and nobles, and no one had ever come to the door, presumably her relationship with this young master was a little unclear, thinking about her ungrateful behavior, it was naturally impossible to wronged her.

The aunt smiled contemptuously and said to Cangyang Gyatso: "Her biological father and mother are also rich people, and they picked her up in a high* carriage, and there will be no shortage of young masters like you to be mandarin ducks with her in the future, don't go to others to make trouble." ”

It seems that Maggie Ami's reputation for being ungrateful is inseparable, no matter what others say, Cangyang Gyatso still thinks that she is kind, maybe she has a last resort, just like that day in the grove, she herself was obviously very sad, and she didn't even dare to look back, for fear that she would not be able to harden her heart when she turned back, he could feel that her heart was pure, and at that time he thought that she did not want to live up to her parents and brother who were kind to her.

This aunt's observations, based on Cangyang Gyatso's analysis, must have hidden secrets; I remember that Maggie Ami said that she was abandoned by her biological parents in the mountains and planned to feed the eagles, probably because she was patriarchal, and her family was too poor to support her, so it could not be a family rich enough to have a high* carriage. Also, Maggie Ami expressed that she resented them, how could she go back with them lightly, and the difference in attitude before and after was too great. Moreover, it is not that she has never seen the life of the mountains of treasures and fine clothes and food in the Potala Palace, if she was greedy for the wealth of her biological parents, she would not have rejected the courtship of the living Buddha in the first place.

So Maggie Ami must have something else to worry about.

That's right, he felt that this girl was unusual from the beginning, and he could feel it from her eyes and her poems that she was not optimistic about the future of this world, and her pursuit of love was not positive, just like the worldview of the Diamond Sutra: a qiē has a way, like a dream bubble, like dew and electricity. But because of this, he fell in love with her deeply, hoping to resolve the estrangement with her, connect with her heart, be a fairy couple with her, and poetically live in the world.

But what a whimsical wish, Cangyang Gyatso never dreamed that while he was talking to this aunt, Maggie Ami had already turned into a different person, hiding from a farther away to watch him.

She came very early, just to see the hunchbacked figure of Abba who went out early and returned late, and the busy brother, if she was lucky, she could also see the simple grandmother come out to hold firewood, and the three of them still ran the tavern prosperously...... Her assumption is not valid, since she was taken away, the tavern has been yellow, Grandma is sick, Grandma is seeking medical advice everywhere, Abba has sold the stallions in the pen, and the family plans to move out of Lhasa, preferably closer to Qiongjie, the closer the better......

When she knew this, tears of sadness oozed from her dry eyes. Even if they move to Qiongjie, they will never see their daughter again. Maggie Ami took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears and touched her face, no, they will never see their daughter again.

Perhaps, she thought, maybe it would be better to get closer, because no one would recognize her as she was. She came to the back of the big elm tree and saw Cangyang Gyatso standing outside her small courtyard, hesitantly trying to knock on the door. She said in her heart, knock, you can knock on this door for me, let me take a look at my brother or Abba, just look at anyone.

At this time, for some reason, Cangyang Gyatso suddenly turned his head and looked in all directions, and Maggie Ami hurriedly retracted his head.

I heard him say, "Maggie Ami, are you back?" Are you here? ”

Behind the old elm tree, Maggie Ami covered her mouth tightly, and tears fell like pearls with broken threads.

Maybe he's the only one who can recognize him.

Cangyang Gyatso looked around and listened quietly, as if he didn't believe that his instincts had made a mistake. Maggie Ami didn't want to get out of the way and quietly left from behind the elm tree. Cangyang Gyatso finally did not knock on the door and went back with a heavy heart.

At this time, the king of Tibet was arranging to marry Renzhen Weng Mu to Lhasan Khan, because the Tibetan soldiers had not yet practiced shooting, in order to gain time, the king of Tibet tried every means to maintain this settlement treaty with Lhasan Khan, and first used a beauty trick to anesthetize him for a period of time, but this strategy could not have much effect after all, and the other deadly strategy was to arrange for Maji Ami to assassinate Lassan Khan.

Concubine Ming wants to marry the Mongolian Khan, which is a lot of damage to the face of the lotus seat of the French king. The king of Zao specially entered the palace to negotiate with Cangyang Gyatso about giving Rinchen Ongmu to Lhasan Khan, and explained the pros and cons to him.

Cangyang Gyatso's attitude is that as long as the Tibetan king Ken sends someone to Qiongjie to find Maji Ami and let her enter the palace justifiably, he can not interfere in the affairs of Concubine Ming, he knows that it is useless to interfere, not to mention that Renzhen Weng Mu is a Mongol, and now the two sides are going to war, as a descendant of the Dzungar tribe, it is difficult for her to stay in the Tibetan pile and get along with herself, it is better to simply marry into her own tribe, and her honor and disgrace will not matter to the Tibetans in the future.

At that time, the king of Zao reads reads.

For a moment, Cangyang Gyatso suspected that Maggie Ami was hidden by the king of Tibet, but in the face of the king's sworn loyalty, he did not want this from the bottom of his heart.

In this way, the Tibetan king received from the hand of His Holiness the rosette a proclamation bearing the handprint of the Living Buddha "to give the concubine of the Ming concubine Renzhen Ongmu to the Mongolian Khan Lasang". This proclamation has the effect of irreversibility as soon as it is issued. Such a proclamation to the world, Renzhen Weng Mu was actually the last person to know. She knew that night, the Tibetan and Mongolian sides had already made a deal in the military tent, and she had to be carried into the yurt of Lassan Khan in a small sedan chair.

It was the summer when there was a lot of rain, and Rinchen Ongmu knelt outside the Hall of Sunlight and cried to see His Holiness the rosette. Cangyang Gyatso sat in his study with his temples pressed and distraught, even if he met without understanding the language, what was the point.

After surviving a pillar of incense, the cry of Renzhen Ongmu gradually faded away, and he must have been taken away by the people of the king of Zao.

For a few months, the princess Tsering Tashi had a premonition that she was going to give birth to a boy, so she simply indulged her temperament, and became willful and pampered in her words and actions, which made Lasang Khan very unhappy. That night, Renzhen Weng Mu was carried into the yurt and housed with him, and was named a side concubine the next morning. No matter how aggrieved Renzhen Weng Mu was, this incident deeply nailed the nail in the heart of Tsering Tashi, who was about to give birth.

She knew that this incident was caused by the Tibetan king Sanjay Gyatso, so she hated him to the core, and vowed to take revenge, as for how to treat Rinchen Ongmu, it depends on whether the baby is male or female.

A month later, Tsering Tashi gave birth to a baby boy in the palace, and the mother and child were safe. Lasang Khan, who was almost full of romance, left Renzhen Weng Mu in a barracks in the wilderness, and returned to the palace to celebrate the noble son and feast his relatives and friends.

Rinchen Ongmu had a few days of peace in the barracks, and it happened that there was a translator in the barracks who was both Mongolian and Tibetan, and she wrote a poem, which was translated into Tibetan and secretly sent to the palace and handed over to Changyang Gyatso. Poetry Cloud:

Thunderstorms in June

It doesn't matter if people bring a hat or not

New winds in October

It also doesn't look at whether the swallow mud is sticky

After arriving in northern Tibet

Thunderstorms and winds are rare

This poem is to say that what happened to her after arriving in northern Tibet was even more tragic than she imagined, and even the thunderstorm and the wind were more considerate and gentle than the rude and domineering Lasang Khan.

Cangyang Gyatso replied to her with a poem:

Mutual ruthless companions

It is a Buddha statue that has not been completed

Horses bought halfway

It is not advisable to rush and gallop

This poem has two meanings, the first two sentences are to say that since they have become lifelong partners, it is the fate of the previous life, and it is a Buddha statue that has not yet been repaired, and she must insist on finishing it, and persuade her to give herself a little more time, and also give Lasang Khan a little more time, after all, life still has a long way to go. The last two sentences are to say, do not trust the domesticated horses of others, and be more careful when driving them, which means reminding her that there must be many eyes and ears around the Mongol king, and do not lightly tell others about her secret thoughts.

These two aspects that Cangyang Gyatso envisioned for her were genuine, and it is unknown whether she could understand them. In this frosty political atmosphere, as the supreme leader of the Tibetan people, it is rare that Cangyang Gyatso can reply to her with a poem