Zhuang and Qingming five years, the ninth day of November.

Miyagi, Kim Luang Palace.

The emperor was dressed in bright yellow and sat in the Nine Dragons, watching Gu Nan enter the hall step by step, his expression was very light, and his eyes were dark as he looked at Gu Nan bowing below, just a glance, and it was difficult to take his eyes off.

He misses him so much that even if he is stabbed with a knife in his heart, there is nothing he can do.

Xiao Congyu looked at him with an indifferent expression, but bitterness gradually rose in the depths of his dark eyes.

Look at it, how sad it is.

Xiao Congyu closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his dark eyes were as quiet and deep as usual, and his right hand was slightly raised. Seeing Gu Nan straighten up, he looked at him with calm eyebrows, and opened his mouth to say the words word by word.

Loyal ministers were wronged, and the good ones were trapped.

His voice has always been very quiet, but the words he said were enough to shock the courtiers. The emperor never spoke, just looked at it lightly. The big eunuch beside him has served him for many years, and he knows what he thinks just by looking at his expression, and he does not stop Gu Nan.

Documentary evidence, 100,000 blood imprinted 10,000 books, and in the end, Duan Hanjing's old housekeeper and the former doorman went to the palace and took out the secret letter and the general's golden order written by Duan Hanjing, the general of Zhenyuan, word by word, all of which only explained one sentence.

-- He Xiaoge's loyal and righteous ministers have nothing to do with rebellion.

The government and the opposition were shocked, and the ministers talked endlessly, and even the next dynasty could not be concluded.

The old case was overturned, Gu Nan temporarily returned to Dali Temple, the day he entered Dali Temple, Lu Rong quietly entered the city, at noon He Xiaoge was trapped in the capital to spread wildly, and resounded in the Quartet, five days later, the people of the Quartet entered Beijing and knelt outside the palace, and learned that the person who overturned the case was the divine doctor Gu Nan, the people of the capital gathered more, and ten thousand people wept.

Things got out of control, since Xiao Congyu was full-fledged, the queen mother who lived in the harem and ignored the government also came forward, and later, the emperor and the old prime minister who had resigned and returned to seclusion also entered Beijing, met the emperor in the imperial study, and stayed overnight.

Zhuang and Qingming five years, December.

Gu Nan walked out of Dali Temple step by step, raised his eyes and quietly looked at the snow on the ground, and hugged the box on his chest tightly.

How nice.

From then on, the White Tiger Battalion was still an invincible army, an army of tigers and wolves.

He Xiaoge is also a young and glorious general, and his life is innocent and the most glorious.

That day, he stood outside the gate of Dali Temple for a long time before he raised his feet and walked step by step to the suburban courtyard where he and He Xiaoge lived together.

No one took care of it for a long time, and the courtyard was already full of twilight, Gu Nan didn't go in, stood at the door and looked inside, his eyes gradually reddened.

In the past, the time was quiet, there were peach blossoms in the yard, and there was a stone table sake under the peach blossoms, when Gu Nan returned, he stood by the door, and when he looked up, he could see a person with calm eyebrows sitting under the tree, and his eyes were warm and soft, and when he approached, he smiled and said, "Welcome home." ”

But now, the home is gone.

My family is no longer around.

You don't have a home anymore.

Sometimes it only takes these five words to make a person so sad that they cry hysterically.

It is not a needle, it is not a knife, and it does not leave any wounds on the outside of the heart.

But it can corrode a person's heart from the inside, bit by bit, until the last piece of flesh and blood in the heart is dripping.

When he saw the cold arrow piercing He Xiaoge's heart, Gu Nan didn't cry.

When he learned that the person who said that he would accompany him for the rest of his life would no longer smile at him, Gu Nan did not cry.

He Xiaoge's ashes were taken from Lu Rong with his own hands, and when he reached out to feel the coldness above, Gu Nan didn't cry.

When he sat on the desert moire platform and walked alone for a night, Gu Nan didn't cry.

It has been a long time since he escaped from Miyagi and decided to serve He Xiaoge Zhaoxue.

Gu Nan has walked a lot, eaten a lot of tears, and spent many distressed nights when he couldn't sleep...... Many, many, and he didn't cry.

But now the moment his long-cherished wish is fulfilled, just those five words are enough to make Gu Nan cry until he is hoarse.

I want to see you, He Xiaoge.

I want to eat your cooking, He Xiaoge.

I hurt so much, He Xiaoge.

Reading He Xiaoge's name over and over again in his heart, Gu Nan leaned over and hugged the urn tightly.

It used to hurt so much that I couldn't cry, and I was the most sad.

Now that I can cry, in the end, my heart is also gray.

Five days later, the emperor issued an edict to restore the White Tiger Camp and posthumously congratulate Xiao Ge on the position of General Ning Yuan.

When the holy decree arrived, Gu Nan bowed down to thank him, entered the palace at dusk, stepped through the snow, and entered the emperor's bedroom that had trapped him for many days and nights in the past.

Xiao Congyu sat behind the table in a Xuanyi dress, with a smile on the corner of his finger brush and mouth, and when he heard the voice, he looked back, and the smile in his eyes was slightly warm, which was particularly good-looking.

Xiao Congyu and Gu Nan had seen such a thing.

At that time, Xiao Congyu was not the emperor, and He Xiaoge was still there.

They occasionally look at the flowers in the East Palace and drink wine, Gu Nan has a poor amount of alcohol, and he starts to make trouble after drinking some, He Xiaoge stands next to him and helps him with a smile, Xiao Congyu always sits on the side, sipping wine with a smile.

Gu Nan looked at him silently.

Xiao Congyu still smiled and beckoned to him: "You are very good at Danqing, come and see it for me." ”

Gu Nan didn't move, and Xiao Congyu wasn't in a hurry, looking at him with a smile. After a long time, Gu Nan glanced at him, raised his eyes and walked over, lowered his head, there was a bright and spring light on the white rice paper, and he stood in front of the flowers in white clothes and smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were exquisite, and his expression was clear.

Gu Nan was silent for a while, then took a step back: "Xiao Congyu, I'll settle it with you." ”

In a light sentence, Xiao Congyu looked at him, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually eased: "You always make me sad." ”

Outside, the snow was shaking, the dusk was dark, and a low word resounded in the dim room, very dull.

Gu Nan looked at him quietly and didn't speak. Xiao Congyu stood up and walked to the bed, and when he came back, he had an extra set of red and gold wedding dresses in his hand. Xiao Congyu hugged a pair, and his dark eyes were tightly pressed into Gu Nan's eyes: "...... Don't make me sad. ”

He had said something similar before, and at that time there was an unconcealable expectation in the eyes of the emperor.

Now the tone of the words has not changed, but the expectation in his eyes has already faded a little, leaving no trace.

Gu Nan looked down at the big red wedding dress in his hand, was in a trance for a moment, and suddenly spoke: "Xiao Congyu, do you know which one you have said to me the most?" ”

Xiao Congyu looked at him with heavy eyes: "Yes, I want you." ”

"It's not it, it's the ......" Gu Nan said in a light tone: "You always make me sad." ”

Xiao Congyu was stunned, and her lips squirmed a few times.

Gu Nan's voice was still very weak: "But Xiao Congyu, you don't hurt me." ”

"......" Xiao Congyu clenched his fists.

Gu Nan raised his eyes, and there was no trace of emotion in his glassy eyes: "The feeling of wanting to take out your heart and be completely old is better than letting him corrode a little bit...... Xiao Congyu, you don't know at all, so you never know how much I hate you. ”

Xiao Congyu's fingers stiffened.

"When my long-cherished wish was not fulfilled, I always thought about what I would do to you when my long-cherished wish was fulfilled one day in the future." Gu Nan said: "It may be to play Gu on you, to let you taste the taste of pain, it may be to make you suffer from illness for the rest of your life, but these are not good, so in the end, I thought, should I kill you." ”

"How fair it is to fight for life, I have always intended it this way."

"But now, I realize I can't."

Xiao Congyu paused: "...... Why? ”

"Because I found that no one in this Zhuang He can support the burden of the emperor except you." Gu Nan lowered his head and suddenly laughed in a low voice: "He Xiaoge has been fighting for more than ten years, guarding the border and keeping the border peaceful, he loves the desert breeze and bright moon the most, I am reluctant, I am reluctant to destroy the rivers and mountains that he has guarded for so many years." ”

was reluctant to say three words, which was an invisible pain for Xiao Congyu.

The man in white in front of him was still laughing, laughed for a long time, and then spoke again: "But I didn't do anything, I was unwilling, and then I stood in the snow and thought about it for a long, long time, and then, I finally knew what to do." ”

Maybe he laughed too sadly, but when he said this, his voice was almost hoarse. Suddenly there was a gust of wind outside, and the wind and snow entered the inner hall through the uncovered door, and in the cold, Xiao Congyu looked down and saw a little red on Gu Nan's white clothes.

One, two, three......

Until the white clothes are full of dazzling bright red.

Xiao Congyu's pupils shrank.

There is constantly red falling on top of white, and it is subverted in an instant.

His hands trembled violently, and with an unbelievable horror, Xiao Congyu stepped forward: "...... Gu Nan? ”

“…… You don't know how much I hate you, I hate it so much that as long as I think of He Xiaoge at night and then think of you, I will feel that my eyes are all blood red. ”

"You don't know, since He Xiaoge left, I have dreamed of that rainy night every night...... You don't know how much I hate, every time I wake up I think about what I should do, for a long, long time, many, many, and now, I can finally get my wish. ”

Xiao Congyu's face was already pale.

Gu Nan raised his head slowly, his face was pale, but his lips were stained with blood, like a ghost, he looked at Xiao Congyu's appearance, and laughed hoarsely: "The taste of a hook kiss is so uncomfortable." In the past, you used this hook and kiss to let me watch the person I care about the most die in front of my eyes, I can't help it, and from then on, as long as I think about it, I feel that my heart will be corroded. ”

"Gu Nan is not a gentle person in this life, be careful to remember the hatred and protect the short-sightedness, and you will be revenged." Gu Nan smiled, and the indifference in his glass-colored eyes had already been covered with red hatred: "Now I will return this pain to you, Xiao Congyu, sue me, do you hurt?" ”

Sue me, do you hurt?

Xiao Congyu opened his eyes blankly, reached out to touch his heart, and pulled his fingers fiercely.

I hurt.

It hurts a lot.

Looking at his appearance, Gu Nan bent down and smiled even more to give up, he smiled hoarsely, blood clots kept spilling out of his mouth, but he didn't care, and asked himself: "Do you hurt, Xiao Congyu, sue me, do you hurt?" ”

Xiao Congyu's face showed a painful look, and gradually distorted.

He just laughed like this, letting the blood stains on his white clothes get more and more, laughed to the end, bent down hoarsely, looked at the ground that was instantly stained red, and tried his best to stand up: "Xiao Congyu, you are in this life, you are ...... in this life"

Xiao Congyu's throat made a sound of hurt pain.

Gu Nan said hoarsely, his chest ached, his breathing became difficult, and his mind went blank.

He glanced at Xiao Congyu again, staggered towards the outside of the hall, and just reached the door, his eyes were black for a while. He smiled and slowly slid down against the door, reaching out with all his strength to hold the warm jade hanging around his neck, and gently closing his eyes.

The wind and snow outside have not stopped, and it is cold to the bone.

Xiao Congyu's eyes were red, and she walked to his side step by step and knelt down, her trembling hands slowly touching his pulse.

There was silence all around.

Xiao Congyu looked at Gu Nan's cold face with a numb expression, and after a long time, he suddenly laughed hysterically.

How good, Gu Nan.

How ruthless, Gu Nan.

He stretched out his hand to wipe away the blood on Gu Nan's cheeks, looked at the warm face stained by the blood, and suddenly understood what it was like to cry in pain.

Gu Nan, Gu Nan.

Gu Nan, who once walked into the East Palace in white.

Gu Nan, who once stood in the garden and looked back and smiled.

Gu Nan, who once gave him a needle and winked at him, asked him if he was afraid.

Gu Nan, Gu Nan, Gu Nan.

Xiao Congyu looked at the faces of his subordinates who had been put in his heart for so many days and nights, and laughed lowly.

You win.

Xiao Congyu reached out and grabbed the clothes on his chest, leaned over, and suddenly tasted blood in his mouth, he lowered his head and looked at the blood on his chest blankly, except for a hoarse smile, there was nothing for a while.

Since then, this pain will not be able to go away for a lifetime.

Gu Nan, you really won.

Zhuang and Qingming 6th year, December.

The miracle doctor Gu Nan died, the emperor was seriously ill, and he woke up after three days and three nights, and never smiled again in his life.

On the seventeenth of the same month, a dark shadow entered the palace city late at night and stole Gu Nan's bones.

On the twenty-first, new bones were buried in the depths of the peach blossom forest in Qinghe Town.

East to spring, April, Qinghe Town, peach blossoms.

- I've been waiting for you for a long time.

- Welcome home.