CHAPTER XXXII

Not long after being hung up, the mobile phone ringtone rang again, Jin Mu answered the phone, and sure enough, he heard a cringe-like voice from the other end of the phone, "Editor, Mr. Editor, I promise I didn't mean it just now."

Jin Mu was silent, but he didn't mean to be angry, Liu Qingge boldly continued to explain, "I was too excited just now, the editor must forgive me."

"Do you have a habit of hanging up on me?"

"No, it was all an accident!" QAQ Liu Qingge felt hot on his face when he heard this.

She really didn't deliberately hang up the phone of the editor, didn't she have a hard time?

Just when Liu Qingge felt that he was going to die of shame, Jin Mucai spoke, "You mean that your readers praise other authors, so you feel unhappy?" ”

Why does this sound like I'm jealous (~ ̄△ ̄)~ Liu Qingge said with a bitter face, "That's because they are all like this in the group, this group doesn't seem to be my author group, I have almost never heard them discuss my articles, and what they say about loving me is a lie." ”

The more Liu Qingge spoke, the more he felt so wronged, he was so bitter that he was simply a little cabbage in the field, or the kind that was yellow and yellow.

"Then block the group, don't look at it." Jin Mu said, "You just need to stare at the keyboard codeword." ”

Liu Qingge felt that he didn't quite understand what Jin Mu meant. Is this the rhythm that is going to make her a codeword? Suddenly, I felt a cold smell in my heart.

The silence on the other end of the phone made Jin Mu immediately explain, "You should have known a long time ago that the readers of the iron-clad author and your readers may fall in love with you because of one of your articles, but they may be hooked by another author's article, and the readers are not your lovers, so they don't need to be loyal." They like you because of your writing, and if you can't even write well, then what reason do you have for them to like you? ”

Liu Qingge was speechless.

What the editor said made sense, but I was so ashamed that I was speechless. Σ(°△°|||) ︴

"But, it's still very sad, I care about them, but they don't care about me that much, I think it's so unfair." Liu Qingge's voice was muffled.

"Then think about it, you give your care to so many readers, how much do each reader care? If you really want to say it's unfair, they should feel unfair, they like you so much, they sprinkle flowers on you in every chapter, and throw landmines at you, but there's nothing else you can do for them except to write well. Therefore, writing well is what a writer should care about and do the most. ”

What does the editor say make sense, but now that you're ashamed of your own narrow thinking?

Liu Qingge muttered, "Then I see that many soft readers of other authors will say that love is great, and support is great, but I don't have any" So there is still a little jealousy (┳_┳)

People have seven emotions and six desires, and it is understandable to be jealous, as long as you don't indulge your feelings and do something that hurts the enemy and hurts the enemy, then you don't have to care too much.

She won't become a snake spirit because of this, but if she holds it back, she is afraid that she will become a nervous disorder?!

In front of Jin Mu, she found that she could see it unexpectedly, and poured out the things she was ashamed to say like beans.

"Then you sue yourself because you are not good enough, as long as you write well, readers will love you to death when the time comes." Jin Mudao, "Write well, update well, and I will love you too." ”

Although he knew that this love was not mixed with any ambiguous colors, Liu Qingge still blushed and confirmed in a low voice, "Really? Editor, will you love me too? ”

Jin Mu nodded, but thought that he was on the phone, so he said, "Well, it will." ”

"Well, I'll do my best!" Liu Qingge felt that his body was full of fighting spirit again.

That's right, what do you want to do so much, as long as you code words well, you will definitely grow into a qualified author, as long as you code words well, whether it's a cute reader angel or an editor, you will love her, so you can't wither, no matter how hard you work, you have to stand up and masturbate! [Although she doesn't know how to stand up and masturbate.]

In fact, she is like this because the pressure is really too great, she is about to graduate, and she is facing the problem of naked survival.

She will definitely leave the city, give herself a long-awaited freedom, and give an explanation to her youth, so she has to face a more difficult problem of survival. Freelancing is beautiful to say, but it's not so simple, she has no other skill points except writing, and at this time, this only skill point can't be lit at all, and it is getting bleaker and darker, and she feels more and more desperate.

How could her good-for-nothing self and a gloomy future not make her feel tired and hopeless? At such times, everything will turn gray, and any weight put on the body may be the last grass that will crush the camel.

And at this time, she was suffering from a steady stream of negativity, but finally when she was adjusting herself in the form of self-exile, the editor gave herself such a phone call.

didn't say some comforting words, nor did she say some high-sounding words, her tone was clear but not cold, gentle but not too soft, so that Liu Qingge could listen to these words, and it would not stimulate her rebellious feelings, and finally achieved the effect of breaking Liu Qingge's heart.

This is the same as an epiphany, things that have been bothering for a long time, sometimes it only takes a breakthrough point to wake up, and then find that these things are not as terrible as they imagined.

Jin Mu's voice was slightly lower, and he chuckled, "Come on." ”

This laughter made Liu Qingge's heart rate start to run like a grass and mud horse again.

"That, editor-sama." Liu Qingge plucked up his courage and said softly, "The number of Bingcheng ballads is really bad, can I not write a million?" ”

After a moment of silence, Jin Mu agreed, "If you don't end up." ”

Liu Qingge was very happy when she heard this, she felt that her body was very light now, and any pressure was running away in an instant, and the whole person felt like she was about to fly.

The ghosts and gods are bad, Liu Qingge said something that made him want to slap himself after speaking, "I have no money to eat"

Liu Qingge:

Why do you want to say such humiliating things?

Will the editor look down on it? Well, the editor is not that kind of person, but could she mistake her for being an unreserved person?

In short, how can you say such a thing in front of an editor? It's okay to be coquettish and stupid on the Internet, but it's really shameful to say it to your phone like this now!

Jin Mu was also stunned when he heard Liu Qingge's words.

Both of them were silent for a moment, and just as Liu Qingge was about to say something and hang up the phone, Jin Mu suddenly said, "You still have to eat food, you give me Alipay." ”

Alipay number? What do you mean?

QAQ Editor: Is this going to take care of her? What a pleasant surprise.

But after the surprise, there was embarrassment.

As a typical Leo woman, sometimes face is really more important than food, and in this case, it is true to accept the support of the editor

"I'm an editor, I'm joking, I still have money, and there's no problem with eating."

"Don't feel awkward, I'm just lending it to you, not giving it to you directly." Jin Mu thought that he had misunderstood Liu Qingge and explained.

"No, no, anyway, I don't have a problem. Next, I'll code the word well, make up the update, and then, that's it, bye-bye! Liu Qingge hung up the phone in a hurry, patting his chest and gasping for air after being nervous.

Jin Mu, who was hurriedly hung up again:

She originally seemed to be cleaning up the spring breeze? But now

Sure enough, is it because the spring breeze is too stupid? It's stupid that people can't help but want to protect, think that she will cry, and can't help but want to comfort her, and the pity in their hearts floods into a look that they can't explain.

The psychological element of the spring breeze is still a little worse, and it is really only a half-old child. Jin Mugan sighed in his heart after sitting for a while.

The half-grown child * Liu Qingge is now recoding the words, and in order to sit more comfortably, Liu Qingge moved the computer to the bed.

When Liu Qingge was focusing on the code words and preparing to strive for a new update, Zhang Jiayi came in with a bag of food, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Liu Qingge who was seriously coding words on the bed, and suddenly felt a little novel.

Haven't you been out of code words lately? And Liu Qingge was still painting before she went out to eat just now, according to her posture, she could paint from morning to night.

"Are you really not going to eat?" Zhang Jiayi couldn't help but ask.

She just asked Liu Qingge to eat, and Liu Qingge just replied that she didn't want to eat.

It's been like this recently, she wants to enlighten Liu Qingge, but she doesn't know where to start, and she feels inexplicably irritable when she sees Liu Qingge's half-dead face.

"I'm not hungry now, I'll eat later." Liu Qingge stopped his hand and smiled at Zhang Jiayi.

Zhang Jiayi was stunned, and Liu Qingge had continued to code.

Liu Qingge actually felt very hungry, and the smell of food from Zhang Jiayi made her stomach feel empty, but now she just wanted to finish the task she was going to complete today, so that she could eat with peace of mind.

After a while, Zhang Jiayi walked to Liu Qingge's bedside, "Eat something first." ”

Liu Qingge looked at Zhang Jiayi, and saw that she was holding a bunch of food in her hand, including duck wings and duck cartilage bought in Juewei, as well as some snacks bought in the supermarket, and then fresh apples and a few black shiny blackcurrants that were still stained with dewdrops all the time. These are all things she likes to eat.

"Thank you." Liu Qingge took the thing, and her voice was a little difficult.

"Well, come on."

Zhang Jiayi withdrew his hand and turned to leave.

She thought that if Liu Qingge was not in a high position, she would definitely reach out and touch Liu Qingge's head, and tell her that her eyes were red when she didn't move, this was not deliberately causing distress.

How big an adult, you still have to be strong, many times, riding the wind and waves is only done by yourself alone, and you can't rely on others.