6. Lovesick (6) catch
The ripples condensed, and Lu Qianjin looked at Princess Yuzhen's eyes, and finally had some sympathy.
Princess Yuzhen was crying, and in this vision, she saw the viciousness hidden in her eyes. She didn't dare to imagine whether Wang Wei knew it or not. I can't imagine that he knew, but he didn't dare to disobey the emperor's order and give that string of red beans to his wife to wear.
"Maha resigned when he was thirty-one years old, but I never understood whether it was the official or me that he wanted to avoid. It's just that nowadays, it doesn't really matter what it is. The time after Maha's departure was a torment for me. Lord Lu, have you ever seen the backwater? After that, I was a stagnant pool. Even if the imperial brother and his concubine love vigorously, I will stand by coldly. for the flame that belongs to me has been extinguished. ”
The illusion moved again, and this time, it was really goodbye.
In the illusion, Wang Wei is still wearing white clothes, but the clean and white boy in his memory has been in the midst of time and the world, and he has turned into vicissitudes of life. Only the eyes are as clear as ever.
"Wechen is here to say goodbye today."
Her voice was extremely dry: "You want to ...... Leaving Chang'an? ”
"Yunzhu is gone, I want to send her bones back to her hometown." Yunzhu is his wife's maiden name.
She frowned, a little like crying. "Maha...... Finally, she was able to recall the name that had been brewing in her heart for a long time. Actually, you know how Pei Yunzhu died. But you don't even bother to ask, do you? ”
He moved his lips: "Princess Yuzhen......"
……
As soon as this voice came out, she cried uncontrollably, like rain hitting pear blossoms, and tears were already flowing. "I wish you had called me Xuanxuan. It is...... It's good to call me a profit......"
"Why should the princess be obsessed." Wang Wei didn't see forbearance on his face, but he was open-minded and relieved. "The princess and Weichen have different identities."
Princess Yuzhen took a few steps back and sat down on the soft couch behind her, her face sad. "Maha, you go."
He bowed his last salute without frustration, then turned and left. When Chu Chu walked to the door, he heard her say faintly behind her: "Actually, I really want to ask you to stay, but I know that even if I ask, you won't stay, right?" ”
"Weichen, one heart to Zen."
After all, he left, without hesitation, without any nostalgia. Anyone who only has to look at that back can understand that he will never come to this gym again in his life.
Princess Yuzhen lay on the small table beside her, tears falling like rain.
It was the last time they saw each other.
They don't love each other, and when they part, they naturally don't need too many cumbersome words. Just a light turn has already cut off the end of the world.
Li Zhiying is the Yuzhen princess of the Tang Dynasty, she has to follow her identity, she has to stay in Chang'an day after day, even if she sees all the flowers blooming and falling, she can't leave.
When she was young, the status of a princess brought her ups and downs. When she gets older, what this identity brings to her is a gap that she will never be able to get to her sweetheart.
Princess Yuzhen finally gave up, and knelt on the ground holding the bracelet tightly. The tea cup she had just knocked over on the ground also spread water stains, and the water stains brought out a chill and spread up little by little.
She cried and said, "If I could, I could do nothing." As long as he says a word, he says that I am willing to accompany him wherever he is going. It's just an extravagant hope, but it can't be fulfilled after all. I watched him come into my life at the age of sixteen, and he thought he had walked out at the age of thirty-one, but he didn't! He will never be able to get out because I will not let him go. Over the years, I've heard a lot about him. He really retreated to the mountains and forests, accompanied by poetry, and sent Buddhism. After Pei Yunzhu, he never married a wife again, in fact, I am very happy. Just so far away from the landscape, I know that he is fine, and that is enough. ”
In her life, she has never resented anything. Later, she finally resented her identity, and she was the high-ranking princess of the Tang Dynasty. If there is an afterlife, she will be the lucky Pei Yunzhu. If you don't do anything, you can get him to stay with him for the rest of your life. Even after his death, he could not marry for the rest of his life.
When she received the news of his death, at that moment she felt that Li Zhiying also followed him and died together.
She originally thought that when he left, it was already the saddest thing in the world. It turned out that the saddest thing was still behind, he was dead, he was relieved, but she was still walking in this gloomy red dust, boiling her life inch by inch, slowly waiting for death to take her away.
She looked at Lu Qianjin suddenly, and there was a little pleading in her eyes: "Are you here to take me away?" I remember when you asked me for the reward I was asking for, it was two years of my life! You're here to take the pay, aren't you? ”
To be honest, Lu Qianjin really wanted to take her away. This woman has been tortured by the same love in her past and present lives, and she is also a woman, and she is also a little blindsided. It's just that life and death are fixed. She received other people's life as a reward, which is already considered against the sky. If you change the lives of others without authorization, you are afraid that you will be punished in the future.
She is not afraid of retribution, she is only afraid that these retributions will really take revenge on Yingzheng.
"It's not." She stood up, slowly but surely, and walked up to her and crouched down. "I just wanted to come and see the end of this story. I have already received the reward many years ago, and this life is still your own, and I will not take it away, nor can I take it away. "But this bracelet is no longer from this plane, I'm going to take it with me." ”
"No!" Princess Yuzhen was frightened, her pupils shrank, she held the bracelet in her palm, covered her chest and stepped back: "Maha is dead, I have nothing." Just leave it behind, I only have one thought, can't I? ”
Lu Qianjin sighed, and as soon as her right hand was stretched, the bracelet had already reached her palm. "I'm sorry."
What doesn't belong to this plane, she can only take with her.
She got up and stretched out her hand towards Yingzheng. How glad she was at this moment, at least they loved each other, at least he was still by her side. "Zheng," she smiled, "we're going back." ”
Ying Zheng's eyes were gentle, and he reached over and held her in the palm of his hand. "Okay, let's go back."
The two of them walked out hand in hand, and in the distance, they could still hear Princess Yuzhen asking behind her, "What ......the hell are you?" Is there a hint of ...... Loved me ......"
Until he returned to the Qianjin Building, Ying Zheng still felt a little trance. Lu Qianjin was busy explaining things to the customer, and she was about to go out when she sent Ying Zheng back to the room, who knew that Ying Zheng grabbed her hand as soon as she could.
"Daughter......
"Huh?" Seeing that he had something to say, she sat down beside him, "What's wrong?" ”
"Is it important to you that a man says that love?"
"Ah Zheng ......" She really doubted that Ying Zheng had slept for two thousand years, whether she was really stupid. If you have time, you still have to take him to the hospital to check his body, and his brain ......, "Ah Zheng, listen to me, in fact, many times, that sentence is not very important." For example, Princess Yuzhen, what she wants is not a word of love on Wang Wei's lips. ”
Ying Zheng's eyebrows knotted: "What she wants, isn't it his love?" ”
"Actually, Princess Yuzhen would rather be Pei Yunzhu, but do you think Wang Wei really likes Pei Yunzhu?"
In fact, this is already a secret that has been precipitated in time, and it should have been sealed forever with Wang Wei's death. But the reincarnated Li Ying did not give up, and the regretful love also made her unable to die. So she still came to Qianjinlou, a thousand years ago she wanted Pei Yunzhu to die, and after a thousand years, she just wanted to know if he had ever loved.
In fact, what she wants most is just to be like Pei Yunzhu, to be able to accompany Wang Wei, even if it is a short time, it is also her pillow person.
Does Wang Wei really love Pei Yunzhu? Not necessarily.
If you love Pei Yunzhu, why don't you be buried with her. If you love Pei Yunzhu, why did you leave that string of red bean bracelets in the tomb?
But then again, does Wang Wei really love Li Chiying? Perhaps, it's love. It's just, it's too shallow.
Ying Zheng obviously figured this out, exhaled lightly, and said to Lu Qianjin: "Qianjin, I won't be like this." Great Qin has been destroyed, and from now on, the only thing I want to hold in the palm of my hand is your hand. ”
Lu Qianjin smiled and did not speak again. He hugged her, and she leaned on his shoulder, but felt the urge to cry. "Ah Zheng, I was also given up once......"
"Really?"
"You forgot?"
"I guess it's ......" Ying Zheng thought for a while: "You were too disobedient at that time." ”
The time that passes from time to time is not the same. In the eyes of Lu Qianjin and Ying Zheng, they just went to Datang for a day and a night, and for Li Ying, she has been living in this strange Qianjin Building for more than a week.
Every time she came to send her away, it was the Wu Meiren who behaved very well, she wanted to go out by herself, but as soon as she walked to the door of the hall, she would be forced back by invisible pressure.
There were two rows of lamps in the hall, and they turned on automatically when she came in, but they went out one after the other for a week.
Li Ying asked Wu Meiren, and she said to herself in that threatening tone: "Don't touch it, it's your life that is burned here." ”
After enduring this inhuman treatment for more than a week, Lu Qianjin finally came back, along with a string of red bean bracelets that she had seen in her dreams.
She took out the string of red bean bracelets, and Li Ying began to tremble: "This ......"
"What was found in his tomb was the only burial in his coffin." Lu Qianjin held the bracelet, the fresh and lovely red beads, glowing with a mysterious color in the candlelight. "Qianjinlou has recently received a big reward, buy one get one free. Still wondering if he loves you or not? ”
"No need." With tears in her eyes, Li Ying took the bracelet over. "I don't want to know."
Let her still have something to look forward to, let the past and present lives become an eternally vivid wound. If the repayment is clear, the years to come will be forgotten, then, she would rather live in pain.
Before coming to Qianjinlou, she had the dream that haunted her day and night, and she felt very tired. After coming to Qianjinlou, the dream was gone, but my heart began to be empty.
Actually, it's not a bad thing that there is a memory that isn't perfect, is it?
The door creaked open, a cool breeze blew, and the faint light of the last of the two rows of lamps on either side of the door slowly went out......