Chapter 300: Waiting at the Sickbed (4)
This beautiful and moving story told by Bao Xiaodie, which Ruoxi had read from a book in high school, thought that Fluttershy was not just telling a story for the sake of telling a story, but had a deeper meaning.
In fact, while Bao Xiaodie was telling Feng Tianyu a story with affection, Lin Ruoxi had been quietly observing the changes in Feng Tianyu's expression, and she found that his eyes were gentle, misty, and intoxicated, especially when he held Fluttershy's hand for a long time, which made Lin Ruoxi believe that he had fallen in love with Fluttershy.
Hasn't Feng Tianyu always loved Lin Ruoxi and couldn't extricate himself? So how could Lin Ruoxi think that he had developed feelings for Bao Xiaodie?
It turns out that she thinks so, Feng Tianyu's memory of the past is a blank slate, and he naturally doesn't know that he and himself once had an unforgettable relationship, so when he sees the beautiful Fluttershy taking care of him in detail all day long, chatting with him and telling stories, he is deeply moved and has feelings for Fluttershy.
Lin Ruoxi's heart at this time was really mixed, and the taste was not comfortable at all. It is said that Feng Tianyu fell in love with Bao Xiaodie as she hoped; But this man is also in her deep love, but for some reason she does not dare to be with him, so she feels both pain and relief, and of course the pain is far greater than the relief.
In fact, not only Lin Ruoxi thought that Feng Tianyu had feelings for Bao Xiaodie, but even Bao Xiaodie thought that Feng Tianyu seemed to have some kind of affection for herself, and before that, she had never seen Tianyu stare at her with such affectionate eyes, which flattered Xiaodie. Surprised, she suspected that she was dreaming, so she pinched her thigh, and when she felt pain, she realized that it was not a dream, but something that really happened.
Bao Xiaodie let her hand be held by Feng Tianyu, although she felt that her face was a little hot, and she looked shy and timid, but she was reluctant to withdraw her hand, as if he would never shake her hand again.
Lin Ruoxi adjusted her stiff facial expression, making others look like she was "happy", she coughed lightly, as if to remind herself that she was ready to speak, she took two steps forward and said to Feng Tianyu: "Tianyu, Fluttershy has always been in love with you, for you, she rejected a rich boy who pursued her hard, don't you know?" ”
Feng Tianyu suddenly let go of Bao Xiaodie's hand, looked at Lin Ruoxi in surprise and asked, "You said that Xiaodie has a deep affection for me?" How did I not know? Are you telling the truth? ”
Bao Xiaodie couldn't help but smile slightly, and quickly lowered her head, not knowing if it was because she was embarrassed.
Lin Ruoxi glanced at Bao Xiaodie, then moved her gaze to Feng Tianyu's face, and said, "It's true, such a good girl can't be found with a lantern, don't let her down." ”
Feng Tianyu smiled wryly and said, "Fluttershy is so young and beautiful, I ...... How do I deserve Fluttershy? In addition, I don't know if I can recover my memory, and I don't know if I will become crippled in the future, so I ......" He didn't continue, but Lin Ruoxi and Bao Xiaodie both knew what he was trying to say.
Bao Xiaodie suddenly stretched out her hands and held Feng Tianyu's hand tightly, looked at his eyes intently, and said categorically: "Brother Tianyu, no matter whether you can recover your memory in the future, and whether you will become lame in the future, I will love you as always and never give up!" ”
Feng Tianyu was at a loss for a moment and said, "Fluttershy...... I ......"
Bao Xiaodie said a little anxiously, "Don't say it again, promise me, okay?" ”
Feng Tianyu didn't dare to look at Fluttershy, so he looked to the side and didn't speak, he did fall in love with Fluttershy, but he still had some concerns, so he didn't dare to say yes to her now.
"Tianyu, since Fluttershy loves you so much, don't hesitate to say yes to her?" Lin Ruoxi was generous on the surface, but a burst of sadness inexplicably welled up in her heart.
Bao Xiaodie's heart is bumping, and she feels that what she has to do now is to kick the ball that is hovering by the goal like a goalkeeper! She said meaningfully: "Brother Tianyu, do you know, I am the little grass in front of the gate of Yuanyin Temple, I have seen you for three thousand years, and I have loved you for three thousand years, do you want to be the spider who cultivates on the beam?" ”
Feng Tianyu glanced affectionately at the expectant Fluttershy in his eyes, and said seriously, "I am very touched by your feelings for me, but the way I am now, I am really afraid of bringing you a burden, if I have no problem with my legs and feet after recovery, I will promise you; If I really become crippled, then we should be brothers and sisters for the rest of our lives, okay? ”
Bao Xiaodie secretly breathed a sigh of relief, nodded vigorously and said, "Okay!" She thought that the doctor had told her that his legs and feet would recover slowly, and that there would be no big problems, and that since he had promised me, then he would be the turtle in the urn, and that he would be my Bao Xiaodie!
After thinking about it, Bao Xiaodie's heart was overjoyed, and her eyes flashed with tears, and she felt that her wait for Tianyu for so many years was worth it!
At this moment, Lin Ruoxi felt stunned, sad and helpless about reality, but she pretended to be indifferent on the surface, smiled, and said, "Tianyu, Fluttershy, you are going to send me candy another day." ”
Bao Xiaodie smiled and said, "Okay, I'll send it to you another day." ”
Feng Tianyu doesn't speak, because although he loves Fluttershy, he doesn't know if he will become crippled when he recovers, and if he does, he won't be with Fluttershy.
Lin Ruoxi suddenly felt that it was redundant for her to stand here, so she said to Feng Tianyu: "You can take care of your injuries, I will come to see you another day." Then he moved away.
Feng Tianyu looked at Lin Ruoxi's departing back lightly, and did not say polite words such as "thank you" and "you go slowly". Why is this attitude towards her? Only he knows.
Lin Ruoxi walked in the aisle where people came and went, and after walking more than ten meters away, she didn't know what she remembered, but she suddenly slowed down, and then turned around and walked back.
She pushed open the door and said to Bao Xiaodie, who was full of spring breeze, "Come out, I have something to say to you." ”
Bao Xiaodie walked outside in wonder and asked, "Is there anything wrong with you?" ”
Lin Ruoxi took out a China Construction Bank savings card from her satchel and handed it to you Bao Xiaodie and said: "Tianyu's follow-up treatment will definitely cost a sum of money, there are 80,000 yuan in it, and the password is 352089, you take it first, just in case you need it." ”
Bao Xiaodie stretched out her hand, then retracted it and said, "Forget it, I don't want your money." ”
Lin Ruoxi stuffed the bank card into Fluttershy's hand with some displeasure and said, "Don't be reckless, I'm not your rival!" I heard Yang Tingting say that in order to treat Tianyu's injuries, you borrowed 20,000 yuan in foreign debt. I estimate that the 20,000 yuan is almost used up, and you will have to borrow it from someone else when it runs out, right? ”
Bao Xiaodie felt that what Lin Ruoxi said made sense, so she said, "Okay, when my boyfriend is discharged from the hospital, I will earn money to pay you back as soon as possible." As he spoke, he put his bank card in his pocket.
Lin Ruoxi patted Fluttershy on the shoulder and said, "I really hope you and Tianyu have a relationship. People eventually become married. ”
A bright smile bloomed on Bao Xiaodie's face and she said, "Thank you for your good words." ”
Lin Ruoxi turned around and left, and her tall figure walked out of the crowd with a graceful figure.
Bao Xiaodie returns to the hospital room.
Feng Tianyu asked, "What did Lin Ruoxi ask you to go out for?" ”
Bao Xiaodie didn't want to tell Feng Tianyu about Lin Ruoxi lending her money, because she thought that he would definitely be grateful to Lin Ruoxi after he found out, and was afraid that he would love Lin Ruoxi even more after recovering his memory, so he would give up his feelings for herself, so she said vaguely: "It's nothing, it's just a little private matter." ”
Since it was a private matter, Feng Tianyu was embarrassed to ask again.
Bao Xiaodie sat beside Feng Tianyu, looked at him affectionately, and said, "Brother Tianyu, let me tell you a story about the tortoise and rabbit race, okay?" ”
Feng Tianyu couldn't help but laugh and said, "I heard the teacher talk about it when I was in elementary school. ”
"Not that! You may not have heard of it, it's an upgraded version. Bao Xiaodie's tone was a little anxious.
Feng Tianyu asked curiously, "Upgraded?" ”
"Yes!" Bao Xiaodie raised her eyebrows and narrated, "The rabbit has been unconvinced since he lost to the turtle in the last competition. One day, he and the tortoise met again, and the hare offered to rematch, to which the tortoise readily agreed......"
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After Lin Ruoxi came out of the hospital, her mood has been very low, she drove her car on the city road with dense traffic, because of her restlessness, when passing through an intersection, her car almost hit a hunchbacked old man who did not obey the traffic rules.
After such a shocking thing happened, she concentrated and drove carefully. But as soon as she returned to her beauty salon, she sat in a chair inside the cash register in a daze.
After work in the evening, she called all the clerks for an open-air supper and ordered a few beers.
Lin Ruoxi rarely drinks alcohol, as long as she drinks, it proves that she is in a bad mood.
Although there are stars shining on the blue canopy and the weather is quite good, it is now close to the ninth lunar month, and people feel that they are cold.
At this time, a breeze blew, and Lin Ruoxi and all her clerks shivered slightly, and they couldn't help but tighten their bodies.
Lin Ruoxi opened the lid of the beer with a corkscrew, and then poured the wine into the transparent glass, due to the urgency and lack of skill, the wine did not pour much, but the foam overflowed violently, making the back of her hand. Inspired by the lessons of the past, she slowed down, and the foam stopped spilling out of the glass.
She poured a total of five cups, one for everyone.
Lin Ruoxi raised her wine glass, glanced at the white foam that gradually dissipated in the glass, and said, "Come, let's all clink glasses." ”
Everyone raised their glasses and touched them with her.
After clinking glasses, Lin Ruoxi tilted her neck and drank all the wine in the cup, and the others just took a small sip gently.
The supper they ordered was all barbecue, including barracuda, lamb skewers, crayfish, etc. Everyone drinks and eats barbecue at the same time.
Today's Lin Ruoxi has a kind of heroism, but behind this heroism is helplessness and sadness, which is different from the elegance and stability she usually performs.
Zhu Shanshan had already noticed this difference in her, so she asked curiously: "Ruoxi, today I saw that you looked preoccupied when you were in the store, and now you are drinking a lot, didn't you quarrel with your husband again?" ”
Lin Ruoxi glanced at Zhu Shanshan and said, "It's not a quarrel with her husband." ”
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Zhu Shanshan was even more curious.
Lin Ruoxi sighed lightly and said, "I know that I can't be with Feng Tianyu, and I hope he can find the girl he likes, but when I really saw that he had his own true love, I was jealous and felt very sad, do you think I'm a cheap person?" ”
"It's normal for you to have this kind of mood and thoughts, because you and Feng Tianyu once had such a beautiful relationship, you said that you hoped that he would find his true love, but in fact, you were deceiving yourself. Maybe at first you don't think it's because you don't really realize that you're going to lose him, but when you realize that you're going to lose him forever, you realize how selfish you really are. Zhu Shanshan said vigorously, "Feelings are like a rare treasure, when you find that it is taken away by others, you will be very anxious, very reluctant, and even painful." ”
Lin Ruoxi smiled bitterly and said, "You are very right. ”
Zhu Shanshan said: "You and Feng Tianyu really love each other, but you can't stay together, this may be fate." ”
Lin Ruoxi nodded, feeling that what Zhu Shanshan said made sense. Distraught, she picked up the bottle and poured the wine into the glass, tilting her neck and pouring it into her stomach.
This night, Lin Ruoxi drank four bottles of beer, no one could stop her, she was drunk, and then she returned home with Zhu Shanshan's support.
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