"I'm sorry. 【鳳\/Huang\/ Update fast please search】" The eldest princess hooked the corners of her mouth, wanting to show a smile, but that smile, no matter how you look at it, she was reluctant, "I was distracted just now." ”

Xia Yao sighed lightly in her heart, but she still smiled kindly: "Although there is something wrong, I still have to bring it up, if there is an offense in the words, I hope the princess will forgive the sin." ”

Xia Yao felt that instead of always saying goodbye to the eldest princess, it was better to make everything clear.

"You said that as a housewife, you have to be virtuous and virtuous. However, aside from this identity, I am still the wife of His Royal Highness, and I am still a woman......" Xia Yao took a sip of tea and continued: "As long as it is a woman, how can there be no jealousy? ”

"Call me a hypocrite or call me selfish......"

"I have already talked to His Highness about this matter, and His Highness has no plans to take concubines in the near future." Xia Yao emphasized the word 'no', "I don't know how long our relationship will last." But as long as he doesn't have that intention, why should I bring people in and block it? ”

"You're not right." The eldest princess let out a scream from her throat.

"What's right? What's wrong? Xia Yao asked back, "The autumn year and the autumn mood were all driven out by His Royal Highness himself." Harutaki and Fuyukasa were also assigned to the side by His Royal Highness, and he said-" Xia Yao evoked a bewildering smile and accentuated his tone, "It's really an eyesore when you put it in front of you." ”

This sentence smashed into the heart of the eldest princess, and she was at a loss - did she really do something wrong?

After half a ring, the eldest princess seemed to have aged a lot all of a sudden, her voice was slightly weak, and she said, "I know, you go back first!" ”

Xia Yao nodded and retired.

That night, the eldest princess had a dream......

At that time, she had just turned sixteen, her brother had just ascended the throne, and Li Mengxuan was not dead.

She was wearing a red dress embroidered with a phoenix that only a queen can embroider, and ran to the Li Mansion with a big grin, patting the table and shouting, "Li Mengxuan, His Royal Highness wants to marry you." ”

Li Mengxuan and Li Zongru were drinking tea together at that time, and when they heard her Meng Lang's language, their faces turned red with shame, and they shouted: "A girl's family, it's not boring!" ”

"I don't care......," she said on the ground, "if you dare to refuse, I will ask my brother to tie you back to the palace, and you can only face me every day." ”

Li Zongru laughed and stepped aside, leaving the space to the two of them.

At that time, Li Mengxuan had just turned eighteen, he was very handsome, and he was proficient in literature and martial arts, otherwise he would not have lost her eyes and lost her heart.

Just thinking of him like this was enough to make Xuanyuan Jing cry in her dreams.

The good days are never long enough, and the picture turns.

There was a war on the frontier, and Li Mengxuan's family had been a general for generations, so he naturally had to go out with the army.

In the dream, she cried heartbreakingly, she took Li Mengxuan's hand and begged desperately, "Don't you go, okay?" Brother Huang has already agreed, you can not go, it's too dangerous over there......"

Li Mengxuan smiled and handed over the handkerchief, wiped away her tears, and said, "It's not beautiful to cry." ”

But he didn't answer her directly, she knew that it was a hidden rejection of her offer.

Li Mengxuan is not only the Li Mengxuan of Xuanyuan Jing, but also the Li Mengxuan of the Li family.

That night, with a courage that came out of nowhere, she secretly climbed onto Li Mengxuan's bed, and in the shocked eyes of the other party, she said, "I want to keep a child of yours." ”

She messed around for a while, but Li Mengxuan didn't agree to anything.

"Don't you like me anymore?" At that time, he was young and frivolous, and he could ask anything boldly.

"Nope." The man was smiling as always, but that smile hid a sadness that she couldn't see through.

"Are you waiting for me to come back and marry you?" He promised, "When I come back, I will definitely marry you with ten miles of red makeup." ”

She was a little sullen and asked, "Then when are you going to be back?" I'm not young anymore. That year, she was seventeen.

Li Mengxuan thought for a while and said, "I'll come back when the spring of next year begins." ”

"Really?" She asked rhetorically.

"Really." He promised.

On the day he left, she secretly ran to the city wall to peek without telling the servants in the palace. She thought - this person is so beautiful, so far away, it can make her heart 'flutter'.

The war in Biansai started, and she had to ask this royal brother every day - how was the situation? Is there anything wrong with him? When will it end?

The winter of that year was exceptionally cold, just as the war of that year was particularly tragic.

The entire imperial city was shrouded in a black-gray shade.

She counts the time with her fingers every day, when will spring come?

The waiting time is always so long.

She waited for the fiery red maple leaves to fall; and so on; and so on when the snow melts; The peach blossom who waited was grateful...... The palace maid in the palace brought out boxes of ice cubes, waiting for the news of the victory at the border pass.

On that day, she jumped up from the bed happily, ran into the private warehouse, took her best materials, hired the best master, and made a beautiful dress.

When the man came back, she thought, she would laugh at him.

I obviously said that I would come back in spring, why is autumn coming, and people haven't come back yet?

It's just that at that time, the royal brother looked at her eyes, why didn't she notice it?

Otherwise...... It wouldn't have been so heart-rending at the time.

On the day the army returned to the court, she couldn't find him in a sedan chair.

After hesitating for a while, she ran to the Li Mansion. saw that the Li Mansion had already hung up the white silk, and a thick mahogany coffin was placed in the main hall.

She cried and screamed and threw herself up, and even willfully demanded that the coffin be opened - she didn't believe it, obviously the previous person was fine; obviously said that he was going to marry her before; Obviously, I promised it before. How could it be that in the blink of an eye, people are gone?

The coffin was not opened in the end, and Li Zongru handed out a letter from his arms and told her that Li Mengxuan had been hit by an enemy arrow in his body at that time, and he kept dragging his breath, and he refused to ask others to write it on his behalf, so he closed his eyes after writing this suicide note.

At that time, the war was not over, and the people were cremated in the barracks, and only a handful of ashes were brought back.

She returned to the palace in a demented state and opened the letter.

The writing in the letter is crooked, not at all as handsome and elegant as usual, but you can still see the edge of his pen.

There was also a large blood stain on the letter, which looked extremely ugly.

In the letter, he said that he was sorry for her and delayed her for so long.

He also said - if you find someone again, you have to keep your eyes open, don't look for a martial arts family again, what if one day it will be the same as him?

She cried and cried, "Liar, you big liar. ”

Why, he refused to leave even a little thought to her. This letter, which he wrote in his own hand, made her unable to even deceive herself.

She remembered every day - his smile, the tone of his voice, his every movement, every expression.

She thought - if only I hadn't been so domineering before, it wouldn't have left him without an heir, let alone a thought.

What if it wasn't her and his children?

At least—then he'll have someone to send him to the end!

She walked through the streets where they met, she ate the restaurants they went to together, and she even ran to his former fiancée crying regardless of the image.

She repented – if only I had had kept you together.

His fiancée smiled and comforted her, saying, "You've always been the one he liked!" I'm just taking advantage of it. And how about thanking you for breaking our contract? Otherwise, how sad it is to marry a man who doesn't love him. ”

She thought - what good am I about. has a bad temper, female celebrities can't do it, and they can't do piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and they love to bully people every day. Li Mengxuan was just forced, otherwise she wouldn't have run to his bed, but he was still indifferent.

In the end, her royal brother finally couldn't stand it anymore and threw her to Bodhi Temple.

She thought—this is retribution.

At the beginning, she wanted to get Li Mengxuan by any means, and now she should atone for it for the rest of her life.

She began to restrain her temper and eat fasting and chanting Buddha every day.

If there is really a Buddha, then please bless Li Mengxuan and let him vote for a good family in the next life, and don't ruin his life by people like her.

She put on the princess's skin again, and picked up the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting that she once hated, a movement, a sentence, a smile with her eyes, as if she had calculated it.

The girl who once ignored the rules and laughed wantonly finally disappeared into the torrent of history.

*

It's night—

Xia Yao lay on the bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.

When Xuanyuan Luo saw it, he couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?" ”

Xia Yao hesitated for a while, and retold the conversation she had with the eldest princess during the day to Xuanyuan Luo, and in the end, she couldn't help but ask: "You say, will my aunt be angry!" During the day, I saw that something was wrong with her face. ”

"Don't overthink it." Xuanyuan Luo comforted: "Aunt is not such a pedantic person. ”

"Don't comfort me." Xia Yao said frustratedly: "For a person like me who doesn't understand the rules, if it weren't for your light, my aunt probably wouldn't have taken it in her eyes at all." ”

"What!" Xuanyuan Luo couldn't help laughing, "My aunt was a woman who dared to take the Praetorian Guards to force people to withdraw from their marriages!" ”

Xia Yao's mouth grew in shock, and she said in disbelief: "What? ”

How can Xuanyuan Luo say his aunt's gossip? He just said vaguely: "In short, don't worry, my aunt is definitely not the kind of person you think." I'm sure she'll always understand what you say during the day. ”

Even if Xia Yao doesn't say it, he will have to talk to the eldest princess, and it is not a matter to always stuff people on his side.

"Okay!" Xia Yao nodded. Although I am very curious about what made the eldest princess look like this, but after all, it is the private matter of the elders, so she naturally won't