Chapter 54

Jin Mu said that she was really getting married......

Before Liu Qingge could sort out this sentence clearly and straighten it out, tears rushed out of his eyes first.

Jin Mu paused for a while, Liu Qingge didn't speak, and even the sound of tears dripping didn't pass, so she continued, "Actually, me and you are my impulse...... I had a little feeling for you at the time, and this feeling became even stronger after being with you. I love you, I haven't told you this sentence before. I didn't say it before, it was fear. But now it's a decision.

"I knew from the beginning that we weren't going to make it to the end. So, I didn't say too many love words to you, I didn't say too much promise, and I didn't acknowledge our relationship. I thought, wouldn't that make it a little easier when we're apart? ”

"Although you are not complaining, you must have wondered why I love to force you to code words so much. Because I'm a little more rational than you, your heart was too small at that time, and it only contained me and that little family. But it occurred to me that if we are separated, the only thing that can comfort you is your career and savings, which can make your life better, more calm, and not embarrassed. ”

"From the beginning to the end, I always thought about the day we parted."

"I'm very happy with you, but I'm sorry I can't go with you all the time."

"I provoked you first, and I'm sorry for that."

"I'm engaged at the end of the year, and I'm going to have a wedding next fall, you ...... Want to come? ”

Jin Mu's voice was as clear and beautiful as when they first met, but it was polite and gentle without a trace of intimacy, which made Liu Qingge feel extremely strange.

It turned out that Jin Mu would also talk to her like this one day. Those warm storage are really like water moon mirror flowers.

Liu Qingge is the most impatient to watch the youth pain class, and he doesn't look at all of them, tangled and tangled, misunderstandings and misunderstandings. After all, in real life, where do so many entanglements and misunderstandings come from? In real life, everything is realistic, and there are not so many emotional entanglements.

But it is precisely because it is too realistic, compared with the misunderstandings and entanglements in it, the choices in real life are more ruthless and rude.

Liu Qingge's voice was low and hoarse, "Why did you suddenly get married, did your parents force you?" ”

Jin Mu paused for a moment and returned, "No, it's that I fell in love with a man, and after I fell in love with him, I felt that it was more suitable for me to form a family with him and be with him." Me and you are just the excitement of youth, no matter how beautiful it is, it won't last long after all...... We are adults and are responsible for our own future. ”

"Well, I wish you happiness." Liu Qingge said softly, "I wish you eternal happiness." Good bye. ”

Jin Mu was short of breath, and suddenly asked a little nervously, "Will you come to my wedding?" ”

"I want you to come."

Liu Qingge replied, "I won't go...... I'll leave, don't bother, don't think, goodbye. ”

“…… Good bye. ”

Liu Qingge hung up the phone, Jin Mu looked at the phone for a while, and hung up the phone reluctantly. He said to his mother next to him, "She left. ”

Mother Jin thought that Jin Mu was sad, so she said softly, "She gave up so easily, which shows that she actually doesn't love you so much." It's not worth your father off for her. And you've done your best for her, don't think you've failed her. ”

Jin Mu didn't nod or shake his head, looked at her directly, and suddenly said, "Mother, if I die, what will you do?" ”

Mother Jin was startled, and her voice was so frightened that she burst into words, "Xiao Mu, what are you talking about!" How can such words be said casually? Are you because ...... For the sake of a woman, for the sake of your love, you want to do something personal? What about your sense of responsibility? Are you going to give up your mother for someone else? ”

Jin Mu looked at his excited mother expressionlessly, and said lightly, "I'm just joking." ”

Mother Jin breathed a sigh of relief and glared at Jin Mu, "Don't make this kind of joke casually, are you trying to scare your mother to death?" Mom only has you, you can't do foolish things, otherwise I won't be interested in living, so I might as well go along. The last sentence was a bit threatening.

If you don't want to kill your mother, if you still have snacks, you can't do something suicidal.

Jin Mu still nodded expressionlessly, and then took the initiative to put the phone back in her hand in Jin's mother's relieved expression.

——

Liu Qingge went to take the recruitment exam before leaving, deliberately released the water that had been planned for a long time, came easily, handed in the test papers easily, and then left without any burden.

On the day she left, Mu Shaolan still stuffed 3,000 yuan in her bag despite her excuse. They don't have a job now, they don't have a retirement salary, so they don't have any financial resources, and the three thousand don't know how long Mu Shaolan has saved, but Mu Shaolan didn't hesitate to give Liu Qingge.

"Take care of yourself when you're away, don't go hungry, and call home if you don't have enough money." Mu Shaolan asked again and again, although Lu Zihua didn't say anything on the side, he showed obvious concern and reluctance, and finally said, "If there is anything, call home, you have grown up, and this is still your home." ”

Liu Qingge nodded tearfully, and then reluctantly got into the car.

She almost couldn't remember the words she heard last year, which made her feel a little estranged from Lu Zihua and Mu Shaolan, and even had the idea of being betrayed and afraid of going home, they didn't love her at all.

But now she understands that home, no matter what the circumstances, is her home, and it is her parents who love her the most. No matter how much planning and calculation she has, in front of her, she can still easily compromise for the sake of her parents.

Even Lu Sheng would not force her to do anything.

What is said and planned changes from person to person and because of feelings.

Liu Qingge thought a lot, and finally cried.

Next to the seat was a young boy, seeing that Liu Qingge was crying badly, he took out his tissue and handed it to Liu Qingge in some confusion.

Liu Qingge cried very ugly, and she was embarrassed to look up at others, so she took a tissue and wiped it a little clean, and then said thank you in a low voice. Then he got up and ran to the bathroom on the train.

Looking at himself with red eyes in the mirror, Liu Qingge smiled slowly.

She cried not because she was sad, but because she figured out something that had been bothering her and was relieved. Now she feels very happy.

Yes, very happy.

——

Ah Zheng's real name is very good, but Liu Qingge prefers to call her Ah Zheng, because the kindness of this name cannot be replicated. When she learned that Liu Qingge was coming, she calculated the time early and waited at the airport.

After taking the car to make the train, and taking the train to take the plane, Liu Qingge only felt that the whole process was confused, and only when he saw A Zheng was sober.

Liu Qingge shouted weakly, "Ah Zheng......"

Ah Zheng is a girl with a cute appearance, a goddess figure, and a goddess voice, and she is not very old, but just standing there can make people easily feel her calmness.

No matter how familiar the two are on the Internet, but it is the first time they have actually met, Liu Qingge became a little restrained, looking at Ah Zheng's unsmiling face, he didn't know what to say or do for a while.

Ah Zheng said, "Give it to me." ”

Liu Qingge was dazed, "Huh? ”

"Luggage."

“…… Oh. ”

Ah Zheng took Liu Qingge home and settled her down, Liu Qingge still couldn't relax for a while, obviously they were such good friends, such a close relationship, but now it seems that there is something separated.

Maybe it'll be better to wake up?

It turns out that after getting up from sleep, opening the toilet door in a daze, and glancing at Ah Zheng who was squatting in the pit and pulling poop, it was indeed conducive to the ablation of the diaphragm, but the price was that Ah Zheng was pressed on the bed and scratched for a long time, and Liu Qingge's voice was hoarse.

Liu Qingge: QAQ babies are most afraid of itching.

After the quarrel, the two lay on the bed together and chatted.

"Actually, I'm nervous too." Ah Zheng said.

Liu Qingge was deeply touched, "You are a little different from what I imagined, and the baby is also very nervous." ”

"Oh? What's the difference? ”

"You're not like this in the second dimension, you're obviously very gentle, but in the third dimension, you look so cold." Obviously looks so cute.

"You're not like this in the second dimension......"

"Huh?"

"I thought you were a funny stupid cute, but I didn't expect you to be so cute in the third dimension! I wasn't mentally prepared. ”

"Huh?" Anyway, it's all cute, what's the difference?

Except for a little convulsion on the first day of meeting, Liu Qingge and Ah Zheng got along well.

Those who can get along in the second dimension may not be able to get along well in the third dimension, but Liu Qingge's temperament and hobbies are very similar to Ah Zheng, and Liu Qingge's temper is good and easy-going, Ah Zheng himself is also a lovely person, and the three-dimensional relationship between the two is getting closer and closer.

Jin Mu knows how to cook, because he does it too well, so Liu Qingge is not diligent in raising grains. Before that, she thought she could cook, but the taste of the food she made was actually unsatisfactory, and now she thought she couldn't cook, but she had to do it.

It should be said that after leaving home and leaving Jin Mu, she has now learned a lot of things that she would not have done before, because she is alone and has nothing to rely on, so everything must be learned by herself.

There's nothing wrong with that, Liu Qingge now likes the current state of life more and more.

Today is a very ordinary day, but Liu Qingge wanted to cook a table of delicious food on a whim, so he got up early.

At five o'clock, Ah Zheng, who stayed overnight last night, is now sleeping thunder.

While making apple pie, grill chicken wings and chicken thighs, cut fruits, add tomatoes and vegetables to make a mixed fruit and vegetable juice, and then add ice cubes. While the marinade is still boiling, when the time is up, put in the beef, eggs, pig's trotters, tofu, peanuts and other things you want to eat, and continue to simmer over low heat to taste.

Liu Qingge, who is usually difficult to multitask, can handle seemingly complex scenes in the kitchen in an orderly manner, and can smoothly carry out the steps without deliberate planning.

According to the calculation of time, after putting everything on the table at almost the same time, the time was noon, and Ah Zheng was still sleeping at this time, and the fragrance did not wake her up.

Liu Qingge's eyes rolled and he had a bad heart.

Open your phone, click into the app for photography, and start shooting, first of all, take pictures of the delicious ...... on the table Uh, breakfast? Lunch? That's not important...... Then he walked into Ah Zheng's room with his mobile phone, and recorded Ah Zheng's appearance wrapped in a quilt, and the fleshy baby's fat face was red and exposed.

Liu Qingge even accompanied the explanation of friendship......

Seeing that the video was almost recorded, Liu Qingge called Ah Zheng up.

What I never expected was that Liu Qingge, who had worked hard to make a table of dishes, could not escape the fate of being beaten even if he satisfied Ah Zheng's stomach.

Ah Zheng: You dare to take a picture of me without washing my face and putting on the Internet without makeup, I beat you and blame me? Well?

The teary-eyed Liu Qingge who was beaten: No, I did my own death.