31. He cried
Silver didn't believe that Salvatore would die, and he spent decades searching, almost the entire interstellar area, going to every place where Salvatore had stayed, but he never found a shadow of Salvatore.
Could it be that Salvatore ...... Really dead?
But Selvatore is obviously such a powerful person, how can he disappear from the world quietly like this!
Silver didn't believe it, not at all, and even if everyone said that his search was in vain, he wouldn't stop, because he knew that if he stopped, he would also admit that Salvatore was dead, and then Salvatore would truly disappear from this world completely.
He didn't want Salvatore to disappear, even if it was just to be in his fantasies......
Silver slowly closed her eyes to hide the pain.
"Angel, he's not dead, is he? I know he's not dead, he's always been there, but I can't find him. ”
Silver's voice was a little hoarse, more dull than usual. Angel intuitively sensed that something was wrong, and it subconsciously wanted to look up at Silver, but Silver covered her head with her big hand and forcibly pressed it against her chest.
"Chirp?" Angel struggled and tried to look up, but was stopped by Silver's voice.
"No, Angel, don't look up." Silver said in a hoarse voice: "For a while, just for a while, and then for a while." ”
His tone sounded as calm as ever, and although he couldn't see Silver's face, Angel knew that Silver was crying.
Maybe the tears didn't fall into droplets, but Silver's heart was crying, and it could hear it.
Silver must have wanted to miss Salvatore......
"Tweet ......"
Angel screamed softly, no longer fluttering, and obediently cowered in Silver's arms. It is now just a bird, it can't speak, it can't open its arms and hug Silver to comfort him, all it can do is to quietly lean on Yin's chest, listen to his heartbeat reverently in the closest position to his heart, warm his chest with its own body heat, and tell him, I'm here, by your side, and I'm going anywhere.
In the silence of the midsummer night, all around is quiet, except for the sound of the wind blowing through the curtains and the distant chirping of cicadas. The summer breeze brings a faint floral fragrance, like the smell of gardenias, lingering around, accompanied by warm yellow lights, it is a rare warmth.
Silver stood in front of the window with Angel in his arms for a long time, and finally let go of the big hand covering its head after calming down a little, bowed his head and smiled apologetically at it, and said, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
His voice was completely back to normal, and his expression was undoubtedly the same as usual, if it weren't for Angel clinging to his chest, and still feeling his slightly faster heartbeat than usual, he might really think that the qiē just now was just his delusion.
Silver is such a restrained person, who can always hide his feelings so well, and only show his strongest and most stable side in front of others.
But in fact, his heart should be very soft......
"Chirp ......" Angel pursed her lips and rubbed her head on Silver's chest in attachment.
The gentle and soft silver only needs to be shown to one person, and no one else is allowed to look at it! Ian doesn't allow it, Ollie Pig doesn't allow it, not even that Salvatore!
Afraid that the act of covering its head just now would annoy it, Silver sighed, stroked the feathers on its wings and explained, "Angel, I don't want you to see what I just looked like. I always want to make a pleasant impression on you, so that even if you leave me in the future, you won't feel sad when you think about me. ”
"Chirp? …… Chirp tweet! "Leave? Still recalling? What's going on?! Angel was anxious when he heard this, what are you talking about? Why should I leave you? I don't want to leave you, not for the rest of my life!
"Shhh This time Silver understood what it meant, rubbed its furry head and said, "I know that you are unwilling to leave me now, just as I was unwilling to leave Salvatore at the beginning." ”
"But Angel, you will always grow up, you will meet real people and partners in the future, and have your own life, and such a life may or may not have me, but I want you to understand that whether you want me to participate in your future or not, I will respect your decision."
"Of course, I really hope that you will have my shadow in the future, Angel ......"
Silver suddenly stopped when he said this, put Angel in his arms on the desk by the window, and knelt down on one knee in front of the table, looked at its eyes and said: "Angel, if you can, I do hope that you can stay with me forever, but I will not interfere with your choice, if you grow up and want to leave, I will not stop you, on the contrary, I will give you a qiē support that I can give." ”
This is Silver's commitment to Angel and respect. Because Silver prefers to treat Angel as an equal person rather than a pet. He even had some amusement thinking that if the next Valentine's Day came, instead of finding an unreliable lover, it would be better to spend it with Angel, at least they had each other in their hearts.
"I like Angel, really...... Loved it. Silver looked into Angel's eyes and muttered in a low voice.
He can't tell what this liking is, it seems to be just the owner's love for the pet, but it seems to be much more than that. It's just a little bird, but Silver likes it and likes it very much.
If the whole world forsakes me, as long as you are willing to be by my side, then every day will be the greatest gift from God to me.
The first time Lord Fallen Angel confessed, although the object was a small bird, if they heard it, Oliver would probably still be shocked and their jaws would fall.
What the? The big iceberg of silver will even have a day to say "like"? Oh my gosh, this world is amazing!
On the other side, Angel obviously didn't expect Silver to say that she liked it, it was stunned, blinked two cute little black bean eyes, suddenly stood up slowly, walked to Silver's nose with little short legs, lowered its head, and gently touched Silver's lips with its small yellow pointed mouth.
You've kissed me so many times, so I'll kiss you this time.
You said I'd leave, but I wouldn't.
You said you liked me, and I'm so happy because......
I like you too.