1.

I'm Qin Mian.

It's only been three months since I really came to this world with flesh and blood.

I have someone in my heart, his name is Lin Qi.

Lin Qi also has someone in his heart, but he can't ask for it.

Not me.

Now I work in Meng Xi's dessert shop, and when I look up, I can see Lin Qi squatting at the door smiling and playing with the husky raised by the family next door, his smile is very warm, clean and clean, and he is the most attractive appearance that has been dormant in my heart for a long time.

He looked down at the husky with a smile in his eyes.

I'm a little jealous.

There was a time when he didn't know it, he looked at me with such eyes.

I thought I must have looked better than the husky.

Gu Nan likes to laugh at me, but he still hasn't changed, and he sat on the side and raised his eyebrows at me and smiled: "Why are you so cowardly." ”

I think he may have forgotten what he looked like when he first faced Meng Xi.

I looked at him and smiled.

He knew what I meant, and wrinkled his nose and snorted.

Soon Meng Xi came out from behind and handed him a small jar of biscuits, he hugged the biscuit box and smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were curled, and he looked very happy.

I'm a little envious.

I didn't go back with Gu Nan that day, and walked slowly along the street alone.

When I was almost home, I suddenly heard a cry, and I turned around, and a husky was standing there looking at me, with its tail wagging happily.

Looking up, there is a pet shop sign with a dog's paw printed on it.

So when I went back, I was followed by a husky.

He walked around at my feet, occasionally looking up at me, and I understood how Gu Nan felt when he looked at me.

It's really hard to put into words.

At night, Gu Nan came to show his affection by the way, and was shocked when he saw the husky.

I watched him next to him, and he crouched down and touched the husky's ear, then looked at me: "You're so scheming." ”

I think I'm supposed to be okay.

At least I didn't have a Taobao fox cat rabbit outfit.

The next day, I went with the husky [Dan].

Thinking of Lin Qi's preferences, he also deliberately put a bell and bow hairpin on it.

Lin Qi really liked it, and after coming in, he got into trouble with the husky, and the husky next door looked at it outside the door with his glass door, Lin Qi didn't notice it, and looked up at me with those beautiful eyes: "What's its name?" ”

I just remembered that I hadn't come up with a name for the husky yet.

I couldn't think of a name for a while, I turned my head to look at Gu Nan, he sat there and looked at me with a smile, and then said a name.

For a moment, I felt that the act of asking him for help was too bad.

Because the name he gave was-

Yo ha.

Lin Qi liked the name very much, and he said it was cute.

So the name of the husky was settled.

He got into trouble with the husky again, and I was a little apprehensive and quietly pinched its tail.

The husky jumped up with tears in his eyes, startled Lin Qi, and subconsciously looked at me: "What's wrong with it?" ”

"I think I want to go out, how about we take it to yo-yo together?"

Lin Qi readily agreed.

Gu Nan sat behind and looked at us with great disdain in his eyes.

I think it's amazing.

Because of this trick, I learned it from him.

We got along very happily that day, the husky who played cheap and cute added a lot of points, I took the husky to send him back to school, and when I parted, I cheekily asked him for contact information, he seemed a little surprised, but still gave it to me.

When I went back in the evening, I hesitated for a long time and sent him a text message, asking him if he could come out together in the future, like today.

Then lie on the bed nervously and wait.

Soon after receiving a reply, click on, he sent a cute expression, saying, I like yo ha very much, and I'm looking forward to the future.

I suddenly realized that there was nothing wrong with naming the husky Yoha.

At least at this time, I can feel that he likes me.

2.

When you have a crush on someone, life never goes by.

I've been so close to Lin Qi that I don't always use huskies as an excuse when I go out with him.

Gu Nan said that I am boiling a frog in warm water, and I am very scheming.

The human heart is made of meat, and I only want it to like it, even if it's just a little bit.

On this day, I went out with Lin Qi to buy dog food for the husky, and it rained when I went back.

The rain was very heavy, we stood in front of the pet store and waited for a while, Lin Qi took out his mobile phone and walked to the corner to make a call, and then the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little bitter.

I knew who he was calling, and I didn't ask anything, just stood with him.

In the end, I looked at his distracted appearance and asked him, this place is very close to my house, do you want to go back with me first?

No one knows how apprehensive I was when I asked this.

So no one knows how happy I was when I saw him nodding.

Even though it was close, it was still soaking wet when I went back.

After entering the door, the husky stupidly pounced on us and looked at us, afraid of getting wet, so Lin Qi and I hurriedly dodged into the bathroom.

He looked at me, his eyes were very clean, the half sleeves were very thin, and he could see the outline of his waist when he was wet and attached to his body.

I didn't dare to look at him, so I used the excuse of finding clothes for him and asked him to bathe first before walking out.

Soon there was the sound of water inside.

I squatted outside and rubbed the husky's ears to warn him not to make noise at night.

Especially not, coquettish and cute asked to sleep with Lin Qi.

Half an hour later, Lin Qi walked out of the bathroom.

My clothes were a little bigger for him, baggy, and I could see his collarbone with the slightest movement.

He smiled at me, and he was very good-looking.

I took the hair dryer to him, went to the bathroom by myself, and when I came out again, I saw him sitting on the sofa and stretching out his hand to tease the husky, with gentle eyebrows and eyes.

That night, I let him sleep in the bedroom and I slept on the couch.

When I close my eyes at night, my mind is full of his low-eyebrow appearance, which is very good-looking.

I'm glad it's night, and I'm able to hide my appearance so that it doesn't frighten people.

How good, how good.

Linzi.

Good night.

After that day, Lin Qi got busy.

He is now in his senior year, and his graduation season is approaching, and his thesis defense and some messy things do not allow him to be idle.

I occasionally take the husky to the A University to see him and send some snacks - he likes small cookies, and I learned a lot from Meng Xi.

He loved it and looked at me with warm eyes every time.

I feel a little blessed.

After a while, he was very busy, and I took the husky ten times, and only once did I meet it, and in the end I couldn't touch it at all.

I would text him every night, sometimes take some pictures, maybe a husky or a new cookie, and he would smile, very warm.

Simple pleasures.

originally thought that he would be able to see him when he was done, but who knew that the sky would not follow my wishes, Lin Quanquan went on a graduation trip and went to a far away place.

He was so happy that he occasionally sent me some pictures, the sun and the flowers, the sky and the clouds, and the twilight at dusk and the shadows of the mountains in the distance.

He was gone for half a moon, and then one day, he sent me a picture of a piece of kapok, and he was standing there smiling, the curvature of his mouth warmer than the sun.

I sneaked out this photo and put it under my pillow, and took it out from time to time to look at it.

Then I said to him, Linzi, I'll wait for you to come back.

3.

I have a boy in me who went on a trip to a city.

When he returns, I will confess to him.

It's just that I didn't expect to see him again like this.

The bar was dimly lit, and he was lying on the bar, his eyes closed and frowning, and I reached out and touched his cheek, which was wet.

He cried.

I called his name, and he opened his eyes, filled with sadness.

He lay on the bar in a daze and said a lot to me.

He said that the person he liked was named Zhou Cheng, and he had a crush on him for many years.

He said that Zhou Cheng has a girl he likes, and they have been together for a long time and have a very deep relationship.

He said that he knew everything Zhou Cheng liked, what he loved to eat, who he liked, the games he loved to play, and even what emotions were under each expression.

But none of this is of any use.

He said again.

Zhou Chenghe and the girl he likes will get married after graduation.

His voice was a little choked, and I looked at him with a very bitter heart.

Finally, he reached out and grabbed my arm tightly and said in a particularly sad tone.

"All these years, all these years, it's finally coming to an end."

"But what should I do after that?"

There was a broken glow in his eyes, and from there, I saw a heart full of holes.

Eventually, he was tired of crying and lay there in a deep sleep.

I picked him up and went home, wiped his face with a hot towel, and knelt on the edge of the bed to watch him.

He slept unsteadily, and there was a faint glint of water under his eyes.

I reached out and dipped a little water, and when I tasted it, it was slightly bitter.

That was the first time I knew what it was like to feel distressed.

I stayed by his bedside all night.

He kept crying, and I was almost stubborn to wipe him off the wetness, over and over again, and my heart hurt so much that I couldn't do it.

Linzi, Linzi.

I like you, specially, very much.

Look at me, isn't it?

Towards dawn, I came out of my bedroom and closed my eyes on the couch and fell asleep.

I can't bear to embarrass him.

At about eight o'clock, I heard a noise in the bedroom, and I walked in, and he was sitting on the bed looking up at me, his eyes slightly swollen.

I handed him the cup in my hand, and he took it and bowed his head and was silent for a while, and said in a very small voice, thank you.

I know what he's thankful for.

He seemed a little nervous, holding the cup in both hands, his finger bones slightly white.

I looked at him for a while, and I couldn't bear to let him be nervous, and as soon as he said a 'word', he seemed to be startled, and his hand shook, and all the water in the cup was spilled on the pillow.

He frantically reached out and pulled a tissue to wipe the water stains on the pillow, which moved out with his movements.

The photo that I cherished under my pillow caught his eye.

There was silence all around.

He sat there helplessly, his head bowed, his back stiff.

I walked over and half-knelt beside the bed, looked up at his fluttering eyelashes, and spoke.

I said, I like you, Linzi.

I like the way you smile and look up, and I want to cherish you.

My house has a very warm balcony with your favorite flowers, we can raise a husky together, take it out for a walk, feed him, buy dog food together, and occasionally get tired, just bask in the sun with it on the balcony.

I want to go through the years with you for a long, long time.

So, like me a little more, okay?

……

Linzi.

Stay with me.

4.

The result is no result.

Lin Qi is gone.

Nothing was left.

I was half-kneeling on the edge of the bed, my knee was numb for a long time, but it didn't hurt at all.

I don't know how long it was, my cheeks suddenly moistened, I lowered my head, saw the husky standing next to me, and whispered.

Much like a whimper.

As I looked at it, he screamed again and rubbed my face, his hair wet.

Reach out and touch the corner of your eye, and it's wet.

It whined again, and I touched its ears and smiled hard.

I think I must be smiling ugly.

After that day, Linzi didn't go [Dan] again.

The text message was never returned.

I stayed at home for three days and then took the husky to A-University, standing from morning to night.

He hadn't gone home yet, waiting for the school to issue his diploma and degree certificate, and I would occasionally see him, and when he saw me, he lowered his head and hurried over.

His posture like that.

I didn't even have the courage to walk over.

I go to A University every day and I haven't been able to talk to him once.

Then he simply stopped coming out.

I texted him over and over again, and I didn't get any reply.

It's a little sad, but as long as he's still around, I think, there's still a chance.

Until one day, I saw Lin Qi's classmate at the gate of A.

He had seen me and Lin Qi together, and when he saw me, he walked up and asked, are you waiting for Lin Qi?

I nodded.

He said, don't wait, the graduation certificate was issued yesterday, and Lin Qi went home at the train station in the evening.

Look.

Sadness and despair always come so quickly.

When I came home in the evening, I looked at Lin Qi's photo, and suddenly I felt very numb in my heart.

The husky whined beside him, and after a long time, he opened the door and walked out.

I didn't care about it, I sat on the ground and looked at Lin Qi, who stood in the kapok bush and smiled, looking warm and soft.

Linzi, Linzi.

I pronounced his name, many times.

It's like a sharp knife piercing the heart, spinning and crushing.

It hurts, but I can't shout.

Why don't you like me?

I don't know how long I sat on the ground that night, until the door was opened, and Gu Nan followed the husky in and pulled me up.

Gu Nan's expression was sadder than mine.

I told him I was okay, he looked at me, and for a moment, I thought he was going to cry.

He is a gentle man after all, I smiled at him, and then I saw that his eyes were red and said to me.

You're very nice, he'll be back, don't be sad.

I thought, I should believe him.

5.

I believed Gu Nan.

With Lin Qi's photos properly bookmarked, I went back to [Dan], bickering with Gu Nan, yo-hopping huskies, and occasionally basking in the sun on the balcony with him.

Everything seems to be fine.

But I know that the softest place in my heart is empty.

I've come to like to go out with huskies and go to a lot of places, all the places I've been with Linzi before.

The weather passed through the hottest period, and then slowly cooled down.

Lin Qi still didn't come back.

I text him every day, mostly trivial.

The flowers on the balcony are blooming, beige flowers, nice to see.

The husky has been a picky eater recently, and I still can't get it after discussing it carefully, so I decided to starve it for a few days.

I made a new kind of biscuit, you must like it, when you like it, I will make it for you to eat.

Today I went shopping for dog food with the husky, and he chose the brand you bought for him before...... We are all waiting for you to come back.

Lin Qi......

Lin Qi......

……

Lin Qi, I miss you.

By the time the leaves were dappled outside the window, [Dan]'s business was getting better.

It was busy until the afternoon, and when I finally got free time, I texted Lin Qi.

It's been a busy day and I'm a little tired.

If you don't bring the husky out, it must be making trouble at home, and it just owes a lesson.

I just flipped through our previous text messages, and I felt very happy.

Lin Qi, come back.

I miss you so much.

Send out the last one, the ceramic wind chimes on the door suddenly rang, and before I could look up, the phone suddenly vibrated and I glanced down.

Unread message, Linzi.

His fingers trembled uncontrollably, and he opened the message, and the square words came into his eyes.

I miss you too.

Also, look up.

I looked up in a daze.

The boy with a warm smile and soft eyebrows stood in front of me, smiling and looking at me with clean eyes.

Then I heard him say.

I wonder if your balcony, flowers and huskies would like to share with me now?

For a moment, I felt a little hot in my eyes.

God treats me well.

I took his hand, looked him in the eye, and said word by word, I do.

He laughed, his eyes full of broken light, took my hand with his backhand, and opened his mouth in the same earnest tone.

Qin Mian, I'm back.