"Do your job."

There are no disparaging and contemptuous words, but they sound very harsh.

Ever since he got a job, Lee Han-seong has forgotten the taste of being vetoed. And Quan Zhilong's words rekindled his fighting spirit!

He has a personality in his bones that does not admit defeat, he is very strong, and several months of adversity have given him a strong ability to resist blows, and at the same time give him a tenacious will. The more adversity he faces, the more he has to rush forward, and no one can suppress him lightly!

Sitting on the bus, Li Hancheng looked at the billboard on the side of the street, and the gurgling guitar sound of "Ifyou" sounded in the headphones, the lyrical melody, and the sad singing, which nourished people's hearts and made him confused and sad

The enthusiasm gradually cooled with the singing, and he began to wonder, how to fight for it?

What does it take to get their approval?

Or is it a little whimsical about yourself? How do you get to them without a diploma, no experience, no skills to get your hands on? He was as small as dust, looking at the stars, trying to get closer, but he didn't know that there was a galactic distance between them.

Despite this, he still doesn't want to admit defeat, he still wants to try, he wants to change their opinion of himself, even if it's a long, long distance, he still wants to insist on persistence because, he always believes that fate will favor those who work hard, and only by working hard will they realize their dreams!

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When Li Hancheng got home, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

Jin Lei was still there, just sitting on the steps playing with her mobile phone while waiting for him to come back, smiling, not at all depressed yesterday.

"I ate hot pot with my grandmother tonight, and I left you a little meat, so go in and eat."

"Oh, I've eaten it. Working meals. Li Hancheng looked at Jin Lei and felt that she was in a good mood, so he sat down next to her, "Let's talk, how about it?" ”

Jin Lei's expression was stunned, and she lowered her eyes and said, "You don't have to comfort me, I'm used to it, it's okay." ”

"You're fine, but I'm fine."

"You?"

"Yes, I have a few questions for you." Seeing Jin Lei's doubts, Li Hancheng asked bluntly: "Do you know the job responsibilities of a star assistant?" ”

"Star assistant?" Jin Lei was even more puzzled: "You? Want to be a celebrity assistant? ”

"I'm not sure yet, but I just have that idea."

"Star assistant, star assistant" Jin Lei muttered, her eyes rolling back and forth, "In my impression, star assistants are very busy, and there are many divisions of labor among assistants, such as economic assistants, corporate publicity assistants, life assistants, and"

"Just a life assistant."

"Life assistant, life assistant is not a nanny! Take care of the star's food, clothing, housing and transportation, run errands, do chores, and take care of bodyguards or something, right? I don't really know that. But I know that assistants, especially those who stay with celebrities, are almost all friends and relatives, because this is more reliable. And the personality of the assistant is very rigorous, he is safe, and he is smart and capable, because as an artist, there will be a lot of emergencies, and he must have the ability to improvise. ”

Li Hancheng nodded. Hearing Jin Lei say this, he felt that the life assistant didn't seem to need a diploma or technology, that is to say, Quan Zhilong deliberately set a high threshold for him?!

Jin Lei asked tentatively, "Whose assistant do you want to be?" ”

"Oh, I'm just asking." Li Hancheng replied perfunctorily. If you are unsure, it's better not to say anything about it.

Jin Lei was confused by him, and was wondering, so she heard Li Hancheng say, "If you don't mind, you can continue to live with me." At least it will be safer for you to go home after your uncle has put the fire out. ”

Jin Lei hurriedly waved her hand, "No, no, it's enough to disturb for the night." My dad isn't home very often, it's fine. ”

"How much longer do you think you'll be able to hold out?"

Jin Lei paused suddenly, her vivid expression slowly stiffened, and she didn't speak for a long time.

"I'm sorry, I have no intention of affecting your affection." Lee Han-seong said frankly: "I'm just worried that something like yesterday will happen." ”

Jin Lei smiled bitterly: "That kind of thing has happened more than once or twice, I'm used to it." It's up to you to compromise first! She shrugged her shoulders and said a little self-deprecatingly: "I also blame me, blame myself for not being angry, I was not admitted to the art academy, I can only be a mediocre backup dancer, so they are disappointed that they always use their ideals to ridicule me." ”

"Haven't you ever thought about retaking the retake?"

"With my family's situation, I probably don't have the extra money and time for me to splurge." Jin Lei said very calmly, but Li Hancheng could imagine that the process from unwillingness to resignation must be very difficult and painful. That was her ideal, she must have been angry and tried to be stronger, but in the end, she became the laughing stock of others who suppressed her, which is really sad and pitiful.

"I promised my family that if I couldn't get into the art college, I would get married as soon as possible. Later, I really didn't get in, but I regretted that I still wanted to dance for a few more years, work hard, and get married and have children like this, I am really unwilling. My mother is quite supportive, but she can't be the master at home, and she runs around all day for a living, and she doesn't have time to pay attention to me. It's just my dad, who works on the construction site, and comes back once every ten days and half a month, and every time he comes back, he has to bring up the old things again, and try his best to tell sù that I want to accept my fate. I know that I am at a loss, I endure it every time, I endure it for a year, two years, I am really numb, I don't know how long I can last, I don't know if I insist on it right Looking at my parents who are tired of life, I really want to let them live a good life with my own efforts, rather than relying on a man who has no feelings for me or even a little disgusted to change the embarrassing life situation, I don't want to look up to others, and thinking about that kind of life makes me evil. But they didn't understand me, they forced me in every possible way, and sometimes I was tired and thought about giving up, but as soon as I stood on the stage, I felt that I could hold on a little longer."

Looking at Jin Lei's hopeful gaze, Li Hancheng pondered for a long time before he spoke: "I really want to say something to encourage you, but in fact, my situation is different from yours. I was also at a loss, like crossing a river by feeling a stone, not knowing the danger in it, and wanting to reach the other side, but also worried that the other side was just a bubble. ”

They are all persevering, they are all struggling for their dreams, but who knows where the dawn of hope is?

The long silence gave the two a sense of connectedness. Li Hancheng raised his head and stared at the blue starry sky, the starry scene made him smile: "However, we should insist, let's not give up lightly." Especially feelings, combining with someone you don't like is equivalent to going to the grave, don't bury yourself lightly in someone else's plan. If one day you succeed, you will appreciate your hard work. If you don't succeed, you will realize your own shortcomings, so that you can truly accept your fate and be willing, instead of spending the rest of your life complaining about others and yourself, that kind of life is hundreds of times more painful than now. Therefore, what you have to do now is to collect all the things you have endured, turn them into motivation, fight hard with your actions, and then use your achievements to give those who covet you a resounding slap in the face, tell them, you can! Of course, even if the dream is not realized, at least you have to find a person you love to get married, so that even if you lose, you will lose willingly! ”

At first, Jin Lei was also looking up at the sky. When she heard Li Hancheng's words, she gradually turned her eyes to him, and found that his eyes were so bright and shining, like a few stars in them, shining and full of wisdom.

Just when she could see her thoughts, her eyes had already turned and she said solemnly, "Jin Lei, I ask you a question, and you have to answer me seriously." ”

"What?"

"In your opinion, I have changed a lot? Or, when you see me now, do you think I'm still like a fool? ”

Jin Lei looked at him in a daze, and replied involuntarily: "I think I'm like a fool."

Li Hancheng was stunned, then showed a mouthful of white teeth, and smiled very heartily, "Are you kidding me?" ”

Jin Lei felt that she must be crazy, so she felt that Li Hancheng at this time was so handsome, okay, it was handsome!

But she's not going to be a nymphomaniac to him! She was only curious: "Seoul, what happened to you?" ”

"I don't know, I don't remember what happened before, but I don't think what people describe me is anything like what I think I am. I don't think I'm a fool, but everyone doesn't seem to believe it, and I'm confused and can't figure out if it's something wrong with my subjective consciousness, so I'd love to ask your opinion. ”

Looking at his burning gaze, Jin Lei replied honestly: "I think you should be a normal person now." At least judging from their communication, Li Hancheng's conversation is by no means worse than that of her college degree. So, the question arises, "You have been stupid for more than twenty years, why are you suddenly normal?" ”

Li Hancheng pouted innocently, "Ghost knows! ”

Jin Lei was inspired and raised with great interest: "Then, I want to test you with an intelligence question!" She asked, "It takes 4 buttons to nail a piece of clothing, how many pieces of clothing can be nailed with 30 buttons?" How many buttons are left? ”

Li Hancheng glared at her, his expression obviously displeased, "You still think I'm a fool, right?" ”

"No, no, I just"

"Seven pieces of clothing, two buttons." After answering the question, Li Hancheng protested very unhappily: "You are insulting my IQ!" ”

"Okay, okay, I'll change it, change it, you wait, I'll think about it."

Jin Lei comforted him repeatedly, thought hard, suddenly snapped his fingers, and said: "200 yuan for a bottle of drink, after drinking, two empty bottles for a bottle of drink, the question is: you have 4,000 yuan, how many bottles of drinks can you drink at most?" ”

After Li Hancheng listened, he moved his eyes and fell silent.

Jin Lei looked a little proud because she was stumped by him, but as soon as the corners of her mouth were raised, she heard the other party answer affirmatively: "40 bottles!" ”

"Why?" Jin Lei exclaimed in surprise, "You must have read the answer, right?" "It's not scientific, how can he calculate it in such a short period of time?!

Li Hancheng patted her on the shoulder, told her not to get excited, and patiently explained to her: "Let's calculate it this way, two bottles of drinks for one bottle of drink, you can know that pure drinks are only worth 100 yuan." So, of course, 4,000 yuan can drink 40 bottles of pure drinks. Is there a problem with my solution? ”

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Looking at the grizzled Jin Lei, Li Hancheng smiled and teased: "Ah, why do you look like you've been hit!" ”

"I miscalculated this question!" Jin Lei looked defeated and muttered to herself: "You actually know how to do N equations, really Li Hancheng, I suspect that you are possessed by a ghost, this is too unscientific!" ”

"Demon-possessed?" Li Hancheng didn't think so, but just asked: "Then in your opinion, there should be no problem with my IQ, right?" ”

Jin Lei shook her head firmly: "You are more normal than me, even smarter than me!" In the future, whoever dares to say that you are a fool again, you will give him this question, otherwise, you will come to me, and I will go to him desperately! ”

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Happily ended the chat.

Li Hancheng sent Jin Lei home, walked back alone, walking, he paused, bent down to pick up the discarded wrapping paper on the ground, looked at the words on it through the street lamp, pondered for a while, pinched it in his hand and took it home.

In the middle of the night, he couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning, got up from the bed, took a pen and walked to the wall, and wrote a huge string of English: bigbang!

Then, somewhat nervously, he pointed at the string of characters and said categorically: "Twenty days, I will get you!" ”

Twenty days later, it's YG's second tour, and it's time for him to reunite with BIGBANG!

Can't miss it anymore!

After getting Jin Lei's affirmation, his confidence increased exponentially, and he was even more determined to conquer them! Although it is only a small assistant position, for him, it is the first step towards becoming an idol!

The first step is hard, and he has the perseverance to not stop until he reaches his goal!

The next day, as soon as the work was over, Li Hancheng went straight to the bookstore, visited several stores, carefully selected a few sets of discount magazines, as well as Chinese and English dictionaries, Japanese dictionaries and two cookbooks, and then returned home satisfied.

From then on, he plunged headlong into the stacks of books, starting with the information about the members of BIGBANG, and learned a lot of strange pleasure from it, as if he were reviewing a particularly interesting book that he hadn't read for a long time. For example, just by looking at the previous sentence, he knows what will be written in the next sentence, which is completely familiar, and the match rate is as high as more than 50%, so it is not difficult to memorize.

When he was tired, he would listen to BIGBANG's songs, which he would just hum along with at first, and gradually he had the idea of emulating them. He rarely sings, and although his pitch is okay, his uneven strength makes it very difficult for him to sing, and it doesn't sound ideal. After a period of exploration, he began to run every morning, practice lung capacity in the basin, study the method of inhaling and exhaling, and rely on push-ups and sit-ups to strengthen his waist and abdomen. In just half a month, he lost a lot of weight -- but in fact, it was only when he became strong that he became thinner. And his singing skills have gradually improved steadily from the initial difficult pronunciation -- without any guidance, he can achieve the results of rapid improvement just by repeating the songs he listens to, which makes him ecstatic.

He did not deliberately favor any member of the group, and relied entirely on free play, but gradually found that his pitch and timbre, including the tossing and turning of qi and his self-taught singing skills, seemed to tend to one person -- Lee Shengli!

It was completely unintentional, in fact, he didn't want to imitate him. He prefers to imitate Kwon Zhilong!

It's just that Quan Zhilong's voice is too varied and too difficult to grasp, and the rapping skill is not something he can learn in a few days. Recognizing this fact, he began to devote himself to studying Shengli's voice, and in this way, he had a tacit understanding that was extremely consistent with him.

However, he was not fully immersed in it, because he knew very well that he did not need to sing to be an assistant. He must get the capital to convince them in a short period of time in order to be able to reverse the success, otherwise, he will miss this opportunity forever.

Twenty days, however, passed quickly. Lee Hanseong wasn't ready yet, and BIGBANG came unexpectedly.

On this day, Li Hancheng drank alcohol.

The workers were overjoyed and specially "feasted" everyone at noon, in fact, a few drinks would not miss work. But Li Hancheng's body is not strong enough to drink.

After the lunch break, everyone went about their duties. Li Hancheng endured dizziness and sat on the edge of the stage and poured half a bottle of pure water, rested for a while, and barely supported his body. The foreman saw that his swaying center of gravity was unstable, for fear of an accident, so he urged: "Little brat, don't be reckless if you can't drink, go to the lounge and lie down for a while!" ”

"I'm fine."

"Don't be reckless, get out of here quickly, sober up and come back!"

Construction work is a high-risk type of work, and no one dares to take it lightly because of the slightest negligence that can cause accidents.

In this regard, Li Hancheng had to obey the order, holding his dizzy head, and walked slowly to the backstage. On the way, someone patted him on the shoulder, hurried by, he settled down, and just as he felt that the figure was somewhat familiar, he saw that the person looked back and smiled, it was Dong Yong Pei!

"Wait!"

Li Hancheng stopped the other party almost without thinking.

Xu is drunk, and regardless of whether he was prepared properly or not, he rashly chased after him, making a funny promise with a tomato face: "That, I'm ready, I, I'm sure enough to be qualified for the position of assistant!" ”

Dong Yong Pei obviously didn't expect him to remember this, and he didn't know how to respond to him for a while, but he just thought that this kid's drunken appearance was very cute.

"I, I really can."

Seeing the other party's smile, Li Hancheng was shocked to realize that his behavior was very reckless. He's messy now, and he's all broken up when he's ready, and he's clueless. was at a loss, so I heard Quan Zhilong next to him say, "I'm sorry, we have already recruited an assistant." ”

The very cold voice, as if it was a basin of cold water head-on, poured him cold!

"I think you need to take a break." Dong Yong Bae left him with a kind smile and left with Kwon Ji-ryong.

And Li Hancheng kept staring at Quan Zhilong, looking at his almost ruthless demeanor, and proudly left beside him, without even looking at him!

An inexplicable anger and grievance swept up in an instant, and with the hot blood rushing, he clenched his fists, looked at the back fixedly, couldn't control himself, and even shouted recklessly: "Ah! You stop me!! ”

The leisurely pace came to an abrupt end.

Quan Zhilong turned his head to look at the red-faced kid behind him, and raised his eyebrows in surprise. But he pointed at himself, looking angry, "Yes, it's you!" ”

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