37 Which one cares?
Yu Zilian's reaction was as if she hadn't answered the phone at all just now, and Yu Zhile almost suspected that the call was her hallucination. Thinking of the weekend arrangement that his father said before Yu Zihuan took away the earpiece, she still couldn't act like him as if nothing had happened, and after eating Malatang for a while, she couldn't help asking: "...... What did I say to you? ”
"What?" Yu Zihuan stopped snatching food from under her chopsticks, looked up at her with puzzled eyes, and seemed to really didn't understand Yu Zhile's words.
"That's the phone call just now, that's your dad, right?"
"Well, my dad called." Yu Zilian casually buried his head in a chopstick baby cabbage, his left hand was below to protect the chili oil from dripping to other places, and his right hand sent the chopsticks to Yu Zhile's mouth, "Ah-open your mouth, eat more vegetables, don't just eat meat." ”
Yu Zhile obediently bit the baby cabbage into his mouth, and the spicy and hot touch made her speak a little slurred, "He told me earlier that you should take me with me on the weekend, but I didn't hear clearly, so you took it, didn't he tell you where to go?" ”
"Got it." Yu Zihuan turned his head and put the chopsticks on the bowl, lowered his eyes and didn't look at Yu Zhile, and his tone was a little cold, "You want to see him?" ”
"Of course I don't want to see it." Yu Yanglin's inexplicable sense of superiority was about to gush out of the telephone receiver, Yu Zhile didn't have a good impression of him, and it was impossible to see him if he was so sarcastic. But after saying that, he regretted that he seemed to answer too quickly and absolutely, and carefully added, "But he is your father after all, so he ......"
Yu Zihuan heard that Yu Zhile was worried about his father's relationship with him, so he didn't dare to put his beak at will, raised his hand and touched her head and said: "I remember you said that there is no necessary connection between whether there is blood relationship and whether it is a relative, although I call that person's father, but it is just a title, it has no special meaning for the former me and the current me, I just don't bother to think of other words to refer to him, and in the foreseeable future, I don't think I will change this idea." So if you have any grievances against him in the future, you don't have to think about the fact that he is related to me, even if he is treated as an impolite stranger. ”
"Really?" Yu Zhile still couldn't believe it. He can ignore his father, who is irresponsible to him, but others may not be able to speak ill of his father casually, even if he says he doesn't care, it is difficult to ensure that there is no pimple in his heart.
"Of course."
"Then you really don't care about him at all?"
Yu Zihuan didn't answer immediately, if someone else asked, he would probably answer "I don't care at all", but because it was Yu Zhile who asked, he thought for a while and replied: "Although I don't want to admit it, it's not accurate to say that I don't care at all." But it's not the kind of surface unwillingness to forgive you think, in fact, there are unrealistic expectations for him in the bottom of your heart, expecting him to make up for the mistakes of these years, and then I can repair the father-son relationship with him, not so concerned, but no matter what, I can't, let alone forgive him. ”
Yu Zilian's tone was very cold, and his eyes were even colder, not the indifference that Yu Yanglin deliberately showed at all times, but with a piercing hatred and a coldness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow and was like ice, "He obviously cares about my mother's intemperance, if it weren't for his heroic generosity, marrying her and not cherishing it, my mother might still be alive and well now, and my grandmother would not have become ill." He has not taken on the responsibilities of a man at all, and the damage he has done to our family after so many years is irreversible, so why should I forgive him because of his self-righteous compassion? If he wants to recognize me, I have to accept him? Do you want to cooperate with him to play a father-son relationship? How can it be. What I care about him is that as long as he is still living a good life with peace of mind, I would like to destroy him with my own hands, so that he can also taste the taste of ruined family and spurned by others. ”
He didn't look at Yu Zhile when he said it, and only then did he slowly turn his head back when he finished speaking, looking at her with tentative and slight panic in his eyes, as if he was worried that his overly frank confession would scare her.
Yu Zhile was indeed a little frightened by the strong hatred and paranoia in his words, but more often he was distressed. She looked at his eyes that were red from emotion and the sparkle in his eyes, reached out to touch his cheek, and whispered softly: "It's okay, if you don't want to forgive him, you won't forgive." ”
Yu Zihuan looked at her in disbelief, and the water in her beautiful eyes was even brighter, and it was frighteningly bright, "Can you accept my idea?" Don't you think I'm scary? ”
Yu Zhile was stunned, and then said with a smile: "How can I think you are terrible......" Before she finished speaking, she was hugged into her arms by Yu Zilian.
Yu Zihuan hugged her tightly for a long time without speaking, and Yu Zhile didn't speak again, just quietly listened to his heartbeat in his arms.
Yu Zilian's hand stroked her hair, gently and gently touching the top of her hair to the ends, as if playing with a priceless but sensitive and fragile rare treasure, full of possessiveness but with extraordinary care. He landed a deep and warm kiss on top of Yu Zhile's head, his voice was soft, but it sounded dangerous, "Even if you can't accept it, I will find a way to keep you by my side." ”
"I won't." Yu Zhile's head was buried in his arms, he couldn't see his expression, and his tone sounded very relaxed, but there was a firmness that could not be ignored, "I will never feel that Xiao Lian is terrible." ”
She raised her head, looked at Yu Zilian with a smile and said, "No matter what you want to do, I will be on your side." You don't have to disguise yourself to take care of my thoughts, I really like you, I can accept the most authentic you, and I won't back down because of this kind of thing. ”
Yu Zihuan looked stunned, looked at her fixedly for a long time, and suddenly smiled, at that moment Yu Zhile seemed to hear the sound of flowers blooming, and it seemed that the bright and gentle sunshine of spring quietly sprinkled into her heart, and the whole heart lit up.
"This is the first time you've said you like me. I like you so much, I like you so much, I've liked you so much since a long time ago. Yu Zilian said in Yu Zhile's ear.
After Yu Zhile went to work, Zheng Zhilan didn't show anything abnormal when she saw her, but she didn't like to chat and eat with her anymore, Yu Zhile was also happy and relaxed, saving herself from always thinking twice before speaking.
It is indeed a lot harder to go to Manager Zhao's side as an assistant than when he followed Yan Yuanqing, but Yu Zhile also learned more, even after being occasionally caught by the irritable Manager Zhao and scolded, he was still in a bad mood.
Yu Zhile was already very cautious about her work, but this time because of the customer's negligence, the order went wrong, and Manager Zhao still scolded her. When it was time to eat at noon, she was not in the mood to deal with her colleagues, so she found a restaurant to eat alone.
Yu Zhile was eating pasta alone and playing with his mobile phone, and suddenly noticed that someone was sitting down opposite her, and she looked up and saw that it was Yan Yuanqing.
Yan Yuanqing called the waiter, ordered a casual set meal, and said to Yu Zhile with a smile: "Why is it alone?" ”
Yu Zhile glanced around him and asked, "Aren't you also alone?" ”
"I've been scolded again, and I'm in a bad mood?"
Yu Zhile annoyed him and asked knowingly, but did not answer.
"Manager Zhao is like this, don't take it to heart." Yan Yuanqing didn't give up talking because of her silence, "Do you regret that you didn't choose to follow me at that time?" I don't just scold girls. ”
"What the hell are you trying to say? I'm in a bad mood right now, and I really don't really want to speak. ”
Yan Yuanqing smiled helplessly, and stopped going around in circles, "Did you offend Xiao Zheng somewhere?" ”
Yu Zhile looked at him puzzled. Although in fact, she knew where she offended Zheng Zhilan, but Zheng Zhilan was humiliated by Yu Zilian instead of digging the wall, and she became the object of anger.
"She's now committed to spreading bad faith about you among old colleagues, saying that you've got a rich boyfriend and you're self-righteous and that the job is open the back door. Now your reputation in the company is a bit bad, you are still in the probation period, and the interpersonal relationship is like this, and it will be difficult to reverse the established impression formed by them in the future. ”
In fact, Zheng Zhilan said it even more ugly, shaping Yu Zhile into a junior who was taken care of/raised by the rich second generation, Yan Yuanqing didn't say anything about Yu Zhile's feelings.
It's funny to think about it, time has passed, and the two of them have been rumored to be in a package/support relationship, but the identities of the owner and the person who are packaged/raised have been reversed.
Yan Yuanqing said a lot of bitter words, nothing more than to persuade Yu Zhile to put more effort into interpersonal relationships, so as not to be isolated in the company in the future and have a hard time.
Yu Zhile sighed tiredly, and said to Yan Yuanqing gratefully: "Thank you, I will pay attention to it in the future." ”
She doesn't care much about the relationship with those colleagues, she just doesn't want to let Zheng Zhilan slander herself, if there is no such thing, she just needs to get along with them face-to-face, but since Zheng Zhilan has to play with her, she will not be afraid, and she will be smarter than her.
Zheng Zhilan said that she had no one in her eyes, so she greeted every colleague cordially, and gave everyone some snacks and fruits when she had nothing to do, saying that she was self-righteous, and she showed full sincerity and humility when she asked anyone for advice, and she would try to help anyone who was in difficulty.
As for the rumors that she robbed other people's boyfriends and was taken care of/raised by the rich second generation, she picked the most gossip-loving colleague in the company, and confided in her boyfriend about her boyfriend's self-made and the hardships they experienced together in the past at lunch, but now her boyfriend often works overtime until late, and she suspects that he is splitting his legs.
Colleagues in the company basically know that Yu Zhile's boyfriend comes to pick her up every day, but they don't know what the specific situation is. So the colleague hurriedly comforted her to believe her boyfriend, but then asked her to install location software on Yu Zilian's mobile phone, saying that even if he was suspected, he had to have evidence to take advantage of the breakup.
This was made up to deceive people, Yu Zhile didn't pay attention to what her colleague said, what she wanted was for the other party to help her spread her experience in the company. Within two days later, several colleagues took the initiative to discuss the topic of "split-leg boyfriend" with Yu Zhile, but the previous rumors were untenable, so they naturally broke themselves.
And the most important point in Yu Zhile's plan to fight back against Zheng Zhilan is that she never tells right and wrong, does not speak ill of others behind her back, and only improves herself. The old colleagues in the company are not stupid, they have been together for a long time, and they know which is better and which is worse in their hearts, Zheng Zhilan plays the trick of isolating others when her foundation is unstable, and one accidentally backfires, but becomes a famous right and wrong in the company. 166 Reading Network