Chapter 46: Realization

Ever since the demon said those inexplicable words, Xi Yan found that she could no longer calm down when she was alone. I couldn't help but think about his words, his look at the time.

It's really irritable, it's the first time in a long time that there has been such a situation. Can't meditate and cultivate, is she really lonely? If he didn't say it, she felt normal.

However, after listening to his words, she began to wonder if her behavior was really abnormal. She just didn't want to talk to anyone. In her heart, nothing was more important than cultivation.

After a few days of repeated struggle, Xi Yan finally couldn't help but walk out.

Looking at the neat rows of stone houses, the people I met seemed to have smiles on their faces and greeted them in a friendly manner.

Xi Yan walked expressionlessly, watching. It was a city they had built together, but why wasn't she as happy as they were?

Unable to figure it out, Xi Yan continued to walk, looking for answers.

One walked for an unknown amount of time, completely oblivious to the person following him.

"You're going to go on like this forever?"

The sudden voice pulled Xi Yan's mind back, and she turned around to see that it was him. glanced at him complicatedly, if it weren't for him, how could she be entangled now.

"Xi'er, what kind of eyes are you, I offended you?" Qi Chen said with a smile.

Still not speaking, just not knowing what to say.

"Xi'er, I haven't seen you for a few days, how did you become mute. What the hell is going on, you don't really want to ignore me, do you? ”

"No, I'm just thinking about things."

"Oh, what are you thinking, so engrossed, you don't even notice my presence. I've been following you since you started wandering around. It's not good to bother you by looking at your soul. It's just that you've been in a daze for too long before I spoke up. ”

"Demon, why did you say those things that day?" Xi Yan was puzzled, so let's ask him.

"What?" Qi Chen didn't understand what she was talking about.

"It's what you said the other day, I isolated myself."

Qi Chen finally understood. It turned out that it was because of this matter, and he thought that something big had happened that made her so hesitant.

"Xi'er, I just want you to be happier. Try to get along with the people here and you'll find it fun to get along with each other. ”

"I still don't understand, I'm fine with every day now." Xi Yan said bluntly.

"Well, cultivation is just a part of life, Xi'er, life is so long, you can't spend it in cultivation all the time. Of course, there are exceptions, that is, cultivation maniacs, who focus on cultivation and don't care about anything else. You don't want to be like that, do you? Qi Chen looked at her worriedly, afraid that if she said yes, what would he do in the future.

Xi Yan was still thinking about it, and Qi Chen said again: "Xi Er, even if you are a cultivator, you have your own relatives and friends, you can't be independent of the outside, and treat cultivation as the only thing to do. For example, in addition to cultivating, you can also do other things with me, go out to explore and hunt for treasures, go to the Central Plains, and find the value of your own savings. ”

Xi Yan watched the demon keep talking, and seemed to understand a little. He told her to do other things besides cultivating. However, she was not interested in anything.

"Demon, I understand what you said, it's just that I'm not interested in other things at all, I just want to cultivate, what should I do?"

"Xi'er, I've been talking for so long. Interest can be cultivated, you don't have to do the past how to know that there is no interest. Qi Chen spared no effort to persuade. Listen to me, you don't have to think about cultivation all the time, think about your spirit pet group, what kind of origin it is, what kind of talent it has, and then think about me, when you are with me, are you happy and happy?"

After Qi Chen babbled a lot, he looked at Xi Yan expectantly.

"I've also thought about this, I've asked about the origin of the group, but the group itself doesn't know, as for you, I think it's enough for you to be very good to me."

"Xi'er, I'm very happy to hear you say that, but don't you really want other things, such as what you have experienced in your previous life, what plans and dreams you have in the future, these are all okay."

Hearing about life, Xi Yan thought about it seriously. When I first opened my eyes, I had no memory, and after despair, I saw hope, and I kept fighting to survive. At that time, there was only one belief, and that was to live.

Now, she still thinks so, it's just that her environment has changed, and she no longer needs to keep fighting. And she worked hard to cultivate and improve her strength, isn't it just to be able to live better.

After encountering humans, he was trapped due to low strength and became a member of the wolf warrior clan, and was respected by the clan because of the relationship between demons.

After leaving the Wolf Warrior Clan, the only things that made Xi Yan worry about her were Mu Ma, Dara and Ke Mu, and the others were completely out of her mind.

Thinking of this, Xi Yan understood. Mom, Dara and Kemu are different, and the longing for them is also an emotion. She is no longer the one who fights to the point of numbness in order to survive, and she begins to experience other emotions.

And getting along with the demons, Xi Yan thinks it's very good. Her heart changed, from numbness to freshness.

Thinking of this, Xi Yan looked at Qi Chen with bright eyes. At this moment, she realized that these days, there have been such big changes.

"Demon, I see."

"It's good to understand." Qi Chen looked at Xi Er like this, as if he had been injected with new vitality, and instantly had infinite vitality. This is Xi'er, as it should be, not lifeless, only thinking about cultivation.

"Looking at this city now, how do you feel, this is our joint efforts to build, with your hard work and sweat in it. Especially when I saw your stone house, didn't I feel a sense of belonging? It's your home. ”

Xi Yan re-examined the city she had already seen once, and it seemed to be really different. Before talking to the demon, I didn't feel anything when I looked at it, and I didn't have the slightest wave in my heart. And now, as he said, there is a slight wave in his heart. This is the city she personally participated in building, and her stone house was built by herself, which is her home.

Home, the word touched Xi Yan. In the past, all I wanted was to have a place to live, and I could go anywhere. However, now seeing this place called home, her heart is soft and warm. If anyone dared to destroy this place, she would be angry and fight back. Home, indeed, is different.

"Xi'er, come back to your senses." Seeing that Xi Yan's eyes did not move for a long time, and fell into a daze, Qi Chen had to remind him.

Xi Yan looked at Qi Chen dissatisfied, thinking about things, and she didn't feel anything when she was disturbed by him.