Chapter 147: Crisp and tender heart
"Am I not right? Isn't everything I do sticking to what I believe in? The founding of the People's Republic of China shows that the belief I uphold is great, am I wrong? I concealed the fact that you did not violate the harm I did to my friends, do you mean that I am wrong? Why am I in a hurry to find Lao Yao? Isn't it just for the sake of friends and want to solve this matter as soon as possible? Is it better to solve problems for friends early? Didn't you hear me persuade Lao Yao in the house just now? Tell you the dog leftovers, in fact, what I said to Lao Yao was against my will, and I said those words to Lao Yao against my will for the sake of my friends, haven't you understood it? Lao Tan said.
"Shut up, you give it to me! Everyone looks down on me, everyone doesn't treat me as a human being, I don't even know who my father and mother are, I asked all the people around me in the streets and alleys, but no one told me! …… They didn't even look at me right, and my heart hurt like a pinprick! Qiao'er and Yao Jian are my best buddies, they don't know the bullshit, and the ideas they gave me might as well not be said! Jianye Jianhong is not to mention, they are my punching bag, I really want to thank them, they can comfort me when I can't stand it, think about it, I'm really sorry for these two little brothers! ……”
Gou Yu was forced to say the emotional part by Lao Tan's words, these words were said word by word in choking, and he couldn't suppress the depression in his heart! This kind of depression is gradually accumulated, just one Mars is missing, and it will explode at any time!
"Uncle Yao is my elder, and I respect him. But where are you? You're my friend, but you shouldn't have slandered me like this when you first met a friend! You know when I said those words to your eyes with a slingshot, when you forgive me, I saw you in the sky, you are so great, I admire you to death! ”
"But you lied to me, I'm just such a reliable friend as you, Mr. Yu's words forced me to can't sleep, I can't eat, I see him will remember the way he laughs at me, I can't swallow this breath! ……”
Old Tan quietly listened to the dog's words. He stopped talking, this was the voice of the dog left from his heart, it was a place with the tightest privacy, that place was the most painful place for a person, the most untouchable place, only he knew how much that place hurt, how deep the pain was! The words he revealed from his heart were the same as my state of mind, I lost my comrades, I lost everything, I could only talk to the cow......
"As you said, you are an old revolutionary, what kind of faith has saved a country, you have accomplished a great cause, and liberated so many people from suffering? But where am I? You stared at me and told me nonsense, face to face lied to me, you think I can tolerate people like you? Tell you, I hate to eat you now, you're bullshit in my heart! ……”
Lao Tan understands a child's heart! In such a small heart, living in such a special environment, although there is a lot of joy and care, but every unhappiness is a fatal wound for him, he has to think seriously, take seriously those blows that make him unbelievable!
But who will help him? Hope again and again, and being hit by the wall again and again, made this young heart even more unforgettable about these things!
Gou Yu's words just now deeply touched Lao Tan, he didn't expect that Gou Yu was so serious about this matter, and this matter occupied such a heavy position in his heart, so that it caused such a passive situation today, which Lao Tan never expected!
It is impossible to make amends, once a person's idea is generated in the heart, it is difficult to change, rather than stubbornly change, it is better to let it develop, such a result will have a good ending.
"Okay, dog, since you insist on doing this, then it's up to you! We all have a common characteristic, that is, love and hate are clear, people's cognition cannot be forced, and we only have the road to know the horsepower, and we have seen people's hearts for a long time......"
"Shut your stinky mouth, don't give me any more trouble, I feel annoyed when I hear you talk now, especially your eye, the more I look at it, the more unpleasant it becomes!" Gou Yu interrupted Lao Tan's words, his eyes looked at Lao Tan with contempt, his chest rose and fell, and his eyes showed a fierce light and said!
"What do you want to do?"
"I want to leave you a mark!" As he spoke, he put his hand in his pants.
"Okay, come on, as long as you can get angry, just let it be, anyway, I'm also a living dead person, and I've had enough of this kind of life that is better than death!" After Lao Tan finished speaking, he closed his eyes and waited for all the consequences of flying! He wants to use a truly heroic and fearless warrior posture, like in a hail of bullets, to meet a fearless challenge, as long as his actions can deter a misunderstanding of the heart, everything he has done is worth it!
Gou Yu took out a slingshot from his pocket, looked at the one-eyed dragon opposite who was righteous and awe-inspiring and looked at death, and he saw a man who often told him about the fearless dedication of soldiers in the face of death!
Gou Yu put his hand into his trouser pocket again, took out a marble, clamped it, and with a strong arm, he pulled the bow and said to Lao Tan: "One-eyed dragon, I will leave you some marks today, so that you can also remember the lesson of treachery, and be a good person in the future!" ”
"Come on, I'm ready, I'm facing the countless bullets of the enemy on the battlefield, scaring away the enemy's countless bullets! Today I'm going to meet my friend's bullet again, and I'm going to see what it feels like to hit my friend! ”
"Okay, I'm going to see if it's my bullet or your mouth that's hard today!"
Gou Yu exerted his strength again, aiming at the one-eyed dragon on the opposite side, only to see that as soon as Gou Yu let go, a black whirring thing, from the slingshot with the wind whistling and going straight to Lao Tan on the opposite side!
After hearing a terrible cry, a figure lay on the ground, curled up, motionless! Then, a figure disappeared from the wall, and suddenly, the whole world became silent and silent!
"Auntie, why hasn't the dog come back? When has this been, the rice is cold! Bean sprouts said to Yang Wanruo.
"That's it, this kid is really not worry-free, what's wrong with your uncle today, and he won't come back, these two men, they won't come back if they don't come back!" Wanruo was a little anxious to count the dog and Haoran.
"Auntie, why don't I go find the dog leftover?" Bean sprouts said.
"No, don't go, it's dark. Wait a minute, let your uncle find it when he comes back. Wanruo said.
"Okay then." After the bean sprouts finished helplessly, they sat on the kang. Suddenly, she seemed to remember something and said to Wanruo, "Hey, auntie, I want to tell you something." ”
Wanruo, who was sitting on the kang, glanced at the bean sprouts and said, "Look at you, this kid, you always talk about foreign words, what can't you say to your aunt?" Say, though. ”
"Okay, auntie, I want to sell bean sprouts, do you think it's okay?" Bean Sprouts looked at Wanruo with expectant eyes and said.
"Selling sprouts?" Wanruo flashed her eyes a few times and said, "Back to the old business? ”
"Hmm." Bean sprouts said: "I have met Qiao'er Niang, I told her, she is very supportive of me, she said that you discuss with your aunt first, as long as she agrees, I will pay for it!" ”
"This Qiao'er Niang, what do I disagree with? I have a hundred supports, so I need to say it! Wanruo said cheerfully.
"Ah, Auntie agreed, it's good!" Bean sprouts said excitedly: "Auntie, look, now is the golden season for brewing bean sprouts, lukewarm, and people are not guilty, even if they can't be sold out on the same day, it's okay to have a little bit left." Besides, there's nothing left. ”
Wanruo saw that the bean sprouts were looking at her halfway, so she said, "Say, look at what I'm doing, why can't I have anything left?" ”
"Do you want to auntie, everyone in our three families in Hutong is good for this, my Uncle Yao, Aunt Zhang, Qiao'er Niang and the rest of the family won't buy my bean sprouts one day? Especially my Uncle Yao, eating crisp raw bean sprouts and drinking two taels of wine, Aunt Zhang said, saying that your Uncle Yao eats your bean sprouts more fragrant than meat! There is also Qiao'er's grandfather, his old man loves to eat flatbread rolled bean sprouts, he said to eat a bite, his mouth is full of fragrance, and his mouth is 'crunch', the voice sounds like singing, he enjoys it, the more he eats, the more he loves to eat, and he doesn't know how hungry he is! What do you think, auntie, the rest of our bean sprouts is to make money, and the three families in Hutong are one family, and everyone shares it, isn't it fun? How nice would that be?! Bean Sprouts said happily.
Wanruo giggled twice after listening to the bean sprouts' words, looked at the bean sprouts with that kind of eyes and said, "You little ghost, oops, it's so good to listen to you!" I remember listening to the sound on the gramophone when I was at home, it was beautiful! Wanruo sat on the bed, leaned against the wall, looked at the opposite corner, and said contemplatively reminiscing about her past: "Hey, the past is unbearable! ”
Bean Sprouts' eyes looked at Wanruo's emotion without blinking, and she could also hear a trace of resentment and a hint of affection from Wanruo's expression and words. She was thinking, such a happy person will also have sadness?
"Auntie, what's wrong with you, Auntie? Could it be that people like you also have sadness? Bean Sprouts asked boldly.
"Silly boy, I am also a human being, people's joys, sorrows and sorrows are the same, they do not change because of your environment, it is not different from noble and inferior, everyone is equal in front of it." Wanruo said.
Bean sprouts "oh" looked at Wanruo strangely, she suddenly felt that this person was so noble, like this person, can make such a feeling, there must be a different story in it!
"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that? Wanruo woke up from her contemplation and asked Bean Sprouts.
Bean sprouts were silent for a long time before saying: "Auntie, I have grown so big, this is the first time I have heard someone say such things to me, what you said is very beautiful, just like I was in the bean sprouts shed at that time listening to the words in the text while walking and reciting the words in the text, so beautiful and beautiful!" What you say, like bean sprouts, is crispy and a little bitter, but it tastes very sweet! ”
When Wanruo heard the words of the bean sprouts, she laughed again, and then said, "Here we go again!" You kid is naturally likable, smart, and more perceptive than ordinary people, but fate is not good! You're a big man, otherwise, it's really going to spoil you! ”
This book is derived from Kanshu.com